Carmilla: J. Sheridan Lefanu
Carmilla: J. Sheridan Lefanu
Carmilla: J. Sheridan Lefanu
J. Sheridan LeFanu
Copyright 1872
PROLOGUE
This mysterious subject he treats, in that Essay, with his usual learning
and acumen, and with remarkable directness and condensation. It will
form but one volume of the series of that extraordinary man's collected
papers.
As I publish the case, in this volume, simply to interest the "laity," I shall
forestall the intelligent lady, who relates it, in nothing; and after due
consideration, I have determined, therefore, to abstain from presenting
any précis of the learned Doctor's reasoning, or extract from his statement
on a subject which he describes as "involving, not improbably, some of the
profoundest arcana of our dual existence, and its intermediates."
She, probably, could have added little to the Narrative which she
communicates in the following pages, with, so far as I can pronounce,
such conscientious particularity.
I
An Early Fright
My father was in the Austrian service, and retired upon a pension and his
patrimony, and purchased this feudal residence, and the small estate on
which it stands, a bargain.
Over all this the schloss shows its many-windowed front; its towers, and
its Gothic chapel.
The forest opens in an irregular and very picturesque glade before its gate,
and at the right a steep Gothic bridge carries the road over a stream that
winds in deep shadow through the wood. I have said that this is a very
lonely place. Judge whether I say truth. Looking from the hall door
towards the road, the forest in which our castle stands extends fifteen miles
to the right, and twelve to the left. The nearest inhabited village is about
seven of your English miles to the left. The nearest inhabited schloss of
any historic associations, is that of old General Spielsdorf, nearly twenty
miles away to the right.
I have said "the nearest inhabited village," because there is, only three
miles westward, that is to say in the direction of General Spielsdorf's
schloss, a ruined village, with its quaint little church, now roofless, in the
aisle of which are the moldering tombs of the proud family of Karnstein,
now extinct, who once owned the equally desolate chateau which, in the
thick of the forest, overlooks the silent ruins of the town.
Respecting the cause of the desertion of this striking and melancholy spot,
there is a legend which I shall relate to you another time.
I must tell you now, how very small is the party who constitute the
inhabitants of our castle. I don't include servants, or those dependents who
occupy rooms in the buildings attached to the schloss. Listen, and wonder!
My father, who is the kindest man on earth, but growing old; and I, at the
date of my story, only nineteen. Eight years have passed since then.
This was Madame Perrodon, a native of Berne, whose care and good
nature now in part supplied to me the loss of my mother, whom I do not
even remember, so early I lost her. She made a third at our little dinner
party. There was a fourth, Mademoiselle De Lafontaine, a lady such as you
term, I believe, a "finishing governess." She spoke French and German,
Madame Perrodon French and broken English, to which my father and I
added English, which, partly to prevent its becoming a lost language
among us, and partly from patriotic motives, we spoke every day. The
consequence was a Babel, at which strangers used to laugh, and which I
shall make no attempt to reproduce in this narrative. And there were two or
three young lady friends besides, pretty nearly of my own age, who were
occasional visitors, for longer or shorter terms; and these visits I
sometimes returned.
These were our regular social resources; but of course there were chance
visits from "neighbors" of only five or six leagues distance. My life was,
notwithstanding, rather a solitary one, I can assure you.
I was now for the first time frightened, and I yelled with all my might and
main. Nurse, nursery maid, housekeeper, all came running in, and hearing
my story, they made light of it, soothing me all they could meanwhile. But,
child as I was, I could perceive that their faces were pale with an unwonted
look of anxiety, and I saw them look under the bed, and about the room,
and peep under tables and pluck open cupboards; and the housekeeper
whispered to the nurse: "Lay your hand along that hollow in the bed;
someone did lie there, so sure as you did not; the place is still warm."
I remember the nursery maid petting me, and all three examining my chest,
where I told them I felt the puncture, and pronouncing that there was no
sign visible that any such thing had happened to me.
The housekeeper and the two other servants who were in charge of the
nursery, remained sitting up all night; and from that time a servant always
sat up in the nursery until I was about fourteen.
I was very nervous for a long time after this. A doctor was called in, he
was pallid and elderly. How well I remember his long saturnine face,
slightly pitted with smallpox, and his chestnut wig. For a good while,
every second day, he came and gave me medicine, which of course I hated.
The morning after I saw this apparition I was in a state of terror, and could
not bear to be left alone, daylight though it was, for a moment.
But I was not comforted, for I knew the visit of the strange woman was
not a dream; and I was awfully frightened.
I was a little consoled by the nursery maid's assuring me that it was she
who had come and looked at me, and lain down beside me in the bed, and
that I must have been half-dreaming not to have known her face. But this,
though supported by the nurse, did not quite satisfy me.
II
A Guest
I am now going to tell you something so strange that it will require all your
faith in my veracity to believe my story. It is not only true, nevertheless,
but truth of which I have been an eyewitness.
He was to have paid us a visit of some weeks, and we had expected his
arrival next day. He was to have brought with him a young lady, his niece
and ward, Mademoiselle Rheinfeldt, whom I had never seen, but whom I
had heard described as a very charming girl, and in whose society I had
promised myself many happy days. I was more disappointed than a young
lady living in a town, or a bustling neighborhood can possibly imagine.
This visit, and the new acquaintance it promised, had furnished my day
dream for many weeks.
"Not till autumn. Not for two months, I dare say," he answered. "And I am
very glad now, dear, that you never knew Mademoiselle Rheinfeldt."
"And why?" I asked, both mortified and curious.
"Because the poor young lady is dead," he replied. "I quite forgot I had not
told you, but you were not in the room when I received the General's letter
this evening."
I was very much shocked. General Spielsdorf had mentioned in his first
letter, six or seven weeks before, that she was not so well as he would wish
her, but there was nothing to suggest the remotest suspicion of danger.
It said "I have lost my darling daughter, for as such I loved her. During the
last days of dear Bertha's illness I was not able to write to you.
Before then I had no idea of her danger. I have lost her, and now learn all,
too late. She died in the peace of innocence, and in the glorious hope of a
blessed futurity. The fiend who betrayed our infatuated hospitality has
done it all. I thought I was receiving into my house innocence, gaiety, a
charming companion for my lost Bertha. Heavens! what a fool have I
been!
In these terms ended this strange letter. Though I had never seen Bertha
Rheinfeldt my eyes filled with tears at the sudden intelligence; I was
startled, as well as profoundly disappointed.
The sun had now set, and it was twilight by the time I had returned the
General's letter to my father.
It was a soft clear evening, and we loitered, speculating upon the possible
meanings of the violent and incoherent sentences which I had just been
reading. We had nearly a mile to walk before reaching the road that passes
the schloss in front, and by that time the moon was shining brilliantly. At
the drawbridge we met Madame Perrodon and Mademoiselle De
Lafontaine, who had come out, without their bonnets, to enjoy the
exquisite moonlight.
The glade through which we had just walked lay before us. At our left the
narrow road wound away under clumps of lordly trees, and was lost to
sight amid the thickening forest. At the right the same road crosses the
steep and picturesque bridge, near which stands a ruined tower which once
guarded that pass; and beyond the bridge an abrupt eminence rises,
covered with trees, and showing in the shadows some grey ivy-clustered
rocks.
Over the sward and low grounds a thin film of mist was stealing like
smoke, marking the distances with a transparent veil; and here and there
we could see the river faintly flashing in the moonlight.
No softer, sweeter scene could be imagined. The news I had just heard
made it melancholy; but nothing could disturb its character of profound
serenity, and the enchanted glory and vagueness of the prospect.
Madame Perrodon was fat, middle-aged, and romantic, and talked and
sighed poetically. Mademoiselle De Lafontaine--in right of her father who
was a German, assumed to be psychological, metaphysical, and something
of a mystic--now declared that when the moon shone with a light so
intense it was well known that it indicated a special spiritual activity. The
effect of the full moon in such a state of brilliancy was manifold. It acted
on dreams, it acted on lunacy, it acted on nervous people, it had marvelous
physical influences connected with life. Mademoiselle related that her
cousin, who was mate of a merchant ship, having taken a nap on deck on
such a night, lying on his back, with his face full in the light on the moon,
had wakened, after a dream of an old woman clawing him by the cheek,
with his features horribly drawn to one side; and his countenance had
never quite recovered its equilibrium.
"The moon, this night," she said, "is full of idyllic and magnetic
influence--and see, when you look behind you at the front of the schloss
how all its windows flash and twinkle with that silvery splendor, as if
unseen hands had lighted up the rooms to receive fairy guests."
"I have got into one of my moping moods tonight," said my father, after a
silence, and quoting Shakespeare, whom, by way of keeping up our
English, he used to read aloud, he said:
"I forget the rest. But I feel as if some great misfortune were hanging over
us. I suppose the poor General's afflicted letter has had something to do
with it."
At this moment the unwonted sound of carriage wheels and many hoofs
upon the road, arrested our attention.
The excitement of the scene was made more painful by the clear, long-
drawn screams of a female voice from the carriage window.
We all advanced in curiosity and horror; me rather in silence, the rest with
various ejaculations of terror.
Our suspense did not last long. Just before you reach the castle
drawbridge, on the route they were coming, there stands by the roadside a
magnificent lime tree, on the other stands an ancient stone cross, at sight of
which the horses, now going at a pace that was perfectly frightful, swerved
so as to bring the wheel over the projecting roots of the tree.
I knew what was coming. I covered my eyes, unable to see it out, and
turned my head away; at the same moment I heard a cry from my lady
friends, who had gone on a little.
Through the carriage door was now lifted a young lady, who appeared to
be lifeless. My dear old father was already beside the elder lady, with his
hat in his hand, evidently tendering his aid and the resources of his schloss.
The lady did not appear to hear him, or to have eyes for anything but the
slender girl who was being placed against the slope of the bank.
I approached; the young lady was apparently stunned, but she was
certainly not dead. My father, who piqued himself on being something of a
physician, had just had his fingers on her wrist and assured the lady, who
declared herself her mother, that her pulse, though faint and irregular, was
undoubtedly still distinguishable. The lady clasped her hands and looked
upward, as if in a momentary transport of gratitude; but immediately she
broke out again in that theatrical way which is, I believe, natural to some
people.
She was what is called a fine looking woman for her time of life, and must
have been handsome; she was tall, but not thin, and dressed in black
velvet, and looked rather pale, but with a proud and commanding
countenance, though now agitated strangely.
"Who was ever being so born to calamity?" I heard her say, with clasped
hands, as I came up. "Here am I, on a journey of life and death, in
prosecuting which to lose an hour is possibly to lose all. My child will not
have recovered sufficiently to resume her route for who can say how long.
I must leave her: I cannot, dare not, delay. How far on, sir, can you tell, is
the nearest village? I must leave her there; and shall not see my darling, or
even hear of her till my return, three months hence."
I plucked my father by the coat, and whispered earnestly in his ear: "Oh!
papa, pray ask her to let her stay with us--it would be so delightful. Do,
pray."
"If Madame will entrust her child to the care of my daughter, and of her
good gouvernante, Madame Perrodon, and permit her to remain as our
guest, under my charge, until her return, it will confer a distinction and an
obligation upon us, and we shall treat her with all the care and devotion
which so sacred a trust deserves."
"I cannot do that, sir, it would be to task your kindness and chivalry too
cruelly," said the lady, distractedly.
There was something in this lady's air and appearance so distinguished and
even imposing, and in her manner so engaging, as to impress one, quite
apart from the dignity of her equipage, with a conviction that she was a
person of consequence.
By this time the carriage was replaced in its upright position, and the
horses, quite tractable, in the traces again.
The lady threw on her daughter a glance which I fancied was not quite so
affectionate as one might have anticipated from the beginning of the scene;
then she beckoned slightly to my father, and withdrew two or three steps
with him out of hearing; and talked to him with a fixed and stern
countenance, not at all like that with which she had hitherto spoken.
I was filled with wonder that my father did not seem to perceive the
change, and also unspeakably curious to learn what it could be that she
was speaking, almost in his ear, with so much earnestness and rapidity.
Two or three minutes at most I think she remained thus employed, then she
turned, and a few steps brought her to where her daughter lay, supported
by Madame Perrodon. She kneeled beside her for a moment and
whispered, as Madame supposed, a little benediction in her ear; then
hastily kissing her she stepped into her carriage, the door was closed, the
footmen in stately liveries jumped up behind, the outriders spurred on, the
postilions cracked their whips, the horses plunged and broke suddenly into
a furious canter that threatened soon again to become a gallop, and the
carriage whirled away, followed at the same rapid pace by the two
horsemen in the rear.
III
We Compare Notes
We followed the cortege with our eyes until it was swiftly lost to sight in
the misty wood; and the very sound of the hoofs and the wheels died away
in the silent night air.
Nothing remained to assure us that the adventure had not been an illusion
of a moment but the young lady, who just at that moment opened her eyes.
I could not see, for her face was turned from me, but she raised her head,
evidently looking about her, and I heard a very sweet voice ask
complainingly, "Where is mamma?"
"Where am I? What is this place?" and after that she said, "I don't see the
carriage; and Matska, where is she?"
Madame answered all her questions in so far as she understood them; and
gradually the young lady remembered how the misadventure came about,
and was glad to hear that no one in, or in attendance on, the carriage was
hurt; and on learning that her mamma had left her here, till her return in
about three months, she wept.
The stranger now rose, and leaning on Madame's arm, walked slowly over
the drawbridge and into the castle gate.
In the hall, servants waited to receive her, and she was conducted forthwith
to her room. The room we usually sat in as our drawing room is long,
having four windows, that looked over the moat and drawbridge, upon the
forest scene I have just described.
It is furnished in old carved oak, with large carved cabinets, and the chairs
are cushioned with crimson Utrecht velvet. The walls are covered with
tapestry, and surrounded with great gold frames, the figures being as large
as life, in ancient and very curious costume, and the subjects represented
are hunting, hawking, and generally festive. It is not too stately to be
extremely comfortable; and here we had our tea, for with his usual
patriotic leanings he insisted that the national beverage should make its
appearance regularly with our coffee and chocolate.
We sat here this night, and with candles lighted, were talking over the
adventure of the evening.
"How do you like our guest?" I asked, as soon as Madame entered. "Tell
me all about her?"
"I like her extremely," answered Madame, "she is, I almost think, the
prettiest creature I ever saw; about your age, and so gentle and nice."
"Did you remark a woman in the carriage, after it was set up again, who
did not get out," inquired Mademoiselle, "but only looked from the
window?"
Then she described a hideous black woman, with a sort of colored turban
on her head, and who was gazing all the time from the carriage window,
nodding and grinning derisively towards the ladies, with gleaming eyes
and large white eyeballs, and her teeth set as if in fury.
"Did you remark what an ill-looking pack of men the servants were?"
asked Madame.
"Yes," said my father, who had just come in, "ugly, hang-dog looking
fellows as ever I beheld in my life. I hope they mayn't rob the poor lady in
the forest. They are clever rogues, however; they got everything to rights
in a minute."
"I dare say they are worn out with too long traveling," said Madame.
"Besides looking wicked, their faces were so strangely lean, and dark, and
sullen. I am very curious, I own; but I dare say the young lady will tell you
all about it tomorrow, if she is sufficiently recovered."
"I don't think she will," said my father, with a mysterious smile, and a little
nod of his head, as if he knew more about it than he cared to tell us.
This made us all the more inquisitive as to what had passed between him
and the lady in the black velvet, in the brief but earnest interview that had
immediately preceded her departure.
We were scarcely alone, when I entreated him to tell me. He did not need
much pressing.
"There is no particular reason why I should not tell you. She expressed a
reluctance to trouble us with the care of her daughter, saying she was in
delicate health, and nervous, but not subject to any kind of seizure--she
volunteered that--nor to any illusion; being, in fact, perfectly sane."
"How very odd to say all that!" I interpolated. "It was so unnecessary."
"At all events it was said," he laughed, "and as you wish to know all that
passed, which was indeed very little, I tell you. She then said, 'I am making
a long journey of vital importance--she emphasized the word--rapid and
secret; I shall return for my child in three months; in the meantime, she
will be silent as to who we are, whence we come, and whither we are
traveling.' That is all she said. She spoke very pure French. When she said
the word 'secret,' she paused for a few seconds, looking sternly, her eyes
fixed on mine. I fancy she makes a great point of that. You saw how
quickly she was gone. I hope I have not done a very foolish thing, in
taking charge of the young lady."
For my part, I was delighted. I was longing to see and talk to her; and only
waiting till the doctor should give me leave. You, who live in towns, can
have no idea how great an event the introduction of a new friend is, in such
a solitude as surrounded us.
The doctor did not arrive till nearly one o'clock; but I could no more have
gone to my bed and slept, than I could have overtaken, on foot, the
carriage in which the princess in black velvet had driven away.
When the physician came down to the drawing room, it was to report very
favorably upon his patient. She was now sitting up, her pulse quite regular,
apparently perfectly well. She had sustained no injury, and the little shock
to her nerves had passed away quite harmlessly. There could be no harm
certainly in my seeing her, if we both wished it; and, with this permission I
sent, forthwith, to know whether she would allow me to visit her for a few
minutes in her room.
The servant returned immediately to say that she desired nothing more.
You may be sure I was not long in availing myself of this permission.
Our visitor lay in one of the handsomest rooms in the schloss. It was,
perhaps, a little stately. There was a somber piece of tapestry opposite the
foot of the bed, representing Cleopatra with the asps to her bosom; and
other solemn classic scenes were displayed, a little faded, upon the other
walls. But there was gold carving, and rich and varied color enough in the
other decorations of the room, to more than redeem the gloom of the old
tapestry.
There were candles at the bedside. She was sitting up; her slender pretty
figure enveloped in the soft silk dressing gown, embroidered with flowers,
and lined with thick quilted silk, which her mother had thrown over her
feet as she lay upon the ground.
What was it that, as I reached the bedside and had just begun my little
greeting, struck me dumb in a moment, and made me recoil a step or two
from before her? I will tell you.
I saw the very face which had visited me in my childhood at night, which
remained so fixed in my memory, and on which I had for so many years so
often ruminated with horror, when no one suspected of what I was
thinking.
It was pretty, even beautiful; and when I first beheld it, wore the same
melancholy expression.
But this almost instantly lighted into a strange fixed smile of recognition.
There was a silence of fully a minute, and then at length she spoke; I could
not.
"How wonderful!" she exclaimed. "Twelve years ago, I saw your face in a
dream, and it has haunted me ever since."
Her smile had softened. Whatever I had fancied strange in it, was gone,
and it and her dimpling cheeks were now delightfully pretty and
intelligent.
I took her hand as I spoke. I was a little shy, as lonely people are, but the
situation made me eloquent, and even bold. She pressed my hand, she laid
hers upon it, and her eyes glowed, as, looking hastily into mine, she smiled
again, and blushed.
She answered my welcome very prettily. I sat down beside her, still
wondering; and she said:
"I must tell you my vision about you; it is so very strange that you and I
should have had, each of the other so vivid a dream, that each should have
seen, I you and you me, looking as we do now, when of course we both
were mere children. I was a child, about six years old, and I awoke from a
confused and troubled dream, and found myself in a room, unlike my
nursery, wainscoted clumsily in some dark wood, and with cupboards and
bedsteads, and chairs, and benches placed about it. The beds were, I
thought, all empty, and the room itself without anyone but myself in it; and
I, after looking about me for some time, and admiring especially an iron
candlestick with two branches, which I should certainly know again, crept
under one of the beds to reach the window; but as I got from under the
bed, I heard someone crying; and looking up, while I was still upon my
knees, I saw you--most assuredly you--as I see you now; a beautiful young
lady, with golden hair and large blue eyes, and lips--your lips--you as you
are here.
"Your looks won me; I climbed on the bed and put my arms about you,
and I think we both fell asleep. I was aroused by a scream; you were sitting
up screaming. I was frightened, and slipped down upon the ground, and, it
seemed to me, lost consciousness for a moment; and when I came to
myself, I was again in my nursery at home. Your face I have never
forgotten since. I could not be misled by mere resemblance. You are the
lady whom I saw then."
"I don't know which should be most afraid of the other," she said, again
smiling--"If you were less pretty I think I should be very much afraid of
you, but being as you are, and you and I both so young, I feel only that I
have made your acquaintance twelve years ago, and have already a right to
your intimacy; at all events it does seem as if we were destined, from our
earliest childhood, to be friends. I wonder whether you feel as strangely
drawn towards me as I do to you; I have never had a friend--shall I find
one now?" She sighed, and her fine dark eyes gazed passionately on me.
Now the truth is, I felt rather unaccountably towards the beautiful stranger.
I did feel, as she said, "drawn towards her," but there was also something
of repulsion. In this ambiguous feeling, however, the sense of attraction
immensely prevailed. She interested and won me; she was so beautiful and
so indescribably engaging.
"The doctor thinks," I added, "that you ought to have a maid to sit up with
you tonight; one of ours is waiting, and you will find her a very useful and
quiet creature."
"How kind of you, but I could not sleep, I never could with an attendant in
the room. I shan't require any assistance--and, shall I confess my
weakness, I am haunted with a terror of robbers. Our house was robbed
once, and two servants murdered, so I always lock my door. It has become
a habit--and you look so kind I know you will forgive me. I see there is a
key in the lock."
She held me close in her pretty arms for a moment and whispered in my
ear, "Good night, darling, it is very hard to part with you, but good night;
tomorrow, but not early, I shall see you again."
She sank back on the pillow with a sigh, and her fine eyes followed me
with a fond and melancholy gaze, and she murmured again "Good night,
dear friend."
Young people like, and even love, on impulse. I was flattered by the
evident, though as yet undeserved, fondness she showed me. I liked the
confidence with which she at once received me. She was determined that
we should be very near friends.
Next day came and we met again. I was delighted with my companion;
that is to say, in many respects.
Her looks lost nothing in daylight--she was certainly the most beautiful
creature I had ever seen, and the unpleasant remembrance of the face
presented in my early dream, had lost the effect of the first unexpected
recognition.
She confessed that she had experienced a similar shock on seeing me, and
precisely the same faint antipathy that had mingled with my admiration of
her. We now laughed together over our momentary horrors.
IV
She was above the middle height of women. I shall begin by describing
her.
She was slender, and wonderfully graceful. Except that her movements
were languid--very languid--indeed, there was nothing in her appearance
to indicate an invalid. Her complexion was rich and brilliant; her features
were small and beautifully formed; her eyes large, dark, and lustrous; her
hair was quite wonderful, I never saw hair so magnificently thick and long
when it was down about her shoulders; I have often placed my hands
under it, and laughed with wonder at its weight. It was exquisitely fine and
soft, and in color a rich very dark brown, with something of gold. I loved
to let it down, tumbling with its own weight, as, in her room, she lay back
in her chair talking in her sweet low voice, I used to fold and braid it, and
spread it out and play with it. Heavens! If I had but known all!
I said there were particulars which did not please me. I have told you that
her confidence won me the first night I saw her; but I found that she
exercised with respect to herself, her mother, her history, everything in fact
connected with her life, plans, and people, an ever wakeful reserve. I dare
say I was unreasonable, perhaps I was wrong; I dare say I ought to have
respected the solemn injunction laid upon my father by the stately lady in
black velvet. But curiosity is a restless and unscrupulous passion, and no
one girl can endure, with patience, that hers should be baffled by another.
What harm could it do anyone to tell me what I so ardently desired to
know? Had she no trust in my good sense or honor? Why would she not
believe me when I assured her, so solemnly, that I would not divulge one
syllable of what she told me to any mortal breathing.
There was a coldness, it seemed to me, beyond her years, in her smiling
melancholy persistent refusal to afford me the least ray of light.
I cannot say we quarreled upon this point, for she would not quarrel upon
any. It was, of course, very unfair of me to press her, very ill-bred, but I
really could not help it; and I might just as well have let it alone.
She would not tell me the name of her family, nor their armorial bearings,
nor the name of their estate, nor even that of the country they lived in.
You are not to suppose that I worried her incessantly on these subjects. I
watched opportunity, and rather insinuated than urged my inquiries. Once
or twice, indeed, I did attack her more directly. But no matter what my
tactics, utter failure was invariably the result. Reproaches and caresses
were all lost upon her. But I must add this, that her evasion was conducted
with so pretty a melancholy and deprecation, with so many, and even
passionate declarations of her liking for me, and trust in my honor, and
with so many promises that I should at last know all, that I could not find it
in my heart long to be offended with her.
She used to place her pretty arms about my neck, draw me to her, and
laying her cheek to mine, murmur with her lips near my ear, "Dearest,
your little heart is wounded; think me not cruel because I obey the
irresistible law of my strength and weakness; if your dear heart is
wounded, my wild heart bleeds with yours. In the rapture of my enormous
humiliation I live in your warm life, and you shall die--die, sweetly die--
into mine. I cannot help it; as I draw near to you, you, in your turn, will
draw near to others, and learn the rapture of that cruelty, which yet is love;
so, for a while, seek to know no more of me and mine, but trust me with all
your loving spirit."
And when she had spoken such a rhapsody, she would press me more
closely in her trembling embrace, and her lips in soft kisses gently glow
upon my cheek.
From these foolish embraces, which were not of very frequent occurrence,
I must allow, I used to wish to extricate myself; but my energies seemed to
fail me. Her murmured words sounded like a lullaby in my ear, and
soothed my resistance into a trance, from which I only seemed to recover
myself when she withdrew her arms.
I now write, after an interval of more than ten years, with a trembling
hand, with a confused and horrible recollection of certain occurrences and
situations, in the ordeal through which I was unconsciously passing;
though with a vivid and very sharp remembrance of the main current of
my story.
But, I suspect, in all lives there are certain emotional scenes, those in
which our passions have been most wildly and terribly roused, that are of
all others the most vaguely and dimly remembered.
"Are we related," I used to ask; "what can you mean by all this? I remind
you perhaps of someone whom you love; but you must not, I hate it; I
don't know you--I don't know myself when you look so and talk so."
She used to sigh at my vehemence, then turn away and drop my hand.
In some respects her habits were odd. Perhaps not so singular in the
opinion of a town lady like you, as they appeared to us rustic people. She
used to come down very late, generally not till one o'clock, she would then
take a cup of chocolate, but eat nothing; we then went out for a walk,
which was a mere saunter, and she seemed, almost immediately,
exhausted, and either returned to the schloss or sat on one of the benches
that were placed, here and there, among the trees. This was a bodily
languor in which her mind did not sympathize. She was always an
animated talker, and very intelligent.
As we sat thus one afternoon under the trees a funeral passed us by. It was
that of a pretty young girl, whom I had often seen, the daughter of one of
the rangers of the forest. The poor man was walking behind the coffin of
his darling; she was his only child, and he looked quite heartbroken.
I rose to mark my respect as they passed, and joined in the hymn they were
very sweetly singing.
She said brusquely, "Don't you perceive how discordant that is?"
"My father has gone on with the clergyman to the churchyard. I thought
you knew she was to be buried today."
"She? I don't trouble my head about peasants. I don't know who she is,"
answered Carmilla, with a flash from her fine eyes.
"She is the poor girl who fancied she saw a ghost a fortnight ago, and has
been dying ever since, till yesterday, when she expired."
"I hope there is no plague or fever coming; all this looks very like it," I
continued. "The swineherd's young wife died only a week ago, and she
thought something seized her by the throat as she lay in her bed, and
nearly strangled her. Papa says such horrible fancies do accompany some
forms of fever. She was quite well the day before. She sank afterwards,
and died before a week."
"Well, her funeral is over, I hope, and her hymn sung; and our ears shan't
be tortured with that discord and jargon. It has made me nervous. Sit down
here, beside me; sit close; hold my hand; press it hard-hard-harder."
She sat down. Her face underwent a change that alarmed and even terrified
me for a moment. It darkened, and became horribly livid; her teeth and
hands were clenched, and she frowned and compressed her lips, while she
stared down upon the ground at her feet, and trembled all over with a
continued shudder as irrepressible as ague. All her energies seemed
strained to suppress a fit, with which she was then breathlessly tugging;
and at length a low convulsive cry of suffering broke from her, and
gradually the hysteria subsided. "There! That comes of strangling people
with hymns!" she said at last. "Hold me, hold me still. It is passing away."
This was the first time I had seen her exhibit any definable symptoms of
that delicacy of health which her mother had spoken of. It was the first
time, also, I had seen her exhibit anything like temper.
Both passed away like a summer cloud; and never but once afterwards did
I witness on her part a momentary sign of anger. I will tell you how it
happened.
She and I were looking out of one of the long drawing room windows,
when there entered the courtyard, over the drawbridge, a figure of a
wanderer whom I knew very well. He used to visit the schloss generally
twice a year.
It was the figure of a hunchback, with the sharp lean features that generally
accompany deformity. He wore a pointed black beard, and he was smiling
from ear to ear, showing his white fangs. He was dressed in buff, black,
and scarlet, and crossed with more straps and belts than I could count,
from which hung all manner of things. Behind, he carried a magic lantern,
and two boxes, which I well knew, in one of which was a salamander, and
in the other a mandrake. These monsters used to make my father laugh.
They were compounded of parts of monkeys, parrots, squirrels, fish, and
hedgehogs, dried and stitched together with great neatness and startling
effect. He had a fiddle, a box of conjuring apparatus, a pair of foils and
masks attached to his belt, several other mysterious cases dangling about
him, and a black staff with copper ferrules in his hand. His companion was
a rough spare dog, that followed at his heels, but stopped short,
suspiciously at the drawbridge, and in a little while began to howl
dismally.
Then he advanced to the window with many smiles and salutations, and
his hat in his left hand, his fiddle under his arm, and with a fluency that
never took breath, he gabbled a long advertisement of all his
accomplishments, and the resources of the various arts which he placed at
our service, and the curiosities and entertainments which it was in his
power, at our bidding, to display.
"Will your ladyships be pleased to buy an amulet against the oupire, which
is going like the wolf, I hear, through these woods," he said dropping his
hat on the pavement. "They are dying of it right and left and here is a
charm that never fails; only pinned to the pillow, and you may laugh in his
face."
He was looking up, and we were smiling down upon him, amused; at least,
I can answer for myself. His piercing black eye, as he looked up in our
faces, seemed to detect something that fixed for a moment his curiosity,
In an instant he unrolled a leather case, full of all manner of odd little steel
instruments.
"See here, my lady," he said, displaying it, and addressing me, "I profess,
among other things less useful, the art of dentistry. Plague take the dog!"
he interpolated. "Silence, beast! He howls so that your ladyships can
scarcely hear a word. Your noble friend, the young lady at your right, has
the sharpest tooth,--long, thin, pointed, like an awl, like a needle; ha, ha!
With my sharp and long sight, as I look up, I have seen it distinctly; now if
it happens to hurt the young lady, and I think it must, here am I, here are
my file, my punch, my nippers; I will make it round and blunt, if her
ladyship pleases; no longer the tooth of a fish, but of a beautiful young
lady as she is. Hey? Is the young lady displeased? Have I been too bold?
Have I offended her?"
The young lady, indeed, looked very angry as she drew back from the
window.
"How dares that mountebank insult us so? Where is your father? I shall
demand redress from him. My father would have had the wretch tied up to
the pump, and flogged with a cart whip, and burnt to the bones with the
cattle brand!"
She retired from the window a step or two, and sat down, and had hardly
lost sight of the offender, when her wrath subsided as suddenly as it had
risen, and she gradually recovered her usual tone, and seemed to forget the
little hunchback and his follies.
"All this," said my father, "is strictly referable to natural causes. These
poor people infect one another with their superstitions, and so repeat in
imagination the images of terror that have infested their neighbors."
"We are in God's hands: nothing can happen without his permission, and
all will end well for those who love him. He is our faithful creator; He has
made us all, and will take care of us."
"The doctor said he would come here today," said my father, after a
silence. "I want to know what he thinks about it, and what he thinks we
had better do."
"Long ago?"
"Yes, a long time. I suffered from this very illness; but I forget all but my
pain and weakness, and they were not so bad as are suffered in other
diseases."
"I dare say, let us talk no more of it. You would not wound a friend?"
She looked languidly in my eyes, and passed her arm round my waist
lovingly, and led me out of the room. My father was busy over some
papers near the window.
"Why does your papa like to frighten us?" said the pretty girl with a sigh
and a little shudder.
"He doesn't, dear Carmilla, it is the very furthest thing from his mind."
"I should be very much if I fancied there was any real danger of my being
attacked as those poor people were."
"But to die as lovers may--to die together, so that they may live together.
Girls are caterpillars while they live in the world, to be finally butterflies
when the summer comes; but in the meantime there are grubs and larvae,
don't you see--each with their peculiar propensities, necessities and
structure. So says Monsieur Buffon, in his big book, in the next room."
Later in the day the doctor came, and was closeted with papa for some
time.
He was a skilful man, of sixty and upwards, he wore powder, and shaved
his pale face as smooth as a pumpkin. He and papa emerged from the room
together, and I heard papa laugh, and say as they came out:
"Well, I do wonder at a wise man like you. What do you say to hippogriffs
and dragons?"
The doctor was smiling, and made answer, shaking his head--
"Nevertheless life and death are mysterious states, and we know little of
the resources of either."
And so they walked on, and I heard no more. I did not then know what the
doctor had been broaching, but I think I guess it now.
A Wonderful Likeness
This evening there arrived from Gratz the grave, dark-faced son of the
picture cleaner, with a horse and cart laden with two large packing cases,
having many pictures in each. It was a journey of ten leagues, and
whenever a messenger arrived at the schloss from our little capital of
Gratz, we used to crowd about him in the hall, to hear the news.
This arrival created in our secluded quarters quite a sensation. The cases
remained in the hall, and the messenger was taken charge of by the
servants till he had eaten his supper. Then with assistants, and armed with
hammer, ripping chisel, and turnscrew, he met us in the hall, where we had
assembled to witness the unpacking of the cases.
Carmilla sat looking listlessly on, while one after the other the old pictures,
nearly all portraits, which had undergone the process of renovation, were
brought to light. My mother was of an old Hungarian family, and most of
these pictures, which were about to be restored to their places, had come to
us through her.
My father had a list in his hand, from which he read, as the artist
rummaged out the corresponding numbers. I don't know that the pictures
were very good, but they were, undoubtedly, very old, and some of them
very curious also. They had, for the most part, the merit of being now seen
by me, I may say, for the first time; for the smoke and dust of time had all
but obliterated them.
"There is a picture that I have not seen yet," said my father. "In one corner,
at the top of it, is the name, as well as I could read, 'Marcia Karnstein,' and
the date '1698'; and I am curious to see how it has turned out."
I remembered it; it was a small picture, about a foot and a half high, and
nearly square, without a frame; but it was so blackened by age that I could
not make it out.
The artist now produced it, with evident pride. It was quite beautiful; it
was startling; it seemed to live. It was the effigy of Carmilla!
"Carmilla, dear, here is an absolute miracle. Here you are, living, smiling,
ready to speak, in this picture. Isn't it beautiful, Papa? And see, even the
little mole on her throat."
"Certainly, dear," said he, smiling, "I'm very glad you think it so like.
The young lady did not acknowledge this pretty speech, did not seem to
hear it. She was leaning back in her seat, her fine eyes under their long
lashes gazing on me in contemplation, and she smiled in a kind of rapture.
"And now you can read quite plainly the name that is written in the corner.
"Ah!" said the lady, languidly, "so am I, I think, a very long descent, very
ancient. Are there any Karnsteins living now?"
"None who bear the name, I believe. The family were ruined, I believe, in
some civil wars, long ago, but the ruins of the castle are only about three
miles away."
She rose, and each with her arm about the other's waist, we walked out
upon the pavement.
"And so you were thinking of the night I came here?" she almost
whispered.
"And you asked for the picture you think like me, to hang in your room,"
she murmured with a sigh, as she drew her arm closer about my waist, and
let her pretty head sink upon my shoulder. "How romantic you are,
Carmilla," I said. "Whenever you tell me your story, it will be made up
chiefly of some one great romance."
"I am sure, Carmilla, you have been in love; that there is, at this moment,
an affair of the heart going on."
"I have been in love with no one, and never shall," she whispered, "unless
it should be with you."
Shy and strange was the look with which she quickly hid her face in my
neck and hair, with tumultuous sighs, that seemed almost to sob, and
pressed in mine a hand that trembled.
Her soft cheek was glowing against mine. "Darling, darling," she
murmured, "I live in you; and you would die for me, I love you so."
"Is there a chill in the air, dear?" she said drowsily. "I almost shiver; have I
been dreaming? Let us come in. Come; come; come in."
"You look ill, Carmilla; a little faint. You certainly must take some wine,"
I said.
"Yes. I will. I'm better now. I shall be quite well in a few minutes. Yes, do
give me a little wine," answered Carmilla, as we approached the door.
"Let us look again for a moment; it is the last time, perhaps, I shall see the
moonlight with you."
"How do you feel now, dear Carmilla? Are you really better?" I asked.
I was beginning to take alarm, lest she should have been stricken with the
strange epidemic that they said had invaded the country about us.
"I'm sure he is. I know how kind you all are; but, dear child, I am quite
well again. There is nothing ever wrong with me, but a little weakness.
So, indeed, she had; and she and I talked a great deal, and very animated
she was; and the remainder of that evening passed without any recurrence
of what I called her infatuations. I mean her crazy talk and looks, which
embarrassed, and even frightened me.
But there occurred that night an event which gave my thoughts quite a new
turn, and seemed to startle even Carmilla's languid nature into momentary
energy.
VI
A Very Strange Agony
When we got into the drawing room, and had sat down to our coffee and
chocolate, although Carmilla did not take any, she seemed quite herself
again, and Madame, and Mademoiselle De Lafontaine, joined us, and
made a little card party, in the course of which papa came in for what he
called his "dish of tea."
When the game was over he sat down beside Carmilla on the sofa, and
asked her, a little anxiously, whether she had heard from her mother since
her arrival.
He then asked whether she knew where a letter would reach her at present.
"I cannot tell," she answered ambiguously, "but I have been thinking of
leaving you; you have been already too hospitable and too kind to me. I
have given you an infinity of trouble, and I should wish to take a carriage
tomorrow, and post in pursuit of her; I know where I shall ultimately find
her, although I dare not yet tell you."
"But you must not dream of any such thing," exclaimed my father, to my
great relief. "We can't afford to lose you so, and I won't consent to your
leaving us, except under the care of your mother, who was so good as to
consent to your remaining with us till she should herself return. I should be
quite happy if I knew that you heard from her: but this evening the
accounts of the progress of the mysterious disease that has invaded our
neighborhood, grow even more alarming; and my beautiful guest, I do feel
the responsibility, unaided by advice from your mother, very much. But I
shall do my best; and one thing is certain, that you must not think of
leaving us without her distinct direction to that effect. We should suffer
too much in parting from you to consent to it easily."
"Thank you, sir, a thousand times for your hospitality," she answered,
smiling bashfully. "You have all been too kind to me; I have seldom been
so happy in all my life before, as in your beautiful chateau, under your
care, and in the society of your dear daughter."
I accompanied Carmilla as usual to her room, and sat and chatted with her
while she was preparing for bed.
"Do you think," I said at length, "that you will ever confide fully in me?"
She turned round smiling, but made no answer, only continued to smile on
me.
"You won't answer that?" I said. "You can't answer pleasantly; I ought not
to have asked you."
"You were quite right to ask me that, or anything. You do not know how
dear you are to me, or you could not think any confidence too great to look
for.
But I am under vows, no nun half so awfully, and I dare not tell my story
yet, even to you. The time is very near when you shall know everything.
You will think me cruel, very selfish, but love is always selfish; the more
ardent the more selfish. How jealous I am you cannot know. You must
come with me, loving me, to death; or else hate me and still come with me.
and hating me through death and after. There is no such word as
indifference in my apathetic nature."
"Now, Carmilla, you are going to talk your wild nonsense again," I said
hastily.
"Not I, silly little fool as I am, and full of whims and fancies; for your sake
I'll talk like a sage. Were you ever at a ball?"
"No; how you do run on. What is it like? How charming it must be."
I laughed.
"You are not so old. Your first ball can hardly be forgotten yet."
"I remember everything about it--with an effort. I see it all, as divers see
what is going on above them, through a medium, dense, rippling, but
transparent. There occurred that night what has confused the picture, and
made its colours faint. I was all but assassinated in my bed, wounded
here," she touched her breast, "and never was the same since."
"Yes, very--a cruel love--strange love, that would have taken my life. Love
will have its sacrifices. No sacrifice without blood. Let us go to sleep now;
I feel so lazy. How can I get up just now and lock my door?"
She was lying with her tiny hands buried in her rich wavy hair, under her
cheek, her little head upon the pillow, and her glittering eyes followed me
wherever I moved, with a kind of shy smile that I could not decipher.
I bid her good night, and crept from the room with an uncomfortable
sensation.
I often wondered whether our pretty guest ever said her prayers. I certainly
had never seen her upon her knees. In the morning she never came down
until long after our family prayers were over, and at night she never left
the drawing room to attend our brief evening prayers in the hall.
If it had not been that it had casually come out in one of our careless talks
that she had been baptised, I should have doubted her being a Christian.
Religion was a subject on which I had never heard her speak a word. If I
had known the world better, this particular neglect or antipathy would not
have so much surprised me.
These wise measures taken, I got into my bed and fell asleep. A light was
burning in my room. This was an old habit, of very early date, and which
nothing could have tempted me to dispense with.
Thus fortifed I might take my rest in peace. But dreams come through
stone walls, light up dark rooms, or darken light ones, and their persons
make their exits and their entrances as they please, and laugh at
locksmiths.
I had a dream that night that was the beginning of a very strange agony.
I was now relieved, and able to breathe and move. My first thought was
that Carmilla had been playing me a trick, and that I had forgotten to
secure my door. I hastened to it, and found it locked as usual on the inside.
I was afraid to open it--I was horrified. I sprang into my bed and covered
my head up in the bedclothes, and lay there more dead than alive till
morning.
VII
Descending
It would be vain my attempting to tell you the horror with which, even
now, I recall the occurrence of that night. It was no such transitory terror
as a dream leaves behind it. It seemed to deepen by time, and
communicated itself to the room and the very furniture that had
encompassed the apparition.
I could not bear next day to be alone for a moment. I should have told
papa, but for two opposite reasons. At one time I thought he would laugh
at my story, and I could not bear its being treated as a jest; and at another I
thought he might fancy that I had been attacked by the mysterious
complaint which had invaded our neighborhood. I had myself no
misgiving of the kind, and as he had been rather an invalid for some time, I
was afraid of alarming him.
"Martin says that he came up twice, when the old yard gate was being
repaired, before sunrise, and twice saw the same female figure walking
down the lime tree avenue."
"So he well might, as long as there are cows to milk in the river fields,"
said Madame.
"I daresay; but Martin chooses to be frightened, and never did I see fool
more frightened."
"You must not say a word about it to Carmilla, because she can see down
that walk from her room window," I interposed, "and she is, if possible, a
greater coward than I."
"I was so frightened last night," she said, so soon as were together, "and I
am sure I should have seen something dreadful if it had not been for that
charm I bought from the poor little hunchback whom I called such hard
names. I had a dream of something black coming round my bed, and I
awoke in a perfect horror, and I really thought, for some seconds, I saw a
dark figure near the chimneypiece, but I felt under my pillow for my
charm, and the moment my fingers touched it, the figure disappeared, and
I felt quite certain, only that I had it by me, that something frightful would
have made its appearance, and, perhaps, throttled me, as it did those poor
people we heard of.
"And had you the charm near you?" she asked, earnestly.
"No, I had dropped it into a china vase in the drawing room, but I shall
certainly take it with me tonight, as you have so much faith in it."
Next night I passed as well. My sleep was delightfully deep and dreamless.
"Well, I told you so," said Carmilla, when I described my quiet sleep, "I
had such delightful sleep myself last night; I pinned the charm to the breast
of my nightdress. It was too far away the night before. I am quite sure it
was all fancy, except the dreams. I used to think that evil spirits made
dreams, but our doctor told me it is no such thing. Only a fever passing by,
or some other malady, as they often do, he said, knocks at the door, and
not being able to get in, passes on, with that alarm."
"Certainly; you don't suppose that evil spirits are frightened by bits of
ribbon, or the perfumes of a druggist's shop? No, these complaints,
wandering in the air, begin by trying the nerves, and so infect the brain,
but before they can seize upon you, the antidote repels them. That I am
sure is what the charm has done for us. It is nothing magical, it is simply
natural.
I should have been happier if I could have quite agreed with Carmilla, but
I did my best, and the impression was a little losing its force.
For some nights I slept profoundly; but still every morning I felt the same
lassitude, and a languor weighed upon me all day. I felt myself a changed
girl. A strange melancholy was stealing over me, a melancholy that I
would not have interrupted. Dim thoughts of death began to open, and an
idea that I was slowly sinking took gentle, and, somehow, not unwelcome,
possession of me. If it was sad, the tone of mind which this induced was
also sweet.
I would not admit that I was ill, I would not consent to tell my papa, or to
have the doctor sent for.
Without knowing it, I was now in a pretty advanced stage of the strangest
illness under which mortal ever suffered. There was an unaccountable
fascination in its earlier symptoms that more than reconciled me to the
incapacitating effect of that stage of the malady. This fascination increased
for a time, until it reached a certain point, when gradually a sense of the
horrible mingled itself with it, deepening, as you shall hear, until it
discolored and perverted the whole state of my life.
The first change I experienced was rather agreeable. It was very near the
turning point from which began the descent of Avernus.
My sufferings had, during the last week, told upon my appearance. I had
grown pale, my eyes were dilated and darkened underneath, and the
languor which I had long felt began to display itself in my countenance.
My father asked me often whether I was ill; but, with an obstinacy which
now seems to me unaccountable, I persisted in assuring him that I was
quite well.
It could not be that terrible complaint which the peasants called the oupire,
for I had now been suffering for three weeks, and they were seldom ill for
much more than three days, when death put an end to their miseries.
One night, instead of the voice I was accustomed to hear in the dark, I
heard one, sweet and tender, and at the same time terrible, which said,
"Your mother warns you to beware of the assassin." At the same time a
light unexpectedly sprang up, and I saw Carmilla, standing, near the foot
of my bed, in her white nightdress, bathed, from her chin to her feet, in one
great stain of blood.
I wakened with a shriek, possessed with the one idea that Carmilla was
being murdered. I remember springing from my bed, and my next
recollection is that of standing on the lobby, crying for help.
It soon became a pounding and an uproar. We shrieked her name, but all
was vain.
We all grew frightened, for the door was locked. We hurried back, in
panic, to my room. There we rang the bell long and furiously. If my
father's room had been at that side of the house, we would have called him
up at once to our aid. But, alas! he was quite out of hearing, and to reach
him involved an excursion for which we none of us had courage.
We called her by name; but there was still no reply. We looked round the
room. Everything was undisturbed. It was exactly in the state in which I
had left it on bidding her good night. But Carmilla was gone.
VIII
Search
At sight of the room, perfectly undisturbed except for our violent entrance,
we began to cool a little, and soon recovered our senses sufficiently to
dismiss the men. It had struck Mademoiselle that possibly Carmilla had
been wakened by the uproar at her door, and in her first panic had jumped
from her bed, and hid herself in a press, or behind a curtain, from which
she could not, of course, emerge until the majordomo and his myrmidons
had withdrawn. We now recommenced our search, and began to call her
name again.
It was past four o'clock, and I preferred passing the remaining hours of
darkness in Madame's room. Daylight brought no solution of the difficulty.
The whole household, with my father at its head, was in a state of agitation
next morning. Every part of the chateau was searched. The grounds were
explored. No trace of the missing lady could be discovered. The stream
was about to be dragged; my father was in distraction; what a tale to have
to tell the poor girl's mother on her return. I, too, was almost beside
myself, though my grief was quite of a different kind.
The morning was passed in alarm and excitement. It was now one o'clock,
and still no tidings. I ran up to Carmilla's room, and found her standing at
her dressing table. I was astounded. I could not believe my eyes. She
beckoned me to her with her pretty finger, in silence. Her face expressed
extreme fear.
I ran to her in an ecstasy of joy; I kissed and embraced her again and
again. I ran to the bell and rang it vehemently, to bring others to the spot
who might at once relieve my father's anxiety.
"Dear Carmilla, what has become of you all this time? We have been in
agonies of anxiety about you," I exclaimed. "Where have you been? How
did you come back?"
"It was past two last night," she said, "when I went to sleep as usual in my
bed, with my doors locked, that of the dressing room, and that opening
upon the gallery. My sleep was uninterrupted, and, so far as I know,
dreamless; but I woke just now on the sofa in the dressing room there, and
I found the door between the rooms open, and the other door forced. How
could all this have happened without my being wakened? It must have
been accompanied with a great deal of noise, and I am particularly easily
wakened; and how could I have been carried out of my bed without my
sleep having been interrupted, I whom the slightest stir startles?"
My father took a turn up and down the room, thinking. I saw Carmilla's
eye follow him for a moment with a sly, dark glance.
When my father had sent the servants away, Mademoiselle having gone in
search of a little bottle of valerian and salvolatile, and there being no one
now in the room with Carmilla, except my father, Madame, and myself, he
came to her thoughtfully, took her hand very kindly, led her to the sofa,
and sat down beside her.
"Will you forgive me, my dear, if I risk a conjecture, and ask a question?"
"Who can have a better right?" she said. "Ask what you please, and I will
tell you everything. But my story is simply one of bewilderment and
darkness. I know absolutely nothing. Put any question you please, but you
know, of course, the limitations mamma has placed me under."
"Perfectly, my dear child. I need not approach the topics on which she
desires our silence. Now, the marvel of last night consists in your having
been removed from your bed and your room, without being wakened, and
this removal having occurred apparently while the windows were still
secured, and the two doors locked upon the inside. I will tell you my
theory and ask you a question."
Carmilla was leaning on her hand dejectedly; Madame and I were listening
breathlessly.
"Now, my question is this. Have you ever been suspected of walking in
your sleep?"
"But you did walk in your sleep when you were young?"
"Well, what has happened is this. You got up in your sleep, unlocked the
door, not leaving the key, as usual, in the lock, but taking it out and
locking it on the outside; you again took the key out, and carried it away
with you to some one of the five-and-twenty rooms on this floor, or
perhaps upstairs or downstairs. There are so many rooms and closets, so
much heavy furniture, and such accumulations of lumber, that it would
require a week to search this old house thoroughly. Do you see, now, what
I mean?"
"And how, papa, do you account for her finding herself on the sofa in the
dressing room, which we had searched so carefully?"
"She came there after you had searched it, still in her sleep, and at last
awoke spontaneously, and was as much surprised to find herself where she
was as any one else. I wish all mysteries were as easily and innocently
explained as yours, Carmilla," he said, laughing. "And so we may
congratulate ourselves on the certainty that the most natural explanation of
the occurrence is one that involves no drugging, no tampering with locks,
no burglars, or poisoners, or witches--nothing that need alarm Carmilla, or
anyone else, for our safety."
"I wish my poor Laura was looking more like herself"; and he sighed.
So our alarms were happily ended, and Carmilla restored to her friends.
IX
The Doctor
That night passed quietly; and next morning early, the doctor, whom my
father had sent for without telling me a word about it, arrived to see me.
Madame accompanied me to the library; and there the grave little doctor,
with white hair and spectacles, whom I mentioned before, was waiting to
receive me.
"I dare say, doctor, you are going to tell me that I am an old fool for
having brought you here; I hope I am."
But his smile faded into shadow as the doctor, with a very grave face,
beckoned him to him.
He and the doctor talked for some time in the same recess where I had just
conferred with the physician. It seemed an earnest and argumentative
conversation. The room is very large, and I and Madame stood together,
burning with curiosity, at the farther end. Not a word could we hear,
however, for they spoke in a very low tone, and the deep recess of the
window quite concealed the doctor from view, and very nearly my father,
whose foot, arm, and shoulder only could we see; and the voices were, I
suppose, all the less audible for the sort of closet which the thick wall and
window formed.
After a time my father's face looked into the room; it was pale, thoughtful,
and, I fancied, agitated.
"Laura, dear, come here for a moment. Madame, we shan't trouble you, the
doctor says, at present."
Accordingly I approached, for the first time a little alarmed; for, although I
felt very weak, I did not feel ill; and strength, one always fancies, is a thing
that may be picked up when we please.
My father held out his hand to me, as I drew near, but he was looking at
the doctor, and he said:
"It certainly is very odd; I don't understand it quite. Laura, come here,
dear; now attend to Doctor Spielsberg, and recollect yourself."
"You mentioned a sensation like that of two needles piercing the skin,
somewhere about your neck, on the night when you experienced your first
horrible dream. Is there still any soreness?"
"Can you indicate with your finger about the point at which you think this
occurred?"
"Now you can satisfy yourself," said the doctor. "You won't mind your
papa's lowering your dress a very little. It is necessary, to detect a
symptom of the complaint under which you have been suffering."
"You see it now with your own eyes," said the doctor, with a gloomy
triumph.
"Nothing, my dear young lady, but a small blue spot, about the size of the
tip of your little finger; and now," he continued, turning to papa, "the
question is what is best to be done?"
"I trust not, my dear," answered the doctor. "I don't see why you should
not recover. I don't see why you should not begin immediately to get
better. That is the point at which the sense of strangulation begins?"
"Yes," I answered.
"I find my young friend here far from well. It won't be of any great
consequence, I hope; but it will be necessary that some steps be taken,
which I will explain by-and-by; but in the meantime, Madame, you will be
so good as not to let Miss Laura be alone for one moment. That is the only
direction I need give for the present. It is indispensable."
"We may rely upon your kindness, Madame, I know," added my father.
"And you, dear Laura, I know you will observe the doctor's direction."
"I shall have to ask your opinion upon another patient, whose symptoms
slightly resemble those of my daughter, that have just been detailed to
you--very much milder in degree, but I believe quite of the same sort. She
is a young lady--our guest; but as you say you will be passing this way
again this evening, you can't do better than take your supper here, and you
can then see her. She does not come down till the afternoon."
"I thank you," said the doctor. "I shall be with you, then, at about seven
this evening."
And then they repeated their directions to me and to Madame, and with
this parting charge my father left us, and walked out with the doctor; and I
saw them pacing together up and down between the road and the moat, on
the grassy platform in front of the castle, evidently absorbed in earnest
conversation.
The doctor did not return. I saw him mount his horse there, take his leave,
and ride away eastward through the forest.
Nearly at the same time I saw the man arrive from Dranfield with the
letters, and dismount and hand the bag to my father.
In the meantime, Madame and I were both busy, lost in conjecture as to the
reasons of the singular and earnest direction which the doctor and my
father had concurred in imposing. Madame, as she afterwards told me, was
afraid the doctor apprehended a sudden seizure, and that, without prompt
assistance, I might either lose my life in a fit, or at least be seriously hurt.
The interpretation did not strike me; and I fancied, perhaps luckily for my
nerves, that the arrangement was prescribed simply to secure a companion,
who would prevent my taking too much exercise, or eating unripe fruit, or
doing any of the fifty foolish things to which young people are supposed to
be prone.
About half an hour after my father came in--he had a letter in his hand--
and said:
"This letter had been delayed; it is from General Spielsdorf. He might have
been here yesterday, he may not come till tomorrow or he may be here
today."
He put the open letter into my hand; but he did not look pleased, as he
used when a guest, especially one so much loved as the General, was
coming.
"Papa, darling, will you tell me this?" said I, suddenly laying my hand on
his arm, and looking, I am sure, imploringly in his face.
"No, dear; he thinks, if right steps are taken, you will be quite well again,
at least, on the high road to a complete recovery, in a day or two," he
answered, a little dryly. "I wish our good friend, the General, had chosen
any other time; that is, I wish you had been perfectly well to receive him."
"But do tell me, papa," I insisted, "what does he think is the matter with
me?"
He turned and left the room, but came back before I had done wondering
and puzzling over the oddity of all this; it was merely to say that he was
going to Karnstein, and had ordered the carriage to be ready at twelve, and
that I and Madame should accompany him; he was going to see the priest
who lived near those picturesque grounds, upon business, and as Carmilla
had never seen them, she could follow, when she came down, with
Mademoiselle, who would bring materials for what you call a picnic,
which might be laid for us in the ruined castle.
At twelve o'clock, accordingly, I was ready, and not long after, my father,
Madame and I set out upon our projected drive.
Passing the drawbridge we turn to the right, and follow the road over the
steep Gothic bridge, westward, to reach the deserted village and ruined
castle of Karnstein.
No sylvan drive can be fancied prettier. The ground breaks into gentle hills
and hollows, all clothed with beautiful wood, totally destitute of the
comparative formality which artificial planting and early culture and
pruning impart.
The irregularities of the ground often lead the road out of its course, and
cause it to wind beautifully round the sides of broken hollows and the
steeper sides of the hills, among varieties of ground almost inexhaustible.
Turning one of these points, we suddenly encountered our old friend, the
General, riding towards us, attended by a mounted servant. His
portmanteaus were following in a hired wagon, such as we term a cart.
The General dismounted as we pulled up, and, after the usual greetings,
was easily persuaded to accept the vacant seat in the carriage and send his
horse on with his servant to the schloss.
Bereaved
It was about ten months since we had last seen him: but that time had
sufficed to make an alteration of years in his appearance. He had grown
thinner; something of gloom and anxiety had taken the place of that cordial
serenity which used to characterize his features. His dark blue eyes, always
penetrating, now gleamed with a sterner light from under his shaggy grey
eyebrows. It was not such a change as grief alone usually induces, and
angrier passions seemed to have had their share in bringing it about.
We had not long resumed our drive, when the General began to talk, with
his usual soldierly directness, of the bereavement, as he termed it, which
he had sustained in the death of his beloved niece and ward; and he then
broke out in a tone of intense bitterness and fury, inveighing against the
"hellish arts" to which she had fallen a victim, and expressing, with more
exasperation than piety, his wonder that Heaven should tolerate so
monstrous an indulgence of the lusts and malignity of hell.
"I should tell you all with pleasure," said the General, "but you would not
believe me."
"Try me," said my father; "I am not such a dogmatist as you suppose.
Besides which, I very well know that you generally require proof for what
you believe, and am, therefore, very strongly predisposed to respect your
conclusions."
"You are right in supposing that I have not been led lightly into a belief in
the marvelous--for what I have experienced is marvelous--and I have been
forced by extraordinary evidence to credit that which ran counter,
diametrically, to all my theories. I have been made the dupe of a
preternatural conspiracy."
The General did not see it, luckily. He was looking gloomily and curiously
into the glades and vistas of the woods that were opening before us.
"So there are--highly interesting," said my father. "I hope you are thinking
of claiming the title and estates?"
My father said this gaily, but the General did not recollect the laugh, or
even the smile, which courtesy exacts for a friend's joke; on the contrary,
he looked grave and even fierce, ruminating on a matter that stirred his
anger and horror.
My father looked at him again, but this time not with a glance of
suspicion--with an eye, rather, of keen intelligence and alarm.
"The house of Karnstein," he said, "has been long extinct: a hundred years
at least. My dear wife was maternally descended from the Karnsteins. But
the name and title have long ceased to exist. The castle is a ruin; the very
village is deserted; it is fifty years since the smoke of a chimney was seen
there; not a roof left."
"Quite true. I have heard a great deal about that since I last saw you; a
great deal that will astonish you. But I had better relate everything in the
order in which it occurred," said the General. "You saw my dear ward--my
child, I may call her. No creature could have been more beautiful, and only
three months ago none more blooming."
"Yes, poor thing! when I saw her last she certainly was quite lovely," said
my father. "I was grieved and shocked more than I can tell you, my dear
friend; I knew what a blow it was to you."
He took the General's hand, and they exchanged a kind pressure. Tears
gathered in the old soldier's eyes. He did not seek to conceal them. He
said:
"We have been very old friends; I knew you would feel for me, childless
as I am. She had become an object of very near interest to me, and repaid
my care by an affection that cheered my home and made my life happy.
That is all gone. The years that remain to me on earth may not be very
long; but by God's mercy I hope to accomplish a service to mankind before
I die, and to subserve the vengeance of Heaven upon the fiends who have
murdered my poor child in the spring of her hopes and beauty!"
"You said, just now, that you intended relating everything as it occurred,"
said my father. "Pray do; I assure you that it is not mere curiosity that
prompts me."
By this time we had reached the point at which the Drunstall road, by
which the General had come, diverges from the road which we were
traveling to Karnstein.
"About half a league," answered my father. "Pray let us hear the story you
were so good as to promise."
XI
The Story
With all my heart," said the General, with an effort; and after a short pause
in which to arrange his subject, he commenced one of the strangest
narratives I ever heard.
"My dear child was looking forward with great pleasure to the visit you
had been so good as to arrange for her to your charming daughter." Here
he made me a gallant but melancholy bow. "In the meantime we had an
invitation to my old friend the Count Carlsfeld, whose schloss is about six
leagues to the other side of Karnstein. It was to attend the series of fetes
which, you remember, were given by him in honor of his illustrious
visitor, the Grand Duke Charles."
"Princely! But then his hospitalities are quite regal. He has Aladdin's lamp.
The night from which my sorrow dates was devoted to a magnificent
masquerade. The grounds were thrown open, the trees hung with colored
lamps. There was such a display of fireworks as Paris itself had never
witnessed. And such music--music, you know, is my weakness--such
ravishing music! The finest instrumental band, perhaps, in the world, and
the finest singers who could be collected from all the great operas in
Europe. As you wandered through these fantastically illuminated grounds,
the moon-lighted chateau throwing a rosy light from its long rows of
windows, you would suddenly hear these ravishing voices stealing from
the silence of some grove, or rising from boats upon the lake. I felt myself,
as I looked and listened, carried back into the romance and poetry of my
early youth.
"When the fireworks were ended, and the ball beginning, we returned to
the noble suite of rooms that were thrown open to the dancers. A masked
ball, you know, is a beautiful sight; but so brilliant a spectacle of the kind I
never saw before.
"It was a very aristocratic assembly. I was myself almost the only 'nobody'
present.
"My dear child was looking quite beautiful. She wore no mask. Her
excitement and delight added an unspeakable charm to her features,
always lovely. I remarked a young lady, dressed magnificently, but
wearing a mask, who appeared to me to be observing my ward with
extraordinary interest. I had seen her, earlier in the evening, in the great
hall, and again, for a few minutes, walking near us, on the terrace under
the castle windows, similarly employed. A lady, also masked, richly and
gravely dressed, and with a stately air, like a person of rank, accompanied
her as a chaperon.
Had the young lady not worn a mask, I could, of course, have been much
more certain upon the question whether she was really watching my poor
darling.
"We were now in one of the salons. My poor dear child had been dancing,
and was resting a little in one of the chairs near the door; I was standing
near. The two ladies I have mentioned had approached and the younger
took the chair next my ward; while her companion stood beside me, and
for a little time addressed herself, in a low tone, to her charge.
"Availing herself of the privilege of her mask, she turned to me, and in the
tone of an old friend, and calling me by my name, opened a conversation
with me, which piqued my curiosity a good deal. She referred to many
scenes where she had met me--at Court, and at distinguished houses. She
alluded to little incidents which I had long ceased to think of, but which, I
found, had only lain in abeyance in my memory, for they instantly started
into life at her touch.
"I became more and more curious to ascertain who she was, every
moment. She parried my attempts to discover very adroitly and pleasantly.
The knowledge she showed of many passages in my life seemed to me all
but unaccountable; and she appeared to take a not unnatural pleasure in
foiling my curiosity, and in seeing me flounder in my eager perplexity,
from one conjecture to another.
"In the meantime the young lady, whom her mother called by the odd
name of Millarca, when she once or twice addressed her, had, with the
same ease and grace, got into conversation with my ward.
"She introduced herself by saying that her mother was a very old
acquaintance of mine. She spoke of the agreeable audacity which a mask
rendered practicable; she talked like a friend; she admired her dress, and
insinuated very prettily her admiration of her beauty. She amused her with
laughing criticisms upon the people who crowded the ballroom, and
laughed at my poor child's fun. She was very witty and lively when she
pleased, and after a time they had grown very good friends, and the young
stranger lowered her mask, displaying a remarkably beautiful face. I had
never seen it before, neither had my dear child. But though it was new to
us, the features were so engaging, as well as lovely, that it was impossible
not to feel the attraction powerfully. My poor girl did so. I never saw
anyone more taken with another at first sight, unless, indeed, it was the
stranger herself, who seemed quite to have lost her heart to her.
"In the meantime, availing myself of the license of a masquerade, I put not
a few questions to the elder lady.
"'You have puzzled me utterly,' I said, laughing. 'Is that not enough?
Won't you, now, consent to stand on equal terms, and do me the kindness
to remove your mask?'
"'Can any request be more unreasonable?' she replied. 'Ask a lady to yield
an advantage! Beside, how do you know you should recognize me? Years
make changes.'
"'As you see,' I said, with a bow, and, I suppose, a rather melancholy little
laugh.
"'As philosophers tell us,' she said; 'and how do you know that a sight of
my face would help you?'
"'I should take chance for that,' I answered. 'It is vain trying to make
yourself out an old woman; your figure betrays you.'
"'Years, nevertheless, have passed since I saw you, rather since you saw
me, for that is what I am considering. Millarca, there, is my daughter; I
cannot then be young, even in the opinion of people whom time has taught
to be indulgent, and I may not like to be compared with what you
remember me.
"'Well, then, at least you will tell me whether you are French or German;
you speak both languages so perfectly.'
"'I don't think I shall tell you that, General; you intend a surprise, and are
meditating the particular point of attack.'
"'At all events, you won't deny this,' I said, 'that being honored by your
permission to converse, I ought to know how to address you. Shall I say
Madame la Comtesse?'
"She laughed, and she would, no doubt, have met me with another
evasion--if, indeed, I can treat any occurrence in an interview every
circumstance of which was prearranged, as I now believe, with the
profoundest cunning, as liable to be modified by accident.
"'As to that,' she began; but she was interrupted, almost as she opened her
lips, by a gentleman, dressed in black, who looked particularly elegant and
distinguished, with this drawback, that his face was the most deadly pale I
ever saw, except in death. He was in no masquerade--in the plain evening
dress of a gentleman; and he said, without a smile, but with a courtly and
unusually low bow:--
"'Will Madame la Comtesse permit me to say a very few words which may
interest her?'
"The lady turned quickly to him, and touched her lip in token of silence;
she then said to me, 'Keep my place for me, General; I shall return when I
have said a few words.'
"And with this injunction, playfully given, she walked a little aside with
the gentleman in black, and talked for some minutes, apparently very
earnestly. They then walked away slowly together in the crowd, and I lost
them for some minutes.
"'I shall return and inform Madame la Comtesse when her carriage is at the
door.'
A Petition
"'Then we are to lose Madame la Comtesse, but I hope only for a few
hours,' I said, with a low bow.
"'It may be that only, or it may be a few weeks. It was very unlucky his
speaking to me just now as he did. Do you now know me?'
"'You shall know me,' she said, 'but not at present. We are older and better
friends than, perhaps, you suspect. I cannot yet declare myself. I shall in
three weeks pass your beautiful schloss, about which I have been making
enquiries. I shall then look in upon you for an hour or two, and renew a
friendship which I never think of without a thousand pleasant
recollections. This moment a piece of news has reached me like a
thunderbolt. I must set out now, and travel by a devious route, nearly a
hundred miles, with all the dispatch I can possibly make. My perplexities
multiply. I am only deterred by the compulsory reserve I practice as to my
name from making a very singular request of you. My poor child has not
quite recovered her strength. Her horse fell with her, at a hunt which she
had ridden out to witness, her nerves have not yet recovered the shock, and
our physician says that she must on no account exert herself for some time
to come. We came here, in consequence, by very easy stages--hardly six
leagues a day. I must now travel day and night, on a mission of life and
death--a mission the critical and momentous nature of which I shall be able
to explain to you when we meet, as I hope we shall, in a few weeks,
without the necessity of any concealment.'
"She went on to make her petition, and it was in the tone of a person from
whom such a request amounted to conferring, rather than seeking a favor.
This was only in manner, and, as it seemed, quite unconsciously. Than the
terms in which it was expressed, nothing could be more deprecatory. It
was simply that I would consent to take charge of her daughter during her
absence.
"At another time I should have told her to wait a little, until, at least, we
knew who they were. But I had not a moment to think in. The two ladies
assailed me together, and I must confess the refined and beautiful face of
the young lady, about which there was something extremely engaging, as
well as the elegance and fire of high birth, determined me; and, quite
overpowered, I submitted, and undertook, too easily, the care of the young
lady, whom her mother called Millarca.
"The Countess beckoned to her daughter, who listened with grave attention
while she told her, in general terms, how suddenly and peremptorily she
had been summoned, and also of the arrangement she had made for her
under my care, adding that I was one of her earliest and most valued
friends.
"I made, of course, such speeches as the case seemed to call for, and found
myself, on reflection, in a position which I did not half like.
"Her last charge to me was that no attempt was to be made to learn more
about her than I might have already guessed, until her return. Our
distinguished host, whose guest she was, knew her reasons.
"'But here,' she said, 'neither I nor my daughter could safely remain for
more than a day. I removed my mask imprudently for a moment, about an
hour ago, and, too late, I fancied you saw me. So I resolved to seek an
opportunity of talking a little to you. Had I found that you had seen me, I
would have thrown myself on your high sense of honor to keep my secret
some weeks. As it is, I am satisfied that you did not see me; but if you now
suspect, or, on reflection, should suspect, who I am, I commit myself, in
like manner, entirely to your honor. My daughter will observe the same
secrecy, and I well know that you will, from time to time, remind her, lest
she should thoughtlessly disclose it.'
"She whispered a few words to her daughter, kissed her hurriedly twice,
and went away, accompanied by the pale gentleman in black, and
disappeared in the crowd.
"'In the next room,' said Millarca, 'there is a window that looks upon the
hall door. I should like to see the last of mamma, and to kiss my hand to
her.'
"'She is gone,' I repeated to myself, for the first time--in the hurried
moments that had elapsed since my consent--reflecting upon the folly of
my act.
"'She did not look up,' said the young lady, plaintively.
"'The Countess had taken off her mask, perhaps, and did not care to show
her face,' I said; 'and she could not know that you were in the window.'
"She sighed, and looked in my face. She was so beautiful that I relented. I
was sorry I had for a moment repented of my hospitality, and I determined
to make her amends for the unavowed churlishness of my reception.
Millarca became very intimate with us, and amused us with lively
descriptions and stories of most of the great people whom we saw upon the
terrace. I liked her more and more every minute. Her gossip without being
ill-natured, was extremely diverting to me, who had been so long out of
the great world. I thought what life she would give to our sometimes
lonely evenings at home.
"This ball was not over until the morning sun had almost reached the
horizon. It pleased the Grand Duke to dance till then, so loyal people could
not go away, or think of bed.
"We had just got through a crowded saloon, when my ward asked me what
had become of Millarca. I thought she had been by her side, and she
fancied she was by mine. The fact was, we had lost her.
"All my efforts to find her were vain. I feared that she had mistaken, in the
confusion of a momentary separation from us, other people for her new
friends, and had, possibly, pursued and lost them in the extensive grounds
which were thrown open to us.
"Now, in its full force, I recognized a new folly in my having undertaken
the charge of a young lady without so much as knowing her name; and
fettered as I was by promises, of the reasons for imposing which I knew
nothing, I could not even point my inquiries by saying that the missing
young lady was the daughter of the Countess who had taken her departure
a few hours before.
"At about that time a servant knocked at my niece's door, to say that he
had been earnestly requested by a young lady, who appeared to be in great
distress, to make out where she could find the General Baron Spielsdorf
and the young lady his daughter, in whose charge she had been left by her
mother.
"She told my poor child a story to account for her having failed to recover
us for so long. Very late, she said, she had got to the housekeeper's
bedroom in despair of finding us, and had then fallen into a deep sleep
which, long as it was, had hardly sufficed to recruit her strength after the
fatigues of the ball.
"That day Millarca came home with us. I was only too happy, after all, to
have secured so charming a companion for my dear girl."
XIII
The Woodman
"My dear child began to lose her looks and health, and that in a manner so
mysterious, and even horrible, that I became thoroughly frightened.
Lastly came sensations. One, not unpleasant, but very peculiar, she said,
resembled the flow of an icy stream against her breast. At a later time, she
felt something like a pair of large needles pierce her, a little below the
throat, with a very sharp pain. A few nights after, followed a gradual and
convulsive sense of strangulation; then came unconsciousness."
I could hear distinctly every word the kind old General was saying,
because by this time we were driving upon the short grass that spreads on
either side of the road as you approach the roofless village which had not
shown the smoke of a chimney for more than half a century.
A vista opened in the forest; we were on a sudden under the chimneys and
gables of the ruined village, and the towers and battlements of the
dismantled castle, round which gigantic trees are grouped, overhung us
from a slight eminence.
In a frightened dream I got down from the carriage, and in silence, for we
had each abundant matter for thinking; we soon mounted the ascent, and
were among the spacious chambers, winding stairs, and dark corridors of
the castle.
"And this was once the palatial residence of the Karnsteins!" said the old
General at length, as from a great window he looked out across the village,
and saw the wide, undulating expanse of forest. "It was a bad family, and
here its bloodstained annals were written," he continued. "It is hard that
they should, after death, continue to plague the human race with their
atrocious lusts. That is the chapel of the Karnsteins, down there."
He pointed down to the grey walls of the Gothic building partly visible
through the foliage, a little way down the steep. "And I hear the axe of a
woodman," he added, "busy among the trees that surround it; he possibly
may give us the information of which I am in search, and point out the
grave of Mircalla, Countess of Karnstein. These rustics preserve the local
traditions of great families, whose stories die out among the rich and titled
so soon as the families themselves become extinct."
"Time enough, dear friend," replied the General. "I believe that I have seen
the original; and one motive which has led me to you earlier than I at first
intended, was to explore the chapel which we are now approaching."
"What! see the Countess Mircalla," exclaimed my father; "why, she has
been dead more than a century!"
"There remains to me," he said, as we passed under the heavy arch of the
Gothic church--for its dimensions would have justified its being so
styled--"but one object which can interest me during the few years that
remain to me on earth, and that is to wreak on her the vengeance which, I
thank God, may still be accomplished by a mortal arm."
"I mean, to decapitate the monster," he answered, with a fierce flush, and a
stamp that echoed mournfully through the hollow ruin, and his clenched
hand was at the same moment raised, as if it grasped the handle of an axe,
while he shook it ferociously in the air.
"That beam will answer for a seat; your dear child is fatigued; let her be
seated, and I will, in a few sentences, close my dreadful story."
The squared block of wood, which lay on the grass-grown pavement of the
chapel, formed a bench on which I was very glad to seat myself, and in the
meantime the General called to the woodman, who had been removing
some boughs which leaned upon the old walls; and, axe in hand, the hardy
old fellow stood before us.
He could not tell us anything of these monuments; but there was an old
man, he said, a ranger of this forest, at present sojourning in the house of
the priest, about two miles away, who could point out every monument of
the old Karnstein family; and, for a trifle, he undertook to bring him back
with him, if we would lend him one of our horses, in little more than half
an hour.
"Have you been long employed about this forest?" asked my father of the
old man.
"I have been a woodman here," he answered in his patois, "under the
forester, all my days; so has my father before me, and so on, as many
generations as I can count up. I could show you the very house in the
village here, in which my ancestors lived."
"It was troubled by revenants, sir; several were tracked to their graves,
there detected by the usual tests, and extinguished in the usual way, by
decapitation, by the stake, and by burning; but not until many of the
villagers were killed.
"The stranger, having seen all this, came down from the steeple, took the
linen wrappings of the vampire, and carried them up to the top of the
tower, which he again mounted. When the vampire returned from his
prowlings and missed his clothes, he cried furiously to the Moravian,
whom he saw at the summit of the tower, and who, in reply, beckoned him
to ascend and take them. Whereupon the vampire, accepting his invitation,
began to climb the steeple, and so soon as he had reached the battlements,
the Moravian, with a stroke of his sword, clove his skull in twain, hurling
him down to the churchyard, whither, descending by the winding stairs,
the stranger followed and cut his head off, and next day delivered it and
the body to the villagers, who duly impaled and burnt them.
"This Moravian nobleman had authority from the then head of the family
to remove the tomb of Mircalla, Countess Karnstein, which he did
effectually, so that in a little while its site was quite forgotten."
"Can you point out where it stood?" asked the General, eagerly.
"Not a soul living could tell you that now," he said; "besides, they say her
body was removed; but no one is sure of that either."
Having thus spoken, as time pressed, he dropped his axe and departed,
leaving us to hear the remainder of the General's strange story.
XIV
The Meeting
"My beloved child," he resumed, "was now growing rapidly worse. The
physician who attended her had failed to produce the slightest impression
on her disease, for such I then supposed it to be. He saw my alarm, and
suggested a consultation. I called in an abler physician, from Gratz.
Several days elapsed before he arrived. He was a good and pious, as well
as a learned man. Having seen my poor ward together, they withdrew to
my library to confer and discuss. I, from the adjoining room, where I
awaited their summons, heard these two gentlemen's voices raised in
something sharper than a strictly philosophical discussion. I knocked at the
door and entered. I found the old physician from Gratz maintaining his
theory. His rival was combating it with undisguised ridicule, accompanied
with bursts of laughter. This unseemly manifestation subsided and the
altercation ended on my entrance.
"'Sir,' said my first physician,'my learned brother seems to think that you
want a conjuror, and not a doctor.'
"'Pardon me,' said the old physician from Gratz, looking displeased, 'I shall
state my own view of the case in my own way another time. I grieve,
Monsieur le General, that by my skill and science I can be of no use.
"He seemed thoughtful, and sat down at a table and began to write.
"This consultation, then, left me precisely where I was. I walked out into
the grounds, all but distracted. The doctor from Gratz, in ten or fifteen
minutes, overtook me. He apologized for having followed me, but said that
he could not conscientiously take his leave without a few words more. He
told me that he could not be mistaken; no natural disease exhibited the
same symptoms; and that death was already very near. There remained,
however, a day, or possibly two, of life. If the fatal seizure were at once
arrested, with great care and skill her strength might possibly return. But
all hung now upon the confines of the irrevocable. One more assault might
extinguish the last spark of vitality which is, every moment, ready to die.
"'And what is the nature of the seizure you speak of?' I entreated.
"'I have stated all fully in this note, which I place in your hands upon the
distinct condition that you send for the nearest clergyman, and open my
letter in his presence, and on no account read it till he is with you; you
would despise it else, and it is a matter of life and death. Should the priest
fail you, then, indeed, you may read it.'
"He asked me, before taking his leave finally, whether I would wish to see
a man curiously learned upon the very subject, which, after I had read his
letter, would probably interest me above all others, and he urged me
earnestly to invite him to visit him there; and so took his leave.
"The ecclesiastic was absent, and I read the letter by myself. At another
time, or in another case, it might have excited my ridicule. But into what
quackeries will not people rush for a last chance, where all accustomed
means have failed, and the life of a beloved object is at stake?
"Nothing, you will say, could be more absurd than the learned man's letter.
"I concealed myself in the dark dressing room, that opened upon the poor
patient's room, in which a candle was burning, and watched there till she
was fast asleep. I stood at the door, peeping through the small crevice, my
sword laid on the table beside me, as my directions prescribed, until, a
little after one, I saw a large black object, very ill-defined, crawl, as it
seemed to me, over the foot of the bed, and swiftly spread itself up to the
poor girl's throat, where it swelled, in a moment, into a great, palpitating
mass.
"For a few moments I had stood petrified. I now sprang forward, with my
sword in my hand. The black creature suddenly contracted towards the
foot of the bed, glided over it, and, standing on the floor about a yard
below the foot of the bed, with a glare of skulking ferocity and horror
fixed on me, I saw Millarca. Speculating I know not what, I struck at her
instantly with my sword; but I saw her standing near the door, unscathed.
Horrified, I pursued, and struck again. She was gone; and my sword flew
to shivers against the door.
"I can't describe to you all that passed on that horrible night. The whole
house was up and stirring. The specter Millarca was gone. But her victim
was sinking fast, and before the morning dawned, she died."
The old General was agitated. We did not speak to him. My father walked
to some little distance, and began reading the inscriptions on the
tombstones; and thus occupied, he strolled into the door of a side chapel to
prosecute his researches. The General leaned against the wall, dried his
eyes, and sighed heavily. I was relieved on hearing the voices of Carmilla
and Madame, who were at that moment approaching. The voices died
away.
The old General's eyes were fixed on the ground, as he leaned with his
hand upon the basement of a shattered monument.
I was just about to rise and speak, and nodded smiling, in answer to her
peculiarly engaging smile; when with a cry, the old man by my side caught
up the woodman's hatchet, and started forward. On seeing him a brutalized
change came over her features. It was an instantaneous and horrible
transformation, as she made a crouching step backwards. Before I could
utter a scream, he struck at her with all his force, but she dived under his
blow, and unscathed, caught him in her tiny grasp by the wrist. He
struggled for a moment to release his arm, but his hand opened, the axe fell
to the ground, and the girl was gone.
He staggered against the wall. His grey hair stood upon his head, and a
moisture shone over his face, as if he were at the point of death.
The frightful scene had passed in a moment. The first thing I recollect
after, is Madame standing before me, and impatiently repeating again and
again, the question, "Where is Mademoiselle Carmilla?"
I answered at length, "I don't know--I can't tell--she went there," and I
pointed to the door through which Madame had just entered; "only a
minute or two since."
"But I have been standing there, in the passage, ever since Mademoiselle
Carmilla entered; and she did not return."
She then began to call "Carmilla," through every door and passage and
from the windows, but no answer came.
"Aye," he said; "that is Millarca. That is the same person who long ago
was called Mircalla, Countess Karnstein. Depart from this accursed
ground, my poor child, as quickly as you can. Drive to the clergyman's
house, and stay there till we come. Begone! May you never behold
Carmilla more; you will not find her here."
XV
As he spoke one of the strangest looking men I ever beheld entered the
chapel at the door through which Carmilla had made her entrance and her
exit. He was tall, narrow-chested, stooping, with high shoulders, and
dressed in black. His face was brown and dried in with deep furrows; he
wore an oddly-shaped hat with a broad leaf. His hair, long and grizzled,
hung on his shoulders. He wore a pair of gold spectacles, and walked
slowly, with an odd shambling gait, with his face sometimes turned up to
the sky, and sometimes bowed down towards the ground, seemed to wear a
perpetual smile; his long thin arms were swinging, and his lank hands, in
old black gloves ever so much too wide for them, waving and gesticulating
in utter abstraction.
"The very man!" exclaimed the General, advancing with manifest delight.
"My dear Baron, how happy I am to see you, I had no hope of meeting you
so soon." He signed to my father, who had by this time returned, and
leading the fantastic old gentleman, whom he called the Baron to meet
him. He introduced him formally, and they at once entered into earnest
conversation. The stranger took a roll of paper from his pocket, and spread
it on the worn surface of a tomb that stood by. He had a pencil case in his
fingers, with which he traced imaginary lines from point to point on the
paper, which from their often glancing from it, together, at certain points
of the building, I concluded to be a plan of the chapel. He accompanied,
what I may term, his lecture, with occasional readings from a dirty little
book, whose yellow leaves were closely written over.
They sauntered together down the side aisle, opposite to the spot where I
was standing, conversing as they went; then they began measuring
distances by paces, and finally they all stood together, facing a piece of the
sidewall, which they began to examine with great minuteness; pulling off
the ivy that clung over it, and rapping the plaster with the ends of their
sticks, scraping here, and knocking there. At length they ascertained the
existence of a broad marble tablet, with letters carved in relief upon it.
The old General, though not I fear given to the praying mood, raised his
hands and eyes to heaven, in mute thanksgiving for some moments.
"Tomorrow," I heard him say; "the commissioner will be here, and the
Inquisition will be held according to law."
Then turning to the old man with the gold spectacles, whom I have
described, he shook him warmly by both hands and said:
"Baron, how can I thank you? How can we all thank you? You will have
delivered this region from a plague that has scourged its inhabitants for
more than a century. The horrible enemy, thank God, is at last tracked."
My father led the stranger aside, and the General followed. I know that he
had led them out of hearing, that he might relate my case, and I saw them
glance often quickly at me, as the discussion proceeded.
My father came to me, kissed me again and again, and leading me from the
chapel, said:
"It is time to return, but before we go home, we must add to our party the
good priest, who lives but a little way from this; and persuade him to
accompany us to the schloss."
The sinister absence of Carmilla made the remembrance of the scene more
horrible to me. The arrangements for the night were singular. Two
servants, and Madame were to sit up in my room that night; and the
ecclesiastic with my father kept watch in the adjoining dressing room.
The priest had performed certain solemn rites that night, the purport of
which I did not understand any more than I comprehended the reason of
this extraordinary precaution taken for my safety during sleep.
For my part I have heard no theory by which to explain what I myself have
witnessed and experienced, other than that supplied by the ancient and
well-attested belief of the country.
The next day the formal proceedings took place in the Chapel of
Karnstein.
The grave of the Countess Mircalla was opened; and the General and my
father recognized each his perfidious and beautiful guest, in the face now
disclosed to view. The features, though a hundred and fifty years had
passed since her funeral, were tinted with the warmth of life. Her eyes
were open; no cadaverous smell exhaled from the coffin. The two medical
men, one officially present, the other on the part of the promoter of the
inquiry, attested the marvelous fact that there was a faint but appreciable
respiration, and a corresponding action of the heart. The limbs were
perfectly flexible, the flesh elastic; and the leaden coffin floated with
blood, in which to a depth of seven inches, the body lay immersed.
Here then, were all the admitted signs and proofs of vampirism. The body,
therefore, in accordance with the ancient practice, was raised, and a sharp
stake driven through the heart of the vampire, who uttered a piercing
shriek at the moment, in all respects such as might escape from a living
person in the last agony. Then the head was struck off, and a torrent of
blood flowed from the severed neck. The body and head was next placed
on a pile of wood, and reduced to ashes, which were thrown upon the river
and borne away, and that territory has never since been plagued by the
visits of a vampire.
My father has a copy of the report of the Imperial Commission, with the
signatures of all who were present at these proceedings, attached in
verification of the statement. It is from this official paper that I have
summarized my account of this last shocking scene.
XVI
Conclusion
I write all this you suppose with composure. But far from it; I cannot think
of it without agitation. Nothing but your earnest desire so repeatedly
expressed, could have induced me to sit down to a task that has unstrung
my nerves for months to come, and reinduced a shadow of the unspeakable
horror which years after my deliverance continued to make my days and
nights dreadful, and solitude insupportably terrific.
Let me add a word or two about that quaint Baron Vordenburg, to whose
curious lore we were indebted for the discovery of the Countess Mircalla's
grave.
He had taken up his abode in Gratz, where, living upon a mere pittance,
which was all that remained to him of the once princely estates of his
family, in Upper Styria, he devoted himself to the minute and laborious
investigation of the marvelously authenticated tradition of Vampirism. He
had at his fingers' ends all the great and little works upon the subject.
How they escape from their graves and return to them for certain hours
every day, without displacing the clay or leaving any trace of disturbance
in the state of the coffin or the cerements, has always been admitted to be
utterly inexplicable. The amphibious existence of the vampire is sustained
by daily renewed slumber in the grave. Its horrible lust for living blood
supplies the vigor of its waking existence. The vampire is prone to be
fascinated with an engrossing vehemence, resembling the passion of love,
by particular persons. In pursuit of these it will exercise inexhaustible
patience and stratagem, for access to a particular object may be obstructed
in a hundred ways. It will never desist until it has satiated its passion, and
drained the very life of its coveted victim. But it will, in these cases,
husband and protract its murderous enjoyment with the refinement of an
epicure, and heighten it by the gradual approaches of an artful courtship. In
these cases it seems to yearn for something like sympathy and consent. In
ordinary ones it goes direct to its object, overpowers with violence, and
strangles and exhausts often at a single feast.
My father related to the Baron Vordenburg, who remained with us for two
or three weeks after the expulsion of Carmilla, the story about the
Moravian nobleman and the vampire at Karnstein churchyard, and then he
asked the Baron how he had discovered the exact position of the long-
concealed tomb of the Countess Mircalla? The Baron's grotesque features
puckered up into a mysterious smile; he looked down, still smiling on his
worn spectacle case and fumbled with it. Then looking up, he said:
"I have many journals, and other papers, written by that remarkable man;
the most curious among them is one treating of the visit of which you
speak, to Karnstein. The tradition, of course, discolors and distorts a little.
He might have been termed a Moravian nobleman, for he had changed his
abode to that territory, and was, beside, a noble. But he was, in truth, a
native of Upper Styria. It is enough to say that in very early youth he had
been a passionate and favored lover of the beautiful Mircalla, Countess
Karnstein. Her early death plunged him into inconsolable grief. It is the
nature of vampires to increase and multiply, but according to an
ascertained and ghostly law.
"Assume, at starting, a territory perfectly free from that pest. How does it
begin, and how does it multiply itself? I will tell you. A person, more or
less wicked, puts an end to himself. A suicide, under certain
circumstances, becomes a vampire. That specter visits living people in
their slumbers; they die, and almost invariably, in the grave, develop into
vampires. This happened in the case of the beautiful Mircalla, who was
haunted by one of those demons. My ancestor, Vordenburg, whose title I
still bear, soon discovered this, and in the course of the studies to which he
devoted himself, learned a great deal more.
We talked a little more, and among other things he said was this:
"One sign of the vampire is the power of the hand. The slender hand of
Mircalla closed like a vice of steel on the General's wrist when he raised
the hatchet to strike. But its power is not confined to its grasp; it leaves a
numbness in the limb it seizes, which is slowly, if ever, recovered from."