The Detective Is Already Dead Volume 5 - PDF Room
The Detective Is Already Dead Volume 5 - PDF Room
The Detective Is Already Dead Volume 5 - PDF Room
Cold memories
“Siesta, what’s this about?”
Soon after, I’d gotten out of the bath, then found Siesta in the
living room. I wanted to know what she’d meant by not giving up
on Natsunagi.
But all she said was, “If you don’t dry your hair, you’re going to
catch a cold.” She patted a nearby floor cushion, motioning for me
to sit down. “Here, give me your towel.”
I sat cross-legged on the cushion, and Siesta got behind me
and rumpled my hair with the towel, drying it off. When I looked
at the low table, there was a pizza delivery box on top. Siesta
must have made the order while I was in the bath.
“You can’t have sound thoughts with an unsound body, after
all.”
So now that I’d washed up, we were going to eat?
Remembering I hadn’t eaten a thing for the past three days, I
opened the box. “…Were pizzas always shaped like Pac-Man?”
“I couldn’t quite wait until you were out of the bath.” When I
took a closer look at Siesta, I saw a piece of cheese stuck to the
corner of her mouth.
She hadn’t changed. I gave a wry little smile, and then we sat
across the table from each other and started on the pizza. It was
the first time in a year that we’d had a meal together.
“…This’s great,” I said.
The comfort food was especially delicious to my tired body. I’d
had pizza with Siesta at my place four years ago, too. After that,
I’d left on an adventure with her, and we’d spent three dazzling,
extraordinary years together.
Whenever we’d gotten through one of our many fights with
pseudohumans or survived unforeseen incidents, we’d toasted
with Coke and stuffed ourselves silly.
…This is everything I wanted, I thought. Taking a bath, eating
and talking with somebody who was important to me. But those
were privileges exclusive to those of us who were alive. As for
those who weren’t… Natsunagi—
“Assistant.”
The next thing I knew, Siesta was gently drying my eyes with
her fingertips.
Had I always been this weak?
“…Sorry.”
“This is nothing new.”
Siesta and I both smiled wryly at each other.
“I know everything about you, Kimi, weaknesses included. It’s
fine,” she said. She was acting like she was my new parent.
“You don’t know about this past year, though.”
“True. But…”
At that, Siesta’s smile grew troubled.
Oh, right. At dawn, just after I’d fought Ms. Fuubi, about ten
days ago, I’d declared an oath to SIESTA and to Natsunagi’s heart.
It must have reached her.
“You’re not going to say it?” I asked.
“Say what?”
“The usual.”
She could easily call me stupid for it. I thought she should,
really. Considering what that wish had ended up doing—
“I won’t say it,” Siesta told me. I couldn’t look her in the face. “I
shouldn’t.”
That made me raise my head. Siesta was looking straight at me.
Maybe it was my imagination, but her eyes seemed just a little
wet.
“…I didn’t think I had the right to say this now.” Saying nothing
would be the same as lying, though, so I told Siesta the words I’d
been keeping in. “I’m glad I got to see you again.”
“So am I.”
Siesta accepted the thought with a smile, without teasing me
the way she used to. Neither of us could be thrilled with the
situation in the truest sense of the word, though. Yes, I’d gotten
my wish, but this wasn’t the ending I’d wanted. I really couldn’t
call this outcome a “happy” one.
So I asked her one more time: “Hey, Siesta. What do you mean,
you’re not giving up on Natsunagi?”
“I can’t say anything for certain yet, but has anybody actually
seen her body?”
Was that what this was? So Siesta didn’t know about that yet…
The momentary glimmer of hope was snuffed out.
“—I did. I held her hand and felt it growing colder.”
What I’d seen three days ago came to mind. Something sour
worked its way up from the pit of my stomach.
On that day, lying in a hospital bed, I’d heard about Natsunagi’s
death from Ms. Fuubi. I hadn’t wanted to believe it. Setting my
feelings aside, believing it seemed wrong somehow.
After all, a year ago, I’d made a big mistake regarding Siesta’s
death. At the time, I’d lost some of my memories to Betelgeuse’s
pollen; Ms. Fuubi had told me about her death later on, but what
I’d heard hadn’t been the truth.
Because of that, I’d decided I couldn’t take Ms. Fuubi’s
statement at face value and had bolted out of my hospital room.
…Then I’d run into a doctor. The man had said he was the
director of the hospital and shown me to a certain room. And
there…
“Natsunagi was lying on a bed, unconscious, hooked up to a
ventilator.”
There were all sorts of tubes connected to her body. It was like
every available scientific technology was trying to preserve this
one girl’s life.
“Then Nagisa really is still…”
“Alive? That’s what I thought, too.”
True, there was no way to know how the situation would
progress, but Natsunagi wasn’t dead. There had to be a possibility
of saving her. …Or so I’d hoped, until the doctor kept talking.
“Nagisa Natsunagi is brain-dead.”
The term meant exactly what you’d expect. The brain had lost
all function, and the possibility of recovery was zero. The patient
would never wake up again. In most countries around the world,
a person was considered officially dead when their brain died.
Thanks to the ventilator and medication, her EKG was still
undulating quietly, but even that wouldn’t last long. As Natsunagi
didn’t have any relatives, there was no one to make the decision
to take her off the ventilator, so she’d simply been kept on.
Her condition had changed suddenly, and they’d closed her
room to visitors. Just before, I’d held her hand for the last time. It
had been as cold as ice, which wasn’t right for a girl with such a
summery name.
“I see…” After she’d heard the story, Siesta lowered her eyes in
thought. “So we can’t confirm Nagisa’s current condition.”
Exactly. As I’d said a minute ago, no one was allowed to visit
her at this point. In fact, if you thought about it in terms of what
turning away visitors meant, I could guess what had happened to
her. Natsunagi really was—
“We don’t know what her condition is.” As I responded to
Siesta, I erased the conclusion my mind had already drawn. “I do
know someone who might know how she ended up like this,
though.”
“You mean…” Siesta seemed to have thought of the same
person. Her eyebrows furrowed.
“That’s right. Your junior—Mia Whitlock.”
The maid dances in the dead of night
“I see. So you met Mia, too.”
Siesta and I were in the back seat of a car, on our way to a
certain destination.
Mia Whitlock was the Oracle, one of the twelve Tuners who
protected the world. She had the ability to foresee major turning
points in history. About a week ago, in search of a way to bring
Siesta back to life, Natsunagi and I had flown to London to see
her.
“Yeah, we talked about you a lot.”
I remembered the conversation I’d had with Mia, who was
apparently Siesta’s junior, that day. How SPES had come to
possess the sacred text and the resolution Siesta had made
behind the scenes—
“Are you angry?” Siesta asked without looking at me. “I hid so
much from you during those three years.”
…She really had. She’d hidden the true nature of the enemy we
were fighting, for example. She’d called herself the Ace Detective
but hadn’t explained what it meant. Her friendships, too. She’d
never told me any of the important stuff.
“If there was a reason you needed to keep it a secret, then I
could never be mad. But…” I could feel Siesta turn to look at me.
“Sacrificing yourself—that’s the one thing I can’t let go.”
I wanted to tell that to both detectives, not just this one.
“…You’re right,” Siesta said quietly, and returned to gazing out
the window at the setting sun. “Still, who’d have thought Mia
would be in Japan?” Shifting gears, she smiled. “I haven’t seen
her in a year.”
Last time a future she’d predicted had changed, Mia had visited
Japan to confirm it in person. This time, the Ace Detective had
come back to life, and the world had reached a major turning
point; there was no way the Oracle wouldn’t come to observe it.
“And you think Mia may be able to explain Natsunagi’s current
state?”
“Yeah. At the very least, she should know what’s happening that
I don’t know.”
That was why we were on our way to talk to her. About a week
ago, on top of that clock tower in London, Mia and Natsunagi had
a secret conversation. We were in a car bound for a certain
location where we might find Mia and learn what they’d
discussed.
“But, Siesta, are you okay?”
Siesta cocked her head as if she didn’t know what I meant.
“I mean, you did just wake up, and we’re already on the
move…”
I’d realized quite late I’d brought Siesta out here without giving
any thought to her physical health.
“I haven’t deteriorated so badly that I need you worrying about
me, Kimi,” she murmured with her eyes closed. Apparently I’d
been worried for nothing. “Besides, there isn’t much time.”
“True.” It couldn’t be much longer before Seed made Saikawa
his vessel. “Can we go a little faster, SIESTA?” I asked our driver.
The girl sitting behind the wheel shot me a glance in the
rearview mirror. “I don’t appreciate being ordered around by you,
Kimihiko.”
It was the former maid-type SIESTA; she’d come back with the
original Ace Detective. Her body had been returned to Siesta,
though, which meant this one was brand new…
“What’s the matter? Have you been captivated by the new me?”
SIESTA asked with a straight face, registering my gaze.
“I mean, you can tell yourself that, but you don’t look any
different.”
The girl was still identical to Siesta. The only differences were
the maid uniform and the fact that she wasn’t wearing a hair clip.
“Yes, because this is ‘me.’”
Up until a little while ago, a mysterious doctor, based in SPES’s
laboratory, had been repairing SIESTA. Did that mean he was the
one who’d made this body?
“Unfortunately, my current design isn’t meant for combat.
However, now that both my body and heart are mechanical, I
wouldn’t have minded being a fighting maid robot,” SIESTA went
on. As she spoke, her expression in the rearview mirror didn’t
change.
“The ‘mechanical heart’ bit doesn’t make sense to me,” I told
her. “All else aside, there’s no way anyone who can make a wish
for somebody else is just a machine.”
She’d wanted to save her mistress, even if it meant going
against orders. If her heart was capable of a contradiction like
that, then it was definitely the real thing.
“Right, Siesta?”
“…Yes. I never thought you two would surprise me so much.”
Coming from her, that was a frank admission of total defeat, but
she seemed to be smiling as she said that. “We’ll have to think of
a name for you, then.”
Siesta’s eyes focused on the driver’s seat. True, SIESTA should
probably have a new name, both to celebrate her new life and to
make it easier to tell the two of them apart.
“You’ll name me?”
Stopping the car at a red light, SIESTA blinked at us in the
rearview mirror.
Siesta leaned forward from the back seat and slipped a moon-
shaped hairpin into SIESTA’s pale silver hair. “Your name is
Noches,” she told her.
For a girl who’d been weighed down with a daytime moniker up
until now, that did seem like an apt new name.
A girl had jumped up onto a long table. She was holding a black
cane like a weapon…and glaring at Fuubi Kase. The redheaded
policewoman was slouched in a chair, smoking a cigarette and
gave an equally intense scowl.
The girl on the table looked quite a bit younger than the
Magician, and the weapon she was holding didn’t seem to be the
Enforcer’s sickle. In that case, this thoroughly unreasonable kid
was—
“Who do you suppose she is?” Siesta looked puzzled.
What, you don’t know, either?
Then she really wasn’t the Magician or the Enforcer?
“Losing Siesta is a loss for all of humanity, the whole world, the
entire universe.”
Ever since the day when I’d met the detective at ten thousand
meters, she—no, both of them—had held out their hands to me.
All this time, they’d saved me. From now on, though, it would be
the other way around. It didn’t matter whether I was the
Singularity. I didn’t care about the world. The only thing I couldn’t
give up was…
Siesta. Natsunagi.
I wasn’t letting the detectives die.
“……………”
Silence fell. In the stillness, all I could hear was my own
heartbeat. Of the seven Tuners, some glared at me, others wore
intrigued smiles or gazed indifferently into space. After the
seemingly endless silence had stretched on for thirty seconds or
so…
“…Well, that’s what I think, but let’s leave the actual decision to
the higher-ups.”
“Are you stupid, Kimi?”
Unable to take the silence any longer, I returned dejectedly to
my seat. As expected, Siesta gave me a cold, clammy look. Before
long, she heaved a big sigh.
“Still—thank you.”
She seemed vaguely troubled, but she had on a faint smile. “I
suppose I can’t make my assistant work that hard and then say
nothing myself.” As if taking my place, Siesta rose to her feet.
“Naturally, I’m prepared to take responsibility for this incident.”
Scanning every face in the room, she spoke calmly.
A whole year later, I’d been given the opportunity to get her
back.
“…………Are you stupid, Kimi?”
I was rewarded with the weakest put-down I’d ever heard from
her.
“……Haaah.” Siesta heaved a long sigh. “Should you really be
having conversations like this with me, Kimi? If Nagisa heard you,
I think she’d be very angry.” She stared at me, looking rather
disgusted.
Now that I’d reunited with my partner after a year apart, she
seemed to be more expressive than before. It was probably
because she’d spent that year in constant contact with a girl who
always held strong emotions. On that thought, I told her, “Yeah, I
bet she would be.”
—That’s why.
“That’s why I want her to wake up and scold me already.”
That was my only wish right now.
“…Kimi, I suspect you like Nagisa far too much.” Siesta smirked.
I had no idea how to respond to that prompt retort, and as I
was racking my brain…
“—Nobody move!”
A man’s voice and a gunshot suddenly echoed throughout the
café. Wondering what happened, I turned to look and saw several
masked men pointing their guns at staff members and customers.
Apparently, we had yet another incident on our hands. Geez.
Talk about destroying the mood. Biting back a wry smile, I waited
for the detective’s instructions.
“Assistant. Seriously, could you do something about that
predisposition of yours?”
“Yeah. That’s actually the second-biggest wish I’ve got right
now.”
“If Arsene steals from someone, that person will never notice.”
According to Siesta, he’d been given the position of Phantom
Thief in recognition of those overwhelming skills.
The victim would never realize something went missing, much
less that it had been stolen. The old me would probably have
wondered if that was possible; I wouldn’t have been convinced.
However, I’d forgotten the truth of Siesta’s death once, because of
that pollen. Siesta had also had her memories of meeting
Natsunagi and Alicia stolen.
Things that were lost this way were washed out to sea and over
the horizon by fuzzy, pixelated waves, without their owner ever
noticing they’d vanished. Could Phantom Thief Arsene steal wills
and hearts that deftly, too? And his victims would never even
know he’d done it…
“Still.” As I stood silent, Siesta continued. “You’re actively trying
to solve this incident. Even though you used to look so put out
whenever I brought in a job… You’ve grown.” Stretching a little,
Siesta patted my head. “Physically too, at some point.” For some
reason, her smile looked lonely.
“…Quit it.” I reached up to knock her hand away, but my regrets
raced through my mind, and I ended up lowering my arm again.
As Siesta said, we didn’t necessarily have to be the ones to
solve this problem. Ms. Fuubi might have gone out of her way to
bring it up to us because she was hoping for something from the
Ace Detective, but even then, no one was forcing us. Still, I’d
stuck my nose into this case because—
“If I seem enthusiastic, it’s because this job is special.”
“Special?” Siesta tousled my hair, looking perplexed.
…If I don’t make her stop soon, my hair will be too messy to be
seen in public at all.
“Yeah. According to what Mia told me, the Phantom Thief asked
Seed for something as a condition for stealing the sacred text. If
what he asked for was one of his seeds, I thought it might be the
key to solving this case.”
In other words, I’d thought this might be an extra inning of the
primordial seed crisis. If so, then the Ace Detective and her
assistant should deal with this as well.
“—I see.” Seeming satisfied, Siesta removed her hand from my
head.
“Even so, wasn’t there anything they could have done before he
escaped?” Why should we have to scramble like this now? I
grumbled about the other Tuners and the group above them. “And
they didn’t strip the position of Phantom Thief from Arsene? Why
not? If he stole the sacred text, it wouldn’t have been a crazy
thing to do.”
“I don’t know much about what’s happened during the past
year, but the selection of Tuners is ultimately the decision of the
top brass. They may have had a reason to let Arsene stay the
Phantom Thief and to lock him up instead of killing him. Apart
from whether or not that was the right move…” Siesta wrapped up
her speech.
“But, yes.” She gave me two light pats on the shoulder. “You’re
able to view things from multiple angles now. Continue to develop
that trait.”
“…I haven’t heard that irritating compliment in quite a while.”
“And so…” Siesta fixed her straightforward blue eyes on me. “I
want you to stay by Nagisa’s side and support her.” As she said it,
she took her left hand from my shoulder. Just as I was about to
respond—“Assistant, it looks like it’s about time.”
“Time? …!”
The alley was dark; the sun had gone down completely.
As if seeping out of the darkness, or from the shadows of the
electric lights, the white demon appeared.
One of the twelve shields that protected the world—the
Vampire, Scarlet.
His glaring golden eyes were fixed on the person next to me, as
if he were sizing up his prey. When he spoke, I saw red blood on
his teeth.
“It’s been a long time—Daydream.”
His tone was soft. Mellow, warm, and pleasant. That gentle
voice enveloped me, and for a moment, I didn’t even register the
change in the way he spoke. It was completely different from the
cold tone I’d heard several times at the council. This was his real
voice.
“—Assistant.”
I snapped back to reality with the force of a bursting water
balloon.
My partner was right next to me, and I remembered what I
needed to do. Right: This guy had just confessed that he was
Phantom Thief Arsene. …And yet he was still calmly trying to get
us to tell him his motive for switching.
“Phantom Thief Arsene,” Siesta said, although the man still wore
Fritz’s shape. “You changed your form and took over Fritz
Stewart’s identity—so that you could use the media to brainwash
people around the world.”
That might only be a theory. However, it was true that Arsene
had a special skill that let him control people. Meaning it wasn’t a
stretch to assume he’d taken over Fritz’s life in order to spread his
voice around the world and exercise that power to its maximum
potential.
“—I see,” Arsene murmured, although it almost sounded like a
sigh. Then silence fell.
“Let me clarify just one thing to avoid any misunderstandings.”
Arsene was the one who broke that silence. He placed both
elbows on the desk, steepling his fingers in front of his chin. “I
had absolutely no part in Fritz Stewart’s death. He just happened
to die at a convenient time, so I took his place, that’s all.” His
voice was like being surrounded by soft ripples as he insisted he
hadn’t been involved in the man’s death.
“Then, what are you after?” Siesta rose from her seat and stood
in front of him. This time, she wasn’t asking why the Phantom
Thief had taken the Revolutionary’s place. We’d deduced that
correctly. “Fritz Stewart died a month ago, but he seems to have
been making consistent media appearances still. Meaning you
must have broken out of jail at least a month ago and have been
living as the Revolutionary ever since. …So, why?” she asked.
“You’ve been free all this time. Why have you been manipulating
complete strangers into attempting to release you?”
That was the question we’d shot down as impossible while we
were out last night. If he’d been able to escape whenever he
wanted, then there was no point in going out of his way to choose
collaborators outside prison.
However, not only had Arsene been able to flee at any time;
he’d already been aboveground and free a month ago. So why
had he been making people in London and New York try to break
him out of prison for no reason whatsoever?
In response to that completely natural question, Arsene said,
“The fact that there is no point is, to me, the greatest point there
is.”
His answer was incomprehensible; it sounded like a Zen koan.
Siesta and I both looked confused. Arsene watched us. “Don’t you
understand?”
“It’s an experiment. To what extent are people able to do
meaningless things on someone else’s orders?”
“Let’s work together and supersede Siesta one more time. Not
just with emotion—but with genuine skill.”
Thus our war council for transcending the ace detective began.
Siesta turned around to face me. Her smile looked a little lonely.
“I first realized I might not be the primordial seed’s most
compatible vessel when I saw a sacred text that had been written
long ago. I understood that the seed lying dormant inside me
might begin to eat away at me one day.”
“…You’re telling me that for those three years we traveled
together, you were holding that bomb all by yourself ?”
“My seed is in my heart. Maybe that’s why I’m vaguely aware of
its time limit. For now, I’m still okay, but that day is inevitable.”
Siesta placed her hand on the left side of her chest. “In the near
future—I’ll stop being able to see or hear you. Even though you’ve
been beside me the whole time. I’ll lose the voice I’d need to fight
with you. I’ll forget you, and…someday, I’ll kill you. And so…”
Even at a time like this, Siesta’s smile was beautiful. “I’m going to
leave this world before that happens.”
That was my assumption. I didn’t need to be right. I hadn’t
wanted it to be. But Siesta’s own words had just erased all doubt.
“Your feelings really did make me happy.” As I stood there,
silent, Siesta went on eloquently. “The only words I can find are
simple ones, but I was happy. You got angry for my sake. You
cried for me. And so I’m sure…I was happy.”
An ace detective was brilliant, calm, cool, and collected. As
such, Siesta sometimes prioritized logic over emotion. She
emptied her heart, exclusively pursuing results. I was aware of
that, so what she’d just said sounded like her genuine,
unexaggerated feelings.
“Then are you saying you have no regrets?”
It was an incredibly cruel question, but I asked it anyway.
“I might have had some last year.” Siesta’s pale silver hair
fluttered in the wind. She gave a small, crooked smile. “I still had
things I wanted to ask you then. But…” She tucked her hair
behind her ears. “I know you consider me precious now. I know
you enjoyed those three years. Then, even though I never
expected to, I got to go to your apartment again and have pizza
with you…and then fight the enemy, travel by air, and solve a
case, and see a musical, and hold you close. I have no more
regrets.”
Siesta spoke firmly. I saw no hesitation in her face.
In that case, my answer was—
The moment I said it, Siesta stopped in her tracks. There was
no way she’d forgotten whose taunt that had originally been and
when it was from.
“Are you stupid, Kimi?”
She reproached me the way she always did.
But on this battlefield, her voice seemed just a little energized.
“It’s a thousand years too early for you to provoke me.”
When she turned back to face me, she was holding a small
pistol in her left hand. “Come to think of it, we’ve never really
tried to kill each other before, have we?”
“No, although you single-handedly almost killed me.”
Even under these circumstances—no, because of them—Siesta
and I smiled at each other.
“—Now then.”
But almost immediately, our eyes turned cold.
“Are you ready for this, Siesta?”
“I could ask you the same, Assistant.”
Then, at the foot of the great tree towering over all mankind,
Siesta and I pointed our guns at each other.
It was the first—and last—big fight we ever had.
Buenas noches
“Wh-why…?” I murmured.
However, I’d actually anticipated that Nagisa would come here.
I’d borrowed her body once, awakening in order to help my
assistant. In the same way, if it was for his sake, Nagisa would
come running no matter where he was. People might call it
“improbably convenient” and laugh, but that was how we were
wired.
“It’s been a long time, Siesta.”
Her arms gently released their hold on me.
Nagisa’s soft smile was right in front of me. She’d chopped off
her long hair.
She got me good. Who’d have thought she’d appear disguised
as Hel?
“You haven’t changed, Nagisa,” I commented, a bit spitefully. I
was somewhat chagrined that she’d outfoxed me.
“Really? I think I changed my look pretty drastically.”
“I meant on the inside. And what is this anyway? Did you get
your heart broken or something?”
“…I really wish you wouldn’t just decide I’m the losing heroine.”
Nagisa gave me a long look with narrowed eyes, and then we
smiled at each other—But…
“…Hm? Huh?”
For some reason, I felt weak all of a sudden, and my knees
buckled.
“Whoops!” Nagisa hugged me again, this time to keep me from
falling. I didn’t recall getting hit with a tranquilizer bullet, but…for
some reason, I was suddenly sleepy.
“I’m sorry,” Nagisa apologized in a small voice, right in my ear. I
really couldn’t stay on my feet, and I dropped to my knees, still
leaning against her.
“What on earth…?”
Come to think of it, I could feel a tiny prickle of pain on my left
upper arm. I forced my heavy eyelids open and examined that
spot. There was no blood. When Nagisa had first hugged me,
something had—
“—It’s a tranquilizer.”
That was my assistant’s voice.
He came toward us, still in his ragged jacket, leaning on Noches
for support. “It’s a special drug a certain underground doctor
compounded for us. I hear it’s based on the pollen that put me to
sleep.”
“…So that’s what it was.”
The weapons my assistant and the others used must have been
covered in it. The Inventor had left us a week ago, but apparently
he’d returned. He’d probably heard that Nagisa had awakened
and wanted to keep an eye on her progress. Then my assistant
had proposed this plan, and he’d helped out.
“But what then? What are you planning to do to me once I’m
asleep and unable to resist?” Frustrated that I’d fallen for his
scheme, I teased my assistant, resting my head on Nagisa’s lap.
“Don’t be an idiot. All this time, and still no trust?”
Yes, that’s the face I wanted to see.
When I smiled, my assistant sighed and did the same. But then,
as he explained their reasons for putting me to sleep, his face
grew serious again. “This way, we should be able to temporarily
stop the seed in your heart from growing.”
Oh, I knew it. Closing my eyes, I listened to my assistant. He
had a tone that was brusque yet somehow gentle.
“After Natsunagi woke up yesterday, when she and I were
brainstorming ways to save you, we picked up on something
weird. While you were asleep in Natsunagi’s heart, when
Chameleon almost killed me, you came to save me just once.”
It had happened more than a month ago. On a large cruise
ship, I’d borrowed Nagisa’s body and fought Chameleon alongside
my assistant. Nagisa had talked me into using her body.
“The problem was that ‘just once’ bit.” Sounding rather sad, my
assistant explained, “Why did you only wake up that one time?
Why didn’t you even try…? It was all to avoid activating the seed
that had taken root in your heart. Meaning as long as you’re
asleep, as long as you stay unconscious, that seed won’t grow.”
He was right.
Had Nagisa been the one who’d realized it? No, it might have
been my assistant, since he’d spent the past few days with me.
On our trip to New York, I’d slept even longer than I used to. It
had been a defensive reaction, an unconscious attempt to protect
myself.
“But Assistant…you’ve also realized there’s no point to this,
haven’t you?”
Opening my heavy eyelids, I saw that Noches, Charlie, and Yui
had joined Nagisa and my assistant. They were all watching me,
and it was a little embarrassing. …Still, I understood. These were
my assistant’s current companions.
It’s all right. He’s all right now.
Relieved, I told him he didn’t have to do this. “Putting me to
sleep is only a stopgap measure. Besides, there’s no guarantee
that this will arrest the seed’s growth entirely. A few years down
the road, the seed that will destroy the world may sprout and turn
me into a monster. I may kill all of you someday. And so, really—”
“We knew that when we chose this.” My assistant knelt next to
me and continued. “Anyway, Stephen’s the one who gave me this
tranquilizer. You know what that means, right?”
“…I see. You really don’t cut corners anymore, do you?”
The Inventor, Stephen Bluefield, refused to work on hopeless
cases. That let him focus his efforts on lives that could still be
saved. Since he’d prescribed this drug to me, I must still have a
chance. He wouldn’t forgive me for giving up on life. After all, I’d
been the one to quote his philosophy at him earlier.
“—It looks like I’ve been utterly defeated.”
Detectives must protect their clients’ interests and grant their
wishes.
Nagisa had made both our wishes—for the other to live—come
true at the same time.
That was something the old me hadn’t been able to do. I’d only
been able to make it happen with my own death. However, Nagisa
had once made the same mistake as I had—and then she’d found
this answer. She’d definitely beaten me.
“Ma’am! Ma’am…!”
My right hand was warm with tears and another’s body heat—
Charlie had taken my hand in both of hers, and she couldn’t keep
from crying any longer. No matter how much time passed, my first
apprentice was always adorable.
“…Heh-heh. I see. In the end, you two surpassed me as well.”
The drug was really taking hold on me now, and my eyelids
grew heavier. Still, pretending to gaze up at the sky, I peeked at
my assistant’s and Charlie’s faces. Have you two started getting
along a little better? I didn’t know, but there was one thing I was
sure of.
“You’ve gotten stronger, haven’t you?”
Strong enough to surpass me.
The remark seemed to startle my assistant; his eyes went wide.
Then his expression softened. “Yeah, actually, Charlie and I were
faking like we didn’t get along. All part of the plan. We’re actually
a great team and best buds. Right?”
“Um, huh? …Yes, that’s right! I—I love Kimizuka!” In response
to my assistant’s forced setup line, Charlie gave an extremely stiff
smile.
“…Heh, heh-heh. I see. That’s good.”
I’d never dreamed I’d get to see these two with their arms
around each other’s shoulders, even if it was just an act. I
laughed in spite of myself.
“You’ve got it rough too, Nagisa. All these rivals.”
“Aaaaah! Aaaaah! I can’t heaaar yooou!”
When I teased her, Nagisa clapped her hands over her ears in
an exaggerated gesture… Then, like my assistant, she grinned.
“Hey, Siesta?”
“Hm?”
The wind ruffled Nagisa’s short hair.
“Thank you for giving me a place to belong, Ace Detective,” she
said, smiling through her tears. Now that sounded familiar.
“You took the words right out of my mouth.” Reaching out with
some difficulty, I wiped her tears away with my fingertips. “Thank
you for teaching me about emotions, Ace Detective.”
Because Nagisa was there… I’m sure I’m able to smile now,
surrounded by this irreplaceable happiness, because of your
passion.
“Siesta.” At Yui and Noches’s gentle encouragement, my
assistant took my left hand.
“Assistant.” Squeezing his hand back, I said the words that
suddenly came to mind. “If you ever lose your energy, the first
thing you need to do is get a lot of sleep.”
That seemed to puzzle him; still, as I blinked slowly, he watched
me.
There were a few last things I wanted to make sure I told him. I
wasn’t able to handle complicated thoughts at this point, so I just
drew on my recent memories. “And then bathe, all right? Cleanse
your body, cleanse your mind. Then eat lots of food.”
“…Right, like earlier.”
“Don’t just eat pizza, though. Try to strike a healthy balance and
get moderate exercise. And then… That’s right. You have lots of
companions, so if you’re ever worried about something, talk it
over with them right away. You tend to hold everything in.”
“Hey, you have no right to tell me that.” My assistant geared up
to flick my forehead with his middle finger, the way he had earlier
—but then he gently brushed my bangs aside with his fingertip.
“You’re talking about nothing but me again.”
“Am I? I’m sleepy. I can’t really tell.”
However, in terms of regrets, that was about all I had left. As
long as my assistant ate plenty of food, and laughed with his
friends, and lived through mediocre, peaceful, extraordinary days,
that was enough for me.
“Haaah. Good grief.” From the look in his eyes, he seemed to be
testing me. “You really like me far too much, don’t you?” he
asked, trying to hit me with an extra-large helping of payback.
“Yes, you’re right. I like you.”
“…Don’t just give it to me straight like that.”
Mm-hmm. As the Ace Detective, I can’t let my assistant have
the upper hand. With Nagisa’s help, I sat up next to him. He
heaved a big sigh, then smiled wryly.
We both cracked up, and then Nagisa, Charlie, Yui, and Noches
were all laughing. Even as tears stained their cheeks.
“Someday, I’ll…no, we’ll wake you up. I swear we will. And so,
until then—”
My assistant squeezed my left hand.
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