"no one told me how lonely it is up here"

"people say there's splendor in that bright light but my growing shadow swallows me and becomes a monster"

"i only go higher and vertigo overtakes me"

ouch. everything hurts.

the vertigo reference damn

i feel so sad for him and for all of them because i don't think he is the only one feeling this...how can they enjoy the simple things of life when they can't go outside as they want and just breathing the air, walking, holding hand with the person they love

i knew that this fame would come with consequences but having yoongi saying it with music is a punch in the face and heart

they deserve to live peacefully

to be honest i don't understand how people can't just listening to the music and stop wanting more about them?? like those people will not enjoy being follow by someone in their life! so why do they this to them? i'm the kind of people who see celebrities and just smile at them and go away, because first i'm shy, and then i really really don't want to annoy them, and after they don't owe me anything and i'm not looking for something else from them; they are having their time to enjoy whatever they are doing so let them be. they are fucking humans like us. they are not living for us. they are living for them. and they want a life too. without people screaming at them and taking pictures when they just go to airport for example. what is so important to see them going to airport??? what is the point??? just go to events, to concerts, things for fans, idk but don't bother them at those free times. i know that not everyone can't go to events and everything, me included. i was just once at a concert but yeah it's sad if you can't go there, but it's okay. just let them alone.

anyway i will stop because i wrote a lot here and i need to stop ha