Cherry

so i’ll give you guys a little context of what my life has been at least for the past two years. <3

not a daisy fresh girl anymore

so much has happened in the past month, i met so many people and made so many friends that make me so so happy.

i love it when my guy friends treat me like a princess, i’m gonna be real with you guys ik most of them are just waiting for the chance to shoot their shot but i do care for them and i love them and i want to keep them in my life. i love it when they open my doors, when they call me baby, when they are suggestive but in a respectful and playful way, when they fix things for me, when they listen, when they hug me and they are just so tall, when they look like they want to kiss me.

also it’s a good time to tell y’all i’m leaving V and maybe G on 2024, nothing ever happened between V and i and i’m so tired of begging and waiting for something that idk if it will happen. and G i mean the whole thing was so toxic, we met when we were 15 and although i do feel some kind of weird attachment towards him i see no reason why i should keep him in my life if we were never going anywhere.

i’m moving in a few days, and i’m so excited for all the changes that are coming and all the people i’ll meet. i’ll keep you guys updated as always.

happy new year!! i love y’all, thank u for always listening and giving me advice and your opinion on what i post, it means the world to me <3

it’s so frustrating to notice that G was really kind of a soulmate in some weird way.

saturday i went to this house party

today i woke up to the news that suddenly every fucking girl is into V 😭😭😭 like a few months ago no one acknowledged him and now he is the boy everyone wants and i took it as a sign that it’s over for me and i should stop focusing on that bc honestly what are the odds that all of this could happen in less than a week after being into him for almost a year now😭. it hurts a lot but honestly there’s no much i can do. if something happens it’s bc it was really for me and if he ends up with another girl then i’ll just cry a little and move on.

i just really wanted it to be him.

so i went to a party tn

rn i’m honestly going through a tough time (nothing to do with V lol) and it’s honestly surprising how G, despite already having moved out of town and having a million girls to talk to in college now texted me just when i needed someone just to remind me he won’t forget me ever. it’s such a shame he is a manwhore bc the way he loves me is honestly out of a book written by a woman

i fucking need to leave this house i really don’t know how im gonna be able to survive 6 more months in here.