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Meet The Narrator

@ask-irl-me / ask-irl-me.tumblr.com

Don't like me? Just block and skedaddle. πŸ˜’

Meet the face of ShadowWolfMemes

Howdy, folks! I'm the creator of my main blog, @shadowwolfmemes and my other side blogs. It's so nice to meet all of you wonderful people on my blog!

Before I properly introduce myself, let me list of all the rules/DNI here. If you can't respect them, don't expect me to respect you.

Rule #1: I ask that you don't sexualize me. It's one thing to draw/write about a FICTIONAL character in a sexual manner, but don't do it to a real person such as me because that's disrespectful. Even when I officially graduate out of high school in 6 months, I will never consent to being sexualized just so a million of online strangers can jack off to it. I'm a real person, not some cartoon character.

Rule #2: If you're going to waste your time sending a hateful message, I will waste no time blocking you. I don't care if you're a troll trying to gain attention. If you don't like me, block me before I block you. I'm not obligated to listen to my haters bitch and moan over dumb shit that most likely doesn't matter because it's pointless. So, I suggest you don't waste your time with me either.

Rule #3: If you ask me something I deem too personal, I have the right not to answer it. Don't get upset when it comes off too vague for your liking because I don't have to answer your ask at all.

Rule #4: I don't mind if you're a NSFW blog, but that doesn't mean you get to engage in NSFW roleplays with me or send pornographic images to me. Keep that on your own blog.

DNI: ❌Proshipper, terf, radqueer, against the LGBTQ, ableist, anti-furry, pseudo-autism/trans-autistic, pedophile, zoophile, racist, necrophile, Gacha Heater, BellaTheWolf fan, BudsforBuddies fan, Trump supporter, objectum, incest supporter, plushphile.❌

[Respect it or get blocked!]

Average conversations with The Narrator (ft. Liana Longtail)

Ugh, I just realized that I only have 3 female OCs. I've got Liana, Darla, and Shea. Most of my OCs are men, I need to create more diversity!
Liana: Uh, Creator? You've got Vixie, too. Remember?
Oh yeah. Thank you for reminding me that she exists. But that's only 4. Four is a very little number, you know.
Liana: But you've also got Star-Swirl, Darrius's and Dasher's daughter, so make that five. You didn't forget her, too, have you?
I need more ideas on creating female OCs, something no one has come up before.
Liana: Have you ever seen a female large unit walking around the Alliance bases? I sure haven't.
Liana, you are a GENIUS! It may not be completely original because other people on this platform has already came up with the idea, but that doesn't stop me from making a large female unit OC. I think I'll make this one a large cameraman. I mean, large cameraWOMAN.
Liana: And others say I'm the dumbest one. No idiot can come up with an idea of their own.
Now let's not get too ahead of yourself there. There are times where you've let your intrusive thoughts win without thinking twice. I'm not saying you're completely stupid, but you need to learn self control.
Liana: Creator, that's me being reckless. It's not the exact same as stupidity. And I DO have self control! I've stopped myself from tearing certain people apart!
Smart people don't just rush into things without coming up with strategies. You have a hard time doing that. Instead of arguing with me, try thinking of ways to improve yourself. Okay?
Liana: Whatever, Creator. I can totally come up with good strategies. [Walks away] I don't need to have the same IQ as Albert Einstein to act smart. It's not even that hard. I've avoided getting myself into trouble by not falling for obvious traps!
... Okay...?

There's no such thing as being "trans-autistic"

I've keep seeing this a lot on Tumblr, but can we please stop using autism as a fucking aesthetic? If you know you're not autistic, don't fucking call yourselves that! This disorder has been generalized enough by ableist people, the last I want is people pretending to be autistic. If you think you're all that, go to a professional and THEN you can say say if you have actual autism or not.

If you don't, then you don't and that's that. Stop trying to use the disorder like it's some cutesy cosplay!

You "TransID" people think it's not harmful, but it actually is. How so, you ask? Deny it all you want, but it's considered ableist and condescending to label yourself autistic whenever you feel like it. You're basically mocking our disorder as if it's meant to be looked down upon.

Autism comes with downsides because it is a neurological disorder some people are born with and stuck with for eternity. It doesn't give you superpowers. You can't turn it on and off like a light switch either.

Before you ableist TransIDs come at me saying I'm "fake-claiming", I'm gonna go 'head and give y'all a big fat reality check...

I CANNOT FAKE-CLAIM SOMETHING THAT ISN'T REAL. IF YOU'RE "TRANS-AUTISTIC", YOU'RE NOT ACTUALLY AUTISTIC. YOU'RE JUST AN ABLEIST, IDIOTIC, CLOUT CHASER.

Sorry not sorry for speaking the truth~!

You can get mad at me all you fucking want, TransIDs, it's not my fault you purposely trapped yourselves in this delusional bubble of yours by trying to be something you know you're not.

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im angry about the general lack of knowledge and demonization of delusions / psychosis and its intersection with physical nonhumanity on platforms like tt and insta. but i really really really dont have the spoons to do ne thing about it rn .

like its just not polite to reality check people. please dont reality check delusional people unless they have specififcally told you it helps them. for most of us it just riles us up and causes more distress. i was reality checked last night because of a user's post and it stressed me out so bad i had a psychotic break last night, i was terrified of clouds in minecraft and thought they were going to kill me. i was able to calm down but it made me feel like shit.

i can't tell my family either or theyll try and stop me from going on my trip this weekend that ive been planning for a month.

Reality checks are only rude if you correct someone while making someone feel like an idiot. There are ways to remind someone of the real world without putting them down.

And I'm sorry you had to go through a psychotic breakdown, that must've been a terrible feeling.

Just saying is all.

Hi there!

Reality checks are unpleasant regardless of whether you're being "rude" or not.

if someone says they are afraid of a unicorn in their room, its not helpful to say "theres no unicorn, dont be afraid." what IS helpful is empathizing. "i understand that this must be frightening, how can i best support you?" there's no reason to invalidate what someone is feeling. telling someone that the unicorn they are afraid of doesn't exist makes us feel horrible. it's invalidating and makes us feel like shit

please LISTEN to psychotic people before you decide to speak over us and our experiences.

thank you!

I feel like you might've gone a little over the top with your response. But if I sounded rude, then I apologize because I wasn't trying to be condescending neither was I trying to speak over psychotic people.

I don't have psychosis, so I don't get to have a say. However, I will say that I hope your condition gets better because having psychosis does not sound fun.

I hope you have a good day/night.

i honestly think i was well within the realm of reason to answer in the way i did. i’m not angry at all, just trying to advocate for a marginalized group that is heavily misunderstood and systematically treated poorly, by doctors and everyday folks. if i sounded terse i apologize for any harm i have caused, however going forward, i encourage you to be careful making claims about something you don’t understand as you did with reality checking.

the reality of psychosis is that i will probably struggle with it for the rest of my life, just like i will my autism (although it can go into remission) it’s a type of neurodivergence just like autism or adhd.

i appreciate your concern tho and i hope you are filled with peace and feel loved.

(This is me on one of my main's side blogs)

Hi again. I may have already apologized, but I feel like I only done it half assed. So, I wanna say it again, but this time, it'll be more sincere.

When I came back to this, I realized how downplaying and actually condescending my sentence was until I came back to it. Your condition is not something to be looked down upon or made fun of.

I wasn't thinking clearly when I made that post, which is why I deleted those reblogs on my account. Realizing this now, I will do my best to be better at thinking before I type something out (to prevent from accidentally hurting someone). Hurting you was not and will never be my intention because you didn't deserve that.

I hope your life is full of love and peace.

i really appreciate it. i know it takes a lot of guts to come back to something like this and take ownership for your actions, and it means a lot to me that you are committed to doing the right thing.

thank you for your apology, although i would like you to know that there was nothing you could have done to make me hate you. all is well my friend.

i hope something good happens to you today! i mean that for real :)

I am so thankful you're not holding a grudge against me. If someone were to speak that way about my autism, I would have responded with a lot more annoyance (I'm not saying you responded with anger or annoyance, that's something I would have done).

I applaud you for your patience. Seriously.

I wish the most happiness for you! :D

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"extremely friendly" suuuuuuuuuure cunt

Whoever you are, don't you dare talk to me again... Hater...

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It's that same @/8iid bitch. Either that or her little braindead minions are defending that off brand Bella The Wolf girl.

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im angry about the general lack of knowledge and demonization of delusions / psychosis and its intersection with physical nonhumanity on platforms like tt and insta. but i really really really dont have the spoons to do ne thing about it rn .

like its just not polite to reality check people. please dont reality check delusional people unless they have specififcally told you it helps them. for most of us it just riles us up and causes more distress. i was reality checked last night because of a user's post and it stressed me out so bad i had a psychotic break last night, i was terrified of clouds in minecraft and thought they were going to kill me. i was able to calm down but it made me feel like shit.

i can't tell my family either or theyll try and stop me from going on my trip this weekend that ive been planning for a month.

Reality checks are only rude if you correct someone while making someone feel like an idiot. There are ways to remind someone of the real world without putting them down.

And I'm sorry you had to go through a psychotic breakdown, that must've been a terrible feeling.

Just saying is all.

Hi there!

Reality checks are unpleasant regardless of whether you're being "rude" or not.

if someone says they are afraid of a unicorn in their room, its not helpful to say "theres no unicorn, dont be afraid." what IS helpful is empathizing. "i understand that this must be frightening, how can i best support you?" there's no reason to invalidate what someone is feeling. telling someone that the unicorn they are afraid of doesn't exist makes us feel horrible. it's invalidating and makes us feel like shit

please LISTEN to psychotic people before you decide to speak over us and our experiences.

thank you!

I feel like you might've gone a little over the top with your response. But if I sounded rude, then I apologize because I wasn't trying to be condescending neither was I trying to speak over psychotic people.

I don't have psychosis, so I don't get to have a say. However, I will say that I hope your condition gets better because having psychosis does not sound fun.

I hope you have a good day/night.

i honestly think i was well within the realm of reason to answer in the way i did. i’m not angry at all, just trying to advocate for a marginalized group that is heavily misunderstood and systematically treated poorly, by doctors and everyday folks. if i sounded terse i apologize for any harm i have caused, however going forward, i encourage you to be careful making claims about something you don’t understand as you did with reality checking.

the reality of psychosis is that i will probably struggle with it for the rest of my life, just like i will my autism (although it can go into remission) it’s a type of neurodivergence just like autism or adhd.

i appreciate your concern tho and i hope you are filled with peace and feel loved.

(This is me on one of my main's side blogs)

Hi again. I may have already apologized, but I feel like I only done it half assed. So, I wanna say it again, but this time, it'll be more sincere.

When I came back to this, I realized how downplaying and actually condescending my sentence was until I came back to it. Your condition is not something to be looked down upon or made fun of.

I wasn't thinking clearly when I made that post, which is why I deleted those reblogs on my account. Realizing this now, I will do my best to be better at thinking before I type something out (to prevent from accidentally hurting someone). Hurting you was not and will never be my intention because you didn't deserve that.

I hope your life is full of love and peace.

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YAAAAAAAAAAAAY

You like Sprunki too?!

I just got infected

What do you think of OC?

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It's cute. And it seems like a certain someone got infected, too.

What would your OC look like in horror form?

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I'll do her horror form later

She'll probably similar to Wenda's.

Realistically this can go both ways

Here's what Liana in horror form:

Black Sprunki is just that powerful...

Tf is in her eye her wings ?

The feather shard in her eye is a part of her astral wings. Yeah, each shard can be detached into individual shards.

Okay I'm assuming my hero academia hawks

LOL XD

I haven't watched MHA in a while and I know exactly what you mean!

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YAAAAAAAAAAAAY

You like Sprunki too?!

I just got infected

What do you think of OC?

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It's cute. And it seems like a certain someone got infected, too.

What would your OC look like in horror form?

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I'll do her horror form later

She'll probably similar to Wenda's.

Realistically this can go both ways

Here's what Liana in horror form:

Black Sprunki is just that powerful...

A lot of people have been complaining about how hard life is and not wanting to move on anymore because they're not getting what they wanted right away, even though they claimed they tried everything. Did you really try, though? If you knew life was never meant to be easy, you wouldn't be giving up so easily when things don't turn out the way you want it. Facing life's challenges are like baking a complex cake for the first time. It might look easy on the surface, but once you get started, you will find out soon enough that it's a real struggle. No one's gonna get it right the first time. When you look at what you're doing and compare it to the desired outcome, your results are gonna look messy the first time. And that's okay because guess what. Professionals didn't wake up with the ability to do what they're good at. They started out and struggled as beginners, too. Professionals were once amateurs, so do not beat yourself up for making mistakes. Life is all about trial and error, everybody learns at their own pace, so don't call yourself a failure for not matching someone else's pace. If you choose to give up now, all your achievements, all your hard work, all your efforts would mean nothing because you chose to throw them in the bin. If you choose to give up now, all your dreams would be deemed useless because you didn't believe in yourself. If you choose to give up now, you're telling yourself that you're not good enough. What's even worse? You're also proving any naysayer right. What I'm trying to say is: DON'T be afraid to reach for the stars! Who cares if you don't get it right the first time? Learning is a part of life, always has been, always will be. Don't let life's challenges scare you! When you believe in yourself and work hard enough, life challenges will fear you instead.

What's your favorite game?

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I used to be obsessing over a lot of video games such as Minecraft, My Singing Monsters, Minecraft Dungeons and Minecraft Story Mode.

Right now, I'm currently obsessing over Half-Life and Sprunki. I honestly don't know if I necessarily have one favorite game because I'm picky like that.

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