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Welcome to my blog! Sit and stay a spell. I hope you enjoy your visit ♡

Call me Bee!

Here are some things to know about me:

She/her/they/them or any other pronouns you enjoy (here's a post explaining my gender)

you can put pretty much anything in my ask box (as long as it's nice)

I have so many fandoms I don't even know how to list them all (I don't have anything specific I post you just have to roll with my hyperfixations) but I would love to talk to anyone about any of them, please please talk to me. Some of the top ones (in the order I can think of them) are Tolkien, ATLA, Star Trek, Teen Wolf, Merlin, a whole lot of musicals but esp Starkid musicals, Firefly, The Starless Sea, A Discovery Of Witches, Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, Psych, Fallout, and Leverage.

A literal bee and my followers are my bumblebabes

Join the Starless Sea discord server I'm part of, it's lots of fun!!! And if clicking on the embedded link doesn't work here's the written link: https://discord.gg/FM5GGVMtFC. Come join the harbour!

Sideblogs:

Aesthetics: @bumble-meadow

Cryptids and creepy vibes: @sippin-stardust

Yelling at my dad: @letters-to-my-father

Please no hate or political stuff. I'm here to escape real life and indulge in my little fantasies and don't want to go into the ugliness of the world here

Do something small. Do something actionable.

It's important that folks turn out and vote no on it.

Vote in every election folks, it's important. Decisions are made by those who show up.

florida has abortion on the ballot this november! our primary is in august! every state has something going on!!

"let it burn" is not a strategy. it plays to lazy doomerism, accelerationist wet dreams, and either ignorance or privilege that assumes they personally will be okay regardless of who's in charge.

Keep moving J002E3, this is Earth’s turf.

We really do owe the Moon a lot. I mean, she's HUGE compared to the sorts of moons a planet like ours usually gets. A planet our size can usually expect a couple of decent asteroid captures, but nothing like her. And because she's so big, 1/4 of our mass, her gravity deflects so much space crap from coming near us. She's like a big, burly knight with a big shield. I like her.

It’s always so weird finding myself in a post with a ton of notes.

Fun family story: when my aunt was marrying her wife everyone was really excited but also dreading it because my aunt is known for her insanely long speeches so everyone knew her vows would be like 9 hours long so when it came time for her to say her vows she had a shit ton of cue cards in her hands and even her wife started groaning and my aunt took a deep inhale and then unravelled all the cue cards which were taped together and they all just read ‘HOT DAMN’ in giant letters and those were my aunts vows.

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And now since I officially have permission to use this photo

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job search going poorly but not as poorly as it did for those 4 months i didnt realize i was sending out a resume on which i had accidentally replaced my entire “skills” section with the single word “Please”

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we do need to revisit the wording of "you can't have your cake and eat it too" because i don't think it clearly enough conveys that it's more that you can't simultaneously retain a cake and also get to consume it (which would render you cakeless). for years i was like But why not....it's my cake....?

this fucking problem is how they caught the unabomber

hey you should uh. elaborate. for my own personal satisfaction

the unabomber was pedantic about idiomatic phrases like "have your cake and eat it too" and rephrased it to "eat your cake and have it too" (which to be very fair makes sense). fast forward to when he starts writing manifestos. he uses the phrase word for word in his pedantic style and his brother (who has been keeping his eyes on the unabomber shit for obvious reasons) notices the phrase and is like "oh fuck that's my fucking brother no one else fucking says that" and calls in an FBI tip

will someone explain why “I’m not used to being touched, except by Peeta or my family” has the same energy as “but every night, I let him into my bed” and why both make me more than slightly feral?

Anyway, stop playing into spoiler culture, you will feel happier I promise.

I'm not saying "just stop getting upset if you get something spoiled". You're in your full right to feel upset and disappointed that you got spoiled something that you wanted to experience firsthand. That's something reasonable to be upset about.

But now that companies have been playing into the whole "avoid spoilers at all costs" thing for the last few years, you really should consider who monetarily benefits from promoting a cultural climate where you feel like you have to consume every media product you're interested in as soon as humanly possible because otherwise every second you spend not having consumed it is a second you spend at risk of having it "ruined" by having something revealed to you. And that should make you question if spoilers really deserve the place they occupy in current pop culture as The Worst Thing That Can Ever Happen To a Piece of Media You Want To Consume.

Like, it's okay. If you get spoiled it's understandable to be mad about it but a story that's worth experiencing is still worth experiencing after you know the Big Twist.

The discovery of the statue of Antinous in Delphi, Greece in 1894

Really obsessed with this one like how old cameras worked making everyone blurry against the statue and just makes you realize how long the statue has been right. There.

Recently I ran across an article about an art center that was doing creative expression classes for people with disabilities. Not that unusual, I've encountered that and trauma-oriented art therapy before, but it was the first time I'd come across the idea since getting diagnosed with ADHD. While the class was aimed more at high-needs disabilities, it occurred to me that I could -- if I wanted -- make non-prose art about being disabled.

Outside of my work in scene design I've never been much of a visual artist because I've never felt I had the combination of "something to say" and "a meaningful way to say it", but I started to question how meaningful and complex I really had to be to just make some statements about having ADHD. I can do it in prose, after all.

So I started thinking about how you would talk, in visual language, about things like time blindness, shame stemming from undiagnosed disability, the shift in behavior that medication can induce. Ways to express my condition to people who don't experience it. I still didn't really know how to build the pieces but whenever I went to an art museum I'd think about how I might do a gallery installation. The centerpiece of my mental gallery was a pair of barcodes, one marked "Neurotypical" and one marked "Neurodivergent".

[ID: An interior view of a small booklet, with pages marked 1 and 2, showing barcodes -- on the left, labeled Neurotypical, and on the right, in slightly weirder configuration, labeled Neurodivergent.]

And then I thought, why not make a zine? Nothing you're thinking of couldn't be put in zine form instead of on a gallery wall.

[ID: The booklet continues to pages 3 and 4; on page 3 is a postage-style label reading AUTISM with up arrows on either side, and on page 4 is a QR code labeled ADHD. The QR code technically should work but it just dumps a block of text I wrote about having ADHD into a browser.]

I grew up with zine culture in the 90s and I always wanted to make one but much like with visual art, I never felt like I had the right kind of thing to say; either I had too much to say or too little, and anyway I wasn't confident that what I wanted to do wouldn't just come off as trite and obvious. But you can make a six-page zine out of a single sheet of paper, so I did: I made Helpful Labels For Strange Brains by idab zines, a division of Extribulum Press. (i--dab is a term for a cuneiform tablet that contains a royal communication.)

[ID: The last two pages feature the same image -- a cereal bowl with a spoon in it, the spoon containing a single Adderall pill. One image, however, is captioned "Wake up. Pour yourself a cup of iced coffee. Fix a bowl of cereal. It's going to be a good day." while the other is covered in a detailed ADHD-style step-by-step process for the same actions, culminating in "It's going to be a day like that."]

I'm pretty pleased with how it came out -- the art all looks intentional and it still has that "taped this together after school" aesthetic I remember fondly from the 90s. And the confines of six pages, each only a few inches square, offers a good structure to keep things clear, simple, and meaningful.

[ID: The cover of the zine, labeled "Helpful Labels For Strange Brains" in a kind of esoteric stampy font.]

Especially nice is that if you wanted to you could just hand out the flat sheet, and let folks fold it into a booklet or not -- there's instructions for folding it on the back of the zine. Additionally I have some sticker backed printer paper so I could print it such that you could literally turn the labels into real labels.

Anyway if you want it, here ya go. You can print it on a single sheet of paper and follow the instructions on the back to fold it. I thought about selling it but I do not have the spoons to do a bunch of printing and folding and shipping.

some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

I couldn't remember the word "doorknob" ten minutes ago.

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