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benjiiii ✰

@benjineedssleep

21 | nyc | he/they/she ❤ ur local scemo loser and bitchless boykisser ❤ i write sometimes if that matters | 18+ pls, suggestive content multifandom but mostly bandom/sdv !!!

yo! it's benji! i'm your local scene emo loser and boykisser that spends most of his days yappin' online. figured i'd make a new intro or smth bc i've been here long enough to make myself a nice little nest. feel free to chill if you want :P

about me :3

  • i'm 21, my pronouns are he/they/she (heavy on he), and i have a couple of other names you might know me by (including goose!!!)
  • i'm autistic and my special interests are music and stardew valley (and my favorite bands are fall out boy and origami angel hehe)! most of the stuff i talk about here will be about them
  • i have a rarely used sideblog for music stuff -> benjifuckinbusy
  • i'm chronically ill and have a lot of Moments ™️ mentally and physically so be easy on me pls <3
  • i like making friends!!! as long as you're 18+ feel free to hmu :3

cool and swag tags

  • #benji writes fanfic - top used tag, it's my dumping grounds
  • #benji writes original fic - rarely used, mostly for my oc/sdv farmer apollo :3
  • #baby seasons change but people don't - my sambastian long fic tag, usually referred to as 'seasons'
  • #benji babbles - ramble tag stolen from my side blog bc i'm a YAPPER

links you might want

  • benji's broken record - a non-chronological and unorganized playlist of songs i've had on repeat from 2017-now
  • benji's mp3 player - fic, character, and oc playlist masterlist!!!
  • benji's fic library - a masterlist of all my published fics on ao3!
  • fic recommendations - stuff that altered my brain chemistry hehe (WIP)
  • stardew valley headcanon masterlist - bc that's how this all started here omg... (WIP)
  • 'seasons' post masterlist - everything about my sambastian long fic!!! (WIP)

When bestie gets her period in the middle of a Solarion Chronicles session and the party has to improv:

Shane is too busy doing mitski to notice Harvey obvious crush me thinks

(Whatever this doodle of them again)

tomboyism is so funny to me. gender non-conformity for girls is acceptable for like two minutes between the ages of 8 and 10. beyond that it’s appalling and you’re a freak but for those two years…… they could’ve had it all

i love cheese sticks. i love just eating hunks of cheese as a snack. you know how awesome life has to be that we can just eat cheese by itself? how can you not enjoy the concept of a cheese stick? or eating shredded cheese from the bag at like 3 am when you get the munchies? how much whimsy must you have to just be so fucking delicious on your own bro? don't even need to make a grilled cheese or a quesadilla or make it into a sauce for pasta or something. you can just eat it. like... guys please you need to understand how fucking fantastic cheese is

what the fuck was i on three hours ago??? i don't even remember writing this 😭✌️

i love cheese sticks. i love just eating hunks of cheese as a snack. you know how awesome life has to be that we can just eat cheese by itself? how can you not enjoy the concept of a cheese stick? or eating shredded cheese from the bag at like 3 am when you get the munchies? how much whimsy must you have to just be so fucking delicious on your own bro? don't even need to make a grilled cheese or a quesadilla or make it into a sauce for pasta or something. you can just eat it. like... guys please you need to understand how fucking fantastic cheese is

what curious little pikmin creatures, fluttershy has found in her garden 🌱🌿🌸

The votes are in! Welcome, Haley, to the catalogue! I hope I did her justice — she was very hard to design for lol

Please, if you have a sec, lemme know below who you’d be interested in seeing next. Tall queen v. tall queen. 🥊

i’m going to hold your hands when i say this and i am only going to be kind about it once: ai does not belong in fandom spaces, ever. not in writing, not in art, not in video, not at all. it does not matter how bad you want to see your favourite characters kiss, or how much you need a bit of help finishing a chapter, or whatever.

make friends with artists. commission somebody. learn to draw yourself. ask for a beta read. try a writing partnership. fandom spaces are communities, so engage with them! it is about the journey and the fact that we all love something enough to create and build together about that thing.

spending 30 seconds to kill a tree and get an AI to push out some soulless empty piece of “content” is antithetical to the entire point of being engaged with fandom, and if you’ve taken to doing this you should really reconsider if you belong in these spaces with the rest of us.

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