The thought does occur to me that I won’t be able to become the girl I want to be without nurturing the girl I currently am.
sorry for being so submissive that it gives you the mindset of a feral predator desperate to fuck and hurt me but like.. someone’s gotta do it yknow
hi i’m rapebait i mean sorry hi i want you to rape me sorry i mean hi i’m a fuckdoll meant to be raped sorry hi i mean-
Boys are made to be bitten on the back of the neck as you mount them and rut into them
getting fucked by your buddies in the trunk of a station wagon on a night drive through the desert, high to the point that you can't form a complete sentence and pinned uncomfortably in the cramped space while your friends fuck you raw, punctuating their sexual aggression with a neverending stream of verbal beratement. this goes on for hours - when you're yanked up by your sweat- and filth-soaked hair to give the driver and passengers a good look, you catch a glimpse of the sprawling darkness outside. it looks no different than it did an hour ago, or two hours, or three. you feel like you're in purgatory.
hi weird and creepy boys I love you
i'm such a "shhh i've got you it's alright oh fuck you're doing so good" while they're wailing and screaming and thrashing in my arms kinda sadist
kissing that feels like they’re raping ur mouth.
Need someone to hunt me down in the woods and fuck until I'm begging for mercy, then tie my legs and arms and bring me home to be their plaything
pease love n respect but i need to be fucked in a chokehold
i say this as normal as possible i need to be flat on my tummy being crushed beneath their weight while they squeeze my neck in the crook of their arm n fuck me like they want me dead
fuck you, knots your cervix
"i need to break you in a little more" ughhbghhnsx