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im grateful for my fear of death. i am surrounded by so much love and joy. the world i came from, the world i belong to, it is inexplicably beautiful. and its me. the perfect circle of the iris, the steady rhythm of the heart, the signatures on our fingertips. the call of the ocean in our ear's pulse. shell to shell. such a simple pity that i will have to leave one day. but even after death, life is created. flowers will blossom, trees will grow, and when we are all dead and gone, nature will take us over. dispersed into the atmosphere, still stardust. life is eternal, just not ours.
female rage is not smudged mascara. female rage isn't cakey makeup or losing the back of an earring. it isn't materialistic inconveniences that boil girlhood down to femininity or vanity. female rage is being misunderstood. female rage is having your body being a site of violence. it's horror. it's the need to cry and yell but no voice to project with. it's belonging to a false god who created one in his image as messiah. it's hysteria. it's birth control and chronic fatigue and anxiety diagnosis. it's broken hymens and tainted innocence. it's a world designed for your persecution.
id like to add that the girl she was calling a "big back" struggles with an eating disorder and her body image and she's going through so much and the girl insulting her knows this. this kid is so annoying, she talks during class 24/7, shes constantly asking favours she can easily do herself and gets offended when you say no, she talks over you and she's invasive and she's inconsiderate
SHUT THE FUCK UP ABT BMI. i hate tht kid in my class sm, calling a regular sized person 'big backed' because their BMI was on the idk like, heavier side or whatever, like stfu tht person ur calling big backed isn't even close to anything overweight. GET OFF UR FUCKING HIGH HORSE KID. AND. the same kid makes little snide comments to their friends and i want to bitch slap them every single fucking time.... like wht did u js say to tht really pretty person abt something completely insignificant and how did it come off so horrible and hurtful. UGH.
