Hiya, welcome! This blog is about my current writing WIP, a queer superhero fantasy novel called Byoldervine, and is basically a space for me to share things with others who are interested and to engage with other writers who have such amazing ideas and themes that can inspire me to keep writing. I'll be sure to add more things as I go along if I think they'll fit here or if I get asked a lot, and as I go along I'll also use this as a master post for links to character sheet posts and other things like that. If you have any further questions about my writing, always feel free to ask, I love answering your questions!
I’ve been really keen on figuring out voice claims for the characters for some reason? But I’m really struggling to find ones for Connor and Kennedy because I don’t know where to find people with the right accents. If anyone could point me in the right directions, that’d be much appreciated!
Connor: While any Irish accent is likely worth looking into, at a brief scan Laois Irish is probably the area I’m imagining accent-wise; he was Irish when I came up with him pre-Byoldervine. Very emotive and inflective voice with a lot of energy and character behind it. Was made for voice acting. His voice is slightly high, but not too much so. Playful and chill for the most part
Kennedy: Aussie or maybe Kiwi accent, when I initially came up with her pre-Byoldervine she was Australian. She’d speak very formally with a more cultivated accent. Probably a slightly lower pitch. Closest I’ve heard to her voice is Cate Blanchett. Can handle the voice being a little flat and less emotive but not necessary.
How is it that in my fanfic days I could churn out chapter after chapter after chapter without even thinking about it, a trilogy of How To Train Your Dragon fics that are all about 50K words each, a 100-150K ‘Dreaded Fic’ of a fandom I shall not name, multiple Pokémon fics with god knows how many words
And yet I get worn out writing a sentence in my original story
Would you look at a baby and say they’d be shit at the Olympics?
Would you scoff at a toddler and say they’ll never be taken seriously as a gourmet chef?
Would you roll your eyes at a child and say they could never make it as an open heart surgeon?
Would you berate a teenager and say they’re not good enough to be loved by millions of people and so they should just stop existing altogether?
We can put our WIPs through such high expectations that usually aren’t appropriate to their creation stage. Just like you can’t compare a baby to an adult Olympian, you can’t compare a first draft or an initial sketch to a fully-formed masterpiece. Concepts and blueprints can help you reach the final product, but it can’t function as such, so why do we expect them to? Don’t compare your baby to a fully-grown adult
None of the four Celestial gods are actually related, though they all have varying degrees of familial-esque bonds with one another, whether that be as partners, close friends, siblings, parent-child, confidantes, etc. And not all of them are necessarily on the same page about what their relationships are; gods can be messy
But yeah, they’re a lot more of an ambiguous found family type of group than actual blood relations; only their children are their actual blood relatives
Okay so I was messing around with different brushes in Clip Studio Paint and got to 1am mucking around with some kind of ink blot one and one thing lead to another and—
I think she turned out kinda cute actually!
I’m not all that familiar with drawing plus-size or POC characters so Lazulai is always a fun character to draw. I hope I did it alright, looking at her now idk if I even made her look plus-sized outside of the attempts at neck chub, but I enjoyed it either way and that’s all my sleep-deprived brain needs right now lol
The Paracosm breaches are when portals open between Paracosm, aka the fantasy realm, and Terran, aka the human realm, thus releasing fantasy creatures into our world. When there’s a breach, Enigma and Angelus travel to Terran in order to send the creature back home to Paracosm and prevent/restore as much damage as they’re able, all while evading the Guardians who are trying to capture them for being vigilantes
One thing I like to do when I’m looking into a topic I know little to nothing about is to go on Reddit or other platforms with similar setups and ask relevant communities about it. The responses are generally more personalised there than on a Wiki page or something, and there’s usually at least one or two neurodivergent people who are super excited to infodump about their special interest and that’s an absolute boon in and of itself
Of course, you’ve also got to ensure that you compare their responses to more formal research and stuff, but it can be a good starting point if you’re not sure where to begin
Oh I’ve got MANY. If anyone wants a specific ramble or take then I’m more than happy to oblige, I love logic loops
Okay so for this one I’m gonna pull out of my ass the handling of Alya as the Fox, and to do that we need to begin with how she was handled in her heroic debut episode, Sapotis
We start with Alya wanting to figure out Ladybug’s identity for the umpteenth time, still very passionate about figuring it out, while Marinette tries to discourage her from the topic and remind Alya that Ladybug’s identity is secret for a reason. Alya is adamant that she’s trustworthy enough to keep the secret, and that she’d tell Marinette if she were Ladybug because best friends never keep anything from each other
Alya is later chosen this episode to be the first temp hero in the show, her trustworthiness making her ideal to wield the power of illusions via the Fox Miraculous. When it’s time to return the Miraculous, however, she starts to plead with Ladybug to let her keep it, proposing that they’d make a great team and she could help her and Chat Noir fight against Hawkmoth. Ladybug reminds her of her promise to return the Miraculous, but her earrings alert her that she’s about to transform back, so she has to hide while telling Alya that she’s trusting her
It’s actually Trixx that convinces her to return the Miraculous by saying that Alya would make a great hero mostly because of how trustworthy she is. Alya returns the Miraculous and rushes home, and is clearly tempted to tell Marinette all about her eventful night when asked, but remembers to keep her identity secret as promised and lies to Marinette in order to preserve her new secret identity as Rena Rouge, intentionally contradicting her earlier insistence that she’d tell Marinette in a heartbeat if she were a superhero
So why am I recounting the Rena Rouge debut? Because it all but sums up the slight issue in Alya being the Fox holder; Alya was chosen because she’s trustworthy, but she isn’t always as trustworthy as everyone claims she is
Now don’t get me wrong - for a standalone debut episode, Sapotis works perfectly! Alya starts out insistent that she’s trustworthy, but when that belief is put to the test she falters, albeit with good intentions. But ultimately, we do see her come to the right conclusion and prove her trustworthiness, even if it means both giving up the Fox Miraculous and going back on her word. It’s also one of the few times in the show that the lesson of the day is learned by someone other than Marinette; Alya learns that being trustworthy and being truthful/open aren’t the same thing, and that, in order to be truly trustworthy, sometimes you have to lie and keep secrets
This is a great start for Alya as the trustworthy hero/friend, and can also tie in to her as a reporter; she’s obsessed with giving her followers the authentic truth, both because she loves to learn about her passions and share her discoveries with the world, and also because she wants to build up a reputation of credibility and trustworthiness. And while that’s generally a great mission goal to strive for, there’s also nuance in that, such as with sharing personal or otherwise private information. We’ve seen her struggling with this previously, such as in Lady WiFi when she took a photo of Chloé’s locker in order to look through her belongings, though that lesson got largely overshadowed by Chloé’s escalation of the punishment to something that was way out of proportion
But the problem is, Sapotis doesn’t exist in a vacuum - or rather, it’s not supposed to. We’re alright in the episode Anansi, in which Carapace debuts and Alya immediately figures out that it’s Nino. Alya doesn’t say a word about it until Heroes’ Day, and only after Ladybug reveals both of their identities to each other. This seems like a good development; she’s content to let her knowledge remain a secret, even between her and Nino. We also never get any implications that she ever struggled with keeping secrets from Nino at this point. So far so good
It’s actually a decent while until this becomes a notable issue; in Gang Of Secrets, all the girls have the issue of going through Marinette’s room uninvited and trying to touch her things and stick around even when she tells them multiple times to leave. The girls then present Marinette with a bracelet, telling her to tell her secrets to it, and Alya is the one to say “If we’re really your friends, you can confide in us” in response to Marinette caring more about getting them out of her room than doing so
While they definitely didn’t intend it this way, the girls cornered her in what’s supposed to be a safe space, refused to respect her privacy or boundaries, pressured her to share specifically secrets with them, then their wording unintentionally implied a sort of ultimatum on their friendship. And for Alya to be involved in this, considering she’s meant to be the trustworthy one, isn’t great; pressuring others to share their secrets, especially in a group setting, is not a trustworthy act
When later captured while under akumatisation, it’s another speech about trustworthiness that gets Alya to break out of it, this time from Ladybug pointing out how she and Alya keep secrets from one another and yet still trust each other completely. Alya is able to deakumatise herself due to Ladybug’s unwavering trust in her, and this seems to stick with her in her later approach to speaking with Marinette
Once again, Alya learns a lesson; just like it’s important to keep secrets of your own to maintain trust with other people, other people will be doing the same thing, and sometimes that means you have to accept that there are secrets between you two, and being trustworthy doesn’t mean they’re obligated to confide in you about everything. As such, her approach is now much more focused on reaffirming that her friendship with Marinette will always stand unconditional to Marinette having private struggles, and that the ball will always be in Marinette’s court if she wants to share or not. It’s a much more healthy and person-centred approach that is, ultimately, what Marinette needed to hear and Alya needed to learn
But the identity reveal is a big test of Alya’s trustworthiness; we can start with Optigami, in which Alya is told to grab a certain Miraculous, but she additionally grabs the Turtle Miraculous so that Nino can join them as Carapace. Not necessarily going against Ladybug’s orders, but certainly overstepping her role by taking another Miraculous and putting it out in the field without the Guardian’s knowledge or permission
We follow up with Sentibubbler, which revolves around two things; Alya proving to Marinette that she’s still trustworthy enough to hold on to the Fox Miraculous, and Alya dealing with the consequences of shaking Ladybug’s trust in Optigami. I will say that I’m glad this episode exists; it’s a good natural consequence to the Optigami stunt and was a really fun episode to watch, especially with Alya pulling off such a cool plan on the fly. But it could’ve benefitted from acknowledging just a little more that Marinette’s paranoia is partially influenced by Alya’s actions, rather than just baseless trauma-induced nightmares. If this had been acknowledged properly, it could’ve worked as another lesson in trustworthiness and how fixing your mistakes is another way to be a trustworthy person
And from there we immediately jump to Rocketear, and this episode is where we really see Alya’s trustworthiness wavering beyond just a learning curve. Alya is struggling to follow through on the plan of making everyone believe the Fox Miraculous no longer has a holder because it involves lying to Nino. She repeatedly says that they don’t keep anything from each other and that, if she lies to Nino and he finds out, he’ll never trust her again. We’re getting into somewhat similar territory from both Sapotis and Gang Of Secrets here; the idea of never lying to your loved ones or keeping secrets from them, and associating trustworthiness with keeping no secrets regardless of reasonings
Alya eventually does tell Nino that she’s benched, and they go on a movie date that evening, but Nino gets the wrong impression from her constant phone-checking, her being unbothered by the Chat X Rena ship in the movie, etc, and comes to the conclusion that Alya is romantically interested in Chat Noir. It’s implied that this is due to the dishonesty, but would it be any different if he knew the truth? He’d know why Alya keeps checking her phone and why she left abruptly (being called for patrol), but the movie ship and the little kids playing out the ship dynamics would still happen, and he could very easily still come to the same conclusion, or at least he’d still be jealous and see Chat Noir as a love rival
But regardless of that, we end on Alya telling Marinette to trust her, and when Marinette agrees, Alya immediately tells Nino the truth about her new role as Rena Furtive - and we find out in the finale that Marinette had not been informed of this prior, so we can’t excuse this decision as her talking it out with Marinette first and Marinette trusting her to make that call even if she didn’t agree with it. And here lies Alya’s biggest issue with her trustworthiness; she made a big thing about not being able to lie to Nino and feeling like she was betraying him, but then she lied to Marinette and actually betrayed her trust by going back on her word
Alya prioritised being completely open and honest with Nino over following the orders Ladybug set in order to protect Alya and her loved ones, and in doing so has now betrayed Ladybug’s trust while additionally risking the safety of all three of them in the process. And this is the episode directly after Sentibubbler - she faced the dangerous consequences of this stuff a week ago at most, and she’s already doing it again at the first opportunity!
What I mean to say is, at very least in season 4, Alya’s trustworthiness takes a massive hit, and that’s a big deal when being trustworthy is consistently cited as one of her most notable traits to the point of it being the reason why she’s the Fox Miraculous holder in the first place. It’s another case of the show telling us one thing while showing us another
I’d go into season 5 but it’s like midnight right now and this is already long enough as it is, so I’ll save season 5 for another day. Hope this was alright!
What’s your character’s lying style? Lies of omission? Gaslighting? Redirection? Distribution of blame? Technical half-truths? Cartoonish clumsy spluttering? Silver-tongued cons? A lot can be said in a lie
“I hate it when I think I’m doing good but my word counter is still super low, I get so demotivated and—“
Get rid of the word counter
Check the settings for a way to remove it, or cover it up with a sticky note if you have to. If it demotivates you, don’t make it so easy to keep nervously glancing at it for some twisted semblance of approval or validation
“But how will I know I did enough—“
Measure by the time spent on the project, not the word count. Or another metric you can come up with. Don’t force yourself to abide by something that makes it harder to progress. If it demotivates you, get rid of it; you and your work will be better off for it
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