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An Andor Happy(ish)-Place

@colleybri

Female, she/her, 50s (so old enough to know better). Semi-retired English teacher. Huge 'Andor' nut, spew out meandering Reddit essays (u/Dear-Yellow-5479) and have recently started reading and writing fics again. Mutishipper. Fics: https://archiveofourown.org/users/colleybri/works

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Cassian x Bix and Rebelcaptain: Please let these ships be friends !

I ‘ship’ Cassian x Bix AND Cassian x Jyn. I see there has been some conflict in the past when the “new woman” was first brought in with the series, some that remains now, and I’m both saddened and bemused by that.

Rebelcaptain for me is a canon relationship… to a certain extent. I have no doubt that these brave heroes would have ended up together had they lived. That’s why I love it… the whole beautiful tragedy of what might have been, and the loyalty that binds people together when making a sacrifice like this. Were they actually in love, in canon? For me – no. Not yet. And that’s important for my personal enjoyment of Rogue One, especially its ending. As the novelisation stresses, Cassian dies without knowing Jyn as “There wasn’t the time”. And I simply don’t believe you can love someone without knowing them . But I enjoy the idea of exploring what would have happened had they lived. They are a perfect loyal “battle couple”, definitely my favourite fanon SW couple and great to imagine together. I see Rebelcaptain also as a way of giving them the happy ending they deserved. Oh - and the chemistry between Felicity Jones and Diego Luna on-screen is absolutely electric. In short and again: I have no doubt that they would have fallen in love had they lived and would have been perfect for each other. And they are a perfect fanon ship.

(^^ And I I think this is the exact moment in canon when they both acknowledge the loss of what might have been. It’s just heartbreakingly beautiful… )

Cassian x Bix - I don’t even think of it as a ‘ship’ per se as it is a 100% canon relationship, and one that is currently ongoing as we wait for Andor S2.. It’s fascinating to me – 17 years of friendship that has occasionally blossomed into a romantic/sexual relationship. It’s a genuinely unusual set up too. I’ve read a few takes that they are “over each other” by the time of the start of the series, to which I want to say … watch again, closely! They certainly have moved on to date different people, but it’s also very clear from their interactions (especially in the intense scene in Ep 7) that there is still a lot of extremely deep feeling between them – even if some of it is very negative. In the S1 production notes, the show’s creator Tony Gilroy says that they “are meant to be together… but it’s been impossible all these years. Now, she’s done with him … he’s burnt every last bridge .” Why? The series also provides the answer – Cassian is in many ways an absolute mess at the start of the season and Bix was quite rightly fed up with him as a boyfriend. He’s completely unreliable, likes short-lived affairs (often with married women - so no risk of commitment!), isn’t working regularly and has debts all over the place. This largely stems from his “unresolved childhood trauma”. He has a fear of “leaving people behind” and despite having a lot of love to give “ is so scared of being loved”. But he and Bix nonetheless prove to be incredibly loyal friends and their love in this platonic sense clearly runs very deep indeed. They have known each other since he was 10 so she is also something like a sister figure. Bix is still very protective of Cassian and takes personal risks for him… and he finally comes to appreciate this and pay back his metaphorical debt to her in the finale. The question now is what season 2 holds for them, if anything.

(^^ I love the way she is using her fingertips to push his hand off, as if to avoid the risk of too much touch. The gesture and look that says “Please don’t try and get close to me again because we both know how bad that is for us… but I’m such a total idiot when it comes to you that I will still very unwisely go out of my way to help you, especially when you look at me like that so please just don’t”)

Does loving their messy and complicated relationship mean that I want Cassian and Bix to ‘end up together’ ? No, and the obvious additional point is that they don’t! They are both going to be very different people at the start of S2 and over the following years of the story . Bix has been traumatised; Cassian has been radicalised. And that’s just the start. Perhaps they quickly drift apart. Perhaps some kind of betrayal is involved. Perhaps one or both of them will want to commit again to a relationship, but it’s impossible because of the demands of the rebellion (like Vel /Cinta). Perhaps Bix “ends up with” someone else (Brasso, ideally, especially if they both survive the season). Perhaps they will get back together at least for a while and enjoy a little last happiness before inevitable heartbreak. Perhaps all, some or none of these. But none of that stops me from loving and appreciating what they do have, what they have had up to now, and the intriguing dynamics of when they do interact on screen. Bix x Cassian attracts me as a fanfic ship because it’s all about exploring what is there and how it came to be, which is why I currently don’t write them beyond the present time of season 1. I’m waiting to see what happens next in Canon, as it were, because that to me is an important part of writing them. Meanwhile, I’m enjoying analysing the relationship by imagining them in the past.

So for me Bix x Cassian in no way impacts on Jyn x Cassian or vice versa, especially if you apply… real life principles rather than the ideals of fandoms: “soulmates” and OTPs. Many people – most people – will have a beautifully intense and loving relationship with more than one person at different times of their lives. I’m old – trust me on this one.

^^ Both relationships in these two scenes go way beyond romance. In the first - many years of close and loyal friendship. In the second: a bond created through brave and selfless sacrifice together. And for both: Cassian’s absolute hatred of being “someone who leaves people behind”: the quality that I love best about him. And saving each other. Literally and metaphorically.

And oh… it’s beautiful. Both moments are beautiful.

Edit: here we go - another lovely link! Battle couple vibes and Cassian working with a strong woman. Perfect shipping material! I mean, they have to take a little time off from fighting fascists sometime, right? Riiight?

ok but i also really want to talk about B2 in this series, bc this is the first time in star wars i've ever seen a droid character depicted in such a child-like way. like, yes, B2 is a droid and he does various jobs (most of which seem to involve relaying messages and displaying holos), but usually, he's just depicted as another character, a member of the family. and, despite being older than many of the main characters, his role in the family seems to be that of a young child.

this is most obvious when we see him with bix, brasso, and talia on mina-rau, but we can see evidence of it in season 1, as well. brasso in particular talks to B2 like he's a small child, whether he's trying to convince him to help the daughters of ferrix after maarva's death or when he's dropping him off with talia. B2 also has a lot of child-like attributes in how he interacts with others and reacts to events. for example, when maarva dies, his response is that of a bereaved child, uncomprehending that their parent is truly gone: "i don't want to be alone; i want maarva!" he also expresses separation anxiety similarly to a child, usually towards cassian but also sometimes towards brasso. and in season 2, we even see him happily playing with a group of children and other similar droids—brasso seems to refer to these as B2's "buddies."

in sum, i just find it really interesting to see a droid in star wars depicted in such a child-like role. it makes me wonder about the range of droid personalities in this universe, and whether they are programmed to emulate certain familial roles, or if they simply take on a role based on their surroundings and how they're treated by others.

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ok but i also really want to talk about B2 in this series, bc this is the first time in star wars i've ever seen a droid character depicted in such a child-like way. like, yes, B2 is a droid and he does various jobs (most of which seem to involve relaying messages and displaying holos), but usually, he's just depicted as another character, a member of the family. and, despite being older than many of the main characters, his role in the family seems to be that of a young child.

this is most obvious when we see him with bix, brasso, and talia on mina-rau, but we can see evidence of it in season 1, as well. brasso in particular talks to B2 like he's a small child, whether he's trying to convince him to help the daughters of ferrix after maarva's death or when he's dropping him off with talia. B2 also has a lot of child-like attributes in how he interacts with others and reacts to events. for example, when maarva dies, his response is that of a bereaved child, uncomprehending that their parent is truly gone: "i don't want to be alone; i want maarva!" he also expresses separation anxiety similarly to a child, usually towards cassian but also sometimes towards brasso. and in season 2, we even see him happily playing with a group of children and other similar droids—brasso seems to refer to these as B2's "buddies."

in sum, i just find it really interesting to see a droid in star wars depicted in such a child-like role. it makes me wonder about the range of droid personalities in this universe, and whether they are programmed to emulate certain familial roles, or if they simply take on a role based on their surroundings and how they're treated by others.

Thinking about how Mon is trapped in a repeating cycle no matter how she tries to escape the same horrific traditions that led her to where she is.

She tries to protect Leida from those traditions, but her daughter walks right into them. The contrast between Leida crying over Stekan not wanting to hold her hand and Leida telling Mon "I wish you were drunk" is like a slap to the face.

Leida sees the flaws and imperfections but she does not understand what she is getting herself into. She's going through with this because this is what she thinks she wants, but she's never been given another choice. To her, this is both a connection to the home she barely knows and a way to rebel against the mother she despises. She balks when Mon offers her a way out, because of course her own mother tries to stop her happiness.

Mon is watching her daughter go down the same path that she did, and she is unable to stop it. She meant it earlier when she said, "I am so, so sorry". She is sorry for more than just Leida's first fight with Stekan. She is sorry for all of this, for making her daughter a political tool and allowing her into an arranged marriage.

It's a sad parallel when Mon reveals that her mother was drunk when she got married and then Mon downs multiple shots after Leida is married. She has to cope with not only the reality of her fourteen year-old daughter being married, but also that her childhood friend is about to be murdered, and she cannot stop it. She is a powerful Senator, but in this house she is powerless. She understands why her mother was drunk on that day because she too sees no other escape, and so continues the cycle as Mon takes a page from her mother's book and Leida, so keen to be anything but her mother, steps into the same role that her mother was forced into.

It's clear that generations of trauma have impacted the Mothma family. Left unresolved, this spills over into the younger generations, and of course no one talks about it, or to each other. Mon's mother being drunk was likely because she was horrified that her daughter was going through the same thing she did. And now Mon is in the same place.

People repeat and emulate what they know. In this case, the Mothmas repeat this cycle of trauma because it is expected of them, and they've never truly allowed themselves to imagine anything else.

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Watching Mon Mothma in season one of Andor: She should be at the club

Watching Mon Mothma in season two of Andor: Somehow that is worse

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“I keep up appearances.  I’ve been doing it a long time. This is the latest role I have played. 

I am the still, serene surface. The shop-front display. The face at reception.

A perfect smile. I’ve practised getting it symmetrical, so that if you saw it in a reflection you would see perfection looking back. 

Beneath, I am used to the chaos. It’s organised, these days. I have a routine. It’s a question of never letting down one’s guard. One eye on the plates, one eye on the knives. 

Weaving, playing, spinning, avoiding. Discerning clarity in the constant blur.”

With the Elizabeth Dulau Vogue interview today, a good time to self-reblog…

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