Crow

hi im crow :D

i run two dc rp accs ( @stillnotawayne / @spoiler-of-war ) and one dc oc acc ( @holding-the-skies )

i use they/them pronouns

i mainly reblog stuff and post almost nothing of my own here

so i don't post here much despite this being my main blog

but i think it's super important to talk about the fact that i am disabled.

i have a heart condition that has been dumbed down to severe tachycardia. my resting heart rate is higher than average at about 90bpm on a good day (70-80 is average for most people). doing something as simple as getting dressed can cause my heart rate to rise above 110. walking, going up stairs, and any other simple "exercise" can--and has--made my heart rate peak above 190. this is soon followed by a crash, putting me below 55bpm.

after going to a cardiologist and a specialist, we believe that the issue is actually with my autonomic nervous system, meaning there's nothing i can do to fix it. no medications, no surgeries, nothing.

this has severely affected my life and how i live it. i can't work most places, as they expect me to stand and walk around with few breaks (yay america). i can't go to the mall with friends or walk around a park. i have trouble making it through my college classes without losing consciousness. i can't live a normal life.

this is my reality, and people need to be aware that this is how i live. how people like me live.

thank you for reading.

- crow