Me:
I did something wrong, I made my birdie mad.
He won't talk to me, and I miss him.
I left him alone and now I'm paying the price.
But I love him and my world without him can't exist.
Please, Birdie.
I miss you really much.
Happy birthday, Shiggy.
I'll remember every sleepless night spent with you, talking about our sh!tty lives.
I'll remember every word you whispered in my ear as our feelings spilt over each other.
I'll remember every touch you were scared of, and the first time you were able to hold my hand.
I love you, Shiggy.
Happy birthday, Boss.
This came to my heart, and I had to write it.
Keigo:
Tomorrow will be the day.
I'll see AFO, Toga, Dabi.
Or maybe I should call him Touya.
Now I understand what happened, as kids, he always thought that I wanted to marry Endeavor because I kept looking at him; I guess he kept thinking that.
I couldn't believe it when he said his name at first.
He is my Touya, and I'll have a kid with him; if we survive.
I knew Touya and now I know Dabi, he has problems, and this wonβt help; he could just get angry and burn down all Japan, even if it meant killing himself in the process.
But he wouldn't, now he knows about the kid, I hope he'll want to be a better father than Enji was.
The abuse, the training, I didn't know anything before some weeks ago when Dabi revealed it all.
He just wanted to be seenβ¦
Which parents would ignore their kids?
Ours.
Tomorrow will be the day.
I'll see Enji, Shouto, Hawks.
He makes my mind go blurry.
I should think of the plan, but I can only think about those golden eyes.
He stole a piece of me.
I have to stop this, stop all this madness, then why I don't do it?
What has he done to me? Why do I feel again like a monster?
Killing was easy until I saw him again.
Why can't he just love me the way I am? Why is he a picture-perfect hero?
I just want to burn everything down but us.
Only us together forever.
But he wouldn't forgive me for killing all those people.
I just want to be myself and to be loved.
The war is close.
Keigo doesn't answer my calls.
Did we have a fight? Why? What did I do?
Wasn't this enough?
AFO keeps treating us like kids and doesn't let us go out to fight.
Those heroes ruined our lives.
They are supposed to save people, but what about us?
The villains.
We became like this because of them!
Why doesn't anybody see itβ½
They killedβ¦
It was Keigo.
Why Keigo? Why also him?
I still love him, but he is like them.
That's not fair; I'm alone again, and I already lost him.
I revealed it all, about me and Keigo, obviously not our relationship, just the truth of our lives.
Now he will see I'm the only one who loves him.
Right?
Iβ¦
Why do I feel like this?
Dad couldn't even move, I made Shouto cry.
Why don't I feel good?
What is wrong with me?
I just wanted to be seen and not be alone, but now I feel as lonely as ever, why?
If I stopped sooner, I would be with Keigo, and with our kid; I'd be happy, I think.
But dad⦠he has to look at me, to see what he has lost, I have to show him that I'm stronger than Shouto.
He will be proud.
I'll be the strongest, Keigo will love me even more.
I won't be a failure anymore.
Iβ¦
I burnt himβ¦
His wingsβ¦
I did itβ¦
I just got angry, I screamed at him such bad thingsβ¦
How could I?
I handed him to the bird kid.
I found out only some hours ago that he laid an egg, we'll have a kid, and I hurt him.
I'm a monster.
I love him, yet I can't help but hurt him too.
I just have to wait, when he'll see that I'm the only one who really loves him he'll come back to me.
Keigoβ¦
Keigo:
I can't understand anything anymore.
Before he treated me gently, almost like he cared, now it looks like he only wants my holes, is he really my Touya?
Why does it have to be so difficult?
Every time I see him, every time I hear his voice, every time I feel his touch.
Even if he hurts me, I can't stop thinking of him.
I just want him back, I want him to love me again.
I don't want to think about the HPSC, or the past, or the pain.
I only want to lose in his eyes and never come back, I'd be happy forever, with him forever.
But I still don't understand: if he still wants to prove something to his father, why did he suicide? He had no reason to do it.
Something doesn't quite fit in this story, and I'll find out what it is.
So, in less than a month, we lost Magne, hired a hero, fought against a giant bodyguard, most of our quirks are improved, and now we are leaders of the Paranormal Liberation Front.
I also understood why I'm still alive: if my theory is correct, I should have been a nomu, but I escaped.
I saw dad, he was with Hawks, now I get why he is corrupted to: they are together.
Since I saw them together, I've been rougher with him, I even choked him while we were⦠you know.
I don't want to hurt him, but if he doesn't love me, I'll make him hate me so much that he will never forget me.
I just want him back.
Guess who came to my door: Hawks, the NΒΊ2 hero.
He wasn't Keigo, he changed, he was corrupted too.
He said he wanted to escape his cage, but he built that cage, and let's be honest, he is lying.
He would never become a villain like his father.
However, I let him in, he is a fucking bastard, but I keep dreaming those golden eyes.
I have his body, but not his mind, nor his heart.
Why can't I have my Keigo backβ½
This isn't him! He is a fucking liar!
It can't be him, or that would mean that now he is like them, I can't accept it.
The commission ruined him, I'll help him, and I'll stay close.
I just want him back, I want him to understand me and love me; even if I'll have to change my plans.
Keigo:
I can't do this, not this, this is too difficult.
I had to enter the LOV undercover, and I did, but heβ¦
Dabi, I think he is Touya.
That would explain so many things.
His blue eyes, his blue flames, the scars, and from up close, I could see his hair is dyed black, I saw white under that dye.
I can't do this, not to him, I can't kill him.
I made a deal anyway, I'll have to kill Best Jeanist, like this, I will enter the LOV, but he also wanted something else, my body.
I acceptedβ¦
He has me around his fingers.
Fuck.
Keigo:
I've become number two!
I'm so happy, that means that I'm really helping people to have more free time.
Oh, and the NΒΊ1 is Endeavor, it's like a dream come to reality.
I didn't have the chance to ask him about Touya, though.
I don't even know why he suicided.
But, damn, I caught all the eyes up there.
I said what I wanted for once.
Tomorrow, I have another mission, the HPSC said I have to kill them again.
I don't want this anymore.
If he was here, he would protect me, but why I don't do it?
can't even stand up for myself.
I 'm pathetic.
Ok, maybe i talked too early; they rescued the kid and almost captured us.
But they didn't.
We also met our real boss, a strange guy, bald and with a strange mask, I don't like him.
There was All Might, apparently, he is just a slim guy with a strong quirk, he got almost killed but managed to win, and now our boss is in Tartarus.
Dang it.
But there's one good thing out of all this.
Enji has become the NΒΊ1 hero!
I'm so happy, and he will be too when I'll show him how strong I've become.
He will look at me.
Apparently, we have other members: there was a lizard, a magician, a grey Deadpool, and one with too much lip filler.
We got there by car, but I'm car sick, and the lizard doesn't know how to drive.
I threw up four, maybe five times.
But the important thing is I burnt an entire forest down!
It was so fucking good!
The blue fire spread everywhere like water on the ground.
I think I might be a pyromaniac.
The grey Deadpool, Twice, created a clone of me, it fought against Earaserhead, cool scene.
And then I saw him, the masterpiece, Shouto Todoroki.
His face while we stole his little friend was priceless!
He'll make that face for me again really soon.
I found a league, the League of villains, but they look pretty dumb.
Our leader has a hand on his face, his friend is a cloud, and then there's a little girl, she came with me, she is pretty cool.
Apparently, we are gonna attack the UA students, among which I happen to know there's little Shouto, we are going to have fun.
Oh, right, I chose the name: Dabi.
It sounds really cool.
The scars started to hurt because of the stitches, so I pulled them out.
Staples are much more comfortable, and I can change them whenever I want.
I found the pleasure in life again, we are gonna have so much fun.
It has been too long.
Nine damn years in this abandoned building.
I dye my hair, I wear my hoodie, my flames get stronger every second, and yet I can't do anything.
But this will change.
There's this villain, The Hero Killer, he sees the truth just like me, and people will soon find it out as well.
I have a plan, but first, I'll have to find a group, a league, maybe.
Until then, I'll wait.
I also have a new jacket and pair of pants, for my villain look.
I was thinking of a name, I surely can't go by Touya Todoroki, am I wrong?
I'll think of it, but it has to be something simple or I'll forget it.
Forget.
Like he forgot me⦠I need him back.
I have my blue flames again!
I'm so happy, I'm stronger, but I still can improve.
I bought a hoodie so I can go out without anybody getting scared because of the scars, I make kids cry.
I think I'll have to do something also for the hair, but for now I'm alright.
Last month, I stole a newspaper⦠There was Keigo, but I should call him Hawks now.
He is a heroβ¦
How could he? Doesn't he know what Endeavor did? Why would he still want to be a part of this?
They are all corrupted, and now he is, too.
He forgot about me.
If he saw me right now, he would probably arrest me, thinking I'm a villain.
Maybe I should be.
The heroes are liars, why be one of them?
Yes, I'll be a villain.
Enji will see me and my flames.