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https://www.tumblr.com/dazed--xx/778391842242838528/too-far?source=share

Thank you so much genuinely I have the same kink though lol 😆 but I've been missing some good groveling fics and decided to do them myself lol I appreciate your love for my work 💗

Too Far....

Member: Changbin x Reader

Genre: Angst

T/W: Jokes at a friends expense, insecurity, groveling

A/N: I've officially moved and have wifi I'm also in the process of getting furniture and stuff but I'm excited for what the future hold hope you guys enjoy this one wanted to make one basically full of groveling. Also don't mind these little things for a while like the word count I plan to go through and fix everything

When do jokes go too far?

Y/N wondered, as she sat in this diner across from her boyfriend of 4 years best friends who continue to make subtle jestful jabs at her expense. Could it be when the punch line is hurtful? She bit her cheek as she stared at the table as the pair continue to laugh together at an embarrassing moment Y/N when she first met the pair. While Sol-i's beauty was enough to make any woman insecure with her closeness to their boyfriend, Y/N had apologized over and over about her rude remarks when she first met her. Daehyun hadn't been there, yet he speaks about it like he was. Y/N couldn't understand the dynamic of this friend group.

While she knew her boyfriend was the glue that held this group together, she couldn't understand the appeal. They constantly belittled each other and stabbed each other in the back. Especially the pair that sat in front of her at this moment. "I'm just saying though, Y/N you were just so adorable with that little jealous pout on your face" Sol-i states condescendingly. Her hand slowly brushes her brunette locks off her shoulder as she takes a sip of the soda sat infront of her. Daehyun chuckles slightly "I bet it was, especially with her tiny self like what was she going to do?"

Y/N couldn't stand them at this point, no matter when she saw them; No matter what was going on in her life these two just never let things go. "Honestly Y/N, you're kind of lucky you're cute and smart" Sol-i says arrogantly. "Otherwise Changbin would have probably left your adorable ass in the dust by now" she continued with a proud honest smirk on her lips as Daehyun decides to input his own opinion as well, "True, with her temperament it's not like she'd be able to find someone as good as Binnie"

Y/N's eyebrows furrow "Coming from the pair that take turns fucking each other's boyfriends?" Her voice laced with venom "I'm sorry, Sol-i when did you study relationship counseling? Also what about your pathetic crappy relationships that always ends with the guy cheating on you? Do you really believe you have the qualifications to make assessments about me and my relationship?" She growls before turning to Daehyun "And you...a queen who's in fucking denial about the fact that they live vicariously through their best friend and can't stop seducing her boyfriends because that's how badly you wish you were Sol-i? You have no right to make a judgement about me when you both have never once even taken the time to actually get to know me." Y/N's voice was laced with venom as she felt her body growing hot.

The pair sat quiet, bewildered, as Y/N began to grab her things. "What the fuck did you just say to them?" Y/N hears from behind her. Rolling her eyes, as she turns to look at her boyfriend. He stood their with a fire in his eyes as he clenched his fists at his side. His eyebrows furrowed as he glared at her. Scoffing she crossed her arms over her chest and shrugs "You heard me..." Changbin looks even more angry at her nonchalance.

"Did you think this shit was okay?" He questioned trying to maintain his calm.

Y/N scoffs "Of course you're going to defend them"

"Yeah! I'm going to defend them, not everyone is some selfish bitch that can just shit on people the way you do, Y/N. Not everyone would be cool with you talking to their friends like their beneath you"

Finally have wifi 🙌

"Okay...."

Member: Jeongin x Reader

Word count:

Genre: Angst

T/W: Yelling, arguments, break up, giving up on someone

A/N:

"Jesus for once can you just fucking listen to me? I asked you to pick up my cousin and that she's not from here so she doesn't speak the language. She called my mom fucking crying, Y/N. You promised me, Y/N! I don't think I can do this anymore" Jeongin growls frustratedly. Y/N sighed as he continued, her patience running thin as he continued to ramble and not allow her to speak.

"Maybe we should break up......I can't be with someone I can't rely on"

She stared at him for a moment, taken aback and wide-eyed. Her heart sunk into her stomach. What? she questioned to herself, yet amid her sullenness; she felt rage boiling in the pit of her stomach.

How dare he?

Without hearing her out, just breaking up with her?

Who does he think he is?

Quelling her anger, she stares at him blankly as she lifts herself from the couch "Okay..." she states monotonously as she makes her way into their shared room. Jeongin's eyes widen as he realizes her back is now turned to him. Those two simple syllables sent a sharp stabbing pain through his heart. "O-okay?" He stammers as he follows behind her "Okay? Y/N...what?" His voice trembles as all his previous anger dissipates. He feels his world stop as he finds her pulling a suitcase out from under the bed. His legs move before his brain can comprehend his actions and his arms wrap around her waist in desperation. "S-stop....what are you doing? Where are you going?" He questions under bated breath.

It sits quiet for longer than Jeongin would like. His heart was pounding in his ears as she just stood there quiet and unmoving. Y/N soon released his grip on her waist as she walked toward the in-suite bathroom to grab her toiletries. Biting her cheek so she'd refrain from responding to his faux ignorance. Wanting him to stew in the consequences of his actions. "Y/N? Please just talk to me...I don't understand what's going on, why are you being like this?" He asks as his voice cracks.

She couldn't hold back her amusement as a snort flexed through her nostrils while she placed her items in a travel bag. "Is something funny?" Jeongin growls.

"Yup. I'm just giving you what you asked for. You can't be with me if you can't rely on me. Those were your words, not mine and I can't be with someone who gives up on the person they supposedly love over such a trivial matter without even asking nor listening to my side" She retorts with a fire in her eyes.

He breathes out a calming sigh "N-No....this isn't what I meant to do, I was just mad......I shouldn't have said any of that; I'm sorry." Y/N ignores him and continues grabbing her things and stuffing them into her suitcase as if Jeongin wasn't there. He was confused. Why was she still packing? Why wasn't she listening to him and asking how they could fix things like she always did? He wondered. "B-Baby, come on...let's just talk about this" He yearns. Y/N shakes her head in response and continues to pack her things. Her heart feels heavy, yet this weight feels lifted off of her. Hastily, she finishes shoving the rest of her stuff into her suitcase and zips it up.

Lifting the suitcase off the bed, she holds herself better than she ever thought she would in this situation. She doesn't understand how someone that gave her butterflies this morning, could cause next to no emotion when she looked at him only a few short hours later. "P-Please, let's just take a breather and figure this out..." He begs as she makes her way out of the bedroom, dragging his heart behind her. Tears cascade down his cheeks as he drops to his knees "Y/N, please I-I'm begging you. Just talk to me abo--" His words are cut off by the sound of the door closing softly behind Y/N.

He stares blankly at the door hoping, no, praying you'd come back. But as the seconds, then minutes, and hours passed; He knew...He knew you would never come back.

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Everything is gonna be okay

Member: Chan x aFab!Reader

word count:

T/W: Post-Partum Depression, Colicky Baby, TRAUMA, mentions of therapy, mentions of bringing a baby to the hospital, DAD!Chan, mentions of a messy house.

A/N: MAN ITS BEEN A MINUTE BUT IVE DECIDED TO DO A BIG BURST UPLOAD AND HERE IS NUMBER 1. I MISSED YALL SO MUCH AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY.

"Wah!!"

Chan hears as he stands outside his front door. He sighs as his hand hovered over the knob. As he shuts his eyes he takes a deep breath, his daughter's piercing screams ring through the night. How could such a small dainty being's lungs carry so much power? He questioned to himself.

At first, he had panicked. His heart had sunk into his stomach and urgently rushed his daughter to the hospital after minutes, hours, and days of her crying. They had come to understand that the baby was simply colicky. Her temperament and overt fussiness became a part of his everyday life. He hadn't anticipated this when they first saw that positive on her pregnancy test. Life hadn't prepared them for this and for some reason they had skipped that chapter in the baby book due to their parent's words about their lack of colic as babies.

As he unlocked the door and made his way into his home; He scoffs to himself as he sees the utter disarray his home lay in. "Y/N" He calls as he takes a calming breath. He felt his blood boil as for the fourth time this week he had come home to chaos. He couldn't understand what was going on. He tried his best to support his wife, and he truly did, but he didn't understand how cleaning up after yourself was so difficult. He heard his daughter's cries continue to ring through the home and rushed upstairs.

"Babe!" He called out to his wife frustratedly as he shoved open his daughter's bedroom door, expecting Y/N to be inside. He's greeted by his daughter seated in her large octagonal playpen. Her eyes were large and tear-filled as she sat with building blocks in her tiny hands and a beaming smile on her lips. He let out a sigh of relief as he reached for her and she extended her arms toward him. "What is it now, darling?" He asks with a calming tone. "I just got home and I bet your mom has been with you" He states as he picks his daughter up noticing the partially finished bottle and empty plate on the dresser. "You ate..." He remarks as he feels her diaper and finds it empty and double checks the yellow line noticing she doesn't need to be changed.

"Hmmm...." He purses his lips as he presses on her tiny stomach gently and notices how hard it is. "Gas...." He says in delight. As he tries to burp her to no avail and soon flexes her legs trying to relieve the pressure in her stomach and gaining success. "Okay, Daddy's got to go find your mom..." He explains as he places his daughter back in her playpen with a small peck to her cheek. "..So we're going to sit for a second and daddy will be right back, darling" He hands her a stuffed animal before exiting the room leaving the door wide open.

Making his way to the bedroom he calls out for his wife only to receive no response. Hearing the shower from the connected bathroom, he crosses the room and knocks. "Baby?" He questions. "Why was Kali's door closed? It's a crazy mess in here" He states calmly as he leans against the door. Only a small knocking and the sound of the shower can be heard in response. His frustration grows and his patience wears thin "Y/N, you can't just sit in the shower while a 7-month-old screams bloody murder. I get you're overwhelmed but come on" He sighs hoping to get a response. The only sound that can be heard is running water and the knocking which was more rhythmic thumping now that he was in the bathroom.

Chan furrows his eyebrows as he rips open the shower curtain "Y/N, I'm Tal--" His words get stuck in his throat as he sees her sitting in the shower. Her lips were a bright blue as she hugged her knees to her chest. Her head repeatedly slammed backward into the marble-tiled wall. Every time she pulled away Chan noticed a bright red substance on the tile and a copper smell in the air. "Babe!" He exclaimed worriedly. His hand quickly rested on the back of her head creating a cushion between the wall and her head; as he pulled her into a bone-crushing hug. Reaching forward to turn off the cold water he notices it turned on to the highest setting.

"I-Its okay.... y-you're gonna be okay" He comforts as she finally looks like she's snapped back to reality. "Chris?" She questions confused. "When'd you get home?" Y/N asks obliviously. Chan stares at her worriedly, soaked head to toe, his hand-painted with her blood. "Y/N please don't be offended when I say this but you might need help..." He states sadly. The doctor's words from when they brought their daughter home from the hospital ring through his mind.

"Any signs of dissociation, bursts of aggression, or any changes in behavior, please look into therapy as those are signs of Post-Partum Depression..."

He didn't think it would be something that he had to be concerned with. She never showed any signs of it until now, well not that he realized. Maybe her being a little distant from the baby was a sign? Could he have missed the signs? What should he do? Was he being too insensitive? Was this the wrong time to talk about this? His worries are washed away when he hears sobs choke out of her mouth. Her hands cover her eyes. "I do!" She cries "This is so fucking hard, Chan. I love my daughter. I know I love my daughter but when she doesn't stop crying when it just happens for hours and hours, I want to lose it. I just want it to stop" her sobs grow harder at every word. "I love her but I hate her. I'm such a bad mother, how can I hate my kid? What's wrong with me?" Chan responds before she can say anymore.

"Nothing, there's nothing wrong with you. You just need help and a break. I'll take a few days off to help with Kali and you can just go out and do something to get your mind off me and the baby and we can make you an appointment with your therapist and figure this out it's okay, Babe. You're a new mom PPD is a real thing. You're going to be okay. You'll get closer to Kali you have her entire life." He soothes as he helps her off the ground. "but first let's get you to a doctor. I'll call my sister to watch Kali and we should get you dressed okay?"

No matter how his feelings betrayed his words he could never let her know. He felt his heart sink into his stomach as tears built in his eyes as he held his dear wife close.

"Everything is going to be okay..."

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Ugh I'm moving 5oday and I wasn't able yo get the mass uploaded finished I have a couple done I'll post before I leave today

Bro I'm DETERMINED TO HAVE THIS SAY 0 😭😭😭

I miss yall I wanna take requests again but I'm legit moving to another state on Saturday but I'm working hard on this MASS upload cause I don't want yall to miss me too much while I'm figuring my shit out

Almost done with writing these fics I got 1 more and then I'm uploading them

It does my slow ass forgot to put it on the mlist I'm sorry 😞 but if you do search when that happens on my page you'd be able to find it as well but imma fix that now

https://www.tumblr.com/dazed--xx/754954200382930944/skz-fake-texts-felix-break-up-ii?source=share

It's right here for you 🥰

Tbh idk which one you're talking about hun 😅 I've written a couple is it the tsundere one? Or One more time? Lol I like breaking up on this page I got a lot of them I'm sorry 😞

I got like 6 stories done and I'm pushing for the rest to be out by march and I do have to inform you that unfortunately for the first time ever my requests will be closing.

I'm moving states soon and I won't know when I'll have wifi I'll upload all my current requests but after today my requests will be closed. I'll still be uploading all my requests until I move and I'll post the day before I leave so you guys can know if I will or won't be able to update but taking precautions just giving yall that heads up and that I'm doing okay. Ik some of yall check on me to make sure I'm doing okay and I don't want to worry yall