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@florchids mi hermanita < 3

i wanna add this final thing; clarifying that i am not leaving just because of the fandom but more so the connection it has to the pile of reasons im leaving this account ..

for example ana whom ive barely really talked about ever since the whole she disappeared incident and this account just has a lot of memories i dont enjoy reliving

i also personally have always felt burnt out because writing didnt feel like it was for fun and an outlet for me to express myself and my emotions anymore but i felt like it was a task and a job which isnt my goal when i have a hobby

i still adore all of you and i might return to this account someday but i am so thankful for having been able to have you guys read my fics anonymously, send in requests or even chat with me a little and praise me for my fics or even being my mutual

you all impacted me positively and i wont forget about you guys i just want to open a new chapter without the past coming to haunt me anymore

and heres me signing off !!

have a picture of a wolf ( cause wolves are literally me )

may or may not be my last post on here cause im slowly starting to lose interest in the spn tumblr fandom cause let me be honest there are some sane people on here but also a handful of .. questionable people on here

i might come back but i might also not & i might be on tumblr as a completely new acc ( which i wont be linking ) so maybe we might interact again or not but this might be a break but also might just be me signing off ( i will post on c.ai so no worries ) but ive also lost interest in writing on this account so i just wanna thank everyone for joining me on this journey i am so grateful to have been able to share my pieces of ( shit ) fiction and get somehow praised for it

ill see you guys soon !

i need c.ai prompts 💔

ive been off for like a long time and i feel bad but i also feel so useless on tumblr & c.ai nowadays like i WANNA create but i also have one more fandom im in and if i begin posting bots n fics about that fandom it wont clash well 💔💔

my sketches or whatever except you can tell i rushed one ..

first ever unfinished sketch drop from sam !!!!???

HI BOO!!! ilym <33 soo my eye color ( not that interestin' but hey .. ) is practically black, my fave dish has to be lasagna i would fuck that shit up any day of the week & my fave weather is probably rainy, stormy or cloudy ( dk if foggy is a weather but i love it when its not 2 intense and the atmosphere is like so gorgeous cause its like youre in a video game .. )

racism might actually be the reason i buy beer and drink it without my parents knowin' one day 💜💜

"you eat cats!" literally proceeds 2 show me a picture of a cat & asks me if its appetizin' & wouldnt stop 'til i answered..

okay anywho time 2 go back on the jensen grind cus yall didnt follow me 2 see me scream over sean diaz

if you like sean diaz you will officially be my favorite person ever i adore lis2 with my soul

this is a sean diaz fan account no hate can be tolerated

okay so im workin' on fics but also a question. i was plannin' on postin' a shit ton of bots ( ill like, keep 'em private & mass post ) maybe one ( or two ) of every bot i have ( + sean diaz from LIS2 if you guys want ...... )

i can answer this in 2 words : dont know

wondering how you guys would feel if i wrote a piece of fic with jake gray ( the insane freak in the most insane movie and strangest ending <3 )

Im alive & im planning to celebrate me going into that school so hard rn