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estelle

@estelleraixx

ALL socials tiktok, insta, ao3 etc @estelleraixx she/her

do u do edits on youtube too?

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currently only tiktok always and occasionally insta and tumblr. my YouTube is estelleraixx (all socials) if you want me to and there’s some sort of tdp YouTube community i can try??

hey mootie !!

your tdp x arcane edits always hit so hard and im OBSESSED with legit all your edits !! so, might i suggest "heavy is the crown" for ezran (and maybe aanya)?

also fable for soren and claudia would be devestating </3 (but we like the angst here, don't we?)

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AWW TYYY!! you’re literally so sweet

oo I love these suggestions especially since I’m running out of ideas ahem😖

I’ll try to work on them. I was actually going to do heavy is the crown for ez so you read my mind and for fable I’ll probably do a soren and Claudia version from my callum and ez one

yes we love angst!!

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Under love’s heavy burden do I sink - Season 7 Ending except I rewrote it to make it hurt even more.

Not posting this to A03 since it’s realllyyyy short. But TW for mild mentions of blood and if you have read Romeo and Juliet or the book If He Had Been With Me, then that too.

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The arrow flew towards the back of his neck.

Despite all the other sounds around me, the loudest was the piercing of his skin, and the yell he let out. He’d said he wanted this, but it was clear that he didn’t want to die. Not this young.

It was as if it had all fallen silent with his body, hitting the ground lifeless. The dark pool of blood coated his clothes and the ground around him. I hope he didn’t feel any pain.

Runaan’s bow slipped out of my hands and clattered on the ground. My hands trembled and my blood froze for a second time.

I have just killed Callum.

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There was a memorial for him, along with the arch dragons. Their sacrifices would mean nothing in a few years short of a decade, but it meant the world to me.

There were plans for Corvus to play his cello, for Ezran to give a speech. I wondered all the time if he and Callum could have ever made amends. If I hadn’t kept my promise, Callum wouldn’t have died with the idea that Ezran had resented him. I’d thought long and hard about that one.

When I had came back, the welcoming for Zubiea had been set up the same way. It felt bittersweet how my arrival had now paralleled alongside my leaving.

I didn’t attend the memorial. I had made my way over to the Storm Spire, courtesy of Zym. Climbing to the top felt easier than it had all the other times before. There was a weight off of my shoulders this time, a sense of relief I had not felt since I had picked up that bow.

I stood at the top for a minute and let the cool mountain air fill my lungs, letting air pass through like usual one final time. He had also loved the air. The sensation of oxygen in his chest was sacred to him, as if he needed air more than anyone did.

I took one of my blades out from their casing on my back, the other one would not taste blood. I ran my fingertips over the sharp edge of the metal, feeling it pierce the skin ever so slightly.

I closed my eyes as I stood on the edge.

The blade didn’t hurt as much as I was expecting it to. Not as much as it had been said to hurt. I didn’t feel the pain, but I felt the wind pressing on my body.

This time, there were no wings to swoop in and fly me back safely. For once, that was comforting to think.

After all, I will have to keep my second promise aswell.

I promised not to leave him again like I did years ago.

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Well that was fun to write. I had the idea for it and I didnt plan it out so it kinda sucks, so if anyone wants to do their own version of this, TAG ME I need more tragic rayllum fics. This only took me like 30 mins bc I didn’t proof read it and made it on my phone, so apologies to any spelling or grammar errors in here. Hope yall liked this one tho.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/58324126/chapters/162589789

(idk why direct links don’t work just click on it ig😭)

HELLO SATAN CHAPTER 25

It only took her until half the book of flipping to find him.

Find her father.

Aaravos in the book.

Leola's gasped softly, her eyes widening as she came upon a detailed image of her father - Aaravos - depicted in the book.

He was dressed in his usual elaborate robes, his eyes staring directly into hers through the words and the page.

She felt a rush of emotion - fear, fascination, sadness. So she brought her hand gently to trace over his image, her fingers grazing over his face.

“Daddy..?”

There was no response, no sign that the image could hear her. But Leola couldn't help but feel a deep sense of longing and sadness as she traced over his image once more. She missed him fiercely, despite everything.

There were long paragraphs next to the illustrations. Long paragraphs she made the mistake to read.

Around an hour later, Claudia came in the tent to find Leola in tears eyes locked on the book in her lap.

"Leola?" she asked softly, her voice filled with concern. "What happened? What are you doing?"

Sniffling softly, Leola timidly looked up at Claudia.

“Is m-my daddy a bad guy..?”

READ THE REST ON AO3, HELLO SATAN

https://archiveofourown.org/works/58324126/chapters/162589789

(idk why direct links don’t work just click on it ig😭)

HELLO SATAN CHAPTER 25

The moment felt like an eternity, the air thick with anticipation and sorrow. Ezran raised the torch and brought it closer to the pyre, his hand shaking slightly.

And with a final deep breath, Ezran lit the pyre. The flame spread quickly, the dry wood catching fire.

The cloth fluttered for a moment before it, too, began to burn, the flames licking upward hungrily.

Callum's heart was heavy with sorrow, the sight of the burning pyre and the memory of Opeli's sacrifice bringing tears to his eyes. He tried to hold back the tears, to remain strong for those around him, but the pain in his heart was too much.

The tears streamed down his face, his breathing laboured with the effort to repress the sobs that threatened to escape.

Rayla noticed the tears streaming down Callum's face and knew that he was struggling to hold his emotions in.

Without hesitating, she gently placed a hand on his shoulder and pulled him into a tight hug, their bodies pressing closely against each other. And she pecked his head with a gentle kiss.

The tears continued to flow down his cheeks, his body shaking with suppressed sobs. He wrapped his arms around her tightly, his grip desperate and clinging.

Rayla had to hold back her own tears.

Silent tears streamed down Ezran’s cheeks. Tears full, but not full enough to light out the pyre.

And she was officially gone.

READ THE REST OF CHAPTER 25 ON AO3, HELLO SATAN

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Hello! PLUS RUTHARI KISSES😭🌈✨️
Hi everyone! So I am new here, you can call me Sunflower(Most of my other socials have Sunflower instead of Lunabloom. Hysterical is also good). So I am an artist and also edits sometimes, makes aesthetics. So I drew this like a month ago at late night due to insomnia, since my brain was begging me to draw something soft and sweet.😭🌈💜🩵. So that's all for now guys. I would love I meet some good friends here. HAVE CHAI☕️🤗✨️

(Idk why direct links don’t work)

HELLO SATAN

CHAPTER 24

“I am not asking you to forgive me, I would never force that upon you…I just want you to know, whatever punishment you have for me, I am ready.”

Ezran hesitated, his indecision evident on his face. Part of him wanted to punish Runaan, to make the elf pay for his crimes. But another part of him recognized the regret and remorse in Runaan's voice, the genuine desire to make amends.

"I...I don't know what punishment I can give you that would be fitting," he said finally. "Part of me wants to make you suffer, to make you feel the pain I've felt all these years. But another part of me...understands that your pain and guilt are punishment enough. Punishing you won’t bring him back, it will only give me cold-blooded satisfaction. Satisfaction that isn’t worth your pain.”

Finally, Ezran turned to face Runaan.

“I am not a monster, I am not a tyrant. I will not take away your life because of an action you did two years ago…but I don’t know if I can forgive you…it would take time…”

"I understand," he said softly. "I don't expect forgiveness...at least not yet. I just...I just want to try and make up for what I've done. And if that takes time...then I'm willing to wait."

“Believe me, King Ezran. I wish it was me and not your father that night…”

Ezran had spent years wishing it was anyone but his father, wishing he could trade his life for Harrow's.

"You wish a lot of things," he said bitterly. "But wishing won't bring my father back."

(idk why my other links down work😭)

“HELLO SATAN”

CHAPTER 24

Then Callum read the rest of the letter…

The joyful atmosphere in the tent shifted as everyone noticed the growing concern on his face.

"What is it? What else does it say?" Ezran asked.

“It’s- oh my goodness..”

Rayla was the first to catch Callum as he collapsed on the floor, tears already streaming, Soren and Ezran following on.

"What happened?" Rayla whispered, her voice gentle. "What did the letter say?"

Ezran carefully took the letter from Callum's trembling hands, his face turning pale as he read the words. A sob escaped his lips as the weight of the news hit him.

"No... it can't be..." he whispered.

Soren, worried by their reactions, gently pried the letter from Ezran's hands. His eyes widened as he read the tragic news himself.

Callum's voice trembled as he broke the news, his words strangled with grief and sorrow.

"Opeli- she's gone.." he managed to choke out. "She sacrificed herself to save Astrid. She died PROTECTING her-”

READ THE REST ON AO3: “Hello Satan” by estelleraixx

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