About that post:
" You deserve to be loved. Not liked, not lusted after, not settled for, but loved."
And the tags you've put to it... aren't you at least liked, if not loved, by your husband?!
No lol
Kind of unrelated but might help explain: I feel I’m not hated but I am someone insignificant, someone who can’t be cared about. It’s sort of odd even this I imagine it wouldn’t be read because it’s me and that’s sort of freeing in a way but also I get this pathetic desire occasionally to be like others and to experience care/interest or anything but I ultimately overcome those idiotic emotions after enough exercise/ballet or studying or dieting or whatever goal chasing I have this week 😅