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Will you let me memorise every dip and curve of you? Am I allowed to know every part of you, immortalise your sound and scent in my life so I may never be apart from you?

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I've always had my eye on you. I've always known that we were meant to be together. Even before we met, I knew that I was missing part of myself, but it wasn't until I found you that I understood what it was.

I could never let you go. Please understand that this is it. Loving you is what being alive feels like. I could never live for someone else.

I want someone to need me. I want to be someone’s first choice for once— do you need me to get on my knees and beg? If that’s what it takes to be loved by you, then I will worship the ground you walk on my love, just say the word.

sorry for obsessively refreshing your blog every chance i get for any new posts or information retaining to you, it will happen tomorrow and the day after that and maybe even for a few weeks or months and for forever just as long as i can keep watching you like this…

#hi chat u can ignore this i’m just putting this in tags#genuinely how do i make friends.#i don’t fucking get it#also i love being a lil anon and giving them attention but#i want to platonically kidnap someone#like#be my friend or else.#i think i’m gonna stop sending anons unless it’s someone i really want to be friends w…#the pains of being demiromantic or whatever#like it takes me fucking FOREVER to fall in love w someone#it’s actually so bad sorry#but once i fall in love w someone it’s game over its either u stay in my life or im killing everyone including myself#but when it comes to people i want to be friends w#if we have the same interests ur my friend now#idk i just feel weird as fuck#i just want people who understand when i don’t feel like a human being and just shut myself off because i physically don’t feel like talking#to anyone for a while#i have to cut myself off and chill out when i’m in a specific mood bc being alive feels like a physical challenge#oh my GODDDD i hate having bpd#if something triggers me i just shut myself off and i feel bad but i don’t want to freak my pookies out#so i just hug my dogs instead#dogs r so much easier than people…they let me give them forehead kisses and they get mad at the doorbell#at least i’m medicated so im much more in control of the whole acting before thinking thing#genuinely only thing that’s keeping me alive rn#also my tummy no longer hurts for rn yippee#also all of this is not to say i’m a good person bc im probably not LMAO but i’d like to think i’m at least ok in some people’s eyes#i would hope i’m doing better#at least i am physically#i’m no longer literally dying but i’m forever chronically ill#🪼talks
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