everything feels like an open wound. btw

how do you just. live with this. Just wondering

you should be allowed to leave work

i have to get out of here

severance ass post. upon reflection

you will literally have a doctor you have been seeing for ages and/or is a specialist in what they do saying “you need this medication” and your insurance will just be like No❤️ i don’t think so

here’s the thing. I have a gun

insurance not wanting to cover meds is crazy. That is literally what you are FOR

“you have to try all these things first” ok well i don’t want to do that. And i am paying you for a reason. you construct intricate rituals

insurance not wanting to cover meds is crazy. That is literally what you are FOR

no i’ve never met you and only briefly glanced over your medical history. Yes you get debilitating migraines and have since childhood but have you considered instead just using excedrin? or these prescription medications that don’t fucking work? just a friendly suggestion❤️

you should be allowed to leave work

i have to get out of here

the main mental disorders people are really “”sympathetic”” to are depression & anxiety but even then it’s always abundantly clear that there is a very distinct limit to what society sees as acceptable and pitiable. and once someone goes over that it’s “what the fuck is wrong with you” and “why can’t you stop being like this” and. well you know

now imagine having more than just depression and anxiety. Damn that’s wild. anyways

i’ve been in therapy for over two years now and i just now mentioned that i pick at my skin/pull out hair and i feel a lot of shame in even saying that but also there is a fucked part of me that’s like “well it’s not visible so surely she thinks you’re lying” as if it did not take me. over two years to mention to her. and as if i DON’T specifically pick/pull in places that are not noticeable for a reason. Like

baby you are mentally ill….

wellbutrin is kind of kicking my ass. Truth be told

It must be said.