Ilya Kaminsky, from "While the Child Sleeps, Sonya Undresses", Deaf Republic
forget me not.
♡ based on — “During times of war. I want to say: I only love you, And I cling you, Like the peel clings to a pomegranate, Like the tear clings to the eye, Like the knife clings to the wound.” and the song nightlife by daydream masi.
♡ summary — Hyunjin’s unsure of the tingle in his gut, why it’s happening. But he thinks, just for a second, it feels a little like hope.
wherein, putting your heart on the line for the sake of doing favours isn’t a frequent component in your schedule. But what happens when this favour is asked for by the boy you may or may not have fancied for far too long?
You accept it.
For a very embarrassing reason, really, which is — you think Hwang Hyunjin needs you.
♡ pairing— hwang hyunjin x reader
♡ word count— 8.8k whoopsies
♡ genre and alternate universe — angst, fluff + hanahaki au.
♡ author’s note— this was supposed to be a drabble and then i sort of lost my fucking mind ehe…also this is easily the worst thing i have ever written im so sorry aaa but this is a lil present from my end hahaha
♡ warnings— suggestive content, vomiting, mention of blood. allusions to depression and heartbreak.
oh okay! Would you know how to contact? @yourdaddychan? Im srry for bothering, but i think they'd be able to help me :/
youre not bothering me, sweetheart 😃 unfortunately, i have no idea! but if they have changed their url, and we're still mutuals, im sure you'll be able to find them
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remember to:
- take any medications you may need
- eat if you’ve forgotten to or have been putting it off
- take a good shower if you haven’t yet
- take a break if you’ve been overworking yourself
"Absolutely no one comes to save us but us."
Ismatu Gwendolyn, "you've been traumatized into hating reading (and it makes you easier to oppress)", from Threadings, on Substack [ID'd]
“Colonialism necessitates systems of education turned to rubble so that they alone make the stories and the images and the vehicles of emotion.”
despite everything.