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You looked so pretty today.
I just want to kiss you.
I miss you.
Reread my little roman empire «Wait and Hope» by incredible @mightbewriting 💚
oh my goddddd????? 😭😭😭
the culmination of soulless sam high on demon blood while possessed by lucifer would've put everybody in their place and showed them how it's done. they'd be terrified of him. nobody stood a chance against that and that's why the writers couldn't do it. they knew jarpad would've put his whole pussy into that role and soulless boyking of hell sam would've killed everybody and the show would've ended.
So, FYI you guys, sometimes if you go to your favorite writers and flail at them a lot about how much you love their fics with lots of specific examples, they will let you read thousands of words of their unpublished WIPs and you can flail even more. Also sometimes after that you get to be friends, too, and help them come up with ideas. And vice versa! This is pretty much the best thing in the world and it is called fandom.
Shadow
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, OFCs
Warnings: Fluff, just soooo much fluff, brothers being brothers, kittens.
Word Count: 2600
Summary: Sam finds a stray kitten.
Hey! I've written something! The last five months have been kinda crazy, but I promise I have more things in the works. This fic is unbeta'd so please excuse my tense issues. A special thanks to @synmorite and @writethelifeyouwant for dealing with this absolute fluffy nonsense from me. This was meant to be a drabble... but it got away from me. Inspired by this post
It started with just one kitten. Sam was out on his morning routine, when he spotted the kitten, hiding (poorly) in a bush next to the bunker. He approaches it slowly, high pitched cries filling the air. Sam searches for a mama cat, or even siblings, but the kitten appears to be alone and abandoned. It couldn't have been more than a few weeks old, and fit in the palm of Sam's hand. It was a little mangy, dark fur matted and gunk in its green eyes.
Admin Michelle here with another SPNFanFicPond Fic Highlight!!
Just in case you agreed with Cas, then this fic is for you!! It's absolutely freaking adorable, especially if you imagine gigantic Sam handling this teeny tiny little kitten. I mean, seriously, we need art of this. Sam with teeny kitten Shadow on his shoulder in the pet store looking at food. Sam asleep in bed with Shadow curled up on his shoulder kneading his skin. Not in this story, but I need Shadow playing in Sam's hair, too. Artists? Pretty please? And then the twist at the end? I NEED ALL THE ART!!!!
In short, if you love kittens, then this is the fic for you!!
Thank you Michelle! I'm so glad you enjoyed this! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ If anyone makes art of this pllllleaaaaasseeeee tag me
Shadow
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, OFCs
Warnings: Fluff, just soooo much fluff, brothers being brothers, kittens.
Word Count: 2600
Summary: Sam finds a stray kitten.
Hey! I've written something! The last five months have been kinda crazy, but I promise I have more things in the works. This fic is unbeta'd so please excuse my tense issues. A special thanks to @synmorite and @writethelifeyouwant for dealing with this absolute fluffy nonsense from me. This was meant to be a drabble... but it got away from me. Inspired by this post
It started with just one kitten. Sam was out on his morning routine, when he spotted the kitten, hiding (poorly) in a bush next to the bunker. He approaches it slowly, high pitched cries filling the air. Sam searches for a mama cat, or even siblings, but the kitten appears to be alone and abandoned. It couldn't have been more than a few weeks old, and fit in the palm of Sam's hand. It was a little mangy, dark fur matted and gunk in its green eyes.
Admin Michelle here with another SPNFanFicPond Fic Highlight!!
Just in case you agreed with Cas, then this fic is for you!! It's absolutely freaking adorable, especially if you imagine gigantic Sam handling this teeny tiny little kitten. I mean, seriously, we need art of this. Sam with teeny kitten Shadow on his shoulder in the pet store looking at food. Sam asleep in bed with Shadow curled up on his shoulder kneading his skin. Not in this story, but I need Shadow playing in Sam's hair, too. Artists? Pretty please? And then the twist at the end? I NEED ALL THE ART!!!!
In short, if you love kittens, then this is the fic for you!!
When the Lines Blur, Part Four (Finale)
Summary: Y/N Y/L/N and Jeffrey Dean Morgan have been a successful porn couple for a few years. When Jeff decides it’s time for him to retire, he helps Y/N find his replacement who might become more than just a porn partner.
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Original Female Character | Jensen Ackles x Reader
Rating: +18 Only
Bingo Square: Someone Gets Serenaded for @jacklesversebingo
Warnings: angst, jealousy, bitchiness, mentions of drug use, language, feelings, heart-to-heart, fools in love, kissing
Word Count: 2.4k
A/N: Please consider leaving feedback, a comment, a keyboard smash… they really do fuel a creative’s muse. If you’re too shy or too cool for people to know you read fanfic and you don’t want it showing on your blog, you can submit an anonymous ask or drop me a DM 💖
You can catch up here!
Y/N’S POV
Your night with Jensen has replayed constantly in your head these past few weeks. It shouldn’t have happened, but you’d needed his comfort. You’d needed him.
Things had been awkward between you on a personal level. He no longer came to your dressing room at breaks or between scenes, and you can’t remember when you last saw him really smile. You needed to talk this out, but the fear that you’d fucked everything up always stops you. For now, at least, you still worked well professionally, but you feel that may be about to change.
Jensen’s request to shoot a threesome video with his previous partner, Jessica, had taken you by surprise, and your fear of ruining this perfect thing you had with him had doubled. If he wanted to branch out with his old partner, it didn’t bode well for your future with him.
You just had to catch feelings, didn’t you? And you just had to act on those feelings and fuck everything up. You scold yourself as you leave your dressing room. The sooner you get this over with, the sooner you can talk to Jensen and try to salvage whatever relationship you have left with him–personal or professional.
When the Lines Blur, Part Two
Summary: Y/N Y/L/N and Jeffrey Dean Morgan have been a successful porn couple for a few years. When Jeff decides it’s time for him to retire, he helps Y/N find his replacement who might become more than just a porn partner.
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader
Rating: +18 Only
Warnings: tw: porn, tw: filming porn, tw: boss/secretary porn, tw: cheating porn, oral sex (m rec), p in v.
Word Count: 2.2k
A/N: Please consider leaving feedback, a comment, a keyboard smash… they really do fuel a creative’s muse. If you’re too shy or too cool for people to know you read fanfic and you don’t want it showing on your blog, you can submit an anonymous ask or drop me a DM 💖
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Jensen had the job. You were sure of that before he’d even removed his clothes. But throughout the shoot, he remained sweet, charming, and professional, confirming your decision. Like Jeff, Jensen had a great body. He was strong without being overly muscular. They were both tall, broad-shouldered, had a chiselled jaw, and their dicks were the same length, with Jensen winning slightly in girth.
But Jensen intrigued you with his adorable freckles and the greenest eyes you’d ever seen. He almost made you cum during his audition, something that had never happened to you in porn before. If you’d fucked him for much longer, your moans would’ve been real.
At the end of the shoot, when you dropped to your knees to finish him with your mouth, you became a wanton whore, desperate to suck him down your throat and swallow every last drop of his cum. You know you need to be careful; the second you catch a whiff of feelings, it’ll be over. Still, working with Jensen would be a hell of a lot of fun, and you couldn’t wait to get started.
“Thanks for your time, Jensen,” Jeff’s voice brings you out of your daze. “We’ll be in touch.” Just like you, he knew Jensen was the one, and the bastard didn’t hide his delight at the flustering mess you’d become on the green-eyed man’s cock, smirking at you in that all-knowing way he liked to piss you off with.
When the Lines Blur Masterlist
Summary: Y/N Y/L/N and Jeffrey Dean Morgan have been a successful porn couple for a few years. When Jeff decides it’s time for him to retire, he helps Y/N find his replacement who might become more than just a porn partner.
Series Pairings: Jeffrey Dean Morgan x Reader | Reader x Others (mentioned) | Jensen Ackles x Reader | Jensen Ackles x Original Female Character
Rating: 18+ Only
Warnings: tw: porn, tw: filming porn, tw: stepfather/stepdaughter porn, tw: teacher/student porn, language, p in v, daddy kink, creampie, mentions of drugs, oral sex (f and m rec), angst, family drama, sick mother, strict father, shame, disownment, flirting, angst, jealousy, bitchiness, mentions of drug use, feelings, heart-to-heart, fools in love, kissing.
Total Word Count: 10k
A/N: Please consider leaving feedback, a comment, a keyboard smash… they really do fuel a creative’s muse. If you’re too shy or too cool for people to know you read fanfic and you don’t want it showing on your blog, you can submit an anonymous ask or drop me a DM 💖
Part One - Coming 18 June
Part Two - Coming 25 June
Part Three - Coming 2 July
Part Four - Coming 9 July
EXCITED TO SEE YOU BACK TINA 😘😘😘😘😘😘
Sex stuff you probably won’t learn from fanfiction and/or porn:
Erotic fic and porn can be a lot of fun! But if you aren’t being provided with adequate sex ed through other channels (comprehensive sexual education, frank and open discussions with trusted adults, etc.), turning to fanfic and porn for your understanding of sex is gonna leave some major blindspots and may leave you with some unrealistic expectations. While there’s nothing wrong with these kinds of erotica, they are fictional and tend to leave out a lot of the more realistic, human parts of sex - they serve a great purpose, but that purpose isn’t primarily educational. The following is an incomplete list of some things you should probably know about sex that a lot of fic and porn tends to leave out:
- It isn’t always super hot or super sweet. Sometimes it’s super silly. Or sometimes it’s sort of mundane and you’re both simply scratching an itch. That’s fine too. (Hell, sometimes you’re talking about comic books while boning and your partner is laughing that you’re getting REALLY ANGRY about spider-man while they’re going to town on you.)
- You will probably not climax at the same moment. It’s a sweet idea, but extremely hard to coordinate, and if all your concentration is going into coming at the exact same moment, you’re probably not enjoying yourselves as much as you might.
- Sometimes bodies make weird, goofy noises. Squelching, slapping, air-escaping, un-sexy noises. It’s okay to laugh at this.
- Hell, it’s okay to laugh during sex in general.
- Sometimes you fart. Sometimes you fart while someone is going down on you and it is embarrassing as hell. This isn’t the end of the world. Embarrassing body things happen. Heck, sometimes, with anal, there’s a little poo. You get over it.
- Sometimes sex is… kinda bad? This doesn’t mean it’s assault, or something traumatic – sometimes it’s consensual but just kinda bleh and not what you hoped for. The best thing to do (if you’re talking about sex with a partner and not just a hook up who you can not call back) is talk to them about it. Figure out what went wrong, what you enjoy and what you don’t, and communicate what techniques you do and don’t like. Also don’t be afraid to stop someone in the middle of the sex act you’re not enjoying and offer guidance on how to help make it good for you too. (Side tip: masturbation makes great research into what you personally do and don’t enjoy sexually)
- You won’t enjoy every sex act. Not every body is wired to find every thing pleasurable. You might find anal does nothing for you. You may find g-spot stimulation just makes you really anxious that you’re about to pee. You may not enjoy giving or receiving oral. You’re not broken if you don’t like something that every pornstar or smutty fanfic protagonist seems to have earth-shattering orgasms from. Everyone’s got nerve endings in a range of places – it’s quite literally, different strokes for different folks.
- On that note, not all orgasms are earth-shattering. Sometimes it just feels warm and nice. That’s fine too.
- Sometimes, if you’re neutral on a sex act and your partner loves it, you can suck it up for them, and they’ll suck up something they’re not crazy about for your pleasure in return. But communicate preferences with each other! Know that when a partner does that thing you love that they don’t get much from, that it’s an act of care, and vice versa.
- Falling asleep in each other’s arms right after wild passionate sex seems really romantic, but dried and crusty fluids are gonna be a bitch in the morning. Also, after sex, you should both (regardless of your equipment) go pee to clear out the urethra of any gunk or bacteria to reduce risk of a UTI.
- Putting a towel down on the bed before sex means you don’t have to sleep on wet funky sheets. (it’s also verrrrrry useful for period sex if you or your partner menstruate.)
- A lot of people don’t like dirty talk, or rough sex. Always ask first. (Fanfic on the whole does a better job than porn at showing communication, but a lot of it is still highly fictive on this point)
- PROTECTION PROTECTION PROTECTION. Use condoms, dental dams, etc. not just to prevent pregnancy, but to reduce risk of STIs. (Yes, even couples with the same genitals who don’t need to worry about pregnancy).
- Lube is great and very important, but random goopy things around you are not good lube. Random oils especially, since oil doesn’t flush out well and can trap bacteria inside the body – oil-based lubricant also degrades condoms. Use lube specifically designed for intimate purposes. Water-based and silicone-based lubes help sex feel really good!
- Bigger isn’t necessarily better. A lot of people with vaginas don’t enjoy the feeling of being repeatedly punched in the cervix by a monster cock. Some people enjoy a larger size when being penetrated by an appendage or toy and some don’t.
- Bodies are hairy. Genitals are hairy. You may get a pube stuck in your teeth at some point. If your partner is WAY fuzzier than porn ever led you to believe they’d be, well, that’s normal.
- Not everyone loves the taste of ejaculate. Sometimes it’s nasty (flavor tends to vary from person to person depending on their diet, but sometimes you just really don’t like it no matter what. Some of us hate the taste of peanut butter. People don’t always like things). It’s okay not to swallow, or to request a penis-having partner warn you so they don’t ejaculate in your mouth (in fact, it’s polite for them to do the latter).
- If you’re gonna have shower sex, get one of those rubbery mats for the shower floor that gives you traction, because otherwise it’s super embarrassing to call for an ambulance while dripping wet and naked because you slipped and accidentally broke something and your partner got a concussion while you were trying to bang in the shower.
- Moaning and screaming wildly during sex is fun but it will make the neighbors in the apartments adjacent to you hate you. Make choices accordingly.
This is all excellent advice. I could throw in a couple more:
Good advice. Also:
Muscle cramps happen. If you’re in a weird position, your body may decide to object. Pillows for support can be wonderful things.
Anyone who finds towels aren’t enough, they make waterproof pillowcases you can get for like $10. Fold a bath sheet in half, slide the pillowcase in between the layers.
Related, there is no such thing as too much lube. (I wish fanfic writers would depict using lube more often, and I am looking at myself in the mirror on this one.)
An absolute must read, ladies and gents!
If sex is a newer thing to you or even if it’s not, please have a read of this! It’s pure gold!
This is also the reason I’m moving into Sex and Relationship Education (RSE) in the U.K. Education needs to be so much better regarding this area.
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Wow. This was honestly so informative
Always reblog!
Just thinking about how Dean calls Sam "little brother" so often and how that's always felt unnatural to me. I don't know any siblings I've ever met who actually use the phrase "big brother" or "little brother" when actually talking to their siblings.
And there's the fact that Sam doesn't really say it back. Like he says "he's my big brother" or even "you're my big brother", but he doesn't ever really seem to use it in place of Dean's name the way Dean does for Sam.
So I've always wondered where that came from, and when Dean picked it up.
I have a theory that it was actually at the very beginning. I can imagine Mary and John telling him "This is Sam. He's your little brother." And that standing out to him because Sam is clearly everyone's but he's only his little brother.
Maybe that hadn't fully set in though until the night of the fire, when his dad tells him "grab your brother and run!", and as his house is burning down behind him, and he sits on that back of the ambulance with his dad and knowing he's lost his mom, maybe that phrase repeats in his head. Your brother. Your brother. Your your your.
And I think that did something to Dean's brain. Especially as his Dad starts leaving them more and more. Houses? They can be lost. Mom's? They die. Dad's? They weren't really all there in the first place. But little brothers? The thing that's only his? They're his. They're his, he can grab them, and he can keep them, and as long as that stays, as long as he has a little brother, he's got one thing.
Maybe he repeats that in his head over and over until he can finally speak again after the fire. My little brother. Little brother. Mine. Maybe that stays even after he can speak again, after all Sammy is too young to really know any different or correct him. So maybe sometimes when Dean folds himself in his brother's crib he says that out loud, over and over, to reassure himself he's still got something to hold onto.
Little brother, little brother, little brother.
I think eventually he does clearly grow out of it, he grows old enough to start calling Sam Sammy. But I think when he gets stressed, when he feels like things are slipping away, it falls out like an old balm on wounds that never closed.
I think that's why it slips out sometimes in the show. Sometimes that habit he has still comes forward, and he just needs to know. Little brother? (Are you ok?) Little brother? (Do I still have you?) Little brother? (Am I ok?)