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hi! I'm Carmen (Clover also works ^^), and I forgot how to rewrite an intro post /hj

Primary fandom at the moment is Honkai Star Rail. I blame the 2.2 patch for introducing me to that gorgeous muddle-fudgin' cowboy, it got me hooked after that. Oops?

DNI list is already in the rentry

personal tags are in the featured tags thing and on this post because adding the links here wouldn't work </3

also don't know where else to put it but I have things you can (& can't) do w/ my art here (as well as the rentry)

I've also got a sideblog for sorting through all the pngs & layouts I've rbed here! (other sideblogs too but those are secret shhhh)

honorary-fool

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sodasona

"i was a transtrender" no you werent. you were just questioning your identity and then you decided that wasn't for you. that's a fucking healthy thing to do. fuck off lmao

sodasona

Questioning is:

-healthy

-common

-normal

Questioning isn't:

-an excuse to be transphobic towards often young individuals

queeranarchism

I once thought I was asexual and it turned out I actually wasn’t ready to have sex before I had transitioned to a point where I was more comfortable with my body.

And in that time, the asexual community welcomed me, supported me, helped me feel good about who I was, protected me from the harm I would have done to myself if I had pushed myself to have sex. That made a huge difference.

If I see an opportunity to support asexual organizations, I do so not just because it’s good but also because they were there for me in a difficult part of my life without judgement. I owe them for that.

If you at one point identified as transgender or questioned your gender identity, maybe you too sought a home in the wrong place because you were struggling with something else. And it is very likely that the people in that home, the transgender community, believed you and welcomed you and listened to you.

And then when it turns out that you were searching for the wrong thing, you don’t just leave that community behind but you turn around and shit on them? Shame on you. What a shitty thing to do.

honorary-fool

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jooovial

tumblr gang gets it early waho- i love found family …

isnt it an interesting coincidence how clara was my first main, then boothill next lol

#reminds me of how i got e1 clara on boothill's rerun banner #just used these 2 in DU this week- worked out pretty well ^^#hsr #clara #boothill

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stickzzz

im going to start w my boothill doodles

#boothill #hsr #faves

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d3adring3r

Boothill Headcanons

Boothill's face is hypersensitive due to the rest of his body being artificial. If he trusts you enough, he will let you touch his face. Be gentle because he may bite if you are too rough. ;)
Surprisingly, Boothill is pretty open-minded to music and does not have a strong preference. Obviously, he slightly prefers old-school country but is pretty much down for any genre.
He essentially acts like Robin Hood. He will steal money and other valuables from the corrupt and rich, then give it to the poor.
He eats wires and other electronics out of spite.
Sort of canon, but Boothill has a soft spot for kids and the elderly. He will never admit to it, though.
Due to not being able to cry, when Boothill gets emotional he overheats.
Boothill enjoys animals, which is not surprising since he grew up on a farm.
He has zero tolerance for people picking on the vulnerable and will take justice into his own hands.
Boothill has an unnaturally high tolerance of alcohol due to his cyborg body. He can drink non-stop for hours and it will not affect him at all.
He can move his cybernetic eyes independently like a chameleon.
His hat is one of his prized possessions. Boothill practically cannot function without it.
Boothill loves telling and hearing dad jokes.
His boots are actually a part of his cyborg body. They aren't separate.
The USB ports on his side can be used to charge electronics, but this also drains his internal battery.
He can sleep with both eyes open.
Boothill stands about 6'3.
He essentially has a bullet factory inside his mechanical body. After he eats a bullet, it just goes back into the holster in his arm.
Standing in the rain for too long will cause him to malfunction. Drying him out helps him go back to factory settings.
Boothill's power supply is very efficient. He can go for weeks without a charge and it only takes him a couple of hours to be fully running again. The charging port on his backside is the main entryway for energy.
When Boothill is running low on power, he becomes sluggish and clumsy. His voice becomes low and starts to become grumpy.
In case he runs out of power in an emergency, he has a backup battery somewhere in his body that activates. However, it completely drains him afterwards.

#boothill #hsr

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quietwingsinthesky

the thing about being nonbinary is that you really do start to forget that other people have such strict walls around what is and isn’t allowed for genders. i thought we all agreed that we made that up. could you climb out of the cave real quick and feel the sunshine for a minute.

honorary-fool

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haibane

ur payin eighty dollars for this?

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straydog-emojis

cowboys!

#emotes #awww the heart one <33

honorary-fool

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abyss-in-machines

We owe it all to them.

aeolianblues

To repeat the message louder: musicians, journalists, radio stations, listeners, record companies, streaming sites, discos; anyone remotely involved with popular music, you probably owe a big chunk of it to black musicians.

honorary-fool

Reblogged blazefirefox

abyss-in-machines

We owe it all to them.

aeolianblues

honorary-fool

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abyss-in-machines

We owe it all to them.

aeolianblues

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girlsdogmotif

whumpee with dissociation, derealization, and/or depersonalization

whumpee that develops disassociation and dp/dr as a coping mechanism to deal with what they are put through

whumper gives them drugs that make them hallucinate or worsen their symptoms (on purpose or by accident - even weed can trigger pretty bad derealization for me)

dialogue prompts for a whumper that gets frustrated with whumpee not responding:

"Stop that."
"Ugh, you're no fun like this."
"Oh where you goin'? C'mon I've barely started!"

inexperienced whumper that doesn't understand what's happening:

"Shit did I break you already?"
"Hellooooo???"
"Are you like asleep with your eyes open or something?"
maybe they bring in someone else to consult and are informed what going on
"Damnn so I'm just really good at this?"
"I mean that's one way to interpret it."

or a whumper that knows exactly what's going on:

"Come back to me, baby."
"I know you're not here right now, but that's okay. I'll fix it."
*Deep sigh* *dumps bucket of ice water on whumpee*
"Nope, you're not getting away that easy. If you're not present in 10 seconds I'm turning up the voltage till you really can't think straight."

other things

truly destroys any sense of time and combined with vivid dreams and memory loss just no idea what actually happened to you. being unable to trust your brain is terrifying and makes it all the easier for someone to manipulate what you believe.

dr/dp can also trigger or be triggered by a panic attack which can have a variety of physical symptoms

whumpee in their cell or room just curling up as small as possible, rocking back and forth, pulling at their hair or picking at scabbed wounds, gasping because it feels like they can't breathe,

or if they are just disassociating their eyes are glazed over, focusing on nothing in particular, refusing to make eye contact, maybe doing very small repetitive self-soothing behaviors.

#whump #writing prompts #🪡 | clover