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@hyuckssunchip / hyuckssunchip.tumblr.com

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Okay, so here's the thing.

I'm stuck at a point where I've written a few things that I'm really proud of and I really love. But I can't get myself to actually post them.

There's a lot, done and waiting to be posted, but I keep them sitting there in my drafts as if they're unfinished, telling myself that I'm not done.

But in reality I think there's this overwhelming fear that my writing won't get accepted and loved the way that I love my stories, and I'm stuck thinking what I should do.

Do I post it and let my heart sink at the realization that my writing just isn't as good as I want it to be, as I think it is? Or keep that sitting in my drafts, pushing off the imminent judgement and saving myself little heartbreaks?

I don't think it helps that I've now ventured into a genre that's such a drastic difference from my works that have done really well (aka smut). So there's the fear that the only reason people like my work is because it falls into that category. I hate the feeling that every time I write something, I need to add in a bit of smut to get people to click on my work.

If my new works don't do well, idk, it's just like this idea that none of my work was ever actually doing well. That it just happened to fall under a popular genre and that's why there was so much attention.

So. I don't know.

I think I'm not sure what will happen. So, to anyone that actually enjoyed my work, I'm sorry that I can't share what I love with you.

Who knows, maybe I'll start a new account and start from scratch.

-hyuckssunchip

don't know if u still here or not but I just remembered ur bday was was like ten or eleven days ago, so happy late bday chiqui Sam, I hope u're doing well bub 💕

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aww thanks! yup still here just super busy and super uninspired....

Thank you for the birthday wishes!!

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Summer Heat and Summer Swims

Pairings: Jeno x Reader

Words: 3.4K

Warnings: minimal fluff, light humor, smut, pool sex-ish, public sex, exhibitionism, dirty talk, unprotected sex

Synopsis:

It’s fucking hot.

Summer heat had gotten to you and your boyfriend Jeno, but when the opportunity arises you find yourself in the depths of the coolest pool you had ever been in. But things change when Jeno starts to get a little too hot.

“God, it’s so fucking hot.” Jeno groaned out, splaying a limb across you trying to get as much air to skin ratio as possible.

“Ugh.” You shoved his arm off of you, sending an annoyed look. “Don’t touch me, you’re making me hot.”

Jeno smirked head turning to the side to stare at your side profile. “Don’t I always make you hot.”

Sighing you pushed yourself off the bed, trudging towards the bathroom. “Don’t be gross.”

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Summer Heat and Summer Swims

Pairings: Jeno x Reader

Words: 3.4K

Warnings: minimal fluff, light humor, smut, pool sex-ish, public sex, exhibitionism, dirty talk, unprotected sex

Synopsis:

It’s fucking hot.

Summer heat had gotten to you and your boyfriend Jeno, but when the opportunity arises you find yourself in the depths of the coolest pool you had ever been in. But things change when Jeno starts to get a little too hot.

“God, it’s so fucking hot.” Jeno groaned out, splaying a limb across you trying to get as much air to skin ratio as possible.

“Ugh.” You shoved his arm off of you, sending an annoyed look. “Don’t touch me, you’re making me hot.”

Jeno smirked head turning to the side to stare at your side profile. “Don’t I always make you hot.”

Sighing you pushed yourself off the bed, trudging towards the bathroom. “Don’t be gross.”

Summer Heat and Summer Swims

Pairings: Jeno x Reader

Words: 3.4K

Warnings: minimal fluff, light humor, smut, pool sex-ish, public sex, exhibitionism, dirty talk, unprotected sex

Synopsis:

It’s fucking hot.

Summer heat had gotten to you and your boyfriend Jeno, but when the opportunity arises you find yourself in the depths of the coolest pool you had ever been in. But things change when Jeno starts to get a little too hot.

“God, it’s so fucking hot.” Jeno groaned out, splaying a limb across you trying to get as much air to skin ratio as possible.

“Ugh.” You shoved his arm off of you, sending an annoyed look. “Don’t touch me, you’re making me hot.”

Jeno smirked head turning to the side to stare at your side profile. “Don’t I always make you hot.”

Sighing you pushed yourself off the bed, trudging towards the bathroom. “Don’t be gross.”

Okay help?

I don’t know what’s up with my engagement, sorry to those who’ve already read Summer Heat and Summer Swims, but I’m gonna keep posting it until it gets the traction I know that it can get

😒 if anyone’s got tips as to what’s going on, pls lmk lol

struggling fr rn

Summer Heat and Summer Swims

Pairings: Jeno x Reader

Words: 3.4K

Warnings: minimal fluff, light humor, smut, pool sex-ish, public sex, exhibitionism, dirty talk, unprotected sex

Synopsis:

It’s fucking hot. 

Summer heat had gotten to you and your boyfriend Jeno, but when the opportunity arises you find yourself in the depths of the coolest pool you had ever been in. But things change when Jeno starts to get a little too hot.

“God, it’s so fucking hot.” Jeno groaned out, splaying a limb across you trying to get as much air to skin ratio as possible.

“Ugh.” You shoved his arm off of you, sending an annoyed look. “Don’t touch me, you’re making me hot.”

Jeno smirked head turning to the side to stare at your side profile. “Don’t I always make you hot.”

Sighing you pushed yourself off the bed, trudging towards the bathroom. “Don’t be gross.”

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the glow up of this man 😂 
god how amazing would it be to grow old with him??? 
happy birthday Nana!!! to many more where we get to watch him grow up and continue being the amazing most caring person ever!

God his smile never gets old

stay happy and healthy so we get to cherish more of these moments of happiness. happy birthday nana!

💚💚

Anonymous asked:

for the first time in a long time was so cute!! but i’m left really curious as to what’s in the box 👀 are they running away from something?? are they hiding something?! i have a lot of questions!

awww thanks. i’m actually working on the fic that explains it. they can stand alone as their own little stories but things will make sense once i finish that(hopefully lol)

i’m not sure when it’ll come out but as of rn it’s called alcoholics anonymous. so look out for when it gets posted ! ☺️

For The First Time in a Long Time

Pairings: Jaehyun x Reader

Words: 1K

Warnings: soft fluff, hints of sadness and depression, 

Synopsis:

Your husband Jaehyun and yourself move into a new apartment. When things start to get sad, Jaehyun finds a fun new way to brighten the mood. Maybe you’ll forget things for a while, or maybe you’ll just learn to be content for a while.

"The first thing we gotta do is take a look at the A/C.” You groaned, dropping the last of your boxes falling to the ground. You rubbed your sweaty palms along the fabric of your jeans, neck rolling around as you stretched out. 

Sighing, you took another look around the apartment, empty of signs of living, save the mounds of boxes, the last of which just passed through the door. 

“You know, I can work on that right now.” Jaehyun answered, setting down his back and standing straight up whilst wiping the sheen of sweat off his face. 

“No way mister,” You gave him a teasing glare, hands falling to your hips, “You are not getting out of unpacking.”

Jaehyun collapsed on the couch, arm falling back over the cushion as he strained his neck to look back at you. “C’mon, let’s just take a break.”

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CALLING ALL NCT & WAYV WRITERS: NEOWRITINGSNET’s member applications are open!

NEOWRITINGSNET is a K-pop writing network that promotes the works of NCT and WayV writers! We reblog all member works under our network tag and aim to provide additional exposure for talented creators. Just starting out in the Tumblr writing scene? Our network can help you grow your follower base and get those well-deserved notes on your posts.

Applications will be open from April 29, 2022 until June 30, 2022.

MEMBER REQUIREMENTS

  • You are writing blog for NCT, WayV or both. If you write for multiple groups, NCT is one of them.
  • You have two or more written works posted on your blog.
  • You are active! Your membership will be revoked if you’ve been inactive for more than a year.
  • You have a masterlist or a summative post with links to all your works.
  • If you write smut content, you are over the age of 18. Minors writing smut will NOT be allowed.

HOW DO I APPLY?

  • Visit the network’s rules page and read everything from start to finish (there are hints in there that will help with your application).
  • Fill in the application form for membership.
  • Follow @neowritingsnet​ ​and reblog this post!
  • Be patient and wait for the admins to announce the list of new members.

Please note that anyone found lying/providing false information about their age, blog, the type of content they write, etc, will immediately be rejected.

Any questions regarding applications can be sent through the network’s inbox and our admins will gladly assist you. Good luck!

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Endless Blackmail (VI)

Pairings: Jeno x Reader, ft. Jaemin, Renjun, Mark, Haechan

Words: 4K

Warnings: Language (there is almost always language in my writings), SMUT, fingering, (female y/n), voyeurism, dirty talk, vanilla, raw, no condom

Synopsis:

A weekend away at the cabin, with Jeno’s opportunity to, well to simply put it, do whatever he wants with you, how long will it take the other boys to cave into their personal desires?

masterlist | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 

“How was the trip?” Your sister asked, wiggling her eyebrows at you as she popped a strawberry in her mouth. 

“It was nice.” You stole a piece, settling into the seat next to her, dropping your bag heavily on the floor.

“Just nice? Did you get a peek at Jeno for me? His abs are to die for.”

“Shut up.” You mumbled, head rolling back towards the ceiling. 

“Uh oh. What happened?” 

“Nothing, it was just a long trip, you know?” You bent back down, tugging at the straps of your duffle bag before heading up the stairs. 

“Oh come on, I want the tea!” She followed you halfway up the stairs, “What happened?”

“Just–” You sighed, turning back to send her a pointed look, “Tell you what, I’ll let you know when I’ve figured it out.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

You let the door shut tight once you made it into your room, leaving the back right by the door, not bothering to bring it in any further before flopping on the bed. 

God, your head was still whirring with the events of the past weekend, it was kind of unbelievable as it was. How were you going to face the boys now? Were you going to face them? 

And Jeno. 

God, what were you going to do about Jeno.

Sure, what you had over the trip was more than anything you could’ve hoped for, just weeks ago you were stuck pining after your best friend with a one-sided love. 

But was it still a one-sided love? Was there any hope Jeno was harboring even a little bit of feelings for you, or was it all physical and nothing more.

You didn’t even know what you would do if that was the case, how could you ever look at him the same, act the same around him?

You groaned, rolling over and shoving your face into your pillow. That was a tomorrow problem.

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