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name: janani (or jaanu affectionately) pronouns: she/her age: 21 (feb 15th) nationality: usa major: neuroscience + philosophy favorite color: peacock blue sun, moon, rising signs: aquarius sun, sagittarius moon, aries rising
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associations: @onedoornet
fic rec blog: @jnnlibrary
fic status: just released tokyo 1988! writer status: wtf (@ the entire kpop entertainment industry)
whoever made the mcat can not so respectfully suck my dick
a/n: oh my god. everything hurts. when i say that this fic took it all out of me...i mean it. i learned as much from this fic as i healed. love is never easy and first love especially is so difficult. but there will always be a way to get up. special thank you to hua @polarisjisung for reading this monster of a fic and loving it with me! quick note: feedback, comments, etc. GREATLY encourage writers! if you felt any sort of way (in a good or bad way!) about this fic, pls leave feedback!
word count: 29.5k (i'm so sorry...)
tags: girlboss neuroscientist!y/n x her resident!riki x ex!jungwon, she's a complicated one, lot to be learned and a lot of hurt to be experienced there’s a lot of soul searching in this one, i poured my heart and soul into this please love her the way i do warnings: mentions of sex, alcohol, death, pregnancy, family trauma, relationship trauma
[tokyo, 1988]
you stand outside the tokyo international airport, rubbing your shoulders to bring some warmth into them. you knew to bring a thicker jacket but somehow, it had completely slipped your mind when you left seoul.
of course, you were otherwise occupied when you left so leaving behind a jacket was really the least of your concerns.
your gaze strays upward as you wait, looking at the downcast skies and quite threatening clouds. they’re angry and a deep gray that makes you more and more sure that it was going to rain soon.
you’d forgotten your umbrella with your coat. of course.
you check the watch on your wrist sullenly as you continue to wait. it was already half past two, meaning that yang jungwon was a good twenty minutes late. which would be concerning, considering how punctual the man was, but for some reason, you can’t bring yourself to be upset with him.
it’s hard to be mad at someone you’d been in love with once - no matter how it ends.
hello to all the gorgeous gorgeous people reading this! so currently, i'm writing a fic called tokyo 1988 and i am loving the process so far! unfortunately, it's also taking me quite a bit to write it because of the sheer emotions, plot density, and personal immersion into it (and the fact that i'm a pre-med student with -negative time to spare in the first place). as such - i am hoping that one of you lovely people could beta read it with me! i'm someone who grows and gets inspired to write when i get feedback (positive and negative!) so if you'd like to beta read an EMOTIONALLY COMPLICATED fic ft. ni-ki x reader x jungwon x ??? (unable to reveal) pls let me know! thank u sm <3333
a/n: i saw the if i say i love you music video and i am a CHANGED WOMAN. was going to make this for taesan but there aren't enough loser leehan fics out there. cranked this out in one day so if there any grammatical errors, pls let me know <3 quick note: feedback, comments, etc. GREATLY encourage writers! if you felt any sort of way (in a good or bad way!) about this fic, pls leave feedback!
word count: 7.4k
tags: high school au!, losers in love, leehan is referred to donghyun, dongmin is a character accurate loser + menace, jihyo han/jihan best girl!, the bnd boys are chaotic and stupid, leehan is in LOVE, warnings: none!
THERE'S A FAT CHANCE THAT YOU'RE GOING TO ACCEPT KIM DONGHYUN'S CONFESSION.
at least, this is what han dongmin says when donghyun lays out his plan in front of his best friend.
"why?" donghyun whines, looking down at his hasty scribbles on his blueprint. "what's wrong with the plan?"
dongmin rolls his eyes, not even looking down at the blueprint (which donghyun had literally drawn out his plan on blue paper to make the entire situation more official - but dongmin just thinks its childish, if not a little adorable) as he pads into the kitchen to grab a snack.
"well for starters, i'm fairly sure that y/n can't read what you've written," dongmin says, two packets of goldfish richer when he returns.
donghyun frowns as he looks down at the paper before groaning, realizing that the hieroglyphics he'd written in place of legible letters were definitely far from interpretation.
"what do i do?" donghyun bemoans, dragging out each syllable. "by the time i work up the courage to confess to her again, we'll all be senior citizens instead seniors in high school!"
TAGS ▸ uhhh an accidental kiss, some fighting/sparring, sunghoon boxes bc i said so, stalking but you don't know that yet
PLAYLIST ▸ yosemite - travis scott, back - jey, stay - ari abdul, element - pop smoke, dirty laundry - blackbear
WORD COUNT ▸ 4.8k
AUTHOR’S NOTE ▸ so i've been sitting on this chapter for quite some time (motivation to finally post has come from @dojunie for updating the masterpiece misdial) and i originally wanted to include a lot more plot in this chapter but i figured that it would better to get it out than ruminate about the plot too much more. quick note: feedback, comments, etc. GREATLY encourage writers! if you felt any sort of way (in a good or bad way!) about this fic, pls leave feedback!
TAGLIST ▸ @hybeboyenthusisast
[march 19, 20XX, 12:19 P.M.] [copenhagen, denmark]
“teekl!” klarion exclaims, taking in his surroundings with a sneer. “i wanted to teleport to where y/n is! why’d you bring me to copenhagen?”
teekl meows, as if to rebuke klarion’s displeasure of being dropped in copenhagen - a place with beautiful scenery and fresh air, mind you - compared to the exact location of where y/n was, which was something that teekl was not only incapable of doing at the current energy levels that he was at, but also something that was difficult for klarion himself to do.
“if only i had her exact energy signature…,” klarion mutters under his breath, trying to hone in on y/n’s energy signature. he feels a quick zap against his skull, almost as if he’s made a breakthrough before it vanishes and klarion sighs.
“might as well take a cat nap, before i recharge and find that stupid runaway,” klarion says and teekl meows in almost malicious agreement. neither of them realize that they aren’t the only ones looking for her as felix faust slinks back into the shadows, the two of them never leaving his sight.
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top fics this year (by the numbers)!
fics i loved writing the most (and three words/phrases for how i feel abt them)!
fics i loved reading this year (fic rec blog ver.)!
i’ve waffled a little too much abt how much i love these fics on my fic rec blog (although, honestly i think they deserve even more praise) so similar to above, i’m just going to put three words that i feel describes the fic/how i felt reading the fic/the type of love in the fic. please note that these are not in any particular order :)
a love letter to the people who shared their 2024 with me
firstly, i want to say thank and i'm sorry. i feel like i haven't been the greatest friend lately - especially with how inactive i've been since august. but i wanted to take time to say thank you so much for sticking by me and always trusting that i'll find my way back home. i couldn't imagine ever sticking it out this long without the amazing community of people i have met here.
if you have ever felt any sort of way because of things that i have written, i am so thankful to have connected with you; across all of these borders, oceans, and state lines, i have loved and lived with you and for this, i am incredibly grateful.
hi everyone!
i'm just popping by to say that while i'm still not ready to come back and fully get back into writing and pumping out content, i do look at the comments and tags in the reblogs and i am so eternally grateful to the people who drop asks, put their thoughts in the comments/tags, and in general, interact with the author. tumblr is a space that is based off of interaction and everytime i see anyone interact with something that i have poured my soul into, i get so incredibly happy and excited. thank you so much to everyone engaging with my works and i hope to come back soon!
love, jaanu
just finished reading your eunseok fic and goodnessss you are a great writer!! like truly it was so easy to visualize your words and the growing tension between reader and eunseok was so exciting to read!! lookin forward to your next pieces~~ but take your time, saw that you’re on a writer’s hiatus !
thank you so much my love! i'm so glad that you enjoyed it <3 it's readers like you that keep writers going :)
I just finished reading your young justice nightwing sunghoon fic. It’s so good😲 How could you leave it on a cliffhanger like that?😔 But like you’re really good at creating tension all throughout the story🫢 I saw your fic a while ago and wanted to read it when more chapters were released. It’s genuinely so good. Especially for a young justice au where you’re creating your own storyline. It’s genuinely so captivating. I really looking forward to the story😲
AHH firstly thank u so much for reading it!! trsow is definitely a story that i've cherished so much and have put a lot of thought into (mostly for plot continuity) so i'm so SO honored that u have read it and enjoyed it thus far!!
the reason why i haven't updated it as of late (as well as part of the reason why i've been struggling with writing so much lately) is because i feel like i've been losing traction? and while i am well aware that viewership should not influence art (and i am SO thankful to the people who are reading my lesser known works) it is pretty disheartening to pour your soul into something, research heavily, create character profiles, etc. when it feels like no one is reading it?
and i am so so grateful for the people who are reading it and again, i know that even if i had no readers, i should enjoy my work for what it is, it's just feels like pouring your soul into the abyss, for no one to engage with it...
WHICH IS A LONG WINDED WAY of saying that i am just kinda struggling with motivation to write in general but I AM SO SO SO SO SO THANKFUL that you popped by to put this message bc it's readers who engage that make writers want to write :D i will definitely keep working to write it and i hope that i can update it whenever i find the motivation to write again!
