WARNINGS: SMUT so mdni, everything is consensual, heeseung having an oral fixation, oral (f receiving) cursing, helping heeseung out, not proofread so i'm sorry if there's mistakes! (Imk if i missed something pls!!)
pairing: bsf!heeseung x fem!reader
🍒 anon's req!
WC: 1k
it was a typical evening when you decided to drop by heeseung's place. as you entered, you found him immersed in a gaming session with his friends, headset on, completely absorbed in the action. his fingers flew over the controls, eyes glued to the screen, as he coordinated with his friends over the mic.
bro why did you do that? he barely noticed your presence until you settled on his bed, catching his attention out of the corner of his eye. he turned briefly, offering you a quick smile before refocusing on the game. hey, he mouthed, his expression softening for a moment.
you observed him, amused by how seriously he took his games. he was biting his lip, a familiar habit of his when he was deep in concentration. an idea formed in your mind, a playful urge to tease him. slowly, you began touching yourself, ensuring heeseung could see what you were doing. his reaction was immediate; his eyes widened, double checking you, and his character stood motionless on the screen.
heeseung, what's up? we're under attack! one of his friends shouted through the headset, snapping heeseung back to reality.
heeseung fumbled with the controls, trying to keep his composure. uh, sorry, got distracted, he muttered, clearly flustered. he quickly muted his mic and turned to you, his voice hushed and incredulous. what are you doing? he asked, eyes darting nervously between you and the screen.
with a playful smile, you shrugged. just keeping myself entertained. you seemed busy, and i felt bored.
heeseung's face flushed, caught between his game and the unexpected sight before him. i... i can't concentrate with you doing that, he whispered urgently, his breath hitching.
you can clearly see his length growing under his grey jogging, you could always come over here and help me, you suggested, your tone teasing yet inviting.
heeseung hesitated, glancing back at his screen where his friends' voices were still audible. guys, i might have to... um, step out for a bit, he said, struggling to sound casual. his friends' protests were immediate.
are you serious, man? we're in the middle of a raid! another friend exclaimed.
i know, i know, but it's... kind of important, heeseung replied, voice cracking under the strain of keeping his cool. he muted the mic again, turning to you with a mix of panic and curiosity in his eyes. are you serious about this? he asked, clearly torn.
very, you replied, your eyes challenging him.
heeseung let out a shaky breath, finally setting his controller down. he approached the bed, visibly nervous. i’ve never done anything like this before, he confessed, his voice barely audible as he knelt beside you.
you smiled, reaching out to touch his cheek. it's okay, heeseung. just follow my lead. we'll take it slow.
he nodded, swallowing hard. as he leaned in, his friends' voices came through the headset again, reminding him of the world he'd temporarily left behind.
heeseung? you there? one of his friends called out, sounding confused.
heeseung hesitated, visibly torn. just... give me a minute, he stammered, his face flushing deeper. he quickly muted the mic again, turning back to you with a nervous chuckle. this is... kind of intense, he admitted.
you leaned in closer, whispering in his ear, just relax and focus on me. they can wait.
heeseung nodded, trying to compose himself. he started with gentle kisses along your thighs, his breath shaky and uneven. his movements were hesitant, clearly unsure of himself. as he continued, his friends' voices occasionally broke the silence, making him tense up.
dude, are you okay? what's happening over there? another friend's voice crackled through the headset.
heeseung sighed, clearly frustrated. guys, i... i really can't focus right now, he mumbled, quickly muting the mic again. he looked up at you, his expression a mix of embarrassment and desperation. i can't do this with them talking, he confessed, his voice strained.
you cupped his face, gently guiding him back. it's okay, heeseung. just ignore them. focus on us.
he nodded, visibly trying to center himself. he resumed his exploration, his touch still tentative but growing more confident. his friends' voices faded into the background as he concentrated on you, his breath growing heavier. heeseung was clearly inexperienced, his movements occasionally awkward, but there was a sincerity in his actions that made the moment deeply intimate.
he started gently with kisses, then he took out his tongue and passed once on your pussy, giving you chills and moan once. he continues again, faster and faster.
as you neared your climax, heeseung seemed to sense it, his eyes filled with a mix of determination and anxiety. am i... am i doing it right? he whispered, looking up at you, seeking reassurance.
yes, you're doing great, you gasped, your voice breathless. just keep going. and you weren’t lying, the way his tongue moved on you is something you’ve never experienced before.
encouraged, heeseung continued, though his actions were still somewhat erratic. the tension in the room was palpable, his inexperience mingling with the intensity of the situation. his friends' voices were now mere background noise, his focus entirely on you.
fuck, fuck, fuck hee- closing your eyes, whispering even if heeseung’s mic is off, your toes curling.
as you reached your peak, your body shuddered with pleasure. heeseung kept his movements steady, his eyes locked on your face, watching your reactions with a mix of awe and relief. you cried out softly, your hands gripping the sheets as waves of ecstasy washed over you.
heeseung pulled back slightly, his breathing heavy, his face flushed. did i... was that okay? he asked, his voice barely steady, filled with a need for affirmation.
you smiled, reaching out to caress his cheek. it was perfect, heeseung. thank you.
heeseung let out a long breath, a relieved smile breaking out on his face. i was so nervous... i didn't want to mess up, he admitted, his voice soft and filled with sincerity.
you pulled him up beside you, wrapping him in a comforting embrace. you were wonderful, you assured him. it's okay to be nervous. we're both learning, and you did really well.
heeseung relaxed into your embrace, his body finally releasing the tension. thanks for being so patient with me, he murmured, his voice low. i just... i really wanted to make sure i was doing it right.
you kissed his forehead, feeling a deep sense of connection. you did great, heeseung. we'll get better with time.
heeseung smiled, a soft, contented sound escaping him. yeah, together, he echoed, his voice full of warmth. i like that.
as you lay together, the room filled with a comfortable silence. heeseung's friends were still chatting on the headset, but he seemed far removed from that world now, his focus entirely on the shared experience.
