Mom found the Camargos.

For context I’ve been putting up this one specific picture of Christian Camargo all over the house as a way to sort of ice myself out of spiraling because it’s so fucking scary.

And my loving mother who doesn’t recognize Christian Camargo from anywhere else walked in and said, “Is that the stabber!? Dexter’s brother!?”

Today in National Library Week, it's National Library Outreach Day (formerly National Bookmobile Day), which celebrates library outreach and the dedicated California library professionals who are meeting their patrons where they are.

*Digging my fingernails into my arm so hard I start drawing blood* Brian Moser,,,,,

Everything I do for the Biney lives au is in conversation with both the show and the book I’m so fucking serious. I could write a dissertation on this shit. I like the idea of forcing Brian to go back to the drawing board to try again with his little brother (a la the books) while the idea of attachment and the reality of resentment are always ever present and hanging in the air.

Brian knows Dexter didn’t choose him and absolutely hates it, but is still trying to needle his way under Dexter’s skin and meanwhile Dexter gets to experience the ethical ambiguity of knowing Brian’s a danger to his sister while also experiencing the reality that right now he’s not directly a danger, but will be eventually. And it sucks because neither of them can ever get comfortable. Dexter can never truly find comfort in the fact that his brother is always there and Brian can never get comfortable with the idea that Dexter will ever chose him which stings because Dexter is all Brian has left.

"if tumblr dies you can find me on bluesky" "if tumblr dies you can find me on Instagram" if tumblr dies you cannot find me. It's over. I'm free.

The purpose of a system is what it does and this system is working very well so far.

It’s rotten work but only if it’s you. When I do it for other people it’s fine, enjoyable even.

i think there’s actually nothing better than being randomly told “I love you” after doing something characteristically stupid. Like what do you mean I’m a lovable person and I just did something silly and you thought “of course you would do that. I love you.”. No better feeling

Might have to cf for groceries since last semester's books & surprise expenses fucked me over. I really really don't want to though, I've asked for enough help especially bc it'll probably be $200 to get food and everything we'd need (got a small bag of dog food today, but no cleaning supplies or actual things to make into meals) but also counts bills. Kind of sucks to be the primary breadwinner rn bc its not like i don't have help here, but it's a part time gig paying below half of what I make bc that's what's hiring. Trying to climb out of this on my own but.

Ok. Can't do it and tossing my pride away again. Please help if you can. Paypal.me/jaggeds

Got $10 from a friend..

Hey. Got nothing. I'm sick and I'd like some help please. Burnout is doing my head in tbqh

Hi please help.? Last time I'm asking for help bc im so burnt out on top of everything. Just asking for like ~200 in total if that. <- have to get groceries and dog food and pay a bill asap. I'd just like to be able to actually recover from being sick.

California State Library considers next steps after abrupt federal funding cuts