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Lei

@leihey / leihey.tumblr.com

_ _ _ _ _ _ genderfluid; any pronouns | 18 yrs | germany _ _ _ _ _ i like writing. also i take requests.

Memories (One Shot)

@yunkiwii @poeticnotions @a-soft-hornytiny (idk if you wanted to be tagged even after you already read the german version)
Word Count: 2,500
Pairing: San (Ateez) X Mingi (Ateez), [bxb]
Warnings: Main character death
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Fantasy/Psychological

Summary: Losing a friend is never easy. So who wouldn't take any opportunity they get to bring them back?

Theme Song: Twilight - Ateez

[A/N: Dear god, I wrote this one in the BEGINNING of 2019! In February. February 10th is when I first uploaded it somewhere. I changed it s little bit during the translation, but not much since I didn't want to change the whole style. I hope it's still alright to read lmao. This isn't proofread yet tho, I will do that sometime in the future.

Anyways, the thanking is kinda difficult for this one, since again, it's old. So I'll just start with the obvious which is you for reading hehe. Sorry, that was corny. But really, thank you!

Also thank you to Kathy for encouraging me to translate and publish it.

However, back when I just wrote it, I had a few friends which include Pauli and JusJus who read and encouraged me to post it in the Ateez Amino, where other people gave me positive feedback! Thanks to all of them!

Last but not least, this is obviously fiction and doesn't represent Ateez at all. I had fun writing this but many of my views that I put into my writing back then have also already changed, but since it's nothing too serious, I still decided to post this.]

It's been exactly a year since my lovely cat has passed

It's also been around that time, so I'll share some pictures of him <3

I still love and miss you

I'm frustrated. Tumblr won't show my post in the tags I used and I just don't know what to do. I'll give it one last try on my laptop but if that doesn't work, I guess I won't upload it

idk if i should be proud or what but i think im passing the ' lowest ' phase !! yay me ig . it's weird uhhh but in a good way . you may not realize but ranting here actually help me in some way . fjdbdhsn pls i don't want to experience that again

- cutie dee 🌼

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That's absolutely a reason to be proud of yourself! I'm proud of you too! And I'm glad it helps you, you can always rant here!

yooo you're not gonna believe what happened yesterday . let me do this in point

possible tw : sexual harassment ??

  • i went grocery shopping with my mom
  • i met my ex omfl
  • yk the one who ask for my... yeah yeah
  • IT WAS HIM , IDK HOW HE CAN BE THERE WHEN IT'S ACTUALLY ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR HIM TO BE THERE
  • bcus he lives in another state and we're on lockdown so crossing the state is actually a no
  • im thinking why was he there but meh doesn't matter much
  • then he approached me saying he's sorry and he won't do that again
  • im not buying that , uh uh , never
  • my mom saw us together I PANICKED I FREAKING PANICKED
  • like my mom is very strict with friends so when i have male friends she'll ask bunch of questions and get very suspicious of me fhdbsbs
  • you know what he did ? he greeted my mom and left . he just make everything worse jfddjdjd
  • i told my mom to not get any ideas and said we're just friends . i also told her that i don't really like him bcus he's a sexist ??
  • she told me to stay away from him , duhh maa . i already do . he's the one who's trying so hard to make me trust his horny ass
  • yea that's basically it

im sorry if any of this makes you feel uncomfortable

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No, no it's fine. I can actually deal with quite a lot. But this is just absolutely terrible. He sounds like such a terrible and disgusting person. I'm glad you're staying away from him and I really hope nothing too bad happened after that? :(

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