you know where to find me.

if you think I'm pretty, lay your hands on me.

i'd kill to have a voice note feature on here because i have so much to say but no will to type ugh

life lately

ok hi hello what is up y'all, guess who's here to yap tf out :D

alrighty so, i've been acting like a sad miserable little bitch for a while now, safe to say i've been in a pretty rickety state of mind considering how close my exams are and everything, i should be doing better, but i cannot. i keep making parallels between january and now, given just how much i pushed myself there only to end up fucking up my exam.

the thing is that i feel incompetent, i've been trying to push myself harder but there's only a limit i can do that to myself, all i've done in the past few months is revision, mocks, tests, exams, studying, all nighters and i'm at my fucking limit god.

it's awful because there are days when i put it behind me and am actually hopeful about what's to come in the future but then there are times when i feel like i've wasted so much. it's a damn pattern at this point but nevertheless, the grind never stops, not until i have something worthy in my hand, i have like 5 more days to the beginning of the plethora of exams i'd be taking, let's hope it serves me what is destined and then we shall move on.

i do feel better now thankfully, given that i spent an ample amount of time with my family and yapped the life out of my bsf where all we did was cry our misery out <3

also a big thank you to all of you who checked up on me, all the asks, the dms, the comments y'all left have my whole heart, thank you so so much, ily.

i had to type it out to clear my head for once and all, thank you sm for looking out for me. we're back to being hyperactive now 🫦

my love! you can always talk to me, i'm still here, going no where.

man you're just so so so cute :(((

my baby, kahi nhi jaa rhi, i promise you 🫂

i missed youuuu <3333

anoniee, that would have been such a powerful bait if i already didn't have her contact number 😼 tumblr messaging wasn't it for the sheer amount of talking hri and i do, that's my biggest flex as of late muhahaha 🫦

though don't worry, i'm not leaving <3

hii anonie <33

i'm okay, thank you for asking, i'm not going away, i'm too much of an attachment whore for that

hi my love, i'm doing better thank you sm, i love you sm, thank you for taking out time to send me this and the lovely comments, how have you been? i hope you're doing better too ml

i'm genuinely contemplating too lol

what if i

i'm going insane anonie but hby? how's my pretty anon doing?

don't worry anon i gotchu, though with the sheer amount of sanity i've been holding onto, i highkey don't know i'm sorry :(

hii lovie, gosh no i haven't, if i've missed any of your asks, i'm so so sorry, i just haven't been able to actively keep up with them 🫶🏻