sorry if this isnt the best im so sick rn and have such a bad headache but really wanted to get this out bc ive been postponing it
its been 2 days since the sugar incident and matt won't talk to you. Its not like you didn't try but he's being stubborn you walked into his room and see him laying on his bed on his phone. you walk over and sit on his lap "matt common why wont you talk to me" not even batting a eye to you he keeps scrolling on his phone you understand why hes mad but cant help but felling like hes overreacting
but wanting to give him his time you got off and left the room you called sugar and talked about it and she claims that it was a joke letting her know she on thin ice and after much convincing you decide to go to the club with her and some of your other drill friends knowing matt couldn't be happy about the whole ordeal you try to tell him
its now around 7pm you did you hair and makeup in nicks room "nick you think he gon let me go to the club tonight" i ask "y/n dont even ask questions when yk the answer" you let out a sigh "nick this isnt fair im never gunna be 19 again i need to live it up" nick laughs "save the speech im not the one you need to ask"
finally finishing your makeup drying your setting spray you go walk up to matts room needing to grab a dress and being honest if your clothes weren't in his room, you probably would have left without telling him not wanting to deal with him attitude you walk up the stairs to matts room walking in hes now on his computer you walk into the closet putting on a Ed hardy min skirt and a black tan top with black shark boots
you walk out the closet seeing matt now looking at you "hey im going out imma be back in like 2 hours" going to grab your keys you hear a "no" turning to look at him with a mug fuck you mean no he stands i said no you're not going out like that half your ass is out" looking back at the mirror behind you seeing that barley any of your ass out "fuck you talking about its not" matt gets closer now touring over you "so who you going with"
you notice matts jaw is clenched "matt just Cam and sugar-he lets out a laugh "your friends with her still' you let out a sigh "matt i really want this to work please" he sits down on his bed “fine go do you” his words paining your heart “come one Matt don’t be like th-“ he shoots his head up “like what y/n running off with some girl I barely know hanging out with her everyday leaving you here alone?” You laugh out at his words "oh fuck you you're the one who leaves me here all day this is the first time I have a friend, and you can’t handle it it’s so selfish" he stands up "im the selfish one"
"yes"
"no
"Yes" you shake your head matt "i not playing this fucking game "you saw all worked up at this point matt walks over to you faces inches apart as he whispers on your lips "you know what baby ive been so mean huh baby" his hand traves down to the hem of your skirt playing with the strings "you want me to make up for it" he slowly gets on one knee
" Matt i know what you're trying to do it's not going to work" you walk back from him into the mirror behind you looking at your makeup you look back and see him through the mirror with a dumb found face "when tf have you ever said no to head?" before you can answer you here a knock at the door you wipe your head confused as you start to hear "BITCH WHERE THE FUCK YOU ATTT"
f aww shit before you can fully think matt is walking out the room touds the sound you hot on his track you see chis holding the door open confused sugar and cam standing in the house sugar smirks when she sees you and matt "hey bitch you ready to go twerk on niggas" matt side eyes her oh fuck no yn not going nowhere he says walking into the kitchen you and sugar following
"matt please i promise not to twerk" you stand infount of him giving him puppy eyes he pulls you into him how chest to chest "fine you can go but be back before 1 k?" you smile wide kissing him when he sees out the conrer of his eye sugar looking at yall sideways ok lemme go grab my perse and we will go you say and walk up the stairs and into matts room you here some sound from down stairs but not thinking much of it finding the purse and walking down the steps when you see it
matt and suagr kissing in the same place you two were
matt pulls away looking back at you but it's too late your already out the door tears pouring in your car
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singer!yn x guitarist?chris
(song + video) and before i start i give my props to @muwapsturniolo bc she made a story a while back and it put me on this song so thank you queen
you where headlining for Coachella at only 19 you stood in the middle of the stage as your next song starts the croud starts going crazy as the beat starts blaring though the speakers as you start to dance and sing along with the backup dancers you walk around the stage singing confidence blaring though you but your heart pounding from what you know is coming you take a deep breath in
" Everyone please welcome" the sound of a guitar blaring though the speakers you hold a wide smile "for Chris" you say as he comes on the stage not missing a beat you look lock eyes from across the stage as you start to mimic his movements as he tilts his head back playing adrenaline blaring through your body fuck it you think none of the fan matter of fax no one knew about you and Chris you decided to end that
the two spotlights shine on you and Chris as y'all walk over to each other him still playing you get face to face "come on baby take me higher " you say into the mic Chris looks at you shocked before giving you a smirk playing harder the notes sounding higher you lean back shaking your head almost to the floor you sing " take me higherr"
you now are on the floor knees far apart as Chris stands in the middle of them you grind on his leg dancing and fake humping his leg as a solo comes oh all the interment's stop expect his guitar blaring through the room when everything comes back you lean finaly lean forword arching your back like your face down ass up and go to all fours crawing to him when chris gets down to one knee
your now face to face smiling like dummy's when you pull him into a kiss sloppy to say it kindly the fans going crazy you pull away after 2 seconds needing to sing your part as he kisses your neck and if your being honest you were surprised at how good he can mutli task you push is head standing up to fineish the rest of the song
after the show before you can see or do anything you feel Chris pull you into a kiss "mhhm loved that lil stunt you pulled out there" he drags you to the bathroom and flips you so you're looking at the mirror "don't look away" he lifts your top up "my pretty fucking girl you looked so good out there and you sang so good"
omg yall its almost 4 am imma do a part two soon
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i’m so tired of them saying they’re gonna do better and that they are gonna give us more content but it just seems rough. i know tour is coming around but they should’ve thought about this ahead. and tour doesn’t even seem like it’s going well. it’s not organized. and i’m not saying that just because i can’t go. i’m saying this because they aren’t giving people their moneys worth. i’m tired of these boys thinking they can just get away with stuff. someone needs to say smth to them ASAP. i’m getting tired of it.
Dead ass I better seem them doing fucking back flips and cartwheels on tour
toxic?yn x lover!chris
oh, fuck so good mama Chris dam near moaned out you were in his room him on the edge of the bed and you on your knees giving him head ik it was one of the rules of things you would not do to him, but you needed to get him back somehow and knew he wouldn't say no to head "soo good baby finally using this mouth for something useful" he said as he pulled on your makeshift ponytail
he made you moaned around him w yalls sex is pretty vanilla, so he didn't know you had a kind for him bossing you around but now he did."You like that mhmm when i pull your fuckk' you have never seen him like this he mostly is quite other than the basic stuff you slowly drag one of your hands down to your shorts and sliding them under to your dripping cunt wall taking chris deeper in your throat
"Such a fucking slut playing with yourself and making me feel so good at the same time" he slaps your hand away pushing you head do more he pulls your head up you whining as he does so "quit the fucking whining" he says as he lays down "come sit on my face I got an idea" not thinking about anything other than how good he would feel licking and sucking your clit before you can even think twice your moaning as he kitty licks your clit he pulls off
"Come on baby don't leave me hanging" you lay forward as he eats you like a starved man you start to suck his tip as you stroke him the reason you never let Chris eat you out before was because you've never been eaten out before and where to embarrassed to say your ex-boyfriend didn't do it he said that was something he wasn't down for never been fingered before either
Chris not skipping a beat making out with your cunt your eyes almost go crossed when he goes up as his thumb plays with your clit and his tongue goes to your whole you sit up straight "Chris Chris" you moan out "mhmm" me groans into you "I've never been ate before" you shyly admit he pulls you off his face "what?" confusion all over his face "you fr"
you look back at him shaking your head yes, he taps your thigh twice "get on your back" you get off him and get on your back and he gets in-between your legs "what else you never had' he asks biting your inner thigh umm "I've never been fingered before" he kisses your cunt making you shiver lay back baby imma take real good care of you
the second your back hits the pillow chris is in your pussy chin deep you grab his hair moaning "oh fuck' his tongue doing laps on your clit as his ring and middle finger rub your whole as he pushes them in no warning doing the come here motion oh shit you whine as your back arches as you feel a knot in your stomach
he takes that as a sign to start sucking on your clip as your eyes roll back when his free hand grabs your hand interlocking your fingers together when you feel a unformalr feeling Chris "Chris i think I'm going to pee" he pulls up figers going faster "so pee then"
the way his eyes loc with yours and his thumb rubbing the back of your hand his fingers going at a ungodly speed you let go seeing white as you feel something gushing out of you as he somehow speeds up you let out porn kind moans as your orgasm washes over you look down seeing his face arm and the bed wet you look at him mortified
before you can speak you feel the overstimulation as your body jerks and he's hovering over you leaving hickeys on your neck "come one baby" he mumbles into you "i know you can" you squirm around as he leaves sweet nothings into your ear when the last one you here before falling into another orgasm "your fucking mine squirting all over me and only me" your next words coming out before you can think
"fuck i love you chris" you say as you pull on his hand he smiles like a dummy "ik baby i love you to"
the triplets where halfway in there NYC show you lived in NYC so you and matt haven't seen each other in almost a month they were about to bring fans out on stage when all of a sudden rack city starts playing (play it now) you walk out on stage the croud going crazy mic in hand you walk to the front of the stage outfit
nick and chris are laughing so hard they are basically on the floor and matt just has a shocked look on his face "baby when did you get here"
you don't skip a beat still rapping pulling out 100-dollar bills throwing them to the fans the song comes to a end when you do a back flip and walk out leaving nick chris and most importantly matt spechless the fans still going crazy as nick says into the mic that "wasn't even planned wtf"
Chris pushes his door open carrying you as he kisses down your neck, he has no idea how y'all even got like this but doesn't care your back again. he lays you down on the bed tugging on the end of your shirt you get the message pulling your arms up so he can lift your shirt off he looks down at your bare chest you weren't wherrying a bra you never do.
so fucking beautiful he start down your neck into your boobs kissing one pinching the other he starts leaving hickeys on your right boob you pull his hair "Chris no Hickeys come on you alr know this" he looks up smiling "i know baby no one can see this one its hidden" he goes back down "I'll see them" you say tugging on his hair again a little harder this time
he pulls back this time siting fully up "why don't you wanna see them?" you sigh sitting up "Chris is you gon sit here and bitch or you gon fuck me" gets off the bed? why don't you let me leave hickeys on you?" you smack your teeth and put your shirt Chriss shirt on "I don't let you do a lot of things why do you care about this one"
you have a list of things Chris can't do as you feel they are thing couples do, and you are in fax not a couple. he can't eat you out and you don't suck him he can't come to your house no dates you don't ride him you don't want him to be sub it will make him more if that's possible and no hickeys you feel they are to intimate
"Because I'm sick of this shit yn you can't just pick and chouse when im your boyfriend" you let out a little laugh "that's your problem Chris i know you're not my boyfriend you're the one who gets it fucked up" he looks at "you fine then take my shit off then get out" your taken back by this hes never kicked you out
"What?" "You heard me take my shit off and get out" your speechless truly speechless you just take off his shirt throwing it at him and walk over to his dresser he has a drawer full of your stuff you grab a new shirt and all the other clothes in there and walk out slamming his door otw out
you make sure to slam the front door extra hard stomping into your car you throw you stuff into the passenger seat you start the car jaw clenched wait? why do you care you dont care you look at yourself in the mirror looking at the hickeys he left and get a odd feeling in your stomach wtf?
you put it back and put the car in drive you don't care about Chris hes just a fuck buddy nothing more nothing less you get to your house throwing the stuff on the floor stomping up to your room when you see how many things of his you have
a pepsi can from the one time he made you try one you love pepsi now but would never tell him that his blanket he let you have when you told him how soft it was laying on your bed and a polyrod of y'all your face starts to feel hot, you're not about to cry right? no its fine you grab all the stuff and throw them into the bathroom
idk why just don't wanna see them right now i go back into my room expecting to see miss calls and text but i see nothing he didn't call or text why? does he not care no way he always cares he the only one who cares he wouldn't leave me he can't just stop. you feel a tear roll down your face
quickly wipe it off as if someone would see you check his lo and he is outside driving down the street from his house he then it says he turned it off no the next 2 hours you go crazy ik funny how every night you drive him crazy and the one night he messy up you can't handle it going through his following seeing all the woman he follows seeing if he likes there post or if they follow him back
you notice something none of the woman look like you they are all models literary and they are all white blonde and blue eyes does he even like you is this all a game to him you start to wonder why he does this its all some kind of sick joke before you can over think it even more you just decide to go to bed looking at how its almost 5 am but before you fall asleep you get one more thought
do i lov fuck no
toxic rapper yn x lover chris hc
lover!Chris who will order food to your studio when he knows you've been working for long and will tell the door dasher to leave a note saying "i know your mad baby but i dont want you to be hungry to" smiling to himself when it says delivered happy that your taken care of
lover!chris who was so nervous when y'all first started talking not wanting to mess anything up having matt and nick helping him watch your interviews seeing what you like so he can bring it up
lover!chris who got his driver's license, so he didn't have to here shit from matt or keep buying Ubers when he wanted to see you
lover!chris who hates arguing with his brothers but will have hour long arguments will nick and matt defending your name "chris shes not a good person tho" "wouldnt be suprized if shes using him" "stfu yall don't fucking know her"
lover!chris who loves giving you nicknames "babyyy" "ma" "mama" "sweetheart" "love" "my love" and sometimes very rare you get pookie
lover!chris who loves being in the studio with you admiring your vocals and thinks you look like a angle when you sing he sometimes will ft you at night ask you to sing him to sleep
lover!chris who just loves you he loves spending time with you kissing you shopping with getting you gifts he doesn't care he just loves you
toxic?yn who will give the food Chris orders you to your friends when mad at him "yo yn someone ordered you chipotle" looking at the bag seeing Chriss note "i know your mad baby but i don't want you to be hungry to" wtf "nah you can have it"
toxic?yn who didn't pay Chris no mind when they first met would go hours without texting it wasn't on purpose she just truly forgot about the boy
toxic?yn who refuses to drive Chris "I'm not a fucking uber nigga?" hanging up the phone
toxic?yn who knows that matt and nick don't like her, and she understands all Tho she never met nick she's heard things about him from Chris, but she does not like matt they have a rocky thing going on
toxic?yn who sometimes wants to love Chris and will, but the fans overwhelm her when they dm her stuff about the way she looks or that Chris will leave her, but he wouldn't do that right? he loves her?
toxic?yn who is scared of committing to Chris but would never tell him that she doesn't like sharing things like that with him thinking he will turn it on her later on
toxic?yn who loves to make Chris jealous posting with other guys going on podcasts saying y'all are nothing more than friends
toxic?yn who looks so confident is the inspo for confidents everyone including the triplets wonder how she does it but she's so painfully insecure it hurts every time she's Infront of the camera she almost wants to cry
toxic?yn who doesn't know what she wants
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Can’t get her out of my mind ,I think about this girl all the time
Toxic y/n and lover Chris
“Yn baby don’t do this” you and Chris are in a argument right now over something so stupid you don’t even remember but yet here he his in the studio on his knees kissing your legs as he begging for you “Chris this is genuinely sad get up” he looks up at you pulling away from your legs “please I don’t care how I look I just want you” moments like this you dissociate from reality as much as you want to love Chris you just can’t
It feels like a wall is over your heart why can’t you just love him how he deserves he needs to leave and find someone who loves him you get down on your knees with him “Chris” he pulls himself into your neck leaving kisses “we need to talk come on” he slowly pulls away you sigh “I wish I could love you I really do” he cuts you off “let me love you I’ll show you how please baby” you’ve been looking at the floor this whole time when you here sniffing is he crying?!
Your eyes met his tear fill them “c-come on don’t do this you can’t leave me” taken aback you slowly stand up back away the chris sturniolo is crying over you almost smile ego flooded idk this happens it’s almost like your sucking the soul out of him to gain something it’s wrong you should do it but you can’t hold back “Ok I’ll try” he almost jumps into you “thank you baby thank you” he resigns it like a prayer
Later that night Chris left and you went home and got a message
You hate that Chris tells Matt and Nick talks business
I send him the ss and block him rolling over and closing your eyes
Imma make Chriss pov or this sort later