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Man in caffiene

@manincaffeine / manincaffeine.tumblr.com

26 he/him //πŸŒ•

Stop living for other people’s opinions. Do what makes YOU happy, no matter how it looks. Forgive yourself for what you tolerated, for what you didn’t know back then, for putting yourself last. You deserve peace. You deserve growth. You deserve YOU.

l want to throw you against a wall, wrap your legs around my waist and kiss you. Kiss you until we have to stop to catch our breaths. I want you and only you. I want to take you on road trips that lead us to pulling over on the side of the road because we can't keep our hands off each other. I want you and your flaws. I want your messy makeup from teary eyes as I hold you and talk to you about life. I want the 3am phone calls because you can't sleep at night. I want to be yours and only yours. I want to taste all your cooking, even if it's not good, even if it's experimenting I'd have you cook every meal for the rest of my life. I want you. I want my trembling hands to grab your waist and dance with you in the middle of an empty room. I want to struggle on days when I can't see you. I want to fight about meaningless stuff that will lead to meaningful sex. I want you. I want your hand to rest on my forearm as we enter a party, so I can reassure you that you are safe with me. I want to sing to you in the shower and have you shut me up with kisses because we both know I'm no singer. I want the ups and downs, the winter and summer days. I want you and only you.

Some people just come into your life,get you to open up and be vulnerable only for them to leave. Still don’t understand why they do so.

I mean,if you had it in your head that you’re going to leave-why to even bother sharing or opening up? It feels like a major waste if time and emotions and I have no idea why people consciously choose to do this.

They just leave a gaping hole in your heart and you are left questioning if anything you shared was real or not?

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