𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 - 𝐎𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝟐𝟑𝐑𝐃, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐

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Anyone have any requests for Mike Dodds, Joe Velasco, Nick Amaro, Peter Stone? This fandom is so dead and it's making me depressy. I just wanna write something but idk what😭💔

Anyone got any requests for Joe Velasco? If so, plz send me some. I've gone through all the content there is for him (honestly, barely any) and I'm in the mood to write something for my babyboy. 🥲

I've got some megalong x reader AU-ish fics in the works for (almost) all of the respective MW2 boys, all of which are going to play out over the span of several weeks, and I need to know: do y'all readers prefer a single long fic or for the story to be split into chapters? Knowing myself, each one of these stories will probably be at least 30k words, probably more. Is it more appealing to keep it in one mega long chapter, or split it into parts? Like, what provides the best reading experience? Lmk what you think.

TL;DR - I have a lot of fanfiction-garbage and can't decide if it's worth donating in its poorly-edited, not-properly-written state, or if I should just throw it all out and let it rot in a landfill.

So, I have approximately 100k words worth of notes in my phone for fics for Top Gun: Maverick and Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. Like, we aren't even talking full fic skeletons/first drafts, it's just 100k words worth of dialogue snippets and vague and very badly spelled/messily worded outlines that I've thought of at random times throughout my days for the past month or two during which my brain has been in a hyperfixation sort of overdrive.

I'd say there's probably around a hundred separate fic ideas for each of the two fandoms noted above and I oh, so desperately want to post at least a few of them before my very limited hyperfixation span is exceeded, but I haven't written in so long and I'm hesitating because if I were to post one or more fics, they wouldn't be my usual thoroughly thought-out fics. A few longer ones would be a few thousand words at most, but most no more than a thousand or a few hundred, if even that, and I'd spend little to no time working on them beyond the absoloute neccessary (e.g. cleaning up my initial notes and adding some more content for the sake of structure) because I no longer have the energy needed to go into full writing mode and probably never will again. That being said, they'd be quick, sloppy and only meet the bare minimum requirements of even being considered fics - the notes in question look like they were created by someone repeatedly slamming their head on the keyboard so we really are talking bare minimum, with mostly dialogue and very little descriptive filling.

It's been so long since I wrote that I don't know if that's even something that is worth posting. I desperately want to post something because I could really use the lift-up of reconnecting with the fanfic-community, but I've become so damn insecure about my writing and I am totally overthinking it.

So, please, grant an out-of-practice fanfiction-writer some clarity by voting on the poll provided below, so that I can make up my mind on whether or not it is worth it. Honesty is more appreciated than coddling, you will not hurt my meow meow feelings, I promise.

(I might post them, I might not. I just want some clarity in case I decide to do so bc I am a dependent little bitch who needs the opinions of others before I do literally anything in life.)

I sure do! Never had the pleasure of getting a request for him, though😭💔

Omg I completely forgot to reply to your ask. I understand if you're no longer in the fandom since I was gone for over half a year, but I took your request and turned it into a three-parter. The first part was posted a few days ago and the second part will be posted at the end of the weekend.

If you're still interested in HoA and want to read it, you can find the first part here. Sorry for not posting it until now 🖤

SUMMARY | when everything seems to be falling apart and attraction becomes too strong, both of your natural instincts force you to search for comfort in the last person you're supposed to feel attracted to, regardless if it means going against everything you believe in by betraying someone you're both close to.

PAIRING | eric king x reader

REQUESTED | yes

WARNINGS | infidelity, some angst, not proofread

WORD COUNT | 6.1k

NOTES FROM THE AUTHOR | my first fic in a very long time, and my first time ever writing for eric king, so i apologize in advance if it's ooc. this is part one, there will be a part two posted before the week is up. please take a moment to leave a comment and let me know your thoughts, it would mean the literal world to me ♡

Omgomg yesss, I love this!! Will start working on this as soon as I possibly can so be on the lookout🤩🖤

Hey, you aren't bothering at all! I'm actually working on this request as we speak from when you sent it in before. I can't say when it's going to be finished specifically but it's in the works. Sorry for taking so long and thanks so much for requesting🥺💙

I'd love to write something for him but I need some more to go on, I'm afraid. A plot, prompt or general idea 💙

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SFW AND NSFW REQUESTS ARE OPEN FOR THE FOLLOWING CHARACTERS, FEEL FREE TO SEND SOME IN!

Don't send me a request if you are not prepared to reblog and/or comment on the fic you request. If you do not want to comment or reblog with your main account, then make a side blog and comment and reblog from there. The same goes if you've requested anonymously; no one will know you were the one who requested, so you can still leave a comment and/or reblog with your thoughts.

There's nothing that discourages a fanfiction-writer more than getting no comments, especially on requested pieces, and it is the least you can do after having someone create a custom, free piece of art for you.

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BECOMING SEMI-ACTIVE AGAIN

Hello, everyone. 

As you might have noticed at this point, I’ve been really MIA since, like, late last year/early this year. I’ve had a lot going on and still do, and to be frank, I’ve completely lost interest in writing fanfiction because of how dead the fanfic community on Tumblr has become; barely any comments or reblogs, which has just killed my interest for it completely. It’s also affected me negatively in the way that I’ve made fanfiction into a chore, a must and a duty, rather than keeping it as a personal interest and a fun thing to do.

Other than that, my interest for things has just died down in general because of my mental health issues, life has also been extremely hectic which hasn’t given me much time to be online and when I’ve been able to spare some time, I haven’t been in the right mindset to interact with anyone, not even friends and family. 

So with that said, I’m currently finding myself more inspired to write fanfiction, and I’m feeling like doing it for myself for once, as opposed to for everyone else.

However, my inspiration is very limited and I’m not going to force myself because I want to stay inspired for as long as I can. So, I’m not going to delete any of my old requests because my interest is varying so much in intervalls and I don’t know when inspiration might hit, but for the time being, I’m only going to write and post fics every now and then, and when that happens it’s going to be for the fandoms I feel inspired for at that moment, so I’m gonna make a pinned post in which I’ll let y’all know what fandoms I’m feeling. I’ll update that post whenever I’m online, and let you know when I go offline - with dates, so new followers can see how long I’ve been inactive for and not expect any big things of me.

So long story short, this blog will not be a hundred percent active and probably never will be again. I’ll just pop in whenever life allows it and whenever I feel inspiration hit. I’m going to make the pinned post right now, so check it out to see what I feel like writing. For those of you who have requested for other fandoms before today, I apologize for not writing your requests. I might some day, but I can’t say for sure, since I will now, going forward, be writing for myself, when I feel inspired, and not because I feel obliged to. Hope you understand, and thank you all for being patient with me <3 

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