dogstar

flowers for everyone. (or: my take on the hanahaki au that no one asked for but i took upon myself wrote anyway)

first chapter out.

last chapter is out

~ you're my sea you're my sunshine the star the moooon ~

[trying to insult a person's dog-like devotion to someone but not wanting to make them sound too cool about it] keep your fucking dog in a purse

thinking about how atsushi was always looking for a right to live and at the same time akutagawa was looking for a reason and how those things are so similar yet at the same time not at all

and they’ve spent so long misunderstanding each other when they both just want to feel alive

smth smth bsd’s recurring theme of your past not defining who you are but facing your past being necessary to move on anyway. the symbolism of atsushi’s abuser being the one to push him forward despite atsushi’s dislike for him—you cannot get rid of him. you cannot stop caring. you will cry when your father dies and you will hate him for it. you will never get rid of the ghost that haunts you but sometimes acknowledging it is the first step to healing. can anyone hear me

fuck i can’t believe i wasted my entire life being moved by art and beauty and the indomitable human spirit ugh i should’ve been making money through internet scams

winning streak

Trying to start some toxic yuri shit with this mech pilot, but she's well adjusted and happily married. I called her my loyal dog and she filed an HR report fuuuuuuuuck

god i hope someone’s said “what the hell is this guy’s deal” about me at least once

and i do mean with these words specifically and preferably while pointing their thumb over their shoulder vaguely in my direction

house md//bungou stray dogs//roadkill by searows//it will come back by hozier//stupid fucking dog by six white venus//shame on you by lord tusk (song cover)

Franz Kafka, 1912

Safe return

embarrassment has good bones