emo haechan pls save us
OH I WASNT READY FOR THIS ONE WOWWWW🤤
I HOPE I MADE IT IN TIME!! can't hurt to try my luck. IF i managed to b the first jjk request u got today can i get some teen!gojo angst based on I Want You by Mitski?? 💗💗💗💗 thank u so so much
You stare plainly at the closed door of your apartment. Who on earth decided to visit you this late at night? It has to be far past midnight, so late that not even a single car his heard through your poorly isolated window.
With naked feet, you roam closer, try to make out a single sound.
“It’s me, (y/n).”
Your heart drops to the floor, hand opening the door in an instant.
It’s him.
Or…is it?
The boy standing in front of you looks so different. His bright blue orbs empty, dark circles decorating his face. Are these…bruises?
“Satoru”, you breathe out.
“Sorry, did I wake you? I just… I didn’t…I didn’t know where to go…”, he mutters, his gaze glued to the ground.
“Oh…Sure, get in.”
Your heart almost beats out of your chest. The sensation of having none other than your long-time crush Satoru Gojo visiting you this late at night, the love that never worked out, the love you enjoyed in silence. But at the same time…Your stomach drops.
Something really really bad must have happened.
“Sorry for the mess, I didn’t expect you here tonight.”
“Didn’t expect me here either, don’t worry (y/n). Thanks for letting me in. I waited in the car for what felt like hours because I felt pretty dumb for annoying you over my stupid shit. But I need a quiet place I guess…And maybe someone who listens”
He lets himself fall onto your couch, your body following him instantly. Oh, you never saw him this broken before. Out of instinct, your hand begins to caress his cheek. Until he wraps his arms so tightly around you that you threaten to suffocate. Until his tears stain your sleep shirt. Until none other than Satoru Gojo screams against your shoulder in nothing but agony and grief.
“He’s gone, (y/n). I think I lost him forever. He turned his back on me, on everything we've been through…”
There is no doubt in the fact that he’s talking about Suguru. But how, why? Your unanswered questions get stuck in his throat when his glossy gaze meets yours, tears still holding onto his long white lashes.
“I’m so done, (y/n). I can’t do this anymore”, he finally gives in.
“There’s nothing I could say to make this better for you, Satoru. Just tell me what you need from me. Tell me what I can do to make you feel better”, you whisper softly while your hand strokes through his thick hair to distract yourself from the pain that grows inside your chest.
“Tell me that you love me.”
Your eyes widen, heart dropping to the floor. Oh, it was never a secret to anyone that you crave him. Even Satoru himself was always aware of the fact that you love him more than anything else.
“Tell me that you want me, tell me that you love me”, he insists quietly, his head resting against your pounding heart.
“Tell me that I mean something to you.”
“You mean the world to me, Satoru”, you reply in an instant.
Why does this feel like the end of the world, like the end of something so huge that you fail to grasp it? This isn’t about you and Satoru.
No, this is about a boy who was forced to grow up, a boy who lost the only friend he had in this cruel world.
He presses a sloppy kiss against your lips, so longing that you threaten to get lost in it. Oh, if it was only dedicated to you, if this would mean more than a simple distraction from the grief of losing his best friend.
He might want you at this moment, but you’ll always want him more.
"I love you" the words ring into silence, suspending into the air unanswered until met with his question.
"Why do you love me?" His voice was skeptical. Of course. He has a thousand girls who "love" him. You'd understand if you becoming one of them disappoints him.
You sigh. This is going to be long.
"There's a person beyond this mask. An authentic one. It's afraid and hidden away, and I understand why, it has my sympathy and empathy. That's where my love comes from. Your body might be the strongest but your soul isn't of a different nature than our. Just like all of us it needs nurturing and protection, a warm embrace. The unfortunate part for you is that I can see through your bullshit and defence mechanism easily. I don't mean to invade your safe space but that's how it is. Fortunately or not. And since I can--" you walk closer to him, "I take it as my duty--" you lay your palm flat out on his chest, "to nourish it. Love it." You smile at him genuinely.
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credits to: @kimiimaus
this is poetry
no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while I gasp for air, scream, and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, doggy, backwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carrier, against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, on the back of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce, in the pool, in the garden, bent over, in the basement, against the window, having the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, era ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffing, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling, teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy, moan introducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious, gushy, creamy, beastly, lip biting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, can't walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, vulcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell devolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, splendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening sex