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‧₊˚ ☾. ⋅ Between The Lines — Serendipity in Disguise

✶⋆.˚ Survival was simple, stay in your lane and make your parents proud. Too bad your potions professor began to play match maker and somehow, your supposed worst nemesis slithers her way into her heart. She’s a monster, yet you can’t help but want to stay.
⊹ ࣪Pairing: Halfblood Gryffindor Werewolf!Megan Skiendiel x Pureblood Slytherin Prefect Fem!Reader ⊹ ࣪Word Count + Genre: 26.3k, Fluff (ig?) with a little bit of Angst, Major Slowburn, Hogwarts AU, The Kats are like the Marauders??, Forbidden Romance, Tutor x Tutee, Supposed Enemies (but not really) to Lovers ⊹ ࣪A/N: It’s finally out gang 😀 only took me like 50 years. The writings crap but I hope you guys enjoy it 😔  ⊹ ࣪Content Warnings: This is not a real portrayal of any of the individuals mentioned in this fic. All events are completely fictional and are only intended for entertainment purposes. Reader and her friends are mean, Fight scenes (nothing too graphic, mostly verbal), Bullying/Name calling, Swearing, Kissing, Alcohol, Mentions of Death, Toxic Family, Allusions to Torture, Mention of Blood, Mildly suggestive in like 1 scene
⋆✴︎˚。⋆ Next in the Queue ⋆✴︎˚。⋆ ⋆ The Start of It All: 𝐶𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑌𝑜𝑢 - 𝐺𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑖𝑒 𝐴𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑚𝑠 ⋆ Working Relations: 𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 - 𝐿𝑎𝑢𝑓𝑒𝑦 ⋆ This Isn't Real: 𝑇𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑑𝑜 𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 - 𝑆𝑎𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑎 𝐶𝑎𝑟𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟 ⋆ Just For You: 𝑇𝑜𝑘𝑦𝑜 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝐻𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑙 - 𝑅𝑖𝑛𝑎 𝑆𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑎𝑚𝑎 ⋆ Party For None: 𝐿𝑒𝑡’𝑠 𝐹𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑁𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 - 𝐹𝐼𝑁𝑁𝐸𝐴𝑆 ⋆ Our Spot: 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐴𝑟𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟 - 𝑇𝑎𝑦𝑙𝑜𝑟 𝑆𝑤𝑖𝑓𝑡 ⋆ Always Here: 𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑊𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑊𝑎𝑠 𝐸𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 - 𝐽𝑃 𝑆𝑎𝑥𝑒 ⋆ Under the Stars: 𝐸𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝐷𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝐿𝑖𝑒 - 𝑆𝑜𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑅𝑜𝑠𝑎 
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Your Idol

→ daniela avanzini x fem!idol!masc!reader

summary: in which a struggling girl group was suddenly brought into light when their debut came out of nowhere. everyone thought SIREN5 was just hype; a chaotic rookie group with a pretty concept and no substance. Even KATSEYE wasn’t expecting much when they were assigned to mentor them before debut. But the moment the music hit, everything changed.

if SIREN5 was real this would be all their songs

SIREN5: Main Story

Chapter 4

SIREN5 x KATSEYE: Debut Vlog Series

Episode 2: ???

Episode 3: ???

SIREN5: SAILORS EDITS

siren5 moments to cure homophobia

cami being a bisexual menace to society

syre and dani are never beating the dating allegations

katseye being infected by siren5

amara and hana being the divorced parents to three toddlers

tiktok edits 1 2 3

SIREN5: WeVerse Lives

Hana

Cami 1 1.5

SYRE

Amara

Rina

for your idol lore and discussions, search the tag "your idol crumbs"

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cowgirls do it better | sophia laforteza

synopsis: it's been 2 years. 2 years since your wife has ripped your heart out as she tried mending it. but now you're in her home court, to finalize the divorce. there's a couple things you need to learn about sophia's life before you leave.

pairing: (ex-ish) wife!sophia x cowgirl!reader

tags: angst, slow-burn, fluff, smut, g!p reader (don't like, don't read), alcohol, mentions of rehab, tension, marriage troubles, cheating but also not really cheating, slight religious themes, cowboys/cowgirls, a-list-celebrity!sophia, manon, more…

wc: 20.7k

2 years later, lax, los angeles

“spare change?” 

it wasn’t how you imagined touching down in california. the casual mix of lavishness and poverty running like parallel lines through the city.

it’s not a pretty sight. 

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“pick your poison.” || kim jiwon x reader fic.

— your mentor, the ingenious witch kim jiwon, has claimed to have made a breakthrough in her most challenging research yet and in an attempt to finally create the world's first working love potion, a few mishaps take place...

word count: 24.8k.

dynamic: dom!witch!liz x switch!apprentice!reader.

warnings: student x teacher (technically), age gap (liz is in her early 30s, reader is in her early 20s!), intoxicated sex, praise kink, thigh riding, fingering, breast worship, gagging, hair pulling, overstimulation.

requested?: nope.

a/n: EHEHE. I CANT BELIEVE WE BEAT THE DREAMLIKE WORD COUNT WHAT 😭 i was truly expecting this to be only 8k words long but as you can see, it exceeded WAY past that but i think it's exactly what this fic needed! 💕not very proud of how long this took me (a few more months in the drafts and it would have been a year 💀) but what i am proud of is how it turned out! with this setting and scenario, i was truly free to just say anything and ya'll know me, i fucking love saying ANYTHING‼️‼️ ANYWAY i hope everyone enjoys this, and as always, feel free to pour every single one of your thoughts about it in my inbox! 🥺💝

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"All Yn wanted was a peaceful new start. Quiet mornings, calm neighbors, maybe a cat. What she got instead… was Hanni — a human hurricane with a gummy smile and zero concept of personal space."

FEM READER

You had exactly zero expectations when you moved into the new apartment.

All you wanted was a quiet room, a working fridge, and a roommate who didn’t smell like expired monster energy and abandonment issues. You didn’t need friends. You didn’t need chaos. You didn’t need… her.

You’d barely stepped into the shared space—box in one hand, iced coffee in the other—when the universe personally said: “Oh, babe. That’s cute. Let me ruin your life real quick.”

A scream echoed from inside the apartment.

Not a normal scream. Not a “there’s a bug” scream.

A full-on, blood-curdling, I-just-saw-God-and-she-owes-me-money type of scream.

You froze in the doorway.

And then, she came running out of the kitchen.

Wearing one sock, a Hello Kitty crop top, and oven mitts on both hands. There was flour in her hair. And was that… a slice of cheese stuck to her elbow?

“Oh my god,” she gasped when she saw you, eyes wide like a raccoon caught in the fridge light. “You’re real.”

“…I’m your roommate,” you said slowly, eyes flicking to the literal trail of chaos behind her. “You almost made me drop my coffee.”

“Wait—no! That would’ve been tragic.” She paused dramatically, putting her oven-mitt hands over her heart. “Your coffee is, like, the only thing keeping you alive, huh?”

“…How do you know that?”

She stepped closer, eyes squinting at your face like she was trying to read a very complicated manual. “Dark circles. Mild caffeine addiction. Quiet rage in the eyes. I know your type.”

You stared at her. She grinned. You blinked once.

“…You’re insane.”

She beamed wider. “People say that, yeah.”

You sighed, stepping past her and toward your room, already exhausted. “This is going to be hell.”

“Aw, don’t be like that, roomie,” she called after you. “I’m Hanni! With an ‘i’ and chaotic energy by birth!”

You shut the door behind you. Not hard. But not gently either. This was fine. Everything was fine. You just needed to survive the semester and maybe not catch fire in the process.

You learned quickly that Hanni didn’t believe in rules. Or silence. Or logic.

She cooked ramen noodles in the coffee pot. She sang One Direction at full volume in the shower, adding dramatic gasps and fake sobs like she was in a soap opera. She once brought home a cat and swore it was a stray. (It had a collar. And a sweater.)

But for some reason… she made everything feel like a fever dream you didn’t want to wake up from.

She was loud and messy and exhausting. But she was also funny. And sweet. And lowkey emotionally intelligent in a way that made you uncomfortable.

Like the time she brought you a heating pad and cookies when you were too tired to get out of bed. Or the time she noticed your breathing get tight after a phone call and wordlessly put on your favorite show and sat beside you—not talking, just there.

You didn’t ask her to. She just… knew.

And that was the most terrifying part.

Three weeks in, you found her asleep on the couch. Again.

There was a half-eaten bag of chips on her stomach and some kind of glitter on her cheek. You don’t even know where the glitter keeps coming from. At this point, it might be embedded in her skin.

You stood there for a second, arms crossed, pretending you weren’t soft. Pretending your heart didn’t stutter at the way her nose scrunched in her sleep. Pretending you weren’t… feeling things.

God. You were so screwed.

And then, in the quiet of the room, she mumbled in her sleep, half-smiling:

“...hey sleepyhead... I saved you the last chip…”

Your heart did a little backflip.

You were so, so screwed.

You had one goal.

Buy groceries. Nothing fancy. Just milk, cereal, maybe some frozen dumplings if life felt generous. You made a list. You put on your headphones. You mentally prepared to walk through the aisles like a fully functioning adult.

And then Hanni said, “Wait, I’ll come with you.”

You should’ve said no.

You should’ve said no.

But you looked at her—standing there in an oversized hoodie, mismatched socks, and sunglasses that did absolutely nothing to hide the chaos in her soul—and you said:

“…Fine. But we’re not buying any more glitter.”

She gasped like you told her her hamster died. “First of all, glitter is a lifestyle. Second of all, we’re definitely buying glitter now.”

You regretted everything.

Twenty minutes later, you were pushing a cart with one wheel that screamed like a dying bird, and Hanni was walking beside you with a can of whipped cream in each hand like they were weapons.

“We don’t need whipped cream,” you muttered, crossing another item off your mental list.

“But what if we do?” she said, dramatically throwing her head back. “What if we have a whipped cream emergency?”

“There’s no such thing.”

“There is if you believe.”

You gave her a look. The kind of look that said I haven’t slept in 3 days and you’re the reason why.

She winked.

You turned the corner into the cereal aisle, ready to speed through it, but Hanni stopped. Suddenly. Like she’d seen a ghost.

You barely had time to register before you crashed into her. “Dude—”

“Shh,” she whispered, eyes narrowed at something—or someone—down the aisle. “It’s my nemesis.”

“…Your what.”

“That girl. The one in the crop top. She stole my lunch in high school and told everyone I cried about it.”

“Did you?”

“Yes, but that’s not the point.”

You stared at her, deadpan. “You’ve been holding a grudge over a sandwich for five years?”

“It was a good sandwich,” she said solemnly. “There was avocado.”

You groaned and grabbed the first box of cereal you could find.

She followed you again, but this time—silent. Until she wasn’t.

“Hey, do you think if we got matching hoodies people would think we were dating?”

You almost choked on air.

“Wh—what?”

She shrugged, totally nonchalant. “I’m just saying. People assume stuff. Might as well lean into it. We’d be a hot couple, right?”

Your brain lagged like bad WiFi.

“…Do you want people to think we’re dating?”

She paused, turning to face you full-on. “Would it be that bad?”

Your mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again.

“...You’re holding a tub of whipped cream and a bag of mini marshmallows. You look like a five-year-old left unsupervised.”

She grinned. “So that’s a no?”

You turned away before she could see the way your ears turned red.

Later that night, you sat on the couch with your legs tucked under you, trying to watch a dumb reality show while Hanni laid sideways across the cushions with her head practically in your lap, whispering commentary like:

“She’s lying. Look at her face. That’s a liar face.” “God, I hope they break up. This is so toxic. I love it.” “Do you think I’d survive on this show? Actually don’t answer that.”

You didn’t reply. You were too focused on the fact that your fingers were gently playing with her hair and she hadn’t told you to stop. Not that she ever would. Not that you wanted to stop. Not that you weren’t completely and utterly falling apart inside.

She sighed softly, then looked up at you, her voice quieter this time.

“You okay?”

You nodded.

“You sure?” she asked, eyes scanning yours. Less chaotic now. More real. That scary kind of real where you feel seen.

You nodded again.

She hummed. “Okay. Just making sure. ‘Cause like… I know you act like you hate everything but you kinda… don’t fool me anymore.”

You paused.

“…You don’t?”

She smiled. “Nope. You’re soft as hell. You just pretend to be a cactus.”

You rolled your eyes. “Says the human glitter bomb with no sense of self-preservation.”

“Exactly,” she said proudly. “Opposites attract.”

Your stomach flipped.

You were so screwed.

You never meant to fall asleep next to her.

You were tired, yeah. But you were always tired. That wasn’t new.

What was new? That dumb movie marathon she insisted on. The way her blanket somehow became your blanket. The way she kept stealing the popcorn from your lap like it belonged to her. The way her legs ended up tangled with yours at some point.

And the way her head eventually rested against your shoulder like it belonged there.

It started with the usual chaos.

Hanni throwing all the couch cushions on the floor, saying, “This is our fortress now. Nothing can hurt us but bad rom-coms and our unresolved trauma.”

You’d rolled your eyes and said, “So basically everything.”

She gasped. “Speak for yourself. I’m thriving.”

She wasn’t. She’d yawned six times in the last minute and had one sock halfway off. But she was grinning like a kid on a sugar high, and you… didn’t want to ruin it.

So you stayed.

One episode turned into three. Three turned into a movie. You didn’t even like the movie. She picked it because she said the main couple “had our energy.” (You didn’t ask what that meant. You were scared.)

Somewhere between the fake-confession scene and the cliché forehead kiss, Hanni went quiet.

You glanced over.

She was asleep.

Her mouth was slightly open. Her cheek was squished into your arm. Her hand was gripping your hoodie like she’d anchored herself to you in her dreams.

And you?

You forgot how to breathe.

You should’ve moved. Should’ve pulled away. Should’ve done anything other than sit there like your heart wasn’t combusting in your chest.

But her body was warm against yours. Her breathing was steady. Her fingers twitched every now and then, still holding onto you, like she was afraid you’d disappear.

So you stayed.

For a minute.

Then five.

Then an hour.

You didn’t mean to fall asleep next to her.

But you did.

You woke up to something warm pressed against your neck.

Her.

She was wrapped around you like a freaking octopus. One leg across your waist, her arm thrown around your middle, her face practically buried in your hoodie.

You froze.

Your brain, still half-dreaming, whispered something truly unhinged:

marry her.

You tried to move. Gently.

Her grip tightened.

She mumbled something under her breath. You couldn’t catch most of it—just a sleepy murmur, her voice soft and messy from dreams.

But then she said it.

“…don’t leave me…”

Your heart dropped.

You didn’t know if she was dreaming about someone else. Some memory. Some pain you hadn’t seen behind the glitter.

But you stayed.

You let her hold you.

And for once, you didn’t pretend to be annoyed. You didn’t roll your eyes. You didn’t say a word.

You just… let yourself be held.

Later, when the sun started peeking through the curtains, she blinked awake slowly.

“…huh,” she said, voice raspy. “Did I kidnap you in my sleep?”

You raised an eyebrow. “Seems like it.”

She stretched, still tangled in you. “You didn’t even fight back. Suspicious.”

“You were surprisingly strong for someone under five feet tall.”

“Hey!” she gasped. “I’m five-one.

You smirked. “With heels.”

She groaned and buried her face in your hoodie again, mumbling something that sounded suspiciously like “you smell good,” and you almost died.

Died. Dead. Deceased. Buried.

You played it cool. Didn’t say anything.

But your heart was screaming.

A few days later, she asked, super casually, like it was nothing:

“Do you… cuddle everyone like that?”

You blinked. “No.”

She grinned. “Cool. Just checking.”

And walked away.

Like she didn’t just set your soul on fire and leave it there.

You weren’t jealous.

Obviously.

You were just… observing. Casually. Calmly. Like a normal, non-jealous person who definitely wasn’t staring holes into the back of that guy’s head.

He was tall. Too tall. Probably drinks protein shakes and says “bro” unironically. He wore that kind of smug, toothy grin that screamed “I peaked in high school.” And he had the audacity to lean just a little too close to Hanni while she laughed at something he said.

Laughed.

Like, full-on laughing. That laugh you’d heard at 1 a.m. when she was wearing your hoodie and telling you about the time she got stuck in a vending machine. That stupid, bright laugh that made your chest feel like it was melting and exploding at the same time.

And now he got to hear it?

No.

Absolutely not.

It had started as a normal afternoon.

A small campus event. Food trucks. Music. Too many people. Hanni begged you to come with her.

“Come on,” she whined, linking her arm through yours. “I can’t go alone. I’ll die. I’ll combust. I’ll make a scene.”

“You make a scene everywhere.

“Exactly. Come with me so I don’t get arrested.”

You rolled your eyes but followed her anyway, because saying no to her was like trying to put out a house fire with a juice box.

It was fine. You were fine.

Until he showed up.

You were holding Hanni’s drink while she talked to him—some guy from her music theory class who apparently “loved her energy” and “always noticed her in lectures.” Vomit.

You tried not to listen.

Tried.

But she smiled at him. She tilted her head like she does when she’s being cute without realizing it. She twirled the straw in her drink.

And then he touched her arm.

Nothing big. Just a little casual brush of the fingers. But it lit your entire nervous system on fire.

You didn’t even realize you were glaring until she turned around, catching your expression.

“…You good?” she asked, walking over with that same dumb smile.

You blinked. “Yep. Totally. Love watching you flirt with strangers. Really warms my heart.”

She tilted her head. “That sounded… fake.”

“It was.”

She smirked. “Were you jealous?”

You scoffed. “Of him? Please.”

“Because he’s tall?”

“Because he’s not funny.”

“You didn’t hear the joke.”

“I don’t have to. Your laugh is a lie.”

She gasped, clutching her chest. “How dare you.”

“I dare often.”

She leaned closer, smile turning smug. “You’re cute when you’re jealous.”

Your heart fell out of your body. It rolled into the parking lot and got hit by a taco truck.

“I’m not jealous,” you lied, voice way too tight.

“Sure you’re not,” she said, stepping even closer. “You just get real mad when I talk to people who aren’t you.”

“…You’re annoying.”

“I know,” she said sweetly. “But I’m your annoying, right?”

You said nothing.

Because if you spoke, you’d confess everything.

Later that night, you were lying on your bed, scrolling through your phone, trying to breathe normally, when your door creaked open.

Hanni peeked in.

“You still mad at me?”

You didn’t look up. “I wasn’t mad.”

She walked in anyway. Flopped down next to you without permission. Rested her chin on your arm.

“You know,” she whispered, “if you were jealous, it’d be kinda cute.”

You turned your head, meeting her eyes.

She looked so smug. But under it—something else. Something softer. Nervous, maybe. Or hopeful.

“I wasn’t jealous,” you said again, quieter this time. “I just… didn’t like him.”

“Why not?”

You hesitated.

Then, with a shrug: “…He’s not me.”

She blinked.

And then—slowly, so slowly—her smile faded into something real.

“You don’t like when I pay attention to other people,” she said quietly. Not a question.

You nodded.

She looked down. Her hand found yours. Played with your fingers like it was the most natural thing in the world.

“…Good,” she whispered.

You looked at her. Really looked.

“Hanni.”

“Yeah?”

“If you’re gonna kiss me one day, don’t do it when you’re being annoying.”

She grinned, teeth and all. “So never, then?”

You laughed. You actually laughed, even though your heart was a firework show in your chest.

“You’re the worst.”

She leaned in. Her nose brushed yours. She didn’t kiss you. But she didn’t pull away, either.

“Say it again,” she whispered.

“…You’re the worst.”

She smiled like you’d just said I love you.

And maybe, in a way, you did.

Hanni was not okay.

She was so not okay, in fact, that she found herself violently mashing bananas into a bowl at 2:17 a.m., wearing pajama pants covered in cartoon ducks and blasting a playlist titled “Songs to cry-dance to but make it cottagecore.”

This was her coping mechanism now. Banana bread.

Because what else do you do when your entire emotional system malfunctions over the way your roommate said your name earlier?

It had happened that evening.

You were both on the floor in the living room—again. The couch was right there, but for some reason, the floor always felt closer. Warmer. More real.

You were tired. She was talkative. The usual.

But then you’d laughed at something—one of her dumb jokes, probably—and said, all soft and casual and sleepy:

“God, I really like you.”

Not in a flirty way. Not even in a joking way.

You just… meant it.

And Hanni felt like her lungs had turned into confetti.

She couldn’t sleep after that.

She tried.

She rolled around in bed. Kicked off the blanket. Pulled it back on. Screamed silently into her pillow. Googled “why does my stomach hurt when I think about my roommate” and got zero helpful results.

So now she was here. At the kitchen counter. At 2AM. Making banana bread like a woman on the verge.

“Stupid feelings,” she muttered, mixing flour way too aggressively. “Stupid laugh. Stupid hands. Stupid hoodie that smells good. Stupid face—”

A voice interrupted her spiral.

“Are you making banana bread at two in the morning?

She turned.

You were standing in the doorway, hair messy, wrapped in your blanket like a concerned burrito.

Hanni froze. Then tried to play it cool.

“I—uh. No?”

You raised an eyebrow. “Then what’s… that?” You pointed to the bowl. And the flour-covered counter. And the mashed bananas. And the literal banana in her hand.

She looked down.

“…Okay maybe yes.”

You stepped closer, yawning. “Why though?”

She shrugged. “Couldn’t sleep.”

You tilted your head. “Wanna talk about it?”

“Nope.”

You didn’t push.

You just walked over and leaned on the counter beside her, stealing a chocolate chip from the bag and popping it into your mouth.

She stared at you. You stared back.

And then she blurted:

“I think I’m in love with you.”

Silence.

The kind that made the air buzz. The kind that made her want to curl into the bowl of batter and disappear.

“…Cool,” you said softly.

She blinked. “Cool?”

You nodded. “Yeah. Cool.”

Then, casually—like you were talking about the weather:

“I’ve been in love with you for like two weeks.”

She dropped the whisk.

“…What.”

You grinned.

“I was waiting for you to catch up.”

Hanni stared. Absolutely malfunctioning.

“I made banana bread to cope with my crush on you. Do you even understand how unhinged that is?”

“I find it endearing.”

“You’re a menace.”

“You’re worse.”

You stepped closer. Her heart stopped.

You reached for the batter on her cheek and wiped it with your thumb, then sucked it off your finger like it was nothing.

Hanni made a noise that wasn’t human.

“…I’m gonna pass out.”

“Please don’t. You still have to bake the bread.”

The bread went in the oven. You sat on the counter. She stood in front of you, hands on your knees, still looking at you like she couldn’t believe you were real.

“Say it again,” she whispered.

“What?”

“That you like me.”

You smiled, leaning forward until your forehead rested against hers.

“I like you. I really, really like you.”

She smiled so hard it hurt. Then said:

“Cool. Cool cool cool. Um. Can I kiss you or should I go cry in the pantry first?”

You kissed her.

Gently. Softly. Like a promise.

Like something you’d both been waiting for.

And when you pulled back, she whispered:

“This is better than banana bread.”

There was no label.

No “we’re dating.” No “this is a relationship now.” No dramatic Instagram post with matching captions and heart emojis.

Just the memory of Hanni kissing you in a kitchen that smelled like bananas and chaos. Just the way her hand had lingered on yours the next morning when she passed you your coffee like it wasn’t the most intimate thing in the universe. Just the quiet, breathless way you both smiled at nothing sometimes, like there was a secret only your hearts knew how to tell.

So no. Not official.

But also? So obvious it was embarrassing.

The first person to call you out was your upstairs neighbor, Jaemin, who casually leaned over the balcony while you were unlocking your door one afternoon and said:

“So… you and sparkles, huh?”

You blinked. “Who?”

He tilted his head toward your apartment. “Your glitter gremlin roommate who sings ‘Toxic’ at 3 a.m. and looks at you like you invented sunlight?”

You stared. “We’re… just roommates.”

He snorted. “Babe, she was waiting for you outside last night like a golden retriever who lost her owner in Target. She hugged you for two full minutes. I timed it.”

You said nothing. Just went inside and collapsed on the couch, face down.

“Don’t mind me,” Hanni chirped from the kitchen, “just baking cookies for my favorite person.”

You peeked up. “Me?”

“Do you live here?”

“…Yeah?”

“Then duh.”

You melted.

You both tried to keep things lowkey. You really did.

But lowkey doesn’t work when you’re both emotionally unhinged and in denial.

Exhibit A: You walked across campus together. Hanni insisted on not holding hands.

Her solution? Hooking her pinky with yours and saying, “It’s not holding hands if it’s only one finger.”

You raised an eyebrow. “That’s still… touching.”

“Yeah but like, emotionally distant touching.”

“It’s literally the opposite of that.”

She leaned closer and whispered, “Just let me have this. I need it to live.”

You didn’t argue. You just blushed like a loser.

Exhibit B: Group hangout. Game night. Hanni sat on the floor next to you. Not in her own space. Not even in your space. She sat onyou.

Lap. Claimed. Possessed.

When someone joked, “Are you two… a thing now?”

Hanni didn’t even blink. “No.”

Then fed you a marshmallow like you were in a K-drama and she was trying to ruin your emotional stability.

Your friend Jisung straight-up said, “You two make me want to scream into a pillow.”

You and Hanni made direct eye contact.

Then she said, too softly:

“Do you want to be a thing?”

You blinked.

In front of everyone?

In front of GOD?

“I—I mean… do you want to?”

“I wouldn’t be feeding you marshmallows if I didn’t, genius.”

Everyone screamed. You screamed internally.

Back home, you both collapsed into bed, breathless and pink-faced from too much attention.

“I think we suck at being subtle,” Hanni mumbled, face buried in your hoodie.

You were quiet for a second. Then said:

“Do we want to be subtle?”

She looked up.

Her eyes were tired but glowing. Warm like candlelight. Soft in a way that made your chest ache.

“…No,” she whispered.

“Me neither.”

And then you kissed her.

Not like the kitchen kiss. Not like a joke. Not like an accident.

This time it was real. Long. Certain. A little messy and full of everything you hadn’t said out loud yet.

She smiled against your mouth. You pulled her closer.

Everything outside the room fell away.

Later, in the dark, she whispered into your neck:

“I don’t care if the whole world knows.”

You ran your fingers through her hair. “Yeah?”

“I’d scream it from the roof if I didn’t think I’d fall off and die.”

You laughed, breath catching in your throat.

“I’d catch you.”

She paused.

Then, quietly:

“I know.”

all started with a compliment.

A simple, harmless, not-even-that-deep compliment.

You were at a campus café—just minding your own business, waiting for your drink, humming under your breath. Hair still damp from your morning shower, hoodie three sizes too big (read: Hanni’s), face peaceful for once because, miraculously, your to-do list was empty.

And then someone leaned over the counter and said:

“Sorry, not to be weird, but… you have a really pretty smile.”

You blinked.

He was cute. Friendly. One of those art student energy types—paint on his hands, camera around his neck, nose piercing that somehow worked.

You gave a small, polite laugh. “Thanks.”

That’s it.

That’s all you said.

But across the café, sitting at a corner table with her laptop open and absolutely not working on her assignment, Hanni’s entire soul combusted.*

She didn’t say anything at first. She just… stared.

Eyes wide. Jaw slack. Eyebrow twitching like a bad Wi-Fi signal.

The guy said something else. You smiled again. Tilted your head. Tucked your hair behind your ear.

And Hanni—actual glitter goblin of your heart—felt something primal and ancient rise up inside her.

She closed the laptop. Hard.

Walked over like she was possessed.

Plopped down right next to you, arm casually thrown over the back of your chair, voice so sugary it could’ve given everyone diabetes.

“Hey, baby. Miss me?”

You choked on your drink. The guy blinked. Hanni? She was smiling. Sweet. Evil. Terrifying.

You turned slowly. “…Hi.”

She leaned in closer, like the universe hadn’t already started glitching, and pressed a kiss—quick, but way too loaded—to your cheek.

The guy blinked again.

“Oh,” he said.

Hanni turned to him, still smiling like a shark in lip gloss. “Hi. I’m her girlfriend. We’re in love. It’s a whole thing.”

You just stared at her, absolutely malfunctioning.

The guy got the message. He nodded—awkward, polite—and backed off with a quick “My bad, have a good day,” before disappearing into the void like a sensible man.

The moment he was gone, you turned to her, wide-eyed.

“…What was that?”

Hanni didn’t even flinch. “Me being normal and healthy.”

“You just staged a romantic ambush in a public café.”

“I saved you from a man with a nose ring and too much eye contact.”

“He complimented my smile.

“I know! Rude!”

You blinked. Then slowly, slowly, a grin tugged at your lips.

“…Are you jealous?”

Hanni scoffed. “No.”

You tilted your head.

She squirmed.

“Okay maybe a little.”

“A little?”

“I was chill about it!”

“You fake-proposed to me with your vibe.

Hanni huffed, cheeks flushing, lips pouting just slightly.

“…You’re mine.”

Your breath caught.

“Yeah?” you said softly.

She looked up at you then—eyes big and shiny and full of way too much truth.

“…Yeah,” she whispered.

Later, you were back at the apartment, curled into the couch, a blanket around both of you, movie playing in the background but long forgotten.

She was curled up beside you, head on your chest, fingers tracing lazy patterns on your stomach.

You ran your hand through her hair and said, teasing:

“I didn’t know you got jealous.”

She groaned into your hoodie. “I didn’t know I had feelings until you showed up like a walking serotonin shot.”

You chuckled, heart aching in the best way.

“Well… I like when you get a little possessive.”

She sat up. “Really?”

You shrugged. “It’s kinda hot.”

She grinned, proud now. “I knew it.”

You pulled her back into your arms.

“Just don’t scare every barista we meet, okay?”

“No promises.”

And then, in the quiet between jokes and kisses and skin-on-skin stillness, she whispered:

“I’ve never wanted something to last this bad.”

You held her tighter.

“Then stay. That’s all you have to do.”

She nodded against your chest.

And she stayed.

It was a dumb moment.

Nothing big. Nothing dramatic.

You were brushing your teeth. Hanni was sitting on the bathroom counter, legs swinging, eating cereal out of a mug, watching you like you were the most entertaining movie she’d ever seen.

You looked up. Met her eyes through the mirror.

Foam in your mouth. Hoodie too big. Hair messy. Sleep still in your bones.

She grinned.

“You’re so cute. I love you.”

It slipped.

Just like that.

No warning. No dramatic music. No soft background sunset.

She said it like it was nothing.

And then she froze.

Spoon halfway to her mouth. Eyes going wide. Smile dropping.

You turned slowly, toothbrush still in your mouth.

“What?”

She blinked. Coughed. Laughed way too loud. “HA. HAHA. NO I MEAN LIKE. FRIEND love. Ha ha. Like… platonic… roommate love… ha…haha…”

You raised a brow, slowly spitting into the sink, the most romantic way to handle a confession.

“Right.”

“Right!! So anyway, do you want pancakes later?”

You didn’t answer. Just stared at her with the softest, most dangerous smile.

“…You love me.”

She physically shrank. “I said it by accident!”

“But you said it.”

“You were cute!! You were foamy and grumpy and—UHH—I PANICKED.”

“You love me.”

She groaned and covered her face. “I’m going to jump into the garbage disposal now.”

You laughed, turning off the faucet and walking up to her.

She peeked through her fingers. “Please don’t say it back out of pity.”

“I’m not.”

“…You’re not what?”

You smiled.

“I’m not saying it back out of pity. I’m saying it because I’ve been trying not to say it for weeks.

Her heart broke. Healed. Then exploded.

She let out a choked noise. “Wait. You do?”

You nodded.

“I love you, Hanni.”

She dropped the cereal. Didn’t even care.

Launched herself at you like a sleep-deprived kitten in love.

And you caught her.

Because of course you did.

You didn’t mean to fight.

It started with something dumb.

Laundry. Schedules. Dishes left in the sink.

You were tired. She was distracted. There were things neither of you were saying and it all just… cracked.

“You said you’d clean today,” you said, too sharp.

“I was busy,” she snapped.

“You were watching five hours of dance clips on TikTok.”

“It was RESEARCH.”

You laughed, bitter. “You don’t take anything seriously.”

She flinched. “Excuse me?”

You rubbed your temples. “I’m just saying—sometimes it feels like I’m the only one holding us together.”

She stared at you like you’d slapped her.

“…You don’t think I care?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“You didn’t have to.”

Silence.

The kind that hurt.

She walked to the door. Paused.

“…I love you, you know.”

You swallowed. “Yeah. I know.”

She left.

The apartment was too quiet without her.

Your hoodie still smelled like her. Her socks were in the corner. A spoon was on the counter from the cereal she didn’t finish.

You sat on the couch. Didn’t cry. But your chest ached.

And somewhere across campus, Hanni sat on a bench in front of the art building, hugging her knees to her chest, phone in her hand, heart in her throat.

She wasn’t good at fights. She was worse at silence.

So she came back.

You heard the door click. Turned your head slowly.

She was in the doorway, soaked in rain, looking like something fragile and shining.

“I suck at this,” she said softly.

You stood up. Quiet. Calm.

“I know.”

She walked in, step by step.

“I didn’t mean what I said. I just… I freak out when I feel like I’m not enough for you.”

Your eyes burned. “I never said you weren’t.”

“But I heard it anyway,” she whispered.

You walked over. Reached for her hand.

“I’m sorry.”

“I’m sorry too.”

Silence again—but the good kind this time.

Then, she reached for your face, cupped your jaw, and whispered:

“Please don’t give up on me.”

You pressed your forehead to hers.

“Never.”

And then you kissed.

Not soft. Not slow.

But messy, desperate, tear-stained. The kind that says I choose you even when it’s hard.

The kind that says stay.

You fell asleep that night wrapped around each other, still damp from the rain, her head on your chest, your hand on her back.

And just before drifting off, she whispered:

“You’re still annoying, though.”

You smiled.

“So are you.”

Hanni wasn’t supposed to be gone for long. Just three days. A family thing. Simple. Routine. No big deal.

At least, that’s what you told yourself when you waved goodbye at the bus stop.

She’d kissed your cheek, tugged your sleeve one last time, and said:

“Don’t burn the place down while I’m gone, okay?”

You smiled, tried to act normal, and replied:

“Only if you text me first.”

She laughed. Walked backward a few steps. Still facing you.

“I’ll miss you.”

You swallowed. Forced a smirk.

“You better.”

She winked. And then she was gone.

The first night was… fine. You made tea. Watched a dumb show. Wore her hoodie even though yours was literally right there.

The silence felt a little weird, but whatever. You liked quiet.

Right?

The second night hit harder.

You made two mugs out of habit. You kept turning to say something—and realizing no one was there. You caught yourself laughing at a meme and instinctively opening her contact before freezing mid-thumb and locking your phone again.

Her bed was made. Empty. Too still.

The apartment didn’t feel like home without her humming in the kitchen or tripping over her shoes or narrating her inner monologue like a cartoon sidekick.

You missed her.

In the loud kind of way. The kind that presses behind your ribs and makes your hands fidget and your breath stick in your throat.

She sent you a voice note that night.

“Okay, I lied. I miss you more than I should after one day. I saw someone wearing a hoodie like yours and almost tackled them.”
“Also I had a dream you turned into a cat and I cried because you wouldn’t let me hug you. What does that mean.”

You played it twice. Then again. Just to hear her voice.

You sent her back a picture of your empty hand.

“This is where yours should be. Come home.”

She replied with five crying emojis, the clown emoji, and

“I’M MAKING IT WORSE STOP.”

The third day, you gave in.

You lay on her bed, head on her pillow, wearing her sweater like it was armor. It still smelled like her—strawberry shampoo and mint gum and whatever soft thing made her feel like yours.

You sent her a video. Just a pan of her side of the room.

Caption:

“This room is too quiet without you. It misses its chaos.”

She responded instantly.

“You’re gonna make me cry in front of my cousin and I don’t even LIKE her that much.”

Then:

“Also I just hugged my blanket and pretended it was you. I think I’m losing it.”

That night, you didn’t FaceTime. You both laid in your separate beds, earphones in, on a call with no video, barely talking.

Just… breathing together.

Your voice low.

“You still there?”

“Yeah,” she whispered. “I don’t want to hang up.”

“Same.”

A pause.

Then—

“Hey… Can I say something dumb?”

“Always.”

“…I miss your heartbeat.”

You closed your eyes.

“Then hurry home. It’s still beating for you.”

Silence. Soft.

Then you heard it.

A breath. A tiny laugh. A sniff.

“You’re not allowed to say stuff like that when I’m far away. It hurts.”

You smiled into your pillow.

“Then come back and make it stop.”

Neither of you said “I love you” that night.

But the call stayed connected until the morning light crept through your window. Until the silence didn’t feel lonely anymore—just shared.

You hadn’t been waiting for a message from Hanni saying she’d arrived.

She didn’t send one.

No “I’m home.”

No “Open the door.”

Nothing at all.

But then, at exactly 6:03 p.m., in the middle of a boring YouTube ad, the door creaked open.

And there she was.

“Hey.”

You were on the floor, back against the couch, wearing her hoodie, snacking on stale chips you didn’t even like…

All the exhaustion in your body vanished in a single moment.

You looked up.

And smiled.

“You’re back.”

She didn’t run to you.

She didn’t cry.

She just stood there, quiet and soft.

Then stepped inside.

The space between you felt like the whole world shrinking down to something warm and familiar.

She shrugged off her jacket, and her eyes found yours.

“I missed this,” she whispered.

You reached out, fingers trembling, and took her hand.

“Me too.”

No words needed after that.

You just held each other.

And for the first time in a long time, everything was exactly right.

The End.

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"All Yn wanted was a peaceful new start. Quiet mornings, calm neighbors, maybe a cat. What she got instead… was Hanni — a human hurricane with a gummy smile and zero concept of personal space."

FEM READER

You had exactly zero expectations when you moved into the new apartment.

All you wanted was a quiet room, a working fridge, and a roommate who didn’t smell like expired monster energy and abandonment issues. You didn’t need friends. You didn’t need chaos. You didn’t need… her.

You’d barely stepped into the shared space—box in one hand, iced coffee in the other—when the universe personally said: “Oh, babe. That’s cute. Let me ruin your life real quick.”

A scream echoed from inside the apartment.

Not a normal scream. Not a “there’s a bug” scream.

A full-on, blood-curdling, I-just-saw-God-and-she-owes-me-money type of scream.

You froze in the doorway.

And then, she came running out of the kitchen.

Wearing one sock, a Hello Kitty crop top, and oven mitts on both hands. There was flour in her hair. And was that… a slice of cheese stuck to her elbow?

“Oh my god,” she gasped when she saw you, eyes wide like a raccoon caught in the fridge light. “You’re real.”

“…I’m your roommate,” you said slowly, eyes flicking to the literal trail of chaos behind her. “You almost made me drop my coffee.”

“Wait—no! That would’ve been tragic.” She paused dramatically, putting her oven-mitt hands over her heart. “Your coffee is, like, the only thing keeping you alive, huh?”

“…How do you know that?”

She stepped closer, eyes squinting at your face like she was trying to read a very complicated manual. “Dark circles. Mild caffeine addiction. Quiet rage in the eyes. I know your type.”

You stared at her. She grinned. You blinked once.

“…You’re insane.”

She beamed wider. “People say that, yeah.”

You sighed, stepping past her and toward your room, already exhausted. “This is going to be hell.”

“Aw, don’t be like that, roomie,” she called after you. “I’m Hanni! With an ‘i’ and chaotic energy by birth!”

You shut the door behind you. Not hard. But not gently either. This was fine. Everything was fine. You just needed to survive the semester and maybe not catch fire in the process.

You learned quickly that Hanni didn’t believe in rules. Or silence. Or logic.

She cooked ramen noodles in the coffee pot. She sang One Direction at full volume in the shower, adding dramatic gasps and fake sobs like she was in a soap opera. She once brought home a cat and swore it was a stray. (It had a collar. And a sweater.)

But for some reason… she made everything feel like a fever dream you didn’t want to wake up from.

She was loud and messy and exhausting. But she was also funny. And sweet. And lowkey emotionally intelligent in a way that made you uncomfortable.

Like the time she brought you a heating pad and cookies when you were too tired to get out of bed. Or the time she noticed your breathing get tight after a phone call and wordlessly put on your favorite show and sat beside you—not talking, just there.

You didn’t ask her to. She just… knew.

And that was the most terrifying part.

Three weeks in, you found her asleep on the couch. Again.

There was a half-eaten bag of chips on her stomach and some kind of glitter on her cheek. You don’t even know where the glitter keeps coming from. At this point, it might be embedded in her skin.

You stood there for a second, arms crossed, pretending you weren’t soft. Pretending your heart didn’t stutter at the way her nose scrunched in her sleep. Pretending you weren’t… feeling things.

God. You were so screwed.

And then, in the quiet of the room, she mumbled in her sleep, half-smiling:

“...hey sleepyhead... I saved you the last chip…”

Your heart did a little backflip.

You were so, so screwed.

You had one goal.

Buy groceries. Nothing fancy. Just milk, cereal, maybe some frozen dumplings if life felt generous. You made a list. You put on your headphones. You mentally prepared to walk through the aisles like a fully functioning adult.

And then Hanni said, “Wait, I’ll come with you.”

You should’ve said no.

You should’ve said no.

But you looked at her—standing there in an oversized hoodie, mismatched socks, and sunglasses that did absolutely nothing to hide the chaos in her soul—and you said:

“…Fine. But we’re not buying any more glitter.”

She gasped like you told her her hamster died. “First of all, glitter is a lifestyle. Second of all, we’re definitely buying glitter now.”

You regretted everything.

Twenty minutes later, you were pushing a cart with one wheel that screamed like a dying bird, and Hanni was walking beside you with a can of whipped cream in each hand like they were weapons.

“We don’t need whipped cream,” you muttered, crossing another item off your mental list.

“But what if we do?” she said, dramatically throwing her head back. “What if we have a whipped cream emergency?”

“There’s no such thing.”

“There is if you believe.”

You gave her a look. The kind of look that said I haven’t slept in 3 days and you’re the reason why.

She winked.

You turned the corner into the cereal aisle, ready to speed through it, but Hanni stopped. Suddenly. Like she’d seen a ghost.

You barely had time to register before you crashed into her. “Dude—”

“Shh,” she whispered, eyes narrowed at something—or someone—down the aisle. “It’s my nemesis.”

“…Your what.”

“That girl. The one in the crop top. She stole my lunch in high school and told everyone I cried about it.”

“Did you?”

“Yes, but that’s not the point.”

You stared at her, deadpan. “You’ve been holding a grudge over a sandwich for five years?”

“It was a good sandwich,” she said solemnly. “There was avocado.”

You groaned and grabbed the first box of cereal you could find.

She followed you again, but this time—silent. Until she wasn’t.

“Hey, do you think if we got matching hoodies people would think we were dating?”

You almost choked on air.

“Wh—what?”

She shrugged, totally nonchalant. “I’m just saying. People assume stuff. Might as well lean into it. We’d be a hot couple, right?”

Your brain lagged like bad WiFi.

“…Do you want people to think we’re dating?”

She paused, turning to face you full-on. “Would it be that bad?”

Your mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again.

“...You’re holding a tub of whipped cream and a bag of mini marshmallows. You look like a five-year-old left unsupervised.”

She grinned. “So that’s a no?”

You turned away before she could see the way your ears turned red.

Later that night, you sat on the couch with your legs tucked under you, trying to watch a dumb reality show while Hanni laid sideways across the cushions with her head practically in your lap, whispering commentary like:

“She’s lying. Look at her face. That’s a liar face.” “God, I hope they break up. This is so toxic. I love it.” “Do you think I’d survive on this show? Actually don’t answer that.”

You didn’t reply. You were too focused on the fact that your fingers were gently playing with her hair and she hadn’t told you to stop. Not that she ever would. Not that you wanted to stop. Not that you weren’t completely and utterly falling apart inside.

She sighed softly, then looked up at you, her voice quieter this time.

“You okay?”

You nodded.

“You sure?” she asked, eyes scanning yours. Less chaotic now. More real. That scary kind of real where you feel seen.

You nodded again.

She hummed. “Okay. Just making sure. ‘Cause like… I know you act like you hate everything but you kinda… don’t fool me anymore.”

You paused.

“…You don’t?”

She smiled. “Nope. You’re soft as hell. You just pretend to be a cactus.”

You rolled your eyes. “Says the human glitter bomb with no sense of self-preservation.”

“Exactly,” she said proudly. “Opposites attract.”

Your stomach flipped.

You were so screwed.

You never meant to fall asleep next to her.

You were tired, yeah. But you were always tired. That wasn’t new.

What was new? That dumb movie marathon she insisted on. The way her blanket somehow became your blanket. The way she kept stealing the popcorn from your lap like it belonged to her. The way her legs ended up tangled with yours at some point.

And the way her head eventually rested against your shoulder like it belonged there.

It started with the usual chaos.

Hanni throwing all the couch cushions on the floor, saying, “This is our fortress now. Nothing can hurt us but bad rom-coms and our unresolved trauma.”

You’d rolled your eyes and said, “So basically everything.”

She gasped. “Speak for yourself. I’m thriving.”

She wasn’t. She’d yawned six times in the last minute and had one sock halfway off. But she was grinning like a kid on a sugar high, and you… didn’t want to ruin it.

So you stayed.

One episode turned into three. Three turned into a movie. You didn’t even like the movie. She picked it because she said the main couple “had our energy.” (You didn’t ask what that meant. You were scared.)

Somewhere between the fake-confession scene and the cliché forehead kiss, Hanni went quiet.

You glanced over.

She was asleep.

Her mouth was slightly open. Her cheek was squished into your arm. Her hand was gripping your hoodie like she’d anchored herself to you in her dreams.

And you?

You forgot how to breathe.

You should’ve moved. Should’ve pulled away. Should’ve done anything other than sit there like your heart wasn’t combusting in your chest.

But her body was warm against yours. Her breathing was steady. Her fingers twitched every now and then, still holding onto you, like she was afraid you’d disappear.

So you stayed.

For a minute.

Then five.

Then an hour.

You didn’t mean to fall asleep next to her.

But you did.

You woke up to something warm pressed against your neck.

Her.

She was wrapped around you like a freaking octopus. One leg across your waist, her arm thrown around your middle, her face practically buried in your hoodie.

You froze.

Your brain, still half-dreaming, whispered something truly unhinged:

marry her.

You tried to move. Gently.

Her grip tightened.

She mumbled something under her breath. You couldn’t catch most of it—just a sleepy murmur, her voice soft and messy from dreams.

But then she said it.

“…don’t leave me…”

Your heart dropped.

You didn’t know if she was dreaming about someone else. Some memory. Some pain you hadn’t seen behind the glitter.

But you stayed.

You let her hold you.

And for once, you didn’t pretend to be annoyed. You didn’t roll your eyes. You didn’t say a word.

You just… let yourself be held.

Later, when the sun started peeking through the curtains, she blinked awake slowly.

“…huh,” she said, voice raspy. “Did I kidnap you in my sleep?”

You raised an eyebrow. “Seems like it.”

She stretched, still tangled in you. “You didn’t even fight back. Suspicious.”

“You were surprisingly strong for someone under five feet tall.”

“Hey!” she gasped. “I’m five-one.

You smirked. “With heels.”

She groaned and buried her face in your hoodie again, mumbling something that sounded suspiciously like “you smell good,” and you almost died.

Died. Dead. Deceased. Buried.

You played it cool. Didn’t say anything.

But your heart was screaming.

A few days later, she asked, super casually, like it was nothing:

“Do you… cuddle everyone like that?”

You blinked. “No.”

She grinned. “Cool. Just checking.”

And walked away.

Like she didn’t just set your soul on fire and leave it there.

You weren’t jealous.

Obviously.

You were just… observing. Casually. Calmly. Like a normal, non-jealous person who definitely wasn’t staring holes into the back of that guy’s head.

He was tall. Too tall. Probably drinks protein shakes and says “bro” unironically. He wore that kind of smug, toothy grin that screamed “I peaked in high school.” And he had the audacity to lean just a little too close to Hanni while she laughed at something he said.

Laughed.

Like, full-on laughing. That laugh you’d heard at 1 a.m. when she was wearing your hoodie and telling you about the time she got stuck in a vending machine. That stupid, bright laugh that made your chest feel like it was melting and exploding at the same time.

And now he got to hear it?

No.

Absolutely not.

It had started as a normal afternoon.

A small campus event. Food trucks. Music. Too many people. Hanni begged you to come with her.

“Come on,” she whined, linking her arm through yours. “I can’t go alone. I’ll die. I’ll combust. I’ll make a scene.”

“You make a scene everywhere.

“Exactly. Come with me so I don’t get arrested.”

You rolled your eyes but followed her anyway, because saying no to her was like trying to put out a house fire with a juice box.

It was fine. You were fine.

Until he showed up.

You were holding Hanni’s drink while she talked to him—some guy from her music theory class who apparently “loved her energy” and “always noticed her in lectures.” Vomit.

You tried not to listen.

Tried.

But she smiled at him. She tilted her head like she does when she’s being cute without realizing it. She twirled the straw in her drink.

And then he touched her arm.

Nothing big. Just a little casual brush of the fingers. But it lit your entire nervous system on fire.

You didn’t even realize you were glaring until she turned around, catching your expression.

“…You good?” she asked, walking over with that same dumb smile.

You blinked. “Yep. Totally. Love watching you flirt with strangers. Really warms my heart.”

She tilted her head. “That sounded… fake.”

“It was.”

She smirked. “Were you jealous?”

You scoffed. “Of him? Please.”

“Because he’s tall?”

“Because he’s not funny.”

“You didn’t hear the joke.”

“I don’t have to. Your laugh is a lie.”

She gasped, clutching her chest. “How dare you.”

“I dare often.”

She leaned closer, smile turning smug. “You’re cute when you’re jealous.”

Your heart fell out of your body. It rolled into the parking lot and got hit by a taco truck.

“I’m not jealous,” you lied, voice way too tight.

“Sure you’re not,” she said, stepping even closer. “You just get real mad when I talk to people who aren’t you.”

“…You’re annoying.”

“I know,” she said sweetly. “But I’m your annoying, right?”

You said nothing.

Because if you spoke, you’d confess everything.

Later that night, you were lying on your bed, scrolling through your phone, trying to breathe normally, when your door creaked open.

Hanni peeked in.

“You still mad at me?”

You didn’t look up. “I wasn’t mad.”

She walked in anyway. Flopped down next to you without permission. Rested her chin on your arm.

“You know,” she whispered, “if you were jealous, it’d be kinda cute.”

You turned your head, meeting her eyes.

She looked so smug. But under it—something else. Something softer. Nervous, maybe. Or hopeful.

“I wasn’t jealous,” you said again, quieter this time. “I just… didn’t like him.”

“Why not?”

You hesitated.

Then, with a shrug: “…He’s not me.”

She blinked.

And then—slowly, so slowly—her smile faded into something real.

“You don’t like when I pay attention to other people,” she said quietly. Not a question.

You nodded.

She looked down. Her hand found yours. Played with your fingers like it was the most natural thing in the world.

“…Good,” she whispered.

You looked at her. Really looked.

“Hanni.”

“Yeah?”

“If you’re gonna kiss me one day, don’t do it when you’re being annoying.”

She grinned, teeth and all. “So never, then?”

You laughed. You actually laughed, even though your heart was a firework show in your chest.

“You’re the worst.”

She leaned in. Her nose brushed yours. She didn’t kiss you. But she didn’t pull away, either.

“Say it again,” she whispered.

“…You’re the worst.”

She smiled like you’d just said I love you.

And maybe, in a way, you did.

Hanni was not okay.

She was so not okay, in fact, that she found herself violently mashing bananas into a bowl at 2:17 a.m., wearing pajama pants covered in cartoon ducks and blasting a playlist titled “Songs to cry-dance to but make it cottagecore.”

This was her coping mechanism now. Banana bread.

Because what else do you do when your entire emotional system malfunctions over the way your roommate said your name earlier?

It had happened that evening.

You were both on the floor in the living room—again. The couch was right there, but for some reason, the floor always felt closer. Warmer. More real.

You were tired. She was talkative. The usual.

But then you’d laughed at something—one of her dumb jokes, probably—and said, all soft and casual and sleepy:

“God, I really like you.”

Not in a flirty way. Not even in a joking way.

You just… meant it.

And Hanni felt like her lungs had turned into confetti.

She couldn’t sleep after that.

She tried.

She rolled around in bed. Kicked off the blanket. Pulled it back on. Screamed silently into her pillow. Googled “why does my stomach hurt when I think about my roommate” and got zero helpful results.

So now she was here. At the kitchen counter. At 2AM. Making banana bread like a woman on the verge.

“Stupid feelings,” she muttered, mixing flour way too aggressively. “Stupid laugh. Stupid hands. Stupid hoodie that smells good. Stupid face—”

A voice interrupted her spiral.

“Are you making banana bread at two in the morning?

She turned.

You were standing in the doorway, hair messy, wrapped in your blanket like a concerned burrito.

Hanni froze. Then tried to play it cool.

“I—uh. No?”

You raised an eyebrow. “Then what’s… that?” You pointed to the bowl. And the flour-covered counter. And the mashed bananas. And the literal banana in her hand.

She looked down.

“…Okay maybe yes.”

You stepped closer, yawning. “Why though?”

She shrugged. “Couldn’t sleep.”

You tilted your head. “Wanna talk about it?”

“Nope.”

You didn’t push.

You just walked over and leaned on the counter beside her, stealing a chocolate chip from the bag and popping it into your mouth.

She stared at you. You stared back.

And then she blurted:

“I think I’m in love with you.”

Silence.

The kind that made the air buzz. The kind that made her want to curl into the bowl of batter and disappear.

“…Cool,” you said softly.

She blinked. “Cool?”

You nodded. “Yeah. Cool.”

Then, casually—like you were talking about the weather:

“I’ve been in love with you for like two weeks.”

She dropped the whisk.

“…What.”

You grinned.

“I was waiting for you to catch up.”

Hanni stared. Absolutely malfunctioning.

“I made banana bread to cope with my crush on you. Do you even understand how unhinged that is?”

“I find it endearing.”

“You’re a menace.”

“You’re worse.”

You stepped closer. Her heart stopped.

You reached for the batter on her cheek and wiped it with your thumb, then sucked it off your finger like it was nothing.

Hanni made a noise that wasn’t human.

“…I’m gonna pass out.”

“Please don’t. You still have to bake the bread.”

The bread went in the oven. You sat on the counter. She stood in front of you, hands on your knees, still looking at you like she couldn’t believe you were real.

“Say it again,” she whispered.

“What?”

“That you like me.”

You smiled, leaning forward until your forehead rested against hers.

“I like you. I really, really like you.”

She smiled so hard it hurt. Then said:

“Cool. Cool cool cool. Um. Can I kiss you or should I go cry in the pantry first?”

You kissed her.

Gently. Softly. Like a promise.

Like something you’d both been waiting for.

And when you pulled back, she whispered:

“This is better than banana bread.”

There was no label.

No “we’re dating.” No “this is a relationship now.” No dramatic Instagram post with matching captions and heart emojis.

Just the memory of Hanni kissing you in a kitchen that smelled like bananas and chaos. Just the way her hand had lingered on yours the next morning when she passed you your coffee like it wasn’t the most intimate thing in the universe. Just the quiet, breathless way you both smiled at nothing sometimes, like there was a secret only your hearts knew how to tell.

So no. Not official.

But also? So obvious it was embarrassing.

The first person to call you out was your upstairs neighbor, Jaemin, who casually leaned over the balcony while you were unlocking your door one afternoon and said:

“So… you and sparkles, huh?”

You blinked. “Who?”

He tilted his head toward your apartment. “Your glitter gremlin roommate who sings ‘Toxic’ at 3 a.m. and looks at you like you invented sunlight?”

You stared. “We’re… just roommates.”

He snorted. “Babe, she was waiting for you outside last night like a golden retriever who lost her owner in Target. She hugged you for two full minutes. I timed it.”

You said nothing. Just went inside and collapsed on the couch, face down.

“Don’t mind me,” Hanni chirped from the kitchen, “just baking cookies for my favorite person.”

You peeked up. “Me?”

“Do you live here?”

“…Yeah?”

“Then duh.”

You melted.

You both tried to keep things lowkey. You really did.

But lowkey doesn’t work when you’re both emotionally unhinged and in denial.

Exhibit A: You walked across campus together. Hanni insisted on not holding hands.

Her solution? Hooking her pinky with yours and saying, “It’s not holding hands if it’s only one finger.”

You raised an eyebrow. “That’s still… touching.”

“Yeah but like, emotionally distant touching.”

“It’s literally the opposite of that.”

She leaned closer and whispered, “Just let me have this. I need it to live.”

You didn’t argue. You just blushed like a loser.

Exhibit B: Group hangout. Game night. Hanni sat on the floor next to you. Not in her own space. Not even in your space. She sat onyou.

Lap. Claimed. Possessed.

When someone joked, “Are you two… a thing now?”

Hanni didn’t even blink. “No.”

Then fed you a marshmallow like you were in a K-drama and she was trying to ruin your emotional stability.

Your friend Jisung straight-up said, “You two make me want to scream into a pillow.”

You and Hanni made direct eye contact.

Then she said, too softly:

“Do you want to be a thing?”

You blinked.

In front of everyone?

In front of GOD?

“I—I mean… do you want to?”

“I wouldn’t be feeding you marshmallows if I didn’t, genius.”

Everyone screamed. You screamed internally.

Back home, you both collapsed into bed, breathless and pink-faced from too much attention.

“I think we suck at being subtle,” Hanni mumbled, face buried in your hoodie.

You were quiet for a second. Then said:

“Do we want to be subtle?”

She looked up.

Her eyes were tired but glowing. Warm like candlelight. Soft in a way that made your chest ache.

“…No,” she whispered.

“Me neither.”

And then you kissed her.

Not like the kitchen kiss. Not like a joke. Not like an accident.

This time it was real. Long. Certain. A little messy and full of everything you hadn’t said out loud yet.

She smiled against your mouth. You pulled her closer.

Everything outside the room fell away.

Later, in the dark, she whispered into your neck:

“I don’t care if the whole world knows.”

You ran your fingers through her hair. “Yeah?”

“I’d scream it from the roof if I didn’t think I’d fall off and die.”

You laughed, breath catching in your throat.

“I’d catch you.”

She paused.

Then, quietly:

“I know.”

all started with a compliment.

A simple, harmless, not-even-that-deep compliment.

You were at a campus café—just minding your own business, waiting for your drink, humming under your breath. Hair still damp from your morning shower, hoodie three sizes too big (read: Hanni’s), face peaceful for once because, miraculously, your to-do list was empty.

And then someone leaned over the counter and said:

“Sorry, not to be weird, but… you have a really pretty smile.”

You blinked.

He was cute. Friendly. One of those art student energy types—paint on his hands, camera around his neck, nose piercing that somehow worked.

You gave a small, polite laugh. “Thanks.”

That’s it.

That’s all you said.

But across the café, sitting at a corner table with her laptop open and absolutely not working on her assignment, Hanni’s entire soul combusted.*

She didn’t say anything at first. She just… stared.

Eyes wide. Jaw slack. Eyebrow twitching like a bad Wi-Fi signal.

The guy said something else. You smiled again. Tilted your head. Tucked your hair behind your ear.

And Hanni—actual glitter goblin of your heart—felt something primal and ancient rise up inside her.

She closed the laptop. Hard.

Walked over like she was possessed.

Plopped down right next to you, arm casually thrown over the back of your chair, voice so sugary it could’ve given everyone diabetes.

“Hey, baby. Miss me?”

You choked on your drink. The guy blinked. Hanni? She was smiling. Sweet. Evil. Terrifying.

You turned slowly. “…Hi.”

She leaned in closer, like the universe hadn’t already started glitching, and pressed a kiss—quick, but way too loaded—to your cheek.

The guy blinked again.

“Oh,” he said.

Hanni turned to him, still smiling like a shark in lip gloss. “Hi. I’m her girlfriend. We’re in love. It’s a whole thing.”

You just stared at her, absolutely malfunctioning.

The guy got the message. He nodded—awkward, polite—and backed off with a quick “My bad, have a good day,” before disappearing into the void like a sensible man.

The moment he was gone, you turned to her, wide-eyed.

“…What was that?”

Hanni didn’t even flinch. “Me being normal and healthy.”

“You just staged a romantic ambush in a public café.”

“I saved you from a man with a nose ring and too much eye contact.”

“He complimented my smile.

“I know! Rude!”

You blinked. Then slowly, slowly, a grin tugged at your lips.

“…Are you jealous?”

Hanni scoffed. “No.”

You tilted your head.

She squirmed.

“Okay maybe a little.”

“A little?”

“I was chill about it!”

“You fake-proposed to me with your vibe.

Hanni huffed, cheeks flushing, lips pouting just slightly.

“…You’re mine.”

Your breath caught.

“Yeah?” you said softly.

She looked up at you then—eyes big and shiny and full of way too much truth.

“…Yeah,” she whispered.

Later, you were back at the apartment, curled into the couch, a blanket around both of you, movie playing in the background but long forgotten.

She was curled up beside you, head on your chest, fingers tracing lazy patterns on your stomach.

You ran your hand through her hair and said, teasing:

“I didn’t know you got jealous.”

She groaned into your hoodie. “I didn’t know I had feelings until you showed up like a walking serotonin shot.”

You chuckled, heart aching in the best way.

“Well… I like when you get a little possessive.”

She sat up. “Really?”

You shrugged. “It’s kinda hot.”

She grinned, proud now. “I knew it.”

You pulled her back into your arms.

“Just don’t scare every barista we meet, okay?”

“No promises.”

And then, in the quiet between jokes and kisses and skin-on-skin stillness, she whispered:

“I’ve never wanted something to last this bad.”

You held her tighter.

“Then stay. That’s all you have to do.”

She nodded against your chest.

And she stayed.

It was a dumb moment.

Nothing big. Nothing dramatic.

You were brushing your teeth. Hanni was sitting on the bathroom counter, legs swinging, eating cereal out of a mug, watching you like you were the most entertaining movie she’d ever seen.

You looked up. Met her eyes through the mirror.

Foam in your mouth. Hoodie too big. Hair messy. Sleep still in your bones.

She grinned.

“You’re so cute. I love you.”

It slipped.

Just like that.

No warning. No dramatic music. No soft background sunset.

She said it like it was nothing.

And then she froze.

Spoon halfway to her mouth. Eyes going wide. Smile dropping.

You turned slowly, toothbrush still in your mouth.

“What?”

She blinked. Coughed. Laughed way too loud. “HA. HAHA. NO I MEAN LIKE. FRIEND love. Ha ha. Like… platonic… roommate love… ha…haha…”

You raised a brow, slowly spitting into the sink, the most romantic way to handle a confession.

“Right.”

“Right!! So anyway, do you want pancakes later?”

You didn’t answer. Just stared at her with the softest, most dangerous smile.

“…You love me.”

She physically shrank. “I said it by accident!”

“But you said it.”

“You were cute!! You were foamy and grumpy and—UHH—I PANICKED.”

“You love me.”

She groaned and covered her face. “I’m going to jump into the garbage disposal now.”

You laughed, turning off the faucet and walking up to her.

She peeked through her fingers. “Please don’t say it back out of pity.”

“I’m not.”

“…You’re not what?”

You smiled.

“I’m not saying it back out of pity. I’m saying it because I’ve been trying not to say it for weeks.

Her heart broke. Healed. Then exploded.

She let out a choked noise. “Wait. You do?”

You nodded.

“I love you, Hanni.”

She dropped the cereal. Didn’t even care.

Launched herself at you like a sleep-deprived kitten in love.

And you caught her.

Because of course you did.

You didn’t mean to fight.

It started with something dumb.

Laundry. Schedules. Dishes left in the sink.

You were tired. She was distracted. There were things neither of you were saying and it all just… cracked.

“You said you’d clean today,” you said, too sharp.

“I was busy,” she snapped.

“You were watching five hours of dance clips on TikTok.”

“It was RESEARCH.”

You laughed, bitter. “You don’t take anything seriously.”

She flinched. “Excuse me?”

You rubbed your temples. “I’m just saying—sometimes it feels like I’m the only one holding us together.”

She stared at you like you’d slapped her.

“…You don’t think I care?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“You didn’t have to.”

Silence.

The kind that hurt.

She walked to the door. Paused.

“…I love you, you know.”

You swallowed. “Yeah. I know.”

She left.

The apartment was too quiet without her.

Your hoodie still smelled like her. Her socks were in the corner. A spoon was on the counter from the cereal she didn’t finish.

You sat on the couch. Didn’t cry. But your chest ached.

And somewhere across campus, Hanni sat on a bench in front of the art building, hugging her knees to her chest, phone in her hand, heart in her throat.

She wasn’t good at fights. She was worse at silence.

So she came back.

You heard the door click. Turned your head slowly.

She was in the doorway, soaked in rain, looking like something fragile and shining.

“I suck at this,” she said softly.

You stood up. Quiet. Calm.

“I know.”

She walked in, step by step.

“I didn’t mean what I said. I just… I freak out when I feel like I’m not enough for you.”

Your eyes burned. “I never said you weren’t.”

“But I heard it anyway,” she whispered.

You walked over. Reached for her hand.

“I’m sorry.”

“I’m sorry too.”

Silence again—but the good kind this time.

Then, she reached for your face, cupped your jaw, and whispered:

“Please don’t give up on me.”

You pressed your forehead to hers.

“Never.”

And then you kissed.

Not soft. Not slow.

But messy, desperate, tear-stained. The kind that says I choose you even when it’s hard.

The kind that says stay.

You fell asleep that night wrapped around each other, still damp from the rain, her head on your chest, your hand on her back.

And just before drifting off, she whispered:

“You’re still annoying, though.”

You smiled.

“So are you.”

Hanni wasn’t supposed to be gone for long. Just three days. A family thing. Simple. Routine. No big deal.

At least, that’s what you told yourself when you waved goodbye at the bus stop.

She’d kissed your cheek, tugged your sleeve one last time, and said:

“Don’t burn the place down while I’m gone, okay?”

You smiled, tried to act normal, and replied:

“Only if you text me first.”

She laughed. Walked backward a few steps. Still facing you.

“I’ll miss you.”

You swallowed. Forced a smirk.

“You better.”

She winked. And then she was gone.

The first night was… fine. You made tea. Watched a dumb show. Wore her hoodie even though yours was literally right there.

The silence felt a little weird, but whatever. You liked quiet.

Right?

The second night hit harder.

You made two mugs out of habit. You kept turning to say something—and realizing no one was there. You caught yourself laughing at a meme and instinctively opening her contact before freezing mid-thumb and locking your phone again.

Her bed was made. Empty. Too still.

The apartment didn’t feel like home without her humming in the kitchen or tripping over her shoes or narrating her inner monologue like a cartoon sidekick.

You missed her.

In the loud kind of way. The kind that presses behind your ribs and makes your hands fidget and your breath stick in your throat.

She sent you a voice note that night.

“Okay, I lied. I miss you more than I should after one day. I saw someone wearing a hoodie like yours and almost tackled them.”
“Also I had a dream you turned into a cat and I cried because you wouldn’t let me hug you. What does that mean.”

You played it twice. Then again. Just to hear her voice.

You sent her back a picture of your empty hand.

“This is where yours should be. Come home.”

She replied with five crying emojis, the clown emoji, and

“I’M MAKING IT WORSE STOP.”

The third day, you gave in.

You lay on her bed, head on her pillow, wearing her sweater like it was armor. It still smelled like her—strawberry shampoo and mint gum and whatever soft thing made her feel like yours.

You sent her a video. Just a pan of her side of the room.

Caption:

“This room is too quiet without you. It misses its chaos.”

She responded instantly.

“You’re gonna make me cry in front of my cousin and I don’t even LIKE her that much.”

Then:

“Also I just hugged my blanket and pretended it was you. I think I’m losing it.”

That night, you didn’t FaceTime. You both laid in your separate beds, earphones in, on a call with no video, barely talking.

Just… breathing together.

Your voice low.

“You still there?”

“Yeah,” she whispered. “I don’t want to hang up.”

“Same.”

A pause.

Then—

“Hey… Can I say something dumb?”

“Always.”

“…I miss your heartbeat.”

You closed your eyes.

“Then hurry home. It’s still beating for you.”

Silence. Soft.

Then you heard it.

A breath. A tiny laugh. A sniff.

“You’re not allowed to say stuff like that when I’m far away. It hurts.”

You smiled into your pillow.

“Then come back and make it stop.”

Neither of you said “I love you” that night.

But the call stayed connected until the morning light crept through your window. Until the silence didn’t feel lonely anymore—just shared.

You hadn’t been waiting for a message from Hanni saying she’d arrived.

She didn’t send one.

No “I’m home.”

No “Open the door.”

Nothing at all.

But then, at exactly 6:03 p.m., in the middle of a boring YouTube ad, the door creaked open.

And there she was.

“Hey.”

You were on the floor, back against the couch, wearing her hoodie, snacking on stale chips you didn’t even like…

All the exhaustion in your body vanished in a single moment.

You looked up.

And smiled.

“You’re back.”

She didn’t run to you.

She didn’t cry.

She just stood there, quiet and soft.

Then stepped inside.

The space between you felt like the whole world shrinking down to something warm and familiar.

She shrugged off her jacket, and her eyes found yours.

“I missed this,” she whispered.

You reached out, fingers trembling, and took her hand.

“Me too.”

No words needed after that.

You just held each other.

And for the first time in a long time, everything was exactly right.

The End.

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𝒚𝒕 𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐; daniela’s a passionate woman, and the thrill of getting caught showing it really flicks a switch in her

𝒄𝒘; 7th member au!r, horned-up!dani, touchy!dani

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“like you’re such a fucking angel,” you scoffed, rolling your eyes. though, you didn’t bother fighting the grin that spread across your lips at the banter. “drop the saint act, daniela.”

“oh, come on, mami. i’m as pure as they come,” the latina purred, her tongue tracing the corner of her mouth.

she had the phone set on her desk in her room, sporting a pink stussy beanie under the pulled hood of her black zip-up. she sat back into her black swivel chair, her legs spread wide, and a slice of pizza in hand. you sat in manon’s chair beside her, body just out of frame as you leant in close over her shoulder to engage with your eager fans and their comments on live.

“if you’re pure, then i’m the virgin mary.” you whispered, bopping the tip of her nose with your finger.

“you don’t meet the most important requirement to be the ‘virgin’ mary.” she teased. you scoff, shoving her.

she grabbed your wrist lightly, making loud grunts as she fake-gnawed your arm. you squealed, jerking away as daniela let out a loud series of laughter. she had yanked the slice straight from your hand, biting into it. you sat up, clicking your tongue.

user01 not religious but on my knees at this altar

user02 she can be barbie and i can be the box she comes in

user03 “till-” no we’re not stopping this threesome i fear

user04 call me benson goon cuz im taking off my blue jeans

“daniela andrea,” you called sternly. she just stared back with a teasing glint in her eye, smirking. “if you don’t give me back my dinner, i’ll send you up to meet the virgin mary.”

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❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ REFLECTIONS kim chaewon x reader

warnings richgirl!yn, , angst, guilt, a lot of confusion, hints of over working, more guilt, very chaewon and yn focused

the feeling of having no sleep is one of the most uncomfortable things to exist, your eyes sting as they fight to stay open, your limbs grow heavy like they’re weighed down by lead, and a strange chill settles over your skin without warning. all of it was hitting chaewon at once, and it was unbearable.

her mind was basically mush. she wondered if anyone had ever gone through this many emotions and realizations all at once, or if she had just broken some kind of world record for mental overload.

she doesn’t remember when she got up from kazuha’s bedroom door, just that somehow, she ended up sitting in the kitchen with the sun already out, pouring through the windows like it had been waiting for her.

she rests her head in her palm, one name echoing in her mind, yn.

god, how she hated her. the girl born in front of the entire country, the girl with more money than anyone could dream of, the girl who carried privilege like a second skin. everything about her felt unfair.

but she was also the girl who knew,who had lived through, the darkest, most hidden corners of the moon family’s truth. and how foolish of chaewon, really, to ever disregard that.

it wasn’t like chaewon had never heard about the moon family’s problems, everyone had. but anger has a way of clouding reason, of turning empathy into static.

if you asked chaewon why she hated yn, she’d have a quick answer ready, something clean and surface level.

“because she’s privileged. she gets all the praise, all the money in the world. she’s spoiled, and she only made it into the group because of her father’s power.”

but if you pushed a little harder, scratched past the rehearsed bitterness, her voice might waver into something far more complicated.

“I don’t know. there’s just something about her… her eyes, they’re too alluring. she has this energy that draws you in, like gravity. it got me the second we locked eyes. and it made me feel trapped. I hate  feeling trapped, from the moment we met just that energy alone made me feel like I need to prove myself, assert some type of dominance but she shut me down immediately, she knows how to play with your emotions, like she’s always one step ahead. honestly, I could go on for hours about everything wrong with her.”

but no one ever asked chaewon to go deeper.

no one ever tried to understand what hid behind the hate, except yn.

“I’m talented, and you hate that. I’m probably the most talked about person in this group. just admit it, chaewon, what’s the real reason?”

chaewon remembers that day like it was yesterday,the way the words slipped out, sharp and cruel. she said things she knew would hurt, but at the time, it felt like the only way to gain some kind of control. to tip the scales in her favor, just once.

because yn had to know what she was doing to her, right? the way she looked at her, spoke to her, existed around her, it had to be intentional. it felt like she was being taunted, like yn was playing a game only she understood.

and now, this guilt, this awful, gnawing guilt was starting to settle in her chest like something rotten.

she needed to get rid of it. fast.

and she knew she could.

chaewon flinched at the sound of footsteps entering the kitchen. assuming it was sakura, she muttered a quiet, “morning.”

“a good morning? from you? what’s the occasion?”

her blood ran cold.

she froze.

she turned around slowly and there yn stood, in all her effortless glory. even freshly woken, she looked like something out of a magazine, wrapped in a hot pink robe that hung just loose enough to reveal the edge of a sports bra underneath.

chaewon’s eyes couldn’t help but trace the length of her, head to toe, lingering far too long. something stirred in her chest, unfamiliar, uneasy. she inhaled sharply, her gaze locked on yn like it had a mind of its own.

“um?” 

chaewon snapped out of her daze, forcing herself to pull it together. she tried to shoot yn a sharp glare, but it landed weak, more flustered than fierce.

“I thought you were someone else,” she muttered, voice tighter than she wanted it to be.

“ah, that explains it,” yn said casually, opening the fridge and pulling out a container of strawberries like this was just another normal morning. “I don’t even remember last night. did you see me and zuha come in?”

her tone was light, but chaewon felt every word like a stone in her stomach.

because she did. she saw everything and somehow, it spiraled into a night of world-shifting realizations she still hadn’t recovered from.

“no,” chaewon mumbled, eyes fixed anywhere but on yn, trying her hardest not to look because looking might unravel her all over again.

stop, she’s supposed to be strong.

she snapped her eyes at yn and gave her a sharper glare that landed better, “our comeback is really soon, so don’t be late to practice like you usually are.” she said with as much hostility as she could muster.

yn paused, the strawberry inches from her lips. her soft, doe like eyes sharpened in an instant, and the shift sent a strange,   unwelcome twist through chaewon’s stomach. what the hell was happening to her?

“you’re saying that to the girl who stays and practices until three in the morning?” yn tilted her head, voice edged with amusement. “there’s a reason I’m the best so maybe let’s not question my work ethic.”

with that, she popped the strawberry into her mouth, grabbed the rest of the container, and sauntered out of the kitchen.

chaewon let out a groan, dragging her hands down her face.

partly out of frustration, because yn was insufferable. and partly because she’d been so distracted by her face, her voice, her presence, that she barely registered a word she said.

so much for getting rid of it.

the feeling hadn’t left, if anything, it had only grown louder. that slow unraveling at the edges of her sanity, the way yn consumed her thoughts like a fever she couldn’t shake. 

she let out a quiet laugh, bitter and breathless. yn had always lingered somewhere in her mind, but not like this. not in this way that felt so consuming it was almost nauseating.

yunjin’s voice was like background music to her as she looked out the window, she felt hyper aware of everything and the fact that yn was sitting right behind it wasn’t helping.

was it weird that she swore she could smell yn’s perfume, rich, expensive, and so distinctly her it made chaewon’s head spin?

or the way her voice softened when she made offhand comments to kazuha, sending chaewon’s heart into an unsteady rhythm?

yeah. it was weird. so weird it was starting to scare her.

 chaewon didn’t know what the hell was wrong with her.

this wasn’t her. not even close.

and yet, all throughout dance practice, she kept catching herself adjusting her moves, her angles, her energy all for yn’s attention. like some desperate need to be seen by her had rooted itself deep inside her chest.

it was pathetic. and it was making her sick.

this wasn’t what she was supposed to be doing.

her eyes couldn’t leave yn, even if she tried. it was like some invisible force kept pulling her back.

this was insane.

if someone had told her a year ago that drunk words from yn would flip her entire world upside down, she would’ve laughed in their face.

but now? now she wasn’t laughing. not even close.

“are you good?” she turned to see yunjin look at her with concern, “you keep zoning out.”

what chaewon wanted to say was, “no and it’s all yn’s fault.”

but instead, she swallowed the words,brushed the girl off, and gave a stiff nod. because saying it out loud would make it real and she wasn’t ready for that.

the rest of practice passed in a haze for chaewon, her body moved on autopilot, but her mind was somewhere else entirely.

she watched yn take a sip from her water bottle, eyes half lidded, calm like she had all the time in the world. the others were.  gathering their things, slipping into hoodies and grabbing their bags, and chaewon already knew what yn was going to say before the words even left her mouth.

“you guys can head out without me, i’m gonna stay and practice a little more.”

the girls nodded, it wasn’t anything new. kazuha hesitated, sending yn a brief, worried glance, but left without a word.

and chaewon?

she stayed. because of course she did.

yn hadn’t even realized chaewon was still in the room not until she glanced at the mirror and caught the reflection of the leader,  standing silently behind her.

she turned, brows furrowed. “why are you still here?”

chaewon didn’t answer right away. she just stared, frozen in place, like her own thoughts were holding her hostage.

this was too much.

she couldn’t keep living like this with yn constantly in her head, wrapped around every thought in ways that felt all wrong. her presence was suffocating and addictive. chaewon hated the way her heart pounded at the sound of yn’s voice, hated how it only got worse now that yn’s full attention was on her, now that they were finally alone.

and maybe that was the real reason she stayed.

because some part of her, no matter how much she tried to deny it was starting to want that attention. to crave it.

maybe she always had.

“why do you stay so late?”

yn blinked, caught off guard by the question. her eyes widened slightly, and chaewon didn’t blame her she had surprised herself too. since when did she care what yn was doing?

well… not never.

this was just the first time that truth was slipping into the open for both of them.

“to practice,” yn replied simply, but there was a hesitation in her voice that hadn’t been there before.

it was obvious the question had thrown her off.

chaewon didn’t know what she was doing. it felt like her mouth was moving faster than her brain.

“but you already get enough practice. it’s late… kazuha seemed pretty worried.”

yn’s face twisted slightly as she turned to fully face her, the playfulness in her features gone. “zuha’s always worried.”

“yeah, but—”

“why are you really here, chaewon?”

the words cut through the room like a blade sharp, direct, and nothing like the usual yn. and for the first time that night, chaewon had no idea what to say.

chaewon’s brain was going a mile a minute.

her heart was slamming against her ribs, her thoughts tangling into knots she couldn’t undo fast enough. yn’s question echoed in her ears why are you really here, chaewon?

she opened her mouth, then closed it. panic swelled in her chest.

her throat felt dry, her hands clenched at her sides. 

say something. anything.

“because…” she breathed out, voice barely there, “you’ve been on my mind since last night.”

the words slipped out like a secret she didn’t mean to tell.

and it stunned them both.

yn’s brows lifted slightly, but her face was unreadable. frozen.

chaewon stumbled over the silence like it hurt.

“I—I don’t know how to explain it,” she rushed out, words tumbling in chaos, “I just… I can’t stop thinking about you.”

yn didn’t blink. she just stared.

chaewon kept going, unraveling by the second.

“your voice, your face, even the way you looked at me. I—it’s messing with my head. I feel weird. not like myself. and U need to get rid of this feeling but it’s getting worse. stronger. I don’t know what to do.”

her voice cracked at the end, and for a moment, she looked like a girl completely lost in her own storm.

yn’s expression changed.

not softened—shattered.

her eyes filled with something heavy, something sharp, and then she spoke, her voice like broken glass.

“you’re an asshole.”

chaewon blinked, stunned. “what?”

“do you enjoy playing with me?” yn snapped, cutting her off. her voice was louder now, but shaking. “you’ve had me on your mind? now? after everything?”

chaewon opened her mouth, but nothing came out she was too busy drowning in the sight of yn. even angry, even hurt, she was devastatingly beautiful.her chest rising and falling fast. chaewon’s eyes trailed her without meaning to face, shoulders, down her arms, her trembling hands.

“you’ve done enough,” she spat, voice breaking, “but pretending to care now? that’s the worst part.”

chaewon’s throat tightened painfully. a lump sat there like a stone, unmoving.

“yn, wait—”

“no. you know what? maybe I’ll go home.”

yn grabbed her bag, shoving things inside with shaking hands, her back to chaewon.

chaewon’s lungs felt like they were caving in. her eyes stung. her nails dug into her palms. she hated this. this loss of control. this guilt. this ache.

and worst of all knowing she caused it.

“yn—” she tried again, desperate.

but yn didn’t even look at her.

she didn’t say a word as she slung her bag over her shoulder and walked out.

the door shut behind her with a quiet, final click and suddenly, the room felt too big. too silent. too cold.

chaewon stood alone in the middle of the practice room.

staring at the space yn had left behind.

and for the first time in a long time, she had no idea how to fix any of it.

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ᯓ .ᐟ ⊹ The Girlfriend Contract

- part two

ᯓ Pairing: Popular!Karina (Yu Jimin) × Cheerleader!Fem! Reader

ᯓ | When Jimin lies to her mom about being in a serious relationship, the last person she expects to drag into her mess is Y/n–the campus cheerleader she’s spent the last two years arguing with across lecture halls and parties. But now, to keep up appearances over the holidays, they have to fake date through family dinners, long car rides and even in school.

ᯓ Genre: Rivals to fake-dating to lovers, slow burn, college AU, family drama, soft angst, eventual fluff

ᯓ Warning: swearing, argument, a little toxic, family pressure.

ᯓ Content: 9k+ words.

part one, part two

It was Y/n’s idea. Obviously.

"We need to be more affectionate. You know—public bond, believable romance, all that.”

Jimin didn’t even look up from her phone. "Why would I want to be more affectionate with you?”

“Because if we don’t sell it, this whole thing falls apart, you didn't tell me that Yujin's cousin comes to our school." Y/n said, flipping her hair like she hadn’t just insulted Jimin’s entire existence by sitting on her couch in her cheer uniform.

Jimin rolled her eyes and let it go. She didn’t think anything would come of it.

Until the next morning.

A text. A photo.

Y/n in her mirror, ponytail tight, a smirk on her lips like she knew exactly what she was doing.

“Smile rating? GF points?”

Jimin stared at it for a full minute before typing back: "Try again. 6/10.”

She said it to be annoying, to remind her that they weren’t friends. And then—because apparently she was losing her mind—she stopped at the café before class and got Y/n’s stupid drink.

The next day? Another selfie. This one with a peace sign. The day after that, a sleepy one, pillow hair and all. And again the day after, a cute one with breakfast.

She kept sending them. And Jimin kept showing up with coffee.

Y/n just started saying “thanks, babe” in front of people, and Jimin would glare but not deny it.

She’d insult her taste in music in the car. Y/n would mock her driving. But every morning, there she was. Jimin didn’t know when it became routine. And she definitely didn’t know why it bothered her when Y/n forgot one morning and didn’t text.

When they got back to campus, nothing changed. On the surface.

Y/n still rolled her eyes every time Jimin made a snarky comment. She still called her “cheer vilain” under her breath and mimicked her perfect posture when she wasn’t looking. She was the same — effortlessly confident, occasionally unbearable, and totally unfazed by how tangled their fake relationship was getting.

The only difference was that Jimin was starting to notice… everything.

Like the way Y/n flipped her hair when she was annoyed. The way she chewed gum like she was trying to intimidate someone. The way she laughed when she didn’t mean to — not the cheerleader laugh, the real one, quick and unguarded.

It was infuriating.

And Jimin hated how easy it was for Y/n to slide into character. Holding her hand in front of their classmates like it was nothing. Wrapping their hands together when they passed by people from cheer. Whispering dumb things in her ear just to make her laugh — or to make it look like she did.

She was good at this. Too good.

And Jimin was starting to forget which parts were fake.

Which was why, when Heeseung asked how things were going, Jimin straight-up threw a pillow at his face.

“I’m just saying,” he grinned, holding up his hands, “you’ve been way less grumpy lately. Maybe dating your mortal enemy is actually healthy?”

“She’s not my—” Jimin stopped herself. “We’re faking it. I told you that.”

Heeseung shrugged. “Yeah, and I told you lying to your mom would spiral. Now look at you, making out in front of the cafeteria.”

“We didn’t make out. She kissed me on the cheek.”

“Ohhh, right. My mistake. Super platonic cheek kisses.”

Jimin groaned and buried her face in a cushion. “I hate you.”

“No, you hate her,” he said, casually scrolling his phone. “Except now you get her coffee every morning which you know how exactly she likes it and stare at your phone like a golden retriever waiting for a good morning text.”

“I’m not—!”

He raised a brow as she shut up. The problem

was, Y/n didn’t know. About any of it. She thought they were still playing a game — still pretending. And maybe Jimin was too. She just didn’t know if she was pretending to be her girlfriend…

or pretending not to care.

-

Y/n was sprawled comfortably on Jimin’s couch, her feet tucked under her as she answered her phone with a cheery, “Oh! I’ll take that—Heeseung, stop hating on Meredith. She’s a complex character. And shut up.”

Y/n kicked her legs lightly as she leaned back against the couch, phone balanced on her shoulder, voice light.

“Oh my god, you didn’t! Wait, wait, Mrs. Yu—no, Jimin did not say that!"

She was talking about her bestfriend, like this was a normal catch-up with a longtime family friend, not her fake girlfriend’s mother.

Jimin stared.

From the kitchen counter, she gripped her mug a little tighter than necessary, pretending she was busy scrolling on her phone. But she wasn’t. Not really. She was listening to every word. Every laugh. Every “you’re so funny” and “I’d love to see pictures of baby Jimin.”

Heeseung leaned closer and muttered, “You good?”

Jimin shot him a glare, low and deadly. “Don’t start.”

But he just smirked, nudging her elbow. “Your mom likes her, a lot, more than me.”

“I said don’t start.”

Across the room, Y/n covered the speaker with her hand and turned toward them. “She wants to know if we’re coming to Busan again for the long weekend.”

We. Not you. Not Jimin. We.

Jimin blinked. “Why would we—?”

“I said maybe. Depending on practice and, you know, your schedule and stuff,” Y/n added, casually, like it was nothing. “Anyway, she’s sending me a kimchi recipe. Apparently yours is trash.”

Heeseung choked on a laugh.

Y/n tossed him a smug smile and went back to the call, the warmth never leaving her voice. “Yes, ma’am. I’ll text you the moment we’re on the road. Pinky promise.”

Jimin just stood there, watching her. Watching the way she tucked her chin into the pillow, her voice dropping to that soft, familiar tone that wasn’t meant for people like Jimin.

And it hit her again—Y/n was good at this. Too good.

Then Y/n hung up, set the phone aside, and stretched with a satisfied sigh. “Your mom says hi, by the way. And that I should stop letting you drink too much coffee. Apparently it makes you meaner.”

Jimin scoffed. “I’m not mean.”

“You’re literally scowling at me right now.”

“That’s just my face.”

“Okay, Wednesday Addams,” Y/n smirked, standing to grab her jacket. “You’re lucky I like your mom.”

Jimin didn’t answer.

She just stood there, heart pounding, arms crossed tight. Wondering how someone could get so close without even trying.

-

The car was silent except for the occasional hum of the engine, Jimin had pick up Y/n from cheer practice as she was sitting in the passenger seat, staring out the window, but her thoughts were racing.

Finally, she turned to Jimin, who had been unusually quiet since they left the gym. “It’s almost Valentine’s Day, you know.”

Jimin glanced at her, her fingers tightening around the steering wheel. “Yeah, I know.”

Y/n took a deep breath, feeling a bit of hesitation in her voice. “We should do something for Valentine’s Day, don't you think?"

Jimin’s eyebrows furrowed, the confusion clear on her face. “Why?”

Y/n sighed, running a hand through her hair. “Well we're supposed to be—” Y/n paused, trying to find the right word, “—a couple, you know? Couples do Valentine's Day.”

Jimin’s expression hardened, clearly annoyed at the direction of the conversation. “I don’t get it. We’re just… pretending. None of this is real, it's unnecessary."

Y/n’s face tightened. “That's the thing we are pretending so we should do that sort of thing. What would your mom say when she will see we haven't post any pictures on Instagram, I don’t want her to get suspicious, Jimin.”

Jimin was silent for a moment, staring straight ahead as if trying to process everything Y/n had said. She didn’t want to admit it, but her mom had been obsessed with their couple.

But still, Jimin didn’t want to go along with this.

“Why do we have to force ourselves?” Jimin finally muttered, her voice low. “Why can’t we just let this… die down on its own? This whole fake relationship thing is already so messed up. Valentine's Day is way too intimate.”

Y/n rolled her eyes in frustration. “I'm not asking you to marry me because this isn’t about us or what we feel. It’s about keeping up appearances, keeping your family from questioning the whole thing.”

Jimin was quiet again, her fingers drumming on the steering wheel as she processed everything. She didn’t like it. Didn’t like how this was spiraling. But Y/n was right, and she knew it.

With a heavy sigh, Jimin finally muttered, “Fine. But just one day. One dinner. A couple of pictures. That’s it. After that, no more, okay?”

“Yeah, sure,” Y/n muttered, eyes fixed on the blurred city lights outside the car window. Her voice was low, tired. “Do you still hate me, Jimin?”

Jimin gripped the steering wheel a little tighter, jaw flexing. “Of course. What kind of question is that?”

“Just asking,” Y/n said, shoulders rising in a small shrug. The air between them grew thick with silence.

Jimin didn’t respond. The soft hum of the engine filled the car, headlights casting faint glows against passing cars.

Y/n spoke again. “Should I stop sending pictures every morning? You don’t even answer. Minjeong told me you might think it’s unnecessary.”

Jimin’s head turned slightly. “No—keep going. It’s only fair, I bring you coffee.”

“You don’t even reply.”

Jimin scoffed under her breath. “What am I supposed to do? Call you pretty?”

Y/n finally turned to face her, expression unreadable. “I’m your girlfriend. Fake or not, you never reply to any of my texts, Jimin. How am I supposed to know you—pretend to know you—if I can’t even get a ‘yeah, I ate’ or ‘I’m not coming over after tutoring lessons'? I sit there, alone, like an idiot, thinking maybe you’ll show up."

Jimin looked away, eyes fixed on the streetlights ahead. Her voice dropped. “I just don’t want it to feel real.”

“It’s already real, Jimin,” Y/n said quietly, not angrily, just… resigned. “We’re posting pictures. I’m talking to your mom. I’m showing up with you everywhere.”

Silence again. Then Jimin muttered, “I don’t want you close.”

Y/n laughed once, sharp and humorless. “Okay. I get it."

The car finally stopped in front of Y/n's building.

“I still hate you too. Just so you know,” she added.

Jimin’s hand twitched on the steering wheel. Her voice barely above a whisper: “Yeah. I know.”

Y/n didn’t move. Her hand stayed on the door handle, but she didn’t pull it open. She just sat there, eyes down, fingers curling slightly against the cold metal.

Jimin risked a glance at her.

Outside, the rain tapped lightly against the windshield. The city was quiet for once, wrapped in that stillness that only really came late at night. Inside the car, everything felt loud. Their breathing. The unsaid things. The weight of what they were doing—and what it was starting to become.

“Look,” Jimin started, voice low, like she wasn’t sure she should even say it. “I’m trying, alright? This was never supposed to go past Christmas. You weren’t supposed to be so… good at this.”

Y/n gave her a look. “Good at pretending?”

Jimin swallowed. “Good at… being part of my life.”

Y/n let that sit for a second before replying, voice sharp again. “Yeah, well, maybe if you didn’t act like being near me is some kind of punishment, it wouldn’t feel like I’m doing this alone.”

That stung more than Jimin expected.

Y/n finally opened the door but paused halfway out, leaning back in just enough to add, without looking at her, “Don’t worry. I won’t make it real for you.”

Then she shut the door behind her and walked up the steps to Y/n's building without another word.

Jimin stayed behind in the car, eyes locked on the steering wheel, her fingers tight around it. The silence returned, heavier than before.

She didn’t know why it bothered her so much. But it did.

And that scared her.

Jimin sat in her car for a long time after Y/n left. The empty passenger seat felt heavier than it should’ve, the air thick with things she didn’t want to name. She stared blankly through the windshield, her fingers clenched around the steering wheel like if she held on tight enough, maybe everything would make sense.

She hated this. Not Y/n—well, maybe a little—but mostly the way this fake thing was becoming something she had to think about.

“You don’t even reply.”

She remembered the look on Y/n’s face when she said that. Not angry. Just tired.

Eventually, Jimin drove off. No direction. Just a need to get away. She ended up at a small convenience store, the kind that still had yellowed tiles and humming refrigerators. She grabbed sushi without thinking—her comfort food, even if it was sad and overpriced in Seoul.

She sat with it in the car. Opened the little soy sauce packets. Took a bite. And for some reason, all she could think about was how Y/n would’ve complained about the rice being soggy.

Which is exactly how, thirty minutes later, she ended up back outside her own apartment.

Y/n opened the door in pajama shorts and a messy bun, half-surprised and half-annoyed.

“You’re back,” she said, crossing her arms.

Jimin held up the bag of sushi. “Peace offering.”

“You literally drove away.”

“I panicked. Shut up,” she muttered. “Anyway, I thought about what you said. And you’re right. If we’re going to do this until May, we might as well not suck at it.”

Y/n raised an eyebrow. “So your grand plan was… sushi?”

“And bonding,” Jimin added, stepping inside without asking. “You like stupid little bonding moments, don’t you?”

Y/n snorted. “You’re unbearable.”

They sat on the floor, Jimin spreading napkins like it was some sort of picnic. She passed Y/n her favorite roll, somehow remembering from a time they were barely speaking.

“Alright,” Jimin said, chewing, “since we’re ‘getting to know each other’—favorite movie?”

Y/n looked at her, skeptical. “Seriously?”

“Answer the question, cheerleader.”

Y/n sighed, but she played along. “Clueless.”

Jimin paused mid-bite. “…That tracks.”

Y/n grinned. “Yours?”

“Fight club.”

“Of course.”

The questions came easy after that. Favorite comfort food. Most hated teacher. First concert. They laughed when they realized they both snuck out to see BLACKPINK back in high school, probably standing in the same stadium at the same time.

Y/n leaned back on her hands. “Okay. Your turn. Deep question: if you weren’t scared of failing, what would you be doing right now?”

Jimin blinked.

She opened her mouth, then closed it.

“…Probably something completely different,” she said eventually, softer. “But I don’t know what. Not pretending, though.”

Y/n didn’t push. She just nodded and looked down at the soy sauce packet beside her.

They weren’t friends. They weren’t lovers. They were still enemies. But for one night, with cold sushi and honesty between them, they were something else.

Maybe something that mattered.

The soy sauce packet slipped from Y/n’s hand and splashed onto her wrist.

“Shit,” she muttered, wiping it off with a napkin. “You’d think after years of sushi runs I’d have mastered opening one of these.”

Jimin snorted, mouth full of rice. “You act like you’re graceful but you’re literally chaos.”

“Thanks,” Y/n rolled her eyes. “Remind me to never compliment you again.”

They were sitting cross-legged on Y/n’s living room floor, boxes of sushi and drinks scattered between them, backs resting against the couch. It was quiet in a comfortable way — almost too comfortable for two girls who swore they hated each other.

Jimin reached for another salmon roll. “So… what other things do we have to practice for this fake dating thing?”

Y/n blinked. “You’re actually taking this seriously now?”

Jimin shrugged, chewing. “Better than letting everyone realize we’re lying.”

Y/n leaned back on her hands, eyes on the ceiling. “Well. If we’re being thorough… Ningning is planning this ridiculous Valentine’s Day couple challenge thing.”

Jimin groaned. “Why are cheerleaders like this?”

Y/n rolled her eyes. "I don’t know, but you’re dating one. So suck it up.”

“Fake dating,” Jimin corrected quickly.

Y/n smirked. “Sure.”

Jimin side-eyed her. “What kind of things are in the challenge?”

Y/n hesitated. “Matching outfits. Answering question right. Sharing food. A cute morning selfie post. And, uh…”

Jimin raised an eyebrow. “And?”

Y/n kept her gaze on the sushi box. “There’s a kissing round.”

A beat of silence.

Jimin blinked. “And you’re suddenly shy? You literally kissed Jeno on the field once during a pep rally.”

Y/n’s face dropped. “No, I didn’t. That was rumour his friends started."

Jimin stared. “So what you have kissed him anyway." Y/n only look away from her. "You’ve never kissed him?”

Y/n picked at her chopsticks. “No. It just… never happened. Not with Jeno, not anyone. And now it’s supposed to happen with you in a couple challenge that Ningning’s probably livestreaming.”

Jimin blinked again. “Oh.”

“Yeah.”

More silence. The rustling of chopsticks. The fizz of soda opening.

“I mean—” Jimin started, licking soy sauce from her lip, “—we can practice. If you want.”

Y/n turned to her slowly. “Practice?”

“You’re the one panicking about messing up a kiss in public,” Jimin shrugged, trying to sound casual but clearly a little thrown. “It’s not that deep. We’re pretending to be dating. It’s method acting.”

Y/n laughed nervously. “Do you… kiss all your enemies as practice?”

“No,” Jimin said, leveling her gaze. “Just the annoying cheerleader ones who send me selfies every morning and steal the last spicy tuna.”

Y/n’s heart beat a little faster, but she disguised it with a scoff. “Right. Strictly business.”

Jimin nodded. “Strictly.”

But neither of them moved to turn the TV back on. And neither of them reached for more sushi.

Just quiet tension, and a shared thought they both refused to say out loud yet.

Not yet.

“I mean, we don’t have to,” Y/n said quickly finally breaking the silence unsure why she even brought it up. “It’s not like they’re gonna kick us out of the couple challenge if the kiss is awkward.”

Jimin tilted her head. “You’re the one who brought it up.”

Y/n bit her lip, avoiding eye contact. “Because I didn’t think you’d actually say yes.”

A. beat passed. The dim light in Jimin’s living room made everything feel a little softer, a little quieter.

“I’m not gonna make fun of you,” Jimin said after a moment. “This is… weirdly serious for you.”

“It’s my first kiss,” Y/n admitted again, barely a whisper.

Jimin sat up straighter. “Okay.” She breathed in slowly. “We’ll go slow.”

Y/n blinked. “Right now?”

Jimin gave her a look. “You want to wait until Valentine’s Day with a hundred eyes watching you?”

“…Good point.”

Jimin leaned in just a little, like testing the water. “You okay?”

“Yeah,” Y/n nodded, heart racing. “Are you okay?”

“I’m not the one sweating,” Jimin teased softly.

Y/n shoved her shoulder. “Shut up.”

But then Jimin was looking at her again. Not in that way she usually did — the one with the sarcastic edge or exasperated sigh. This one was different. Patient. Curious.

“Okay, I’m gonna go,” Jimin said quietly.

And she did. Soft, careful, barely there — just a brush of lips. It lasted maybe two seconds. Then another one, a little more sure.

Y/n froze at first, but then she leaned in. Let it happen. The kind of kiss that wasn’t electric, or life-shattering — just warm and safe and real.

When they pulled apart, Jimin looked away first.

“That was…” Y/n said, voice stuck somewhere between a breath and a laugh.

“Not bad,” Jimin offered, standing up too quickly, pretending to stretch. “You’ll survive.”

Y/n just nodded. “Cool. Um… thanks. For helping.”

“No big deal,” Jimin muttered, already pretending to scroll on her phone. “Let’s forget it happened.”

But she didn’t forget.

-

Jimin walked in with Y/n by her side, their hands casually brushing, like it had become a habit.

Ningning’s place was decked out in the most excessive (and slightly chaotic) Valentine’s aesthetic imaginable. Pink streamers clung to every wall, heart-shaped confetti was already sticking to everyone’s socks, and a faint scent of chocolate and artificial strawberries lingered in the air.

Ningning’s living room had been transformed into a pastel heart-filled wonderland — balloons in every shade of pink and red, chocolate fountains on the kitchen counter, and a handmade photobooth Ningning had forced every couple into.

Y/n had already taken three photos with Jimin — one holding fake roses, one with a candy heart filter, and one where she leaned against Jimin’s shoulder. The first two, Jimin had scowled. The last… Jimin didn’t even realize she was smiling.

Now, as the party settled into casual chaos — soft music playing, people snuggled in corners, eating or playing card games — Jimin found herself standing by the drink table alone, watching Y/n laugh with Yizhuo and Liz like she’d always been part of this world.

“You okay?” Minjeong’s voice broke through her thoughts.

Jimin turned. “Oh. Yeah. Just tired.”

Minjeong handed her a chocolate-covered strawberry. “You guys are kinda perfect together. I didn’t think I’d ever say that.”

Jimin blinked. “…What?”

Minjeong smiled, eyes soft and sincere. “I’ve known her since we were kids. And I don’t think I’ve ever seen her this happy — this light. It’s like she doesn’t have to try with you. Like she can just be.”

Jimin didn’t say anything. She couldn’t. Her mind ran over every moment from the past few weeks — the morning selfies, the coffee runs, the sushi night, that stupid kiss practice that had her staring at the wall all night after.

Minjeong leaned closer, voice lowering like it was a secret. “She’s falling for you deeply, Jimin. I think you are too. Well if it didn't happen yet." She giggled.

Jimin’s heart clenched, not because Minjeong was right — but because she didn’t know how wrong she was.

This wasn’t real. Except, it didn’t feel fake anymore.

And that’s what terrified her the most.

“Okay! Everyone shut up — it’s game time!” Ningning called out, standing on her coffee table with a pink heart-shaped megaphone.

Y/n, curled up next to Jimin on the love seat, groaned quietly. “She’s been waiting all week to do this.”

Jimin leaned in, murmuring back. “Why do I feel like this is where we get exposed?”

“Because it is,” Y/n whispered, her voice dry.

Ningning cleared her throat dramatically. “Alright! Time for the Couples Challenge — Valentine’s Edition. You’ll be tested on how in sync you really are. And yes, there’s a prize, and yes, it’s stupidly cute.”

Minjeong, sitting below her girlfriend with an amused smile, added, “She made it. It’s a DIY ‘Most Adorable Couple’ plaque.”

“Oh my god,” Jimin muttered under her breath.

Ningning continued, clapping her hands. “Final round is a kiss. Not just any kiss — the longest kiss wins bonus points.”

Y/n turned to Jimin. “We’re not doing that.”

Jimin blinked, face already flushed. “Obviously.”

“But if we don’t, we lose.”

“We don’t need to win.”

“But your mom follows my Instagram.”

“…Goddamn it.”

ROUND 1: Trivia Match

“What’s your partner’s favorite midnight snack?”

Jimin blinked at Y/n’s paper. “You wrote… string cheese?”

Y/n nodded. “With honey mustard.”

“Disturbing.” Jimin held up “banana milk.”

“You know me so well.”

ROUND 2: Touch test

Y/n was blindfolded as she touched Jimin’s face — the curve of her jaw — she paused.

“Cheek?” she guessed.

Jimin looked at her strangely. “…Jaw.”

“Close enough.”

They didn’t hold eye contact after that.

ROUND 3: Most likely to...

Question: Who’s most likely to start a fight over nothing?

Y/n confidently writes Jimin. Jimin writes Y/n.

They glare.

“Really?”

“I’m not the one who slammed my locker because I couldn’t find my lip balm.”

“That was one time and it was lip gloss, Jimin!”

They get a point for “sync in chaos.”

ROUND 4: Spill or Kiss

Ningning reads the question:

“What’s the most romantic thing you’ve done for each other?”

Y/n panics. “We're not— I mean—”

Jimin shrugs, cool. “She sends me a photo every morning so I don’t forget her face.”

Everyone went "awwww.”

Y/n turns red.

Then Jimin turns to her and whispers, “Your turn.”

Y/n frowns. “She brings me coffee every morning… but she never says hi.”

Everyone went "awww" once again.

FINAL ROUND: The Kiss Round

The air in Ningning’s living room was warm with laughter and music, fairy lights glowing soft above their heads. Pillows were scattered, people were lounging with drinks in hand, and couples were tangled together like puzzle pieces that somehow fit.

Jimin sat upright on the floor, stiff, her hand clenching her soda can a little too tight. She wasn’t built for games like this — not ones that tugged at things she wasn’t ready to name.

“Alright,” Ningning announced with a clap, “Final round! The couples kiss. Audience votes. Ten seconds minimum. No cheating. And we want passion you have to kiss your partner like it’s the last time you’ll ever see them. Most convincing wins.”

Someone whistled. Jimin’s stomach sank.

She turned slightly, catching the glow of Y/n’s face beside her. Smaller, still out of breath from laughing too hard during the last round. Her hair was slightly tousled, her cheeks flushed. Y/n met her eyes and smirked just a little. “Should we lose on purpose?”

Jimin opened her mouth to say yes — please, let’s just bow out — but her mother’s voice rang faint in her ears: “You’re doing so well, sweetie. Y/n really grounds you.”

She couldn’t afford suspicion. Not now.

“No,” she muttered. “We’ll win.”

Y/n’s brows rose, surprised. “You sure?”

Before Jimin could answer, the spotlight — or Ningning’s dramatic pointing — landed on them.

“Y/n and Jimin. You’re up.”

Jimin turned to face Y/n, already feeling the warmth crawl up her neck. Everyone was watching.

It wasn’t like they hadn’t kissed. That practice kiss still lingered somewhere in the back of her mind. But that was private, awkward — tentative. This? This was a performance. And maybe something more.

The whole room faded to the background.

“We said we should act like it’s real,” Jimin whispered softly for only the cheerleader to hear, almost like a warning. Then, lower, “So let’s make it real.”

And before Y/n could answer, Jimin leaned in and kissed her.

It wasn’t hesitant. It wasn’t delicate.

It was full-bodied, anchored. Jimin kissed her like she meant it — like the room had disappeared, like Y/n wasn’t the girl she hated for years, but someone she knew. One hand still firm on Y/n’s jaw, the other moved to her waist, pulling her closer like she couldn’t stand the space between them.

Y/n’s breath caught. Her hands found Jimin’s hoodie, gripping it weakly, the edges of her world spinning. She didn’t know where to put the flood of feeling rushing through her — wasn’t sure if it was the kiss, or the fact that Jimin was really kissing her.

When Jimin finally pulled back, there was a beat of silence — heavy and stunned.

Then the room exploded. Laughter, clapping, cheering.

“Okayyy!” Ningning screamed. “I think we have a winner!”

-

The knock on the door came just as Y/n was flicking through the most depressing fridge she’d ever seen. Empty shelves. One sad can of soda. Half a lemon.

She opened the door and blinked when she saw Jimin standing there, holding a bag of takeout and looking way too casual in sweatpants and a hoodie.

“You looked hungry through text,” Jimin said, walking in without waiting.

“I didn’t send a selfie this morning.”

“I know.”

Y/n’s brows rose, but she didn’t say anything as Jimin unloaded the food on her small kitchen table — tteokbokki, kimbap, and fried chicken. All her favorites. Y/n couldn’t help but grin a little.

“Okay. I’ll allow you to invade my apartment if you keep doing this.”

“You love me,” Jimin smirked, almost out of habit.

“You wish,” Y/n muttered around a bite, lips stained with red sauce.

They sat together on the floor, legs stretched under the table, food between them. The TV played in the background, but neither was paying attention. They laughed more than they had in days — mostly at Jimin’s terrible impersonation of Heeseung trying to flirt.

Jimin was happy.

But she didn’t realize just how happy until Y/n, lying back on the floor with her stomach full, casually said:

Jimin licked some sauce off her thumb, catching Y/n staring. “What?”

“Nothing.” Y/n grinned. “You’re just—so serious when you eat.”

“I’m focused.”

“You’re dramatic.”

Jimin rolled her eyes but her lips tugged up. She hadn’t realized how easy it had become to laugh with her.

Y/n nudged her shoulder. “You’re fun when you’re not hating me.”

“I still hate you,” Jimin replied, but it came out too soft to sound convincing.

“Sure.” Y/n smiled, stretching out. “Hey, Jack’s throwing a party tonight. Wanna come?”

Jimin raised an eyebrow. “Jack? As in frat-boy Jack?”

Y/n laughed. “Yeah, but it’s not that deep. Minjeong’s going. Everyone will be there.”

“I didn’t think you’d wanna show up with me.”

“Why wouldn’t I?” Y/n looked up, genuine curiosity in her voice. “We’re dating, remember?"

Jimin blinked. “Right. Dating.”

Y/n didn’t press. She just stood, brushing off her sweats. “We can go for like an hour. If you want.”

And for some reason, Jimin found herself nodding.

-

The house was already packed when they arrived — music thumping, voices rising above the bass, neon lights flickering against the walls like a heartbeat. Jimin followed Y/n through the crowd, her hand barely brushing the back of the cheerleader’s head. She could smell her shampoo in the air between them. Peach and vanilla.

The moment they stepped into the living room, a chorus of cheers erupted.

“Y/n!” Ningning squealed from across the room, a red plastic cup in one hand and her girlfriend, Minjeong, barely managing to hold her back with the other.

Y/n laughed. “I told you they’d be loud.”

Jimin offered a faint smile, nodding to Minjeong — the only one here who seemed to feel the same way as her about the party — before being swept into a crowd of unfamiliar faces.

At first, it was fine. Y/n stayed close. She introduced Jimin as her girlfriend with casual charm that made it almost believable. They clinked drinks, smiled for a few pictures, even laughed with Liz and Beomgyu about how badly they’d bomb a couples trivia round.

But then it shifted.

Y/n got pulled into Ningning’s circle — all glossed lips, glittery eyeshadow, and voices sharpened with popularity. She blended in too well. Her laughter grew louder. She tossed her hair over her shoulder like she knew every eye was on her — because they were.

And Jimin? Jimin stood at the edge of it all, invisible.

She hated how familiar it felt. Watching Y/n shine while she sank into the background. She tried not to let it bother her. Tried to remind herself that it wasn’t real. None of this was.

But then he appeared.

Jeno.

Jimin’s stomach twisted the second she saw him, drink in hand, grin stretched lazy across his face as he moved through the crowd like he owned it. He spotted Y/n almost immediately and slid up beside her, leaning in to speak close — too close — lips nearly brushing her ear.

Y/n laughed.

Jimin’s jaw clenched.

Her cup was empty. She didn’t even remember drinking it. She turned to leave, needing air or silence or literally anything but this — but then it hit her.

The reason Y/n agreed to this in the first place.

She wasn’t trying to help Jimin.

She was trying to make him jealous.

Jimin froze at the doorway, eyes still on Y/n and Jeno, the way he placed his hand on her waist like it belonged there.

It shouldn’t bother her.

But it did.

Because the way Y/n looked tonight wasn’t just pretty. She was breathtaking. Real and here and laughing at a joke that Jimin would never get to hear.

She suddenly didn’t want to be here anymore.

She wanted to disappear — or worse — pull Y/n away and ask who she thought she was trying to hurt, because it sure as hell wasn’t Jeno anymore.

It was her.

Jimin hadn’t said a word in ten minutes.

She stood in the middle of the crowded party, surrounded by people she barely knew and music that was starting to feel like static.

It made Jimin’s chest tighten.

“You look like you’re about to punch someone,” a familiar voice teased behind her.

She didn’t need to turn around to know it was Minjeong.

“Just tired,” Jimin muttered, arms crossed as she forced her gaze away.

Minjeong moved beside her, sipping from a red cup. “Tired and jealous look eerily similar on you.”

Jimin didn’t respond, jaw tightening slightly.

Minjeong smiled knowingly. “You know… I didn’t think Y/n was the relationship type. But you really changed something in her.”

That made Jimin turn, brows pulling together. “What?”

Minjeong tilted her head, sincere now. “She used to get bored of people so easily. Even with Jeno, it never looked like this. But with you? She glows. She’s actually letting someone see her — and I’ve known her long enough to know how rare that is.”

Jimin blinked. Her heart stuttered.

She wasn’t sure what hurt more — the fact that Minjeong believed it, or the fact that she didn’t know if it was still fake.

“I…” Jimin started, voice dry but no words came out.

Jimin stared blankly at the floor. Minjeong gave her a pat on the arm and disappeared into the crowd, leaving her alone with her thoughts and the dull pulse of music in the background.

Then—

“Jimin!” Y/n's voice.

Her name cut through the bass-heavy music, and Jimin glanced up just in time to see Y/n weaving through the crowd toward her. Her cheeks were flushed from the heat, maybe from the drinks, and she had that wide, excited grin she always wore when she was riding a high of attention.

“There you are,” Y/n said, catching her breath. “Come play beer pong with me.”

Jimin blinked. “What?”

“C’mon,” Y/n tugged her hand without waiting, “I need a partner. Ningning already took Minjeong, and I am not playing with Beomgyu again, he does the absolute most.”

Jimin didn’t want to. She wanted to leave, actually. But Y/n’s hand was warm, and the way she was smiling made it hard to say no.

So she followed.

The basement was louder, smell of beer and too much perfume mingling in the air. Jimin could barely hear herself think, but before she could protest, someone handed her a red solo cup and Y/n was lining up the ping pong ball.

“I’ll start,” Y/n said confidently, and Jimin just raised a brow.

They were winning — mostly because Y/n was competitive and charismatic, and people liked watching her. But every time someone made a comment like “Damn, power couple!” or “You two are too hot, this is unfair,” Jimin took a longer sip of her drink.

She wasn’t counting how many she’d had. She just knew she was warm, her cheeks tingled, and she felt a little too exposed every time Y/n leaned into her personal space to laugh, or high-five, or whisper something in her ear to throw off the other team.

By the fourth round, Jimin’s aim was off.

Y/n turned to her, chuckling. “You good?”

“Fine,” Jimin mumbled, but she was squinting at the cups like they were multiplying.

“You’re drunk.”

“I’m not—” Jimin paused, swayed slightly. “Okay maybe a little.”

Y/n smiled, stepping closer, her hand grazing Jimin’s lower back. “You’re a lightweight.”

Jimin stared at her. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”

Y/n just grinned wider, dimples showing. “A little.”

And then someone cheered — they had won again — and Y/n turned to give Jimin a hug, arms wrapping around her shoulder as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

Jimin froze.

Not because she didn’t like it — but because she did.

And that terrified her.

“Hey, there you are,” Jeno's voice appeared behind her, slipping next to her like nothing. “Thought I lost you earlier. I wanted to finish what we were talking about.”

"I thought we had finished talking." Y/n smirked.

“Come on,” he laughed, leaning in slightly. “You don’t have to keep pretending now. We both know this whole ‘girlfriend’ thing is because you wanna get back at me."

Before Y/n could answer, Jimin stepped into the conversation.

“What did you just say?”

Jimin’s voice wasn’t as sharp as usual — it had that drunk haze to it, slurred just at the edges. But her eyes were burning. There was no mistaking the fire behind them.

Jeno raised an eyebrow, amused. “Relax, it’s a joke. Just saying it’s cute, the way she’s dragging this whole thing out. Didn’t expect you to fall for it.”

Jimin stepped forward, a little unsteady on her feet, but not stopping. “Dragging what out?” she asked, low.

Jeno chuckled, sipping his drink like he hadn’t just poured gasoline on something dangerous. “You really think this is real? Come on, you don’t even look like her type. Thought I had her figured out, but guess not.”

“You don’t know anything about her,” Jimin snapped, pointing a lazy finger at him. “She’s not yours to talk about.”

“Oh, so she’s yours now?”

The words hit her like a slap — and not in the way he expected. She stood a little straighter, less wobbly. Drunk or not, Jimin’s voice sharpened.

“Yeah. She is.”

Jeno blinked, his smug expression faltering.

“I know what you’re doing,” Jimin continued, a little louder now. “You wanna feel important again, so you bring her up like you still have something on her. You don’t.”

People were starting to watch now, the party quieting around the scene.

Jeno looked to Y/n, like she might save him. “You’re just gonna let her talk like that for you?”

Y/n took a breath, but before she could speak, Jimin cut in again.

“She doesn’t need to say anything,” she snapped. “But I’m not letting you throw some fake ego tantrum at her like she owes you anything. You lost her, Jeno. That’s on you.”

There was a thick silence.

Then Jeno’s voice dropped lower. “You don’t know what she’s like when she gets bored.”

That was when Jimin laughed — bitter and breathy as she shove him.

“You really think she’s pretending?” Her words slurred again, but they hit harder than ever. “You think she’d waste her time playing around with someone like me just to get back at you?”

Jeno stared. Didn’t answer.

Jimin smiled, sharp and crooked. “You don’t know her at all.”

He muttered a curse, stepping back. “Whatever. You two are a f*cking mess.”

And then he walked away.

Jimin stood there, swaying slightly, the adrenaline mixing with alcohol. Her chest was heaving.

Y/n stepped in, gently wrapping a hand around Jimin’s arm. “Okay. That’s enough. You need water.”

“I’m fine,” Jimin muttered, but her voice broke a little.

“You’re not,” Y/n whispered. “But thank you.”

Jimin didn’t say anything — just let herself be led away, Y/n’s arm steady around her.

And even drunk, even overwhelmed, she knew:

She wasn’t pretending anymore. Not even a little.

-

The second the apartment door closed behind them, Jimin stumbled out of her shoes, nearly tripping on the rug. Y/n caught her by the arm.

“Okay—whoa, slow down, champ,” she said, trying not to laugh. “You’re wasted.”

“I’m not,” Jimin slurred, squinting at her. “I’m just… dizzy. From the rage. And… beer pong.”

Y/n guided her to the couch, where Jimin dramatically collapsed, draping herself across the cushions like a fallen hero.

“I could’ve taken him,” Jimin muttered, staring at the ceiling. “I should’ve punched him harder. Right in the stupid, smug face. Who names their kid Jeno, anyway?”

Y/n grabbed her a glass of water and sat next to her. “You didn’t punch him at all.”

“I wanted to!” Jimin sat up, unsteady. “He doesn’t deserve to look at you like that. Like you’re his. Like he owned some part of you. You’re not—” she paused, eyes heavy. “You’re not his anymore.”

Y/n blinked, her breath catching. “You’re really mad.”

“I am,” Jimin nodded seriously, and then her face crumpled. “I think I’m gonna cry. Wait, no—no, I’m good.”

Y/n stared at her, her expression unreadable in the low glow of the streetlights. Then she said, almost shyly, “You’re really bad at hating me, you know that?”

Jimin snorted. “No. I’m excellent at it. I’ve just got layers.”

“Yeah? Like what?”

“Like… I can hate you and still think you deserve better.”

That shut Y/n up.

Y/n held the water to her lips, and Jimin drank obediently, blinking slowly as she leaned back. There was a pause, quiet, soft.

“You know…” Jimin mumbled after a beat. “I forgot why I hated you in the first place.”

Y/n turned to her, surprised. “Seriously?”

Jimin nodded again, looking up at her with a haze in her eyes. “I think you’re really pretty. Even when you’re annoying.”

Y/n’s heart jumped.

“I mean,” Jimin added, “you’re still you, but… when you smiled earlier—like, when you were talking to Ningning? You looked happy. And I liked that.”

Y/n was quiet, processing her words.

“Jimin…” she whispered, voice lower now.

“Hmm?”

“Maybe you should sleep.”

Jimin closed her eyes slowly. “Only if you stay.”

Y/n hesitated, then reached for the blanket on the back of the couch and pulled it over both of them. Jimin curled into her like it was the most natural thing in the world.

And as the room fell into a sleepy silence, Y/n sat there, heart pounding, wondering when all of this—this pretend—had started to feel like something she couldn’t untangle herself from.

Something real.

The sky outside was still dipped in early morning grey, barely tinged with pink. It bled softly through the curtains, scattering gentle light across the small living room. Jimin blinked slowly, her eyes adjusting as a dull throb pulsed behind them. Her mouth felt dry, her skin warm, and she could feel the weight of something—someone—pressed beside her.

Y/n.

At first, she thought she was still dreaming. Her head felt too light, her limbs too heavy. But as she turned her head slightly and was met with the very real sight of Y/n tucked against her side, reality settled in fast.

Her breathing paused.

Y/n was curled up, almost instinctively, against her chest, her body pressed close like it belonged there. Her hand rested against Jimin’s waist, fingers slightly curled into the fabric of her shirt. Her face was buried just beneath Jimin’s collarbone, the rise and fall of her breaths steady, calm, unaware.

Jimin swallowed, her heart thudding against her ribs.

The last thing she remembered was the party. The noise. The crowd. The heat.

Jeno.

The thought of him made Jimin’s stomach twist. His voice, that smug tone, the way he looked at Y/n like she still belonged to him, like Jimin had stolen something. Like she didn’t matter. And maybe the drinking hadn’t helped, maybe she had been reckless—but God, the way her blood boiled when he touched Y/n’s arm, the way he had spoken down to her, dismissed her like she was disposable—

And then it was a blur. Arguing. Yelling. The shoving. Hands almost flying. And then someone pulling her away—maybe Y/n—and the next thing she remembered was being wrapped in a blanket, in the dark, Y/n’s voice soft beside her.

“Just sleep it off, dumbass,” Y/n had muttered, but there was a gentleness in her voice. Not anger. Not annoyance.

Just concern.

And now they were here.

Wrapped up in each other like they hadn’t spent the last few months pretending. Like they weren’t faking everything for the sake of their reputations and a lie they told their families. Like this wasn’t supposed to be temporary.

It was quiet.

So quiet it made Jimin’s chest ache.

She looked down again. Y/n’s hair was a little messy, her lips slightly parted. She looked peaceful—nothing like the girl who usually rolled her eyes at Jimin during practice or called her names under her breath when she thought she couldn’t hear.

She looked… soft.

And Jimin realized, with a sharp pang in her chest, that something had shifted.

Not just last night, not just in the heat of that party—but somewhere along the way. Somewhere between the morning coffees and the pillow forts, the fake confessions and the forced laughs. Somewhere between the effort to make this look real and the moments where it felt real, she had stopped noticing the difference.

She let her head fall back onto the pillow and closed her eyes.

“This is fake,” she whispered to herself, as if saying it out loud would ground her again. “This is fake.”

But even in the stillness of the morning, even with Y/n breathing against her neck, Jimin felt like she was lying to herself.

The problem was—it didn’t feel fake anymore.

And Jimin didn’t know what scared her more:

The fact that Y/n might feel it too.

Or the fact that she absolutely didn’t.

-

As the cheer competition approached, Jimin found herself spiraling. She wasn’t sure if it was the looming pressure of the event, her parents’ constant reminders about her summer plans with Y/n, or the fact that the end of their fake relationship felt closer than ever. Maybe it was all of it — the excitement, the anxiety, the weight of it all pressing against her chest like an invisible hand.

Her mind was clouded. For weeks, she’d buried herself in the act — the fake dates, the fake affection, the fake moments that somehow felt a little too real. But now, with the final competition in sight, Jimin couldn’t shake the feeling that the bubble they’d been living in was about to burst.

Every time she saw Y/n, it felt like the end was inevitable, like the ticking clock of their arrangement was growing louder. The summer was coming, and Y/n’s family was already making plans for them — plans that Jimin couldn’t shake. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to be part of Y/n’s life, but that terrified her even more. What would happen when the competition was over? Would they just go back to being nothing? Would everything they’d shared disappear?

Y/n didn’t seem affected by any of it. She didn’t talk about the end of the arrangement or what would come after. It was like nothing was changing for her. It only made Jimin’s heart ache more. She felt like she was standing at the edge of a cliff, staring down at the abyss.

But every time she looked at Y/n, she couldn’t help but feel drawn to her. How could something so real feel so fake?

The day of the competition arrived, and Jimin found herself driving Y/n to the bus. Y/n’s cheer squad was heading to the finals, and Jimin’s heart was heavy with more than just the usual nerves.

“Good luck, okay?” Jimin said quietly as she parked in front of the bus. She glanced at Y/n, her heart skipping a beat when their eyes met.

Y/n smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. She kissed her fingertips and pressed them against Jimin’s cheek, a casual gesture, but Jimin felt the heat of it all the same. It didn’t matter that it was part of the act. It felt too real.

Y/n’s smile softened. “I’ll text you after,” she said, stepping out of the car, giving Jimin a final wave.

Jimin didn’t watch her walk away. Instead, she drove off, her heart aching as she tried to keep her emotions in check. What if it was really over this time? What if she drove away and never saw Y/n again?

She couldn’t shake the feeling. The whole thing was too much.

That’s when Heeseung texted her.

“Why don’t you come see Y/n at the finals? I’m sure she’d love to have you there.”

Jimin felt a knot tighten in her stomach. Heeseung was right — Y/n would probably want her there. But would she want to see Jimin after everything? After the doubts? After the way things were spiraling?

But Jimin couldn’t let herself back out now. If she didn’t go, if she didn’t show up, it might be the last chance she had to truly connect with Y/n before it was too late. She couldn’t let the fear hold her back.

Jimin stepped into the competition arena, still slightly nervous about being here, even though it was Heeseung who had convinced her to come. She had avoided Y/n’s texts, unsure of what to say — unsure if she was even ready for this. She had told herself she was here to support Y/n, but she wasn’t entirely sure how to act around her now, given the mess of emotions tangled up in her chest.

As Jimin and Heeseung walked into the venue, her eyes immediately scanned the crowd, trying to find Y/n. There was no way she’d be able to concentrate on anything else when she was in this space with all the tension swirling in her head. And then she saw her — Y/n was standing backstage, adjusting her uniform, laughing with a teammate. Jimin’s heart thudded in her chest, a strange flutter filling her stomach.

She had been hearing about Y/n’s cheer competition for weeks now, but seeing her in action was an entirely different thing. There was something about the way she stood there — confident, poised, yet radiating warmth and energy.

But Jimin couldn’t focus on that for long. A voice cut through her thoughts.

“Jimin, Heeseung, hey! You made it!” Minjeong waved her over.

Jimin turned and saw Minjeong standing with Y/n’s brother, Yeonjun, and her father, Chanwoo. Jimin felt her nerves kick into overdrive, unsure of how this would go.

“Hey,” Jimin said, giving a hesitant wave as she walked over. She wasn’t sure what to expect, but she had to admit, it was a bit overwhelming meeting Y/n’s family after everything that had been happening between them. She hadn’t been prepared to be this nervous.

“Oh, you’re Jimin, right?” Chanseo asked with a friendly smile as he extended his hand. He seemed relaxed and welcoming. “I’ve heard so much about you. Y/n’s always talking about you.”

Jimin’s stomach flipped. She hadn’t expected to be recognized so easily, but then again, Y/n’s dad was clearly up to date on her Instagram posts and everything.

“Yeah,” Jimin said awkwardly as she shook his hand, “I’m Jimin. Nice to meet you.”

Chanseo smiled knowingly. “Y/n talks about you a lot, you know. I see your posts — she’s always tagging you, saying how much you help her. You seem to be a good influence on her.”

Jimin froze, unsure how to respond. She couldn’t help but glance at Yeonjun, who was watching her closely, a teasing grin on his face.

“Don’t worry,” Yeonjun added, “Dad’s been on Instagram again. He keeps tabs on everything Y/n does.”

Jimin nodded, trying to mask the awkwardness that was creeping up on her. She didn’t know what Y/n had told them about her, or if they even knew about the whole “fake dating” thing. But before she could say anything else, Chanseo was already looking over at the stage.

“Looks like it’s almost time,” Chanseo said, nodding toward the main stage as the announcers began the countdown for the final teams.

Jimin followed his gaze, her heart racing. She wasn’t sure what to expect from this whole competition, but now that she was here, she felt like the stakes were higher than ever.

When the final whistle blew and Y/n’s squad was announced as the winners, the gym erupted into chaos—cheers, confetti, teammates screaming and tackling her into a group hug. The win felt unreal. Her heart was pounding, her throat dry from shouting, but all she could do was laugh, overwhelmed with joy.

She hadn’t even thought to look for Jimin. Honestly, she hadn’t expected her to show up. The fake dating thing had become so tangled, so confusing lately—half teasing, half arguments, and a small, quiet part of her that had started hoping it wasn’t fake at all.

But then she saw her.

Jimin, standing by the bleachers in her black hoodie and that unreadable expression, hands tucked into her pockets like she hadn’t just stood there watching the whole routine. Watching her.

Y/n froze, blinking like she wasn’t sure if she was imagining it.

Her dad was there. And her brother, clapping wildly in the stands, waving like maniacs.

But standing quietly to the side, like she didn’t want to be noticed—was Jimin.

Y/n hadn’t known Jimin was coming.

She hadn’t let herself hope Jimin would come.

But she was here. And suddenly, the noise, the confetti, even the gold medal around her neck faded into the background.

And then she ran.

Not toward Minjeong. Not her dad. Not Yeonjun.

Straight toward Jimin.

No hesitation. No teasing quip or smug grin. Just full speed, eyes wide and shining with something raw and real.

Jimin barely had time to react before Y/n threw her arms around her, burying her face into her chest, the energy of the win still radiating off her.

“You came,” Y/n breathed, her voice muffled, almost like she was afraid to believe it.

Jimin held her tightly, like she didn’t want to let go. “Of course I did.”

Y/n pulled back just enough to look up at her, face flushed, eyes shining. “I thought you didn’t care about this stuff.”

Jimin gave a soft smile, brushing a strand of hair from Y/n’s face. “I didn’t,” she said quietly. “Until it was you out there.”

And just like that, the fake label hanging over them didn’t matter anymore.

Her dad reached them first, eyes still glassy from pride. “There’s my champion,” he said, pulling her into a hug, then giving Jimin a warm, knowing smile. “What a lovely couple! Y/n, you shouldn't have hide her from us!”

Her brother, older and nosier by nature, raised an eyebrow. “You didn’t tell us she was gonna be here.”

Y/n shrugged quickly, trying to keep her voice steady. “She surprised me.”

-

The confetti had settled. The cheers had died down. The crowd was dispersing. Y/n and Jimin stood just outside, the noise now replaced by the steady hum of late afternoon footsteps and distant chatter.

“This is it, right?” Jimin asked quietly, voice tight but steady.

Y/n’s heart skipped. She swallowed, forcing herself to meet Jimin’s eyes. “Yeah. After today… we’re done.”

No one had said it out loud before. Not really. But now it hung heavy between them, as real as the gold medal still shining around Y/n’s neck.

Jimin exhaled, the tension in her shoulders easing for a moment. “I thought… maybe it wouldn’t feel like this at the end.”

Y/n’s fingers tightened around the medal ribbon. “Me too.”

They looked at each other, a thousand unspoken words swirling in the space between them. The fake smiles, the sarcastic teasing, the constant battles — all of it had been a mask for something else. Something neither of them had dared to name.

“Do you regret it?” Jimin asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

Y/n blinked, then shook her head. “No. Not even for a second.”

Jimin stepped closer, her hands hesitating at Y/n’s hand. “So why does it feel like I’m losing you already?”

Y/n swallowed hard, the sudden vulnerability catching her off guard. “Because maybe we’re not as fake as we thought.”

Jimin’s gaze softened. “What if we don’t have to break up? What if this—us—doesn’t have to end?”

Y/n’s breath hitched. The medal felt heavy, but this moment felt even heavier — full of possibility and fear all at once.

“I don’t know,” Y/n whispered. “But we can’t pretend forever, we have plans on our own. We can’t hold back each other from finding love—”

Jimin cut her off, voice steady but raw. “I don’t want to find someone else. Not anymore.”

Y/n’s breath caught as she looked up, surprised by the sudden confession.

Jimin took a small step closer, searching her eyes. “This fake relationship… it was supposed to be just a game. But it stopped being fake a long time ago. I don’t want to pretend anymore. I want us to be real.”

The words hung between them, heavy and full of hope.

Y/n’s heart raced, the medal around her neck suddenly feeling lighter. She reached out, brushing a loose strand of hair from Jimin’s face.

“Then let’s stop pretending,” she whispered back. “Let’s be real. Together.”

And just like that, the walls they’d built around their hearts began to crumble, leaving only the possibility of something real — something worth fighting for.

Jimin’s gaze softened, her breath catching just slightly. Slowly, she closed the distance between them, her hand reaching up to gently cup Y/n’s cheek.

Y/n’s heart hammered in her chest as their eyes locked, the world around them fading until there was nothing but the two of them.

Then, with a quiet, almost hesitant tenderness, Jimin leaned in.

Their lips met — soft at first, a question in the gentle press, then growing bolder as the hesitation melted away.

Y/n melted into the kiss, her arms slipping around Jimin’s shoulder, pulling her closer.

It was everything they hadn’t said, everything they’d both been holding back — raw and real and trembling with possibility.

When they finally pulled apart, their foreheads rested together, breaths mingling.

Jimin whispered, “Real, then?”

Y/n smiled, heart full. “Real.”

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ᯓ .ᐟ ⊹ The Girlfriend Contract

- part two

ᯓ Pairing: Popular!Karina (Yu Jimin) × Cheerleader!Fem! Reader

ᯓ | When Jimin lies to her mom about being in a serious relationship, the last person she expects to drag into her mess is Y/n–the campus cheerleader she’s spent the last two years arguing with across lecture halls and parties. But now, to keep up appearances over the holidays, they have to fake date through family dinners, long car rides and even in school.

ᯓ Genre: Rivals to fake-dating to lovers, slow burn, college AU, family drama, soft angst, eventual fluff

ᯓ Warning: swearing, argument, a little toxic, family pressure.

ᯓ Content: 9k+ words.

part one, part two

It was Y/n’s idea. Obviously.

"We need to be more affectionate. You know—public bond, believable romance, all that.”

Jimin didn’t even look up from her phone. "Why would I want to be more affectionate with you?”

“Because if we don’t sell it, this whole thing falls apart, you didn't tell me that Yujin's cousin comes to our school." Y/n said, flipping her hair like she hadn’t just insulted Jimin’s entire existence by sitting on her couch in her cheer uniform.

Jimin rolled her eyes and let it go. She didn’t think anything would come of it.

Until the next morning.

A text. A photo.

Y/n in her mirror, ponytail tight, a smirk on her lips like she knew exactly what she was doing.

“Smile rating? GF points?”

Jimin stared at it for a full minute before typing back: "Try again. 6/10.”

She said it to be annoying, to remind her that they weren’t friends. And then—because apparently she was losing her mind—she stopped at the café before class and got Y/n’s stupid drink.

The next day? Another selfie. This one with a peace sign. The day after that, a sleepy one, pillow hair and all. And again the day after, a cute one with breakfast.

She kept sending them. And Jimin kept showing up with coffee.

Y/n just started saying “thanks, babe” in front of people, and Jimin would glare but not deny it.

She’d insult her taste in music in the car. Y/n would mock her driving. But every morning, there she was. Jimin didn’t know when it became routine. And she definitely didn’t know why it bothered her when Y/n forgot one morning and didn’t text.

When they got back to campus, nothing changed. On the surface.

Y/n still rolled her eyes every time Jimin made a snarky comment. She still called her “cheer vilain” under her breath and mimicked her perfect posture when she wasn’t looking. She was the same — effortlessly confident, occasionally unbearable, and totally unfazed by how tangled their fake relationship was getting.

The only difference was that Jimin was starting to notice… everything.

Like the way Y/n flipped her hair when she was annoyed. The way she chewed gum like she was trying to intimidate someone. The way she laughed when she didn’t mean to — not the cheerleader laugh, the real one, quick and unguarded.

It was infuriating.

And Jimin hated how easy it was for Y/n to slide into character. Holding her hand in front of their classmates like it was nothing. Wrapping their hands together when they passed by people from cheer. Whispering dumb things in her ear just to make her laugh — or to make it look like she did.

She was good at this. Too good.

And Jimin was starting to forget which parts were fake.

Which was why, when Heeseung asked how things were going, Jimin straight-up threw a pillow at his face.

“I’m just saying,” he grinned, holding up his hands, “you’ve been way less grumpy lately. Maybe dating your mortal enemy is actually healthy?”

“She’s not my—” Jimin stopped herself. “We’re faking it. I told you that.”

Heeseung shrugged. “Yeah, and I told you lying to your mom would spiral. Now look at you, making out in front of the cafeteria.”

“We didn’t make out. She kissed me on the cheek.”

“Ohhh, right. My mistake. Super platonic cheek kisses.”

Jimin groaned and buried her face in a cushion. “I hate you.”

“No, you hate her,” he said, casually scrolling his phone. “Except now you get her coffee every morning which you know how exactly she likes it and stare at your phone like a golden retriever waiting for a good morning text.”

“I’m not—!”

He raised a brow as she shut up. The problem

was, Y/n didn’t know. About any of it. She thought they were still playing a game — still pretending. And maybe Jimin was too. She just didn’t know if she was pretending to be her girlfriend…

or pretending not to care.

-

Y/n was sprawled comfortably on Jimin’s couch, her feet tucked under her as she answered her phone with a cheery, “Oh! I’ll take that—Heeseung, stop hating on Meredith. She’s a complex character. And shut up.”

Y/n kicked her legs lightly as she leaned back against the couch, phone balanced on her shoulder, voice light.

“Oh my god, you didn’t! Wait, wait, Mrs. Yu—no, Jimin did not say that!"

She was talking about her bestfriend, like this was a normal catch-up with a longtime family friend, not her fake girlfriend’s mother.

Jimin stared.

From the kitchen counter, she gripped her mug a little tighter than necessary, pretending she was busy scrolling on her phone. But she wasn’t. Not really. She was listening to every word. Every laugh. Every “you’re so funny” and “I’d love to see pictures of baby Jimin.”

Heeseung leaned closer and muttered, “You good?”

Jimin shot him a glare, low and deadly. “Don’t start.”

But he just smirked, nudging her elbow. “Your mom likes her, a lot, more than me.”

“I said don’t start.”

Across the room, Y/n covered the speaker with her hand and turned toward them. “She wants to know if we’re coming to Busan again for the long weekend.”

We. Not you. Not Jimin. We.

Jimin blinked. “Why would we—?”

“I said maybe. Depending on practice and, you know, your schedule and stuff,” Y/n added, casually, like it was nothing. “Anyway, she’s sending me a kimchi recipe. Apparently yours is trash.”

Heeseung choked on a laugh.

Y/n tossed him a smug smile and went back to the call, the warmth never leaving her voice. “Yes, ma’am. I’ll text you the moment we’re on the road. Pinky promise.”

Jimin just stood there, watching her. Watching the way she tucked her chin into the pillow, her voice dropping to that soft, familiar tone that wasn’t meant for people like Jimin.

And it hit her again—Y/n was good at this. Too good.

Then Y/n hung up, set the phone aside, and stretched with a satisfied sigh. “Your mom says hi, by the way. And that I should stop letting you drink too much coffee. Apparently it makes you meaner.”

Jimin scoffed. “I’m not mean.”

“You’re literally scowling at me right now.”

“That’s just my face.”

“Okay, Wednesday Addams,” Y/n smirked, standing to grab her jacket. “You’re lucky I like your mom.”

Jimin didn’t answer.

She just stood there, heart pounding, arms crossed tight. Wondering how someone could get so close without even trying.

-

The car was silent except for the occasional hum of the engine, Jimin had pick up Y/n from cheer practice as she was sitting in the passenger seat, staring out the window, but her thoughts were racing.

Finally, she turned to Jimin, who had been unusually quiet since they left the gym. “It’s almost Valentine’s Day, you know.”

Jimin glanced at her, her fingers tightening around the steering wheel. “Yeah, I know.”

Y/n took a deep breath, feeling a bit of hesitation in her voice. “We should do something for Valentine’s Day, don't you think?"

Jimin’s eyebrows furrowed, the confusion clear on her face. “Why?”

Y/n sighed, running a hand through her hair. “Well we're supposed to be—” Y/n paused, trying to find the right word, “—a couple, you know? Couples do Valentine's Day.”

Jimin’s expression hardened, clearly annoyed at the direction of the conversation. “I don’t get it. We’re just… pretending. None of this is real, it's unnecessary."

Y/n’s face tightened. “That's the thing we are pretending so we should do that sort of thing. What would your mom say when she will see we haven't post any pictures on Instagram, I don’t want her to get suspicious, Jimin.”

Jimin was silent for a moment, staring straight ahead as if trying to process everything Y/n had said. She didn’t want to admit it, but her mom had been obsessed with their couple.

But still, Jimin didn’t want to go along with this.

“Why do we have to force ourselves?” Jimin finally muttered, her voice low. “Why can’t we just let this… die down on its own? This whole fake relationship thing is already so messed up. Valentine's Day is way too intimate.”

Y/n rolled her eyes in frustration. “I'm not asking you to marry me because this isn’t about us or what we feel. It’s about keeping up appearances, keeping your family from questioning the whole thing.”

Jimin was quiet again, her fingers drumming on the steering wheel as she processed everything. She didn’t like it. Didn’t like how this was spiraling. But Y/n was right, and she knew it.

With a heavy sigh, Jimin finally muttered, “Fine. But just one day. One dinner. A couple of pictures. That’s it. After that, no more, okay?”

“Yeah, sure,” Y/n muttered, eyes fixed on the blurred city lights outside the car window. Her voice was low, tired. “Do you still hate me, Jimin?”

Jimin gripped the steering wheel a little tighter, jaw flexing. “Of course. What kind of question is that?”

“Just asking,” Y/n said, shoulders rising in a small shrug. The air between them grew thick with silence.

Jimin didn’t respond. The soft hum of the engine filled the car, headlights casting faint glows against passing cars.

Y/n spoke again. “Should I stop sending pictures every morning? You don’t even answer. Minjeong told me you might think it’s unnecessary.”

Jimin’s head turned slightly. “No—keep going. It’s only fair, I bring you coffee.”

“You don’t even reply.”

Jimin scoffed under her breath. “What am I supposed to do? Call you pretty?”

Y/n finally turned to face her, expression unreadable. “I’m your girlfriend. Fake or not, you never reply to any of my texts, Jimin. How am I supposed to know you—pretend to know you—if I can’t even get a ‘yeah, I ate’ or ‘I’m not coming over after tutoring lessons'? I sit there, alone, like an idiot, thinking maybe you’ll show up."

Jimin looked away, eyes fixed on the streetlights ahead. Her voice dropped. “I just don’t want it to feel real.”

“It’s already real, Jimin,” Y/n said quietly, not angrily, just… resigned. “We’re posting pictures. I’m talking to your mom. I’m showing up with you everywhere.”

Silence again. Then Jimin muttered, “I don’t want you close.”

Y/n laughed once, sharp and humorless. “Okay. I get it."

The car finally stopped in front of Y/n's building.

“I still hate you too. Just so you know,” she added.

Jimin’s hand twitched on the steering wheel. Her voice barely above a whisper: “Yeah. I know.”

Y/n didn’t move. Her hand stayed on the door handle, but she didn’t pull it open. She just sat there, eyes down, fingers curling slightly against the cold metal.

Jimin risked a glance at her.

Outside, the rain tapped lightly against the windshield. The city was quiet for once, wrapped in that stillness that only really came late at night. Inside the car, everything felt loud. Their breathing. The unsaid things. The weight of what they were doing—and what it was starting to become.

“Look,” Jimin started, voice low, like she wasn’t sure she should even say it. “I’m trying, alright? This was never supposed to go past Christmas. You weren’t supposed to be so… good at this.”

Y/n gave her a look. “Good at pretending?”

Jimin swallowed. “Good at… being part of my life.”

Y/n let that sit for a second before replying, voice sharp again. “Yeah, well, maybe if you didn’t act like being near me is some kind of punishment, it wouldn’t feel like I’m doing this alone.”

That stung more than Jimin expected.

Y/n finally opened the door but paused halfway out, leaning back in just enough to add, without looking at her, “Don’t worry. I won’t make it real for you.”

Then she shut the door behind her and walked up the steps to Y/n's building without another word.

Jimin stayed behind in the car, eyes locked on the steering wheel, her fingers tight around it. The silence returned, heavier than before.

She didn’t know why it bothered her so much. But it did.

And that scared her.

Jimin sat in her car for a long time after Y/n left. The empty passenger seat felt heavier than it should’ve, the air thick with things she didn’t want to name. She stared blankly through the windshield, her fingers clenched around the steering wheel like if she held on tight enough, maybe everything would make sense.

She hated this. Not Y/n—well, maybe a little—but mostly the way this fake thing was becoming something she had to think about.

“You don’t even reply.”

She remembered the look on Y/n’s face when she said that. Not angry. Just tired.

Eventually, Jimin drove off. No direction. Just a need to get away. She ended up at a small convenience store, the kind that still had yellowed tiles and humming refrigerators. She grabbed sushi without thinking—her comfort food, even if it was sad and overpriced in Seoul.

She sat with it in the car. Opened the little soy sauce packets. Took a bite. And for some reason, all she could think about was how Y/n would’ve complained about the rice being soggy.

Which is exactly how, thirty minutes later, she ended up back outside her own apartment.

Y/n opened the door in pajama shorts and a messy bun, half-surprised and half-annoyed.

“You’re back,” she said, crossing her arms.

Jimin held up the bag of sushi. “Peace offering.”

“You literally drove away.”

“I panicked. Shut up,” she muttered. “Anyway, I thought about what you said. And you’re right. If we’re going to do this until May, we might as well not suck at it.”

Y/n raised an eyebrow. “So your grand plan was… sushi?”

“And bonding,” Jimin added, stepping inside without asking. “You like stupid little bonding moments, don’t you?”

Y/n snorted. “You’re unbearable.”

They sat on the floor, Jimin spreading napkins like it was some sort of picnic. She passed Y/n her favorite roll, somehow remembering from a time they were barely speaking.

“Alright,” Jimin said, chewing, “since we’re ‘getting to know each other’—favorite movie?”

Y/n looked at her, skeptical. “Seriously?”

“Answer the question, cheerleader.”

Y/n sighed, but she played along. “Clueless.”

Jimin paused mid-bite. “…That tracks.”

Y/n grinned. “Yours?”

“Fight club.”

“Of course.”

The questions came easy after that. Favorite comfort food. Most hated teacher. First concert. They laughed when they realized they both snuck out to see BLACKPINK back in high school, probably standing in the same stadium at the same time.

Y/n leaned back on her hands. “Okay. Your turn. Deep question: if you weren’t scared of failing, what would you be doing right now?”

Jimin blinked.

She opened her mouth, then closed it.

“…Probably something completely different,” she said eventually, softer. “But I don’t know what. Not pretending, though.”

Y/n didn’t push. She just nodded and looked down at the soy sauce packet beside her.

They weren’t friends. They weren’t lovers. They were still enemies. But for one night, with cold sushi and honesty between them, they were something else.

Maybe something that mattered.

The soy sauce packet slipped from Y/n’s hand and splashed onto her wrist.

“Shit,” she muttered, wiping it off with a napkin. “You’d think after years of sushi runs I’d have mastered opening one of these.”

Jimin snorted, mouth full of rice. “You act like you’re graceful but you’re literally chaos.”

“Thanks,” Y/n rolled her eyes. “Remind me to never compliment you again.”

They were sitting cross-legged on Y/n’s living room floor, boxes of sushi and drinks scattered between them, backs resting against the couch. It was quiet in a comfortable way — almost too comfortable for two girls who swore they hated each other.

Jimin reached for another salmon roll. “So… what other things do we have to practice for this fake dating thing?”

Y/n blinked. “You’re actually taking this seriously now?”

Jimin shrugged, chewing. “Better than letting everyone realize we’re lying.”

Y/n leaned back on her hands, eyes on the ceiling. “Well. If we’re being thorough… Ningning is planning this ridiculous Valentine’s Day couple challenge thing.”

Jimin groaned. “Why are cheerleaders like this?”

Y/n rolled her eyes. "I don’t know, but you’re dating one. So suck it up.”

“Fake dating,” Jimin corrected quickly.

Y/n smirked. “Sure.”

Jimin side-eyed her. “What kind of things are in the challenge?”

Y/n hesitated. “Matching outfits. Answering question right. Sharing food. A cute morning selfie post. And, uh…”

Jimin raised an eyebrow. “And?”

Y/n kept her gaze on the sushi box. “There’s a kissing round.”

A beat of silence.

Jimin blinked. “And you’re suddenly shy? You literally kissed Jeno on the field once during a pep rally.”

Y/n’s face dropped. “No, I didn’t. That was rumour his friends started."

Jimin stared. “So what you have kissed him anyway." Y/n only look away from her. "You’ve never kissed him?”

Y/n picked at her chopsticks. “No. It just… never happened. Not with Jeno, not anyone. And now it’s supposed to happen with you in a couple challenge that Ningning’s probably livestreaming.”

Jimin blinked again. “Oh.”

“Yeah.”

More silence. The rustling of chopsticks. The fizz of soda opening.

“I mean—” Jimin started, licking soy sauce from her lip, “—we can practice. If you want.”

Y/n turned to her slowly. “Practice?”

“You’re the one panicking about messing up a kiss in public,” Jimin shrugged, trying to sound casual but clearly a little thrown. “It’s not that deep. We’re pretending to be dating. It’s method acting.”

Y/n laughed nervously. “Do you… kiss all your enemies as practice?”

“No,” Jimin said, leveling her gaze. “Just the annoying cheerleader ones who send me selfies every morning and steal the last spicy tuna.”

Y/n’s heart beat a little faster, but she disguised it with a scoff. “Right. Strictly business.”

Jimin nodded. “Strictly.”

But neither of them moved to turn the TV back on. And neither of them reached for more sushi.

Just quiet tension, and a shared thought they both refused to say out loud yet.

Not yet.

“I mean, we don’t have to,” Y/n said quickly finally breaking the silence unsure why she even brought it up. “It’s not like they’re gonna kick us out of the couple challenge if the kiss is awkward.”

Jimin tilted her head. “You’re the one who brought it up.”

Y/n bit her lip, avoiding eye contact. “Because I didn’t think you’d actually say yes.”

A. beat passed. The dim light in Jimin’s living room made everything feel a little softer, a little quieter.

“I’m not gonna make fun of you,” Jimin said after a moment. “This is… weirdly serious for you.”

“It’s my first kiss,” Y/n admitted again, barely a whisper.

Jimin sat up straighter. “Okay.” She breathed in slowly. “We’ll go slow.”

Y/n blinked. “Right now?”

Jimin gave her a look. “You want to wait until Valentine’s Day with a hundred eyes watching you?”

“…Good point.”

Jimin leaned in just a little, like testing the water. “You okay?”

“Yeah,” Y/n nodded, heart racing. “Are you okay?”

“I’m not the one sweating,” Jimin teased softly.

Y/n shoved her shoulder. “Shut up.”

But then Jimin was looking at her again. Not in that way she usually did — the one with the sarcastic edge or exasperated sigh. This one was different. Patient. Curious.

“Okay, I’m gonna go,” Jimin said quietly.

And she did. Soft, careful, barely there — just a brush of lips. It lasted maybe two seconds. Then another one, a little more sure.

Y/n froze at first, but then she leaned in. Let it happen. The kind of kiss that wasn’t electric, or life-shattering — just warm and safe and real.

When they pulled apart, Jimin looked away first.

“That was…” Y/n said, voice stuck somewhere between a breath and a laugh.

“Not bad,” Jimin offered, standing up too quickly, pretending to stretch. “You’ll survive.”

Y/n just nodded. “Cool. Um… thanks. For helping.”

“No big deal,” Jimin muttered, already pretending to scroll on her phone. “Let’s forget it happened.”

But she didn’t forget.

-

Jimin walked in with Y/n by her side, their hands casually brushing, like it had become a habit.

Ningning’s place was decked out in the most excessive (and slightly chaotic) Valentine’s aesthetic imaginable. Pink streamers clung to every wall, heart-shaped confetti was already sticking to everyone’s socks, and a faint scent of chocolate and artificial strawberries lingered in the air.

Ningning’s living room had been transformed into a pastel heart-filled wonderland — balloons in every shade of pink and red, chocolate fountains on the kitchen counter, and a handmade photobooth Ningning had forced every couple into.

Y/n had already taken three photos with Jimin — one holding fake roses, one with a candy heart filter, and one where she leaned against Jimin’s shoulder. The first two, Jimin had scowled. The last… Jimin didn’t even realize she was smiling.

Now, as the party settled into casual chaos — soft music playing, people snuggled in corners, eating or playing card games — Jimin found herself standing by the drink table alone, watching Y/n laugh with Yizhuo and Liz like she’d always been part of this world.

“You okay?” Minjeong’s voice broke through her thoughts.

Jimin turned. “Oh. Yeah. Just tired.”

Minjeong handed her a chocolate-covered strawberry. “You guys are kinda perfect together. I didn’t think I’d ever say that.”

Jimin blinked. “…What?”

Minjeong smiled, eyes soft and sincere. “I’ve known her since we were kids. And I don’t think I’ve ever seen her this happy — this light. It’s like she doesn’t have to try with you. Like she can just be.”

Jimin didn’t say anything. She couldn’t. Her mind ran over every moment from the past few weeks — the morning selfies, the coffee runs, the sushi night, that stupid kiss practice that had her staring at the wall all night after.

Minjeong leaned closer, voice lowering like it was a secret. “She’s falling for you deeply, Jimin. I think you are too. Well if it didn't happen yet." She giggled.

Jimin’s heart clenched, not because Minjeong was right — but because she didn’t know how wrong she was.

This wasn’t real. Except, it didn’t feel fake anymore.

And that’s what terrified her the most.

“Okay! Everyone shut up — it’s game time!” Ningning called out, standing on her coffee table with a pink heart-shaped megaphone.

Y/n, curled up next to Jimin on the love seat, groaned quietly. “She’s been waiting all week to do this.”

Jimin leaned in, murmuring back. “Why do I feel like this is where we get exposed?”

“Because it is,” Y/n whispered, her voice dry.

Ningning cleared her throat dramatically. “Alright! Time for the Couples Challenge — Valentine’s Edition. You’ll be tested on how in sync you really are. And yes, there’s a prize, and yes, it’s stupidly cute.”

Minjeong, sitting below her girlfriend with an amused smile, added, “She made it. It’s a DIY ‘Most Adorable Couple’ plaque.”

“Oh my god,” Jimin muttered under her breath.

Ningning continued, clapping her hands. “Final round is a kiss. Not just any kiss — the longest kiss wins bonus points.”

Y/n turned to Jimin. “We’re not doing that.”

Jimin blinked, face already flushed. “Obviously.”

“But if we don’t, we lose.”

“We don’t need to win.”

“But your mom follows my Instagram.”

“…Goddamn it.”

ROUND 1: Trivia Match

“What’s your partner’s favorite midnight snack?”

Jimin blinked at Y/n’s paper. “You wrote… string cheese?”

Y/n nodded. “With honey mustard.”

“Disturbing.” Jimin held up “banana milk.”

“You know me so well.”

ROUND 2: Touch test

Y/n was blindfolded as she touched Jimin’s face — the curve of her jaw — she paused.

“Cheek?” she guessed.

Jimin looked at her strangely. “…Jaw.”

“Close enough.”

They didn’t hold eye contact after that.

ROUND 3: Most likely to...

Question: Who’s most likely to start a fight over nothing?

Y/n confidently writes Jimin. Jimin writes Y/n.

They glare.

“Really?”

“I’m not the one who slammed my locker because I couldn’t find my lip balm.”

“That was one time and it was lip gloss, Jimin!”

They get a point for “sync in chaos.”

ROUND 4: Spill or Kiss

Ningning reads the question:

“What’s the most romantic thing you’ve done for each other?”

Y/n panics. “We're not— I mean—”

Jimin shrugs, cool. “She sends me a photo every morning so I don’t forget her face.”

Everyone went "awwww.”

Y/n turns red.

Then Jimin turns to her and whispers, “Your turn.”

Y/n frowns. “She brings me coffee every morning… but she never says hi.”

Everyone went "awww" once again.

FINAL ROUND: The Kiss Round

The air in Ningning’s living room was warm with laughter and music, fairy lights glowing soft above their heads. Pillows were scattered, people were lounging with drinks in hand, and couples were tangled together like puzzle pieces that somehow fit.

Jimin sat upright on the floor, stiff, her hand clenching her soda can a little too tight. She wasn’t built for games like this — not ones that tugged at things she wasn’t ready to name.

“Alright,” Ningning announced with a clap, “Final round! The couples kiss. Audience votes. Ten seconds minimum. No cheating. And we want passion you have to kiss your partner like it’s the last time you’ll ever see them. Most convincing wins.”

Someone whistled. Jimin’s stomach sank.

She turned slightly, catching the glow of Y/n’s face beside her. Smaller, still out of breath from laughing too hard during the last round. Her hair was slightly tousled, her cheeks flushed. Y/n met her eyes and smirked just a little. “Should we lose on purpose?”

Jimin opened her mouth to say yes — please, let’s just bow out — but her mother’s voice rang faint in her ears: “You’re doing so well, sweetie. Y/n really grounds you.”

She couldn’t afford suspicion. Not now.

“No,” she muttered. “We’ll win.”

Y/n’s brows rose, surprised. “You sure?”

Before Jimin could answer, the spotlight — or Ningning’s dramatic pointing — landed on them.

“Y/n and Jimin. You’re up.”

Jimin turned to face Y/n, already feeling the warmth crawl up her neck. Everyone was watching.

It wasn’t like they hadn’t kissed. That practice kiss still lingered somewhere in the back of her mind. But that was private, awkward — tentative. This? This was a performance. And maybe something more.

The whole room faded to the background.

“We said we should act like it’s real,” Jimin whispered softly for only the cheerleader to hear, almost like a warning. Then, lower, “So let’s make it real.”

And before Y/n could answer, Jimin leaned in and kissed her.

It wasn’t hesitant. It wasn’t delicate.

It was full-bodied, anchored. Jimin kissed her like she meant it — like the room had disappeared, like Y/n wasn’t the girl she hated for years, but someone she knew. One hand still firm on Y/n’s jaw, the other moved to her waist, pulling her closer like she couldn’t stand the space between them.

Y/n’s breath caught. Her hands found Jimin’s hoodie, gripping it weakly, the edges of her world spinning. She didn’t know where to put the flood of feeling rushing through her — wasn’t sure if it was the kiss, or the fact that Jimin was really kissing her.

When Jimin finally pulled back, there was a beat of silence — heavy and stunned.

Then the room exploded. Laughter, clapping, cheering.

“Okayyy!” Ningning screamed. “I think we have a winner!”

-

The knock on the door came just as Y/n was flicking through the most depressing fridge she’d ever seen. Empty shelves. One sad can of soda. Half a lemon.

She opened the door and blinked when she saw Jimin standing there, holding a bag of takeout and looking way too casual in sweatpants and a hoodie.

“You looked hungry through text,” Jimin said, walking in without waiting.

“I didn’t send a selfie this morning.”

“I know.”

Y/n’s brows rose, but she didn’t say anything as Jimin unloaded the food on her small kitchen table — tteokbokki, kimbap, and fried chicken. All her favorites. Y/n couldn’t help but grin a little.

“Okay. I’ll allow you to invade my apartment if you keep doing this.”

“You love me,” Jimin smirked, almost out of habit.

“You wish,” Y/n muttered around a bite, lips stained with red sauce.

They sat together on the floor, legs stretched under the table, food between them. The TV played in the background, but neither was paying attention. They laughed more than they had in days — mostly at Jimin’s terrible impersonation of Heeseung trying to flirt.

Jimin was happy.

But she didn’t realize just how happy until Y/n, lying back on the floor with her stomach full, casually said:

Jimin licked some sauce off her thumb, catching Y/n staring. “What?”

“Nothing.” Y/n grinned. “You’re just—so serious when you eat.”

“I’m focused.”

“You’re dramatic.”

Jimin rolled her eyes but her lips tugged up. She hadn’t realized how easy it had become to laugh with her.

Y/n nudged her shoulder. “You’re fun when you’re not hating me.”

“I still hate you,” Jimin replied, but it came out too soft to sound convincing.

“Sure.” Y/n smiled, stretching out. “Hey, Jack’s throwing a party tonight. Wanna come?”

Jimin raised an eyebrow. “Jack? As in frat-boy Jack?”

Y/n laughed. “Yeah, but it’s not that deep. Minjeong’s going. Everyone will be there.”

“I didn’t think you’d wanna show up with me.”

“Why wouldn’t I?” Y/n looked up, genuine curiosity in her voice. “We’re dating, remember?"

Jimin blinked. “Right. Dating.”

Y/n didn’t press. She just stood, brushing off her sweats. “We can go for like an hour. If you want.”

And for some reason, Jimin found herself nodding.

-

The house was already packed when they arrived — music thumping, voices rising above the bass, neon lights flickering against the walls like a heartbeat. Jimin followed Y/n through the crowd, her hand barely brushing the back of the cheerleader’s head. She could smell her shampoo in the air between them. Peach and vanilla.

The moment they stepped into the living room, a chorus of cheers erupted.

“Y/n!” Ningning squealed from across the room, a red plastic cup in one hand and her girlfriend, Minjeong, barely managing to hold her back with the other.

Y/n laughed. “I told you they’d be loud.”

Jimin offered a faint smile, nodding to Minjeong — the only one here who seemed to feel the same way as her about the party — before being swept into a crowd of unfamiliar faces.

At first, it was fine. Y/n stayed close. She introduced Jimin as her girlfriend with casual charm that made it almost believable. They clinked drinks, smiled for a few pictures, even laughed with Liz and Beomgyu about how badly they’d bomb a couples trivia round.

But then it shifted.

Y/n got pulled into Ningning’s circle — all glossed lips, glittery eyeshadow, and voices sharpened with popularity. She blended in too well. Her laughter grew louder. She tossed her hair over her shoulder like she knew every eye was on her — because they were.

And Jimin? Jimin stood at the edge of it all, invisible.

She hated how familiar it felt. Watching Y/n shine while she sank into the background. She tried not to let it bother her. Tried to remind herself that it wasn’t real. None of this was.

But then he appeared.

Jeno.

Jimin’s stomach twisted the second she saw him, drink in hand, grin stretched lazy across his face as he moved through the crowd like he owned it. He spotted Y/n almost immediately and slid up beside her, leaning in to speak close — too close — lips nearly brushing her ear.

Y/n laughed.

Jimin’s jaw clenched.

Her cup was empty. She didn’t even remember drinking it. She turned to leave, needing air or silence or literally anything but this — but then it hit her.

The reason Y/n agreed to this in the first place.

She wasn’t trying to help Jimin.

She was trying to make him jealous.

Jimin froze at the doorway, eyes still on Y/n and Jeno, the way he placed his hand on her waist like it belonged there.

It shouldn’t bother her.

But it did.

Because the way Y/n looked tonight wasn’t just pretty. She was breathtaking. Real and here and laughing at a joke that Jimin would never get to hear.

She suddenly didn’t want to be here anymore.

She wanted to disappear — or worse — pull Y/n away and ask who she thought she was trying to hurt, because it sure as hell wasn’t Jeno anymore.

It was her.

Jimin hadn’t said a word in ten minutes.

She stood in the middle of the crowded party, surrounded by people she barely knew and music that was starting to feel like static.

It made Jimin’s chest tighten.

“You look like you’re about to punch someone,” a familiar voice teased behind her.

She didn’t need to turn around to know it was Minjeong.

“Just tired,” Jimin muttered, arms crossed as she forced her gaze away.

Minjeong moved beside her, sipping from a red cup. “Tired and jealous look eerily similar on you.”

Jimin didn’t respond, jaw tightening slightly.

Minjeong smiled knowingly. “You know… I didn’t think Y/n was the relationship type. But you really changed something in her.”

That made Jimin turn, brows pulling together. “What?”

Minjeong tilted her head, sincere now. “She used to get bored of people so easily. Even with Jeno, it never looked like this. But with you? She glows. She’s actually letting someone see her — and I’ve known her long enough to know how rare that is.”

Jimin blinked. Her heart stuttered.

She wasn’t sure what hurt more — the fact that Minjeong believed it, or the fact that she didn’t know if it was still fake.

“I…” Jimin started, voice dry but no words came out.

Jimin stared blankly at the floor. Minjeong gave her a pat on the arm and disappeared into the crowd, leaving her alone with her thoughts and the dull pulse of music in the background.

Then—

“Jimin!” Y/n's voice.

Her name cut through the bass-heavy music, and Jimin glanced up just in time to see Y/n weaving through the crowd toward her. Her cheeks were flushed from the heat, maybe from the drinks, and she had that wide, excited grin she always wore when she was riding a high of attention.

“There you are,” Y/n said, catching her breath. “Come play beer pong with me.”

Jimin blinked. “What?”

“C’mon,” Y/n tugged her hand without waiting, “I need a partner. Ningning already took Minjeong, and I am not playing with Beomgyu again, he does the absolute most.”

Jimin didn’t want to. She wanted to leave, actually. But Y/n’s hand was warm, and the way she was smiling made it hard to say no.

So she followed.

The basement was louder, smell of beer and too much perfume mingling in the air. Jimin could barely hear herself think, but before she could protest, someone handed her a red solo cup and Y/n was lining up the ping pong ball.

“I’ll start,” Y/n said confidently, and Jimin just raised a brow.

They were winning — mostly because Y/n was competitive and charismatic, and people liked watching her. But every time someone made a comment like “Damn, power couple!” or “You two are too hot, this is unfair,” Jimin took a longer sip of her drink.

She wasn’t counting how many she’d had. She just knew she was warm, her cheeks tingled, and she felt a little too exposed every time Y/n leaned into her personal space to laugh, or high-five, or whisper something in her ear to throw off the other team.

By the fourth round, Jimin’s aim was off.

Y/n turned to her, chuckling. “You good?”

“Fine,” Jimin mumbled, but she was squinting at the cups like they were multiplying.

“You’re drunk.”

“I’m not—” Jimin paused, swayed slightly. “Okay maybe a little.”

Y/n smiled, stepping closer, her hand grazing Jimin’s lower back. “You’re a lightweight.”

Jimin stared at her. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”

Y/n just grinned wider, dimples showing. “A little.”

And then someone cheered — they had won again — and Y/n turned to give Jimin a hug, arms wrapping around her shoulder as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

Jimin froze.

Not because she didn’t like it — but because she did.

And that terrified her.

“Hey, there you are,” Jeno's voice appeared behind her, slipping next to her like nothing. “Thought I lost you earlier. I wanted to finish what we were talking about.”

"I thought we had finished talking." Y/n smirked.

“Come on,” he laughed, leaning in slightly. “You don’t have to keep pretending now. We both know this whole ‘girlfriend’ thing is because you wanna get back at me."

Before Y/n could answer, Jimin stepped into the conversation.

“What did you just say?”

Jimin’s voice wasn’t as sharp as usual — it had that drunk haze to it, slurred just at the edges. But her eyes were burning. There was no mistaking the fire behind them.

Jeno raised an eyebrow, amused. “Relax, it’s a joke. Just saying it’s cute, the way she’s dragging this whole thing out. Didn’t expect you to fall for it.”

Jimin stepped forward, a little unsteady on her feet, but not stopping. “Dragging what out?” she asked, low.

Jeno chuckled, sipping his drink like he hadn’t just poured gasoline on something dangerous. “You really think this is real? Come on, you don’t even look like her type. Thought I had her figured out, but guess not.”

“You don’t know anything about her,” Jimin snapped, pointing a lazy finger at him. “She’s not yours to talk about.”

“Oh, so she’s yours now?”

The words hit her like a slap — and not in the way he expected. She stood a little straighter, less wobbly. Drunk or not, Jimin’s voice sharpened.

“Yeah. She is.”

Jeno blinked, his smug expression faltering.

“I know what you’re doing,” Jimin continued, a little louder now. “You wanna feel important again, so you bring her up like you still have something on her. You don’t.”

People were starting to watch now, the party quieting around the scene.

Jeno looked to Y/n, like she might save him. “You’re just gonna let her talk like that for you?”

Y/n took a breath, but before she could speak, Jimin cut in again.

“She doesn’t need to say anything,” she snapped. “But I’m not letting you throw some fake ego tantrum at her like she owes you anything. You lost her, Jeno. That’s on you.”

There was a thick silence.

Then Jeno’s voice dropped lower. “You don’t know what she’s like when she gets bored.”

That was when Jimin laughed — bitter and breathy as she shove him.

“You really think she’s pretending?” Her words slurred again, but they hit harder than ever. “You think she’d waste her time playing around with someone like me just to get back at you?”

Jeno stared. Didn’t answer.

Jimin smiled, sharp and crooked. “You don’t know her at all.”

He muttered a curse, stepping back. “Whatever. You two are a f*cking mess.”

And then he walked away.

Jimin stood there, swaying slightly, the adrenaline mixing with alcohol. Her chest was heaving.

Y/n stepped in, gently wrapping a hand around Jimin’s arm. “Okay. That’s enough. You need water.”

“I’m fine,” Jimin muttered, but her voice broke a little.

“You’re not,” Y/n whispered. “But thank you.”

Jimin didn’t say anything — just let herself be led away, Y/n’s arm steady around her.

And even drunk, even overwhelmed, she knew:

She wasn’t pretending anymore. Not even a little.

-

The second the apartment door closed behind them, Jimin stumbled out of her shoes, nearly tripping on the rug. Y/n caught her by the arm.

“Okay—whoa, slow down, champ,” she said, trying not to laugh. “You’re wasted.”

“I’m not,” Jimin slurred, squinting at her. “I’m just… dizzy. From the rage. And… beer pong.”

Y/n guided her to the couch, where Jimin dramatically collapsed, draping herself across the cushions like a fallen hero.

“I could’ve taken him,” Jimin muttered, staring at the ceiling. “I should’ve punched him harder. Right in the stupid, smug face. Who names their kid Jeno, anyway?”

Y/n grabbed her a glass of water and sat next to her. “You didn’t punch him at all.”

“I wanted to!” Jimin sat up, unsteady. “He doesn’t deserve to look at you like that. Like you’re his. Like he owned some part of you. You’re not—” she paused, eyes heavy. “You’re not his anymore.”

Y/n blinked, her breath catching. “You’re really mad.”

“I am,” Jimin nodded seriously, and then her face crumpled. “I think I’m gonna cry. Wait, no—no, I’m good.”

Y/n stared at her, her expression unreadable in the low glow of the streetlights. Then she said, almost shyly, “You’re really bad at hating me, you know that?”

Jimin snorted. “No. I’m excellent at it. I’ve just got layers.”

“Yeah? Like what?”

“Like… I can hate you and still think you deserve better.”

That shut Y/n up.

Y/n held the water to her lips, and Jimin drank obediently, blinking slowly as she leaned back. There was a pause, quiet, soft.

“You know…” Jimin mumbled after a beat. “I forgot why I hated you in the first place.”

Y/n turned to her, surprised. “Seriously?”

Jimin nodded again, looking up at her with a haze in her eyes. “I think you’re really pretty. Even when you’re annoying.”

Y/n’s heart jumped.

“I mean,” Jimin added, “you’re still you, but… when you smiled earlier—like, when you were talking to Ningning? You looked happy. And I liked that.”

Y/n was quiet, processing her words.

“Jimin…” she whispered, voice lower now.

“Hmm?”

“Maybe you should sleep.”

Jimin closed her eyes slowly. “Only if you stay.”

Y/n hesitated, then reached for the blanket on the back of the couch and pulled it over both of them. Jimin curled into her like it was the most natural thing in the world.

And as the room fell into a sleepy silence, Y/n sat there, heart pounding, wondering when all of this—this pretend—had started to feel like something she couldn’t untangle herself from.

Something real.

The sky outside was still dipped in early morning grey, barely tinged with pink. It bled softly through the curtains, scattering gentle light across the small living room. Jimin blinked slowly, her eyes adjusting as a dull throb pulsed behind them. Her mouth felt dry, her skin warm, and she could feel the weight of something—someone—pressed beside her.

Y/n.

At first, she thought she was still dreaming. Her head felt too light, her limbs too heavy. But as she turned her head slightly and was met with the very real sight of Y/n tucked against her side, reality settled in fast.

Her breathing paused.

Y/n was curled up, almost instinctively, against her chest, her body pressed close like it belonged there. Her hand rested against Jimin’s waist, fingers slightly curled into the fabric of her shirt. Her face was buried just beneath Jimin’s collarbone, the rise and fall of her breaths steady, calm, unaware.

Jimin swallowed, her heart thudding against her ribs.

The last thing she remembered was the party. The noise. The crowd. The heat.

Jeno.

The thought of him made Jimin’s stomach twist. His voice, that smug tone, the way he looked at Y/n like she still belonged to him, like Jimin had stolen something. Like she didn’t matter. And maybe the drinking hadn’t helped, maybe she had been reckless—but God, the way her blood boiled when he touched Y/n’s arm, the way he had spoken down to her, dismissed her like she was disposable—

And then it was a blur. Arguing. Yelling. The shoving. Hands almost flying. And then someone pulling her away—maybe Y/n—and the next thing she remembered was being wrapped in a blanket, in the dark, Y/n’s voice soft beside her.

“Just sleep it off, dumbass,” Y/n had muttered, but there was a gentleness in her voice. Not anger. Not annoyance.

Just concern.

And now they were here.

Wrapped up in each other like they hadn’t spent the last few months pretending. Like they weren’t faking everything for the sake of their reputations and a lie they told their families. Like this wasn’t supposed to be temporary.

It was quiet.

So quiet it made Jimin’s chest ache.

She looked down again. Y/n’s hair was a little messy, her lips slightly parted. She looked peaceful—nothing like the girl who usually rolled her eyes at Jimin during practice or called her names under her breath when she thought she couldn’t hear.

She looked… soft.

And Jimin realized, with a sharp pang in her chest, that something had shifted.

Not just last night, not just in the heat of that party—but somewhere along the way. Somewhere between the morning coffees and the pillow forts, the fake confessions and the forced laughs. Somewhere between the effort to make this look real and the moments where it felt real, she had stopped noticing the difference.

She let her head fall back onto the pillow and closed her eyes.

“This is fake,” she whispered to herself, as if saying it out loud would ground her again. “This is fake.”

But even in the stillness of the morning, even with Y/n breathing against her neck, Jimin felt like she was lying to herself.

The problem was—it didn’t feel fake anymore.

And Jimin didn’t know what scared her more:

The fact that Y/n might feel it too.

Or the fact that she absolutely didn’t.

-

As the cheer competition approached, Jimin found herself spiraling. She wasn’t sure if it was the looming pressure of the event, her parents’ constant reminders about her summer plans with Y/n, or the fact that the end of their fake relationship felt closer than ever. Maybe it was all of it — the excitement, the anxiety, the weight of it all pressing against her chest like an invisible hand.

Her mind was clouded. For weeks, she’d buried herself in the act — the fake dates, the fake affection, the fake moments that somehow felt a little too real. But now, with the final competition in sight, Jimin couldn’t shake the feeling that the bubble they’d been living in was about to burst.

Every time she saw Y/n, it felt like the end was inevitable, like the ticking clock of their arrangement was growing louder. The summer was coming, and Y/n’s family was already making plans for them — plans that Jimin couldn’t shake. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to be part of Y/n’s life, but that terrified her even more. What would happen when the competition was over? Would they just go back to being nothing? Would everything they’d shared disappear?

Y/n didn’t seem affected by any of it. She didn’t talk about the end of the arrangement or what would come after. It was like nothing was changing for her. It only made Jimin’s heart ache more. She felt like she was standing at the edge of a cliff, staring down at the abyss.

But every time she looked at Y/n, she couldn’t help but feel drawn to her. How could something so real feel so fake?

The day of the competition arrived, and Jimin found herself driving Y/n to the bus. Y/n’s cheer squad was heading to the finals, and Jimin’s heart was heavy with more than just the usual nerves.

“Good luck, okay?” Jimin said quietly as she parked in front of the bus. She glanced at Y/n, her heart skipping a beat when their eyes met.

Y/n smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. She kissed her fingertips and pressed them against Jimin’s cheek, a casual gesture, but Jimin felt the heat of it all the same. It didn’t matter that it was part of the act. It felt too real.

Y/n’s smile softened. “I’ll text you after,” she said, stepping out of the car, giving Jimin a final wave.

Jimin didn’t watch her walk away. Instead, she drove off, her heart aching as she tried to keep her emotions in check. What if it was really over this time? What if she drove away and never saw Y/n again?

She couldn’t shake the feeling. The whole thing was too much.

That’s when Heeseung texted her.

“Why don’t you come see Y/n at the finals? I’m sure she’d love to have you there.”

Jimin felt a knot tighten in her stomach. Heeseung was right — Y/n would probably want her there. But would she want to see Jimin after everything? After the doubts? After the way things were spiraling?

But Jimin couldn’t let herself back out now. If she didn’t go, if she didn’t show up, it might be the last chance she had to truly connect with Y/n before it was too late. She couldn’t let the fear hold her back.

Jimin stepped into the competition arena, still slightly nervous about being here, even though it was Heeseung who had convinced her to come. She had avoided Y/n’s texts, unsure of what to say — unsure if she was even ready for this. She had told herself she was here to support Y/n, but she wasn’t entirely sure how to act around her now, given the mess of emotions tangled up in her chest.

As Jimin and Heeseung walked into the venue, her eyes immediately scanned the crowd, trying to find Y/n. There was no way she’d be able to concentrate on anything else when she was in this space with all the tension swirling in her head. And then she saw her — Y/n was standing backstage, adjusting her uniform, laughing with a teammate. Jimin’s heart thudded in her chest, a strange flutter filling her stomach.

She had been hearing about Y/n’s cheer competition for weeks now, but seeing her in action was an entirely different thing. There was something about the way she stood there — confident, poised, yet radiating warmth and energy.

But Jimin couldn’t focus on that for long. A voice cut through her thoughts.

“Jimin, Heeseung, hey! You made it!” Minjeong waved her over.

Jimin turned and saw Minjeong standing with Y/n’s brother, Yeonjun, and her father, Chanwoo. Jimin felt her nerves kick into overdrive, unsure of how this would go.

“Hey,” Jimin said, giving a hesitant wave as she walked over. She wasn’t sure what to expect, but she had to admit, it was a bit overwhelming meeting Y/n’s family after everything that had been happening between them. She hadn’t been prepared to be this nervous.

“Oh, you’re Jimin, right?” Chanseo asked with a friendly smile as he extended his hand. He seemed relaxed and welcoming. “I’ve heard so much about you. Y/n’s always talking about you.”

Jimin’s stomach flipped. She hadn’t expected to be recognized so easily, but then again, Y/n’s dad was clearly up to date on her Instagram posts and everything.

“Yeah,” Jimin said awkwardly as she shook his hand, “I’m Jimin. Nice to meet you.”

Chanseo smiled knowingly. “Y/n talks about you a lot, you know. I see your posts — she’s always tagging you, saying how much you help her. You seem to be a good influence on her.”

Jimin froze, unsure how to respond. She couldn’t help but glance at Yeonjun, who was watching her closely, a teasing grin on his face.

“Don’t worry,” Yeonjun added, “Dad’s been on Instagram again. He keeps tabs on everything Y/n does.”

Jimin nodded, trying to mask the awkwardness that was creeping up on her. She didn’t know what Y/n had told them about her, or if they even knew about the whole “fake dating” thing. But before she could say anything else, Chanseo was already looking over at the stage.

“Looks like it’s almost time,” Chanseo said, nodding toward the main stage as the announcers began the countdown for the final teams.

Jimin followed his gaze, her heart racing. She wasn’t sure what to expect from this whole competition, but now that she was here, she felt like the stakes were higher than ever.

When the final whistle blew and Y/n’s squad was announced as the winners, the gym erupted into chaos—cheers, confetti, teammates screaming and tackling her into a group hug. The win felt unreal. Her heart was pounding, her throat dry from shouting, but all she could do was laugh, overwhelmed with joy.

She hadn’t even thought to look for Jimin. Honestly, she hadn’t expected her to show up. The fake dating thing had become so tangled, so confusing lately—half teasing, half arguments, and a small, quiet part of her that had started hoping it wasn’t fake at all.

But then she saw her.

Jimin, standing by the bleachers in her black hoodie and that unreadable expression, hands tucked into her pockets like she hadn’t just stood there watching the whole routine. Watching her.

Y/n froze, blinking like she wasn’t sure if she was imagining it.

Her dad was there. And her brother, clapping wildly in the stands, waving like maniacs.

But standing quietly to the side, like she didn’t want to be noticed—was Jimin.

Y/n hadn’t known Jimin was coming.

She hadn’t let herself hope Jimin would come.

But she was here. And suddenly, the noise, the confetti, even the gold medal around her neck faded into the background.

And then she ran.

Not toward Minjeong. Not her dad. Not Yeonjun.

Straight toward Jimin.

No hesitation. No teasing quip or smug grin. Just full speed, eyes wide and shining with something raw and real.

Jimin barely had time to react before Y/n threw her arms around her, burying her face into her chest, the energy of the win still radiating off her.

“You came,” Y/n breathed, her voice muffled, almost like she was afraid to believe it.

Jimin held her tightly, like she didn’t want to let go. “Of course I did.”

Y/n pulled back just enough to look up at her, face flushed, eyes shining. “I thought you didn’t care about this stuff.”

Jimin gave a soft smile, brushing a strand of hair from Y/n’s face. “I didn’t,” she said quietly. “Until it was you out there.”

And just like that, the fake label hanging over them didn’t matter anymore.

Her dad reached them first, eyes still glassy from pride. “There’s my champion,” he said, pulling her into a hug, then giving Jimin a warm, knowing smile. “What a lovely couple! Y/n, you shouldn't have hide her from us!”

Her brother, older and nosier by nature, raised an eyebrow. “You didn’t tell us she was gonna be here.”

Y/n shrugged quickly, trying to keep her voice steady. “She surprised me.”

-

The confetti had settled. The cheers had died down. The crowd was dispersing. Y/n and Jimin stood just outside, the noise now replaced by the steady hum of late afternoon footsteps and distant chatter.

“This is it, right?” Jimin asked quietly, voice tight but steady.

Y/n’s heart skipped. She swallowed, forcing herself to meet Jimin’s eyes. “Yeah. After today… we’re done.”

No one had said it out loud before. Not really. But now it hung heavy between them, as real as the gold medal still shining around Y/n’s neck.

Jimin exhaled, the tension in her shoulders easing for a moment. “I thought… maybe it wouldn’t feel like this at the end.”

Y/n’s fingers tightened around the medal ribbon. “Me too.”

They looked at each other, a thousand unspoken words swirling in the space between them. The fake smiles, the sarcastic teasing, the constant battles — all of it had been a mask for something else. Something neither of them had dared to name.

“Do you regret it?” Jimin asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

Y/n blinked, then shook her head. “No. Not even for a second.”

Jimin stepped closer, her hands hesitating at Y/n’s hand. “So why does it feel like I’m losing you already?”

Y/n swallowed hard, the sudden vulnerability catching her off guard. “Because maybe we’re not as fake as we thought.”

Jimin’s gaze softened. “What if we don’t have to break up? What if this—us—doesn’t have to end?”

Y/n’s breath hitched. The medal felt heavy, but this moment felt even heavier — full of possibility and fear all at once.

“I don’t know,” Y/n whispered. “But we can’t pretend forever, we have plans on our own. We can’t hold back each other from finding love—”

Jimin cut her off, voice steady but raw. “I don’t want to find someone else. Not anymore.”

Y/n’s breath caught as she looked up, surprised by the sudden confession.

Jimin took a small step closer, searching her eyes. “This fake relationship… it was supposed to be just a game. But it stopped being fake a long time ago. I don’t want to pretend anymore. I want us to be real.”

The words hung between them, heavy and full of hope.

Y/n’s heart raced, the medal around her neck suddenly feeling lighter. She reached out, brushing a loose strand of hair from Jimin’s face.

“Then let’s stop pretending,” she whispered back. “Let’s be real. Together.”

And just like that, the walls they’d built around their hearts began to crumble, leaving only the possibility of something real — something worth fighting for.

Jimin’s gaze softened, her breath catching just slightly. Slowly, she closed the distance between them, her hand reaching up to gently cup Y/n’s cheek.

Y/n’s heart hammered in her chest as their eyes locked, the world around them fading until there was nothing but the two of them.

Then, with a quiet, almost hesitant tenderness, Jimin leaned in.

Their lips met — soft at first, a question in the gentle press, then growing bolder as the hesitation melted away.

Y/n melted into the kiss, her arms slipping around Jimin’s shoulder, pulling her closer.

It was everything they hadn’t said, everything they’d both been holding back — raw and real and trembling with possibility.

When they finally pulled apart, their foreheads rested together, breaths mingling.

Jimin whispered, “Real, then?”

Y/n smiled, heart full. “Real.”

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