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Paint it Bright & Paint it Clear

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- antoinette | 29 | she/her -
there's a little bit of everything around here.

hello, i'm antoinette! you can call me toni :)

welcome to my blog, there's a lot and probably even more to come. i write here and there. this is the one stop for it all, it's a little organized with short descriptions with each link. i also tag everything with #nburkhardt writes. i have a permanent tag list if you would like to be added let me know!

enjoy the fics!

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death-by-lulz
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trainzelda

This post is so fucking old–the old anon icon? Non-rebloggable asks? The gray bar at the bottom? Truly a relic

people are still reblogging it. incredible. love u all

The Avengers gif here is definitely a sign this post is from 2013

it will never dieeeeeeeee and neither will iiiiiiiii

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"Chris is gonna be psyched you found his favorite shirt! He's been looking for it ever since he got to El Paso."

Chris is gonna be psyched that you, his favorite person in the world, found something so important to him.

"Well you make sure he knows I'm the one who found it."

Make sure he knows I still love him.

"Credit where credit's due. Thanks for helping me get back to him."

He'll be so happy to hear about you. I couldn't have done any of this without you.

"Yeah, of course. Don't sweat it." 

I'd walk to the ends of the earth for you.

"I know this whole thing between us has been messy and hard. Both of us could have handled it a little bit better. But I hope you know, you do matter to me."

I hate hurting you. I hate shutting you out. I'm such a fool. You matter. You matter more to me than anyone ever has.

"Yeah, I know." 

It would take an act of god to separate me from you.

"Chris and I are always a phone call or FaceTime away. Well..." 

Call us. Call me. Don't let me leave without the promise that I can hear your voice again. 

"Well...Uh...Oh! I-I baked you something! Chocolate chip protein cookies. They should give you enough energy for the drive with no sugar crash." 

Please, just let me have this one savored second. This is all that I can give you to take with you without physically ripping my heart out of my chest. 

"Really thoughtful of you. Thank you." 

No one has ever given themself to me like you have. 

"You make sure you save a couple for Chris." 

Make sure he knows that his Buck will always look out for him. 

"Oh, man, I'm gonna miss you."

It's unbearable to fathom being this far apart. 

"Yeah, I'm, uh, I'm gonna miss you, too. And you let me know when you get there, okay?"

You'll be taking my heart with you, and I won't be able to think without you by my side. Be safe. I can't bear the thought of you traveling otherwise. 

Oh. 

Oh.

"Alright, Buck."

I love you. 

Alright, you...hit the road! ... Get outta here!"

Come back to me soon. I love you. 

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