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Fear of God : Joel Miller x OFC

Summary : What was monstrousness? What was it, but a certainty that there existed within you multitudes of desires, needs, guilts, impulses – humanity? At the end of the world, when the dust has finally settled, Joel grapples with what it is to take hold of your own monstrosity – your own humanity – and live with it. And what it is to bear that truth in the palm of your hand held towards the person you love, offer it to them, and have it be accepted for what it was. Courage, above all else, it is courage that is necessary to go on.

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Big bad Joel Miller falls in love and doesn't know how to deal with it.

Summary: What do you do when you meet a woman, have a child, get married, and then find the love of your life?

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A Joel infidelity AU

The Cassandra Complex : WIP: Din Djarin x F!Reader

Summary: Enter: A man who is not so much a man, but an effigy, a wound of steel and armor and Creed – secrecy and masked faces, above all else.

Enter: A girl who is not a girl, but a creature helmed in darkness and spit out unto the galaxy broken and unmoored.

Enter: the creation of myth.

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the mandalorian / dark sider au

Busy, Dying. : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: In an in-between place called his life, Joel Miller is alone. In search of a cure. In need of a miracle. In want of God.

Can I interest you in a cure for loneliness? She'd asked him in a language without words. Taking it is the easy part. Letting her go is impossible.

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an a/b/o soulmates AU

Fable of the Dog : WIP: Joel Miller x FMC

Summary: The sky is a glass mirror of blackened silver streaks, and you’re almost positive that all the stars in the Milky Way are visible from right here at this very spot in the heart of Wyoming. The sight makes your broken heart feel full and falsely mended.

And then there is Joel Miller, too.

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the cowboy/heiress AU

Pink : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: The story of a son who won’t love you, and his father, who will.

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the father-in-law AU

Honey, Stomach, Mine : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: Existence is a needful thing. Choice is fickle, nature inescapable. Run to the end of the world, Joel, all those things will still find you. 

She'll still come for you. 

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the A/B/O outbreak AU 

At the Restaurant : Din Djarin x OFC

Summary: It’s two days til Christmas, and you’ve never known want like this, and his eyes are glossy with emotion and everything he won’t ever let himself tell you or anyone else, and you so badly want to tell him that it’s only that it’s hard to be casual when your favorite bra lives in his dresser, and also that you’re in love with him.

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the Christmas situationship AU

One Shots :

bétteln : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary : You really want Joel to give you a baby. You don’t really care what he has to say about it.

biéten : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary : Now that you have his baby in you, you’re Joel’s most special girl. 

Kiss, Kiss, Kill, Kill! : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: Joel is a long haul truck driver. One day he finds a pretty girl in a diner and decides he’d like to keep her. 

Murder and sex ensue!

Greener Memories of Better Men : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: Best Story of the Day! South Austin elementary school started a “Breakfast With Dads” program but many dads couldn’t make it and several students didn’t have father figures. The school posted fliers at the local YMCA’s for 50 volunteer fathers… 600 different people from all backgrounds showed up…

Joel Miller is one of them.

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Sarah’s gone and Joel wants to feel close to her again. He reconnects with someone he used to know along the way.

I urge you: Bite me : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: Sometimes love hurts like a split nail, and sometimes we like it like that.

Sometimes Joel hurts like a split nail, you like him like that too. 

With Mercy for the Disturbed : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: He's a father and then he isn't, and then he's in the perfect place with the perfect girl, and he's done so many bad things that terrify the both of them. And then, finally, he's saved and there are dancing bears and doors newly opened, and everyone's a little mad at the end of it all.

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the Hannibal/Alice in Wonderland AU wherein Joel loses his mind

Evermore : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: The Thanksgiving AU

Meet Me in the New Year : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: The New Year’s Eve AU

10:05 PM : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: Joel is exhausted, you’re there to make him feel better.

How to Endure Ardor : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: Joel teaches you how to love him.

Notes On a Virtuous Affair : Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: One would think this road ends in something virtuous—a greenness so dazzling it hurt the eyes—and not the sort of man waiting in his far out removed solitude.

Forfeiting My Mystique : Ezra x F!Reader

Summary: You're a girl made of golden gossamer, a work of art come to life, and Ezra, well, he's dedicated his life to collecting beautiful things.

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An Ezra Art Collector AU

Anonymous asked:

vic please don’t disappear again ☹️

I’m not!!!! I’m sorry I’ve been so MIA !!! I’ve recently had to start traveling for my work and it’s actually so not for me I’m not adapting to it well at all. It’s been hard for me to come home and have a social life and do the stuff I enjoy outside of just thinking about this stupid job;( after April things should definitely calm down for me and go back to normal and I hope I’ll have more time to be engaged here again

Anonymous asked:

honestly, my friend and i are talking about how mad we'll be if dakota's character chooses the other guy (we're feeling like she will bc of old flame shit) bc you could find a chris evans look alike ANYWHERE

there's only 1 (one) pascal. girl please

I feel like if you’ve watched past lives (and even challengers written by justin kuritzkes, Celine’s husband) they’re both writing about choosing the path in front of you that’s better for your future, and that ever elusive third figure in their relationship. I can definitely see that happening from what the trailer showed us and for me that “better path” seems like the stable devoted new man (ie harry) I also feel like the obvious thing in a romcom would be the young love cliche that finally works out but I think Celine is witty enough to surprise us so !!!! im holding out hope !!!!

And u know what if all else fails at least he looks hot as fuck and we get to watch him kiss

Anonymous asked:

soo dakota's character is gonna find the engagement ring for her in the bedroom and then there'll be a kitchen scene with sad puppy eyed pedro's character...what if we krill ourselves...

im going to need all of us to be very very positive we’re going to get a long love scene NO fade to black with lots of kissing and a happy ending where she chooses him and everything ends up happy ok

Anonymous asked:

a sugar daddy fic would eat so hard from you he’s rich in the business of COCK

rich in the business of cock im CRYINNNNNNNN that’s so funny ohhhhhh the dreams I’ve had of being able to write a sugar daddy fic and have never found the right inspo for it ……fucking on the pj that’s what I want

Anonymous asked:

your busy, dying series is SO GOODDD i read way too many fics and i think this is the best one i’ve read in forever i love it, it’s so well written !!!

thank you so much!! 😭 I struggled to write it at times but I think it’s really special or it feels really special to me mostly bc I hadn’t finished anything in a long time and it feels really satisfying to finally see something to completion. makes me really happy to know you’ve enjoyed it, so thanks for that 🙂

Busy, Dying. Masterlist;

Pairing: Joel Miller x F!Reader

Summary: In an in-between place called his life, Joel Miller is alone. In search of a cure. In need of a miracle. In want of God.

Can I interest you in a cure for loneliness? She'd asked him in a language without words. Taking it is the easy part. Letting her go is impossible.

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an a/b/o soulmates AU

Rating: Explicit 18+

Content Warnings: No Outbreak AU, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Soulmates AU, Infidelity, Cheating, HEA!!!!!, Joel is Married, Mating Bites, Knotting, Heat Sex, Breeding Kink, Scenting, Angst with a Happy Ending, Group Therapy, Social Experiments, Basically puppy training for unsocialized Alphas, And by God that man will be house trained by the time she’s done with him!, Complicated family dynamics, Spousal Neglect, Discussions of self harm, Depression, Existential Angst, Character Study, Suspension of Disbelief, Author returns not with a whimper but with a KNOT

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Busy, Dying. Epilogue;

Series Masterlist

Pairing: Joel Miller x F!Reader

A/N: Cannot even describe what it feels like to finally finish something completely for the first time in almost a year. I feel weird and insecure about this ending, about the whole story in general, maybe it doesn't make a lot of sense, but I think I'm okay with that. I'm also just happy it's done. Thanks for sticking with me :')

Rating: Explicit 18+

Content Warnings: No Outbreak AU, A/B/O, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Soulmates AU, Character Study, Infidelity, Cheating, This Is a Story About Joel Miller!, Self Healing, Mild Injury/Blood, Stream of Consciousness, Angst With a Happy Ending, Grief, Group Therapy

Word Count: 2.3K

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A Queer fic!

It is an easy existence, one that does not ask anything of Eugene other than his presence in the world. It is, in other words, perfectly placid imitation of living. And then he sees the man.

I normally like to have at least some vague idea where a fic is headed before I start to share it buuuuut like Lee, I am lost in the jungle, driven by pure desire to understand Allerton. I have absolutely no idea what the final destination is here, or what we will find along the way. I will ABSOLUTELY take prompts if there is a facet of Eugene, a scene from the book or movie, or an overarching thematic concept you want me to throw into this fic. Give me all your requests!

(and big thanks to @persephonethewanderer for letting me ramble about this for the past few months until I finally started writing...)

Anonymous asked:

OMG your repost of "An Officer and a Gentleman" is giving SUCH A VIBE of ✨️Someones Wife in the Boat of Someones Husband✨️ I MISS THOSE TWO LOVEBIRDS 🤍

I haven’t watched that movie since I was in highschool but I used to think richard gere was the most handsome man ever… I guess she’s always been an old man aficionado 👉👈

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