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@pastcondorave

he/him 18 - block don't report - when im inevitably nuked again my user WILL be another elliott smith reference
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fuck tumblr and fuck whoever reported me <33 my old term'd blog was @/distortednownessecary, i miss you moots ☹️ this is an intro now i guess

murmur was a fake name lol I don't like it idk call me fuckin... my username i dunno ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ PUHLEAAASE DON'T REPORT ME AGAIN 😭😭😭 THERE'S NOTHING TO GAIN

i love recreational self-destruction

#shtmblr#cvtting is silly#whatever i don't want to bother with all the tags
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sometimes I’m jealous of all the people who have been through worse than me and have horrific trauma, because saying “oh yeah sometimes my mommy would be sarcastic and that made me sad” feels really embarrassing

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is it truly so wrong for me to want a guy to fawn over me and think about me nonstop and be hopelessly in love with me just so that i can switch between returned affection and total disinterest? is it so wrong to want that when that's what he did to me?

#starting to think that i should not be in romantic relationships. ever.#but alsoooo#hehehe i want him so bad#i want him to be as anxious as i was before we broke up <3#does he hate me? does he love me? am i ever his first choice?#he was always my first choice#it's not fair really
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god forbid i want to finally get high for the first time while my dad is away!!!! my only friend who has weed can't hang because their parents are dickheads ugh 😕 god forbid i want to use intoxication as an excuse to impulsively confess to the guy i simultaneously love and hate!

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WHYYYYYY did he snap at me for saying hi!!!!!! he was supposed to have been in a good mood just before that!!!! i just didn't know if he had noticed me waving and he snapped at me :(

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nevermind im all better now and i hate this boy because he snapped at me for no fucking reason ❤️ im cured!

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i think it's probably normal that my opinion of people switch so drastically in a split second. and it's probably normal that it happens regularly!

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nevermind im all better now and i hate this boy because he snapped at me for no fucking reason ❤️ im cured!

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