Death By Stereo

I’ve def considered it, but I know other punk bloggers who have communities that have gone really haywire, and my own discord server which literally had a coup and decided they were just going to remake the server without me because they didn’t like me even though it was literally the PolyamorousPunk discord server, but like. It’s an idea. Every once in a while I post the link to my current discord server, it’s pretty small, mainly 4-5 of us talk, which is nice. But you’re right, it’s been a thought. Maybe if I make it invite only. It’s a thought. Keeping it in the back of my mind.

[From the “Send me a 🌻 and I’ll tell you whatever I want” ask meme]

This is going to sound petty and pathetic but everyone needs a petty moment or two.

I really appreciate everyone who sends me asks. I know I’ve said that a few times and that I also goof off a lot on this blog and answering asks. But I kinda miss talking to people. I’ve been feeling lonely lately. So I am appreciative of everyone who takes a little time out of their day to spend it with me, even if it’s just here sending me a little ask or leaving a comment.

This is from a while ago, but I could use a hug now, yes.

I miss my friends. I got to hang out with my friends last night inbetween shifts. We sat on the fire escape in the thunderstorm listing to the sirens smoking weed and just talking for hours. I miss being too busy/tired to see them. And they keep telling me how much they miss me, which is so strange to me because I’ve just gotten to the point I can’t really conceptualize that I have friends that would miss me. Which is sad.

I also miss getting as many asks on here as I used to, but I know that I’m also not as personally active as much.

So thank you. I could honestly always use a hug.

I am giving you a huge hug. We are on a coffee date. We’re in Paris or something. It’s breezy and beautiful. We’re laughing over our pastries. The world is okay. We’re smiling. This is what this ask is to me.