Pinned
Hi I'm James Potter
I'm 17
I'm working against Voldemort I guess. I might die soon because of it.
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
You were- Fuck James, a coma?
Re- Black spoke to you? What did he say?
......
I miss them too Prongs.
that's just what the doctor said i don't know
i dunno
he said that i missed remus' birthday and that people were looking for me
i want them back pads
can't we just go back to the way it was before?
Yeah you did miss Re- his birthday. You... You know that doesn't make you a bad person right? You where in a coma, that's not your fault, you can't control how long you were in the coma. And yeah, we were looking for you, but that's ok now because I've found you.
So do I Prongs. But it's a war, and we're supposedly on opposite sides of it. It can't go back to the way that it was, even if we all come out of this alive. We aren't the same, none of us are.
so what? sure missing his birthday doesnt make me bad but doesnt everything else? doesnt all this? no nothings ok pads
i don't want to be in the fight anymore i just want this all to be over
quiero mi corazón de vuelta
No, I don't think it does prongs we're people who are just tryna fuckin survive. What we have to do is to just fucking survive. We aren't bad people for wanting to survive.
Yeah. So do I.
maybe you aren't
Why the fuck would you be any worse then me? I'm a Black James, it's literally in my blood to be bad. But you're James fucking Potter, you are the literal embodiment of goodness.
doesnt that change it though?
you changed peoples expectations of you in a good way i did it in a bad way
i didnt even listen to him i shouldve listened to him i shouldve acted like an adult i shoulve met my expectations i—
im supposed to be good and im just not sirius
James, what did he say to you.
nothing
he didnt say anything
thats the problem
What's set this onslaught of self-dispisal then eh?
i don't know
ive just been thinking
and i mean it's not like I'm wrong
You ain't wrong that we've had to bad shit no. But it don't make us bad people prongs, regardless of the bad shit. As long as we have morals, it ain't like your cruioing people is it?
right
sure yeah ok
thanks pads
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
You were- Fuck James, a coma?
Re- Black spoke to you? What did he say?
......
I miss them too Prongs.
that's just what the doctor said i don't know
i dunno
he said that i missed remus' birthday and that people were looking for me
i want them back pads
can't we just go back to the way it was before?
Yeah you did miss Re- his birthday. You... You know that doesn't make you a bad person right? You where in a coma, that's not your fault, you can't control how long you were in the coma. And yeah, we were looking for you, but that's ok now because I've found you.
So do I Prongs. But it's a war, and we're supposedly on opposite sides of it. It can't go back to the way that it was, even if we all come out of this alive. We aren't the same, none of us are.
so what? sure missing his birthday doesnt make me bad but doesnt everything else? doesnt all this? no nothings ok pads
i don't want to be in the fight anymore i just want this all to be over
quiero mi corazón de vuelta
No, I don't think it does prongs we're people who are just tryna fuckin survive. What we have to do is to just fucking survive. We aren't bad people for wanting to survive.
Yeah. So do I.
maybe you aren't
Why the fuck would you be any worse then me? I'm a Black James, it's literally in my blood to be bad. But you're James fucking Potter, you are the literal embodiment of goodness.
doesnt that change it though?
you changed peoples expectations of you in a good way i did it in a bad way
i didnt even listen to him i shouldve listened to him i shouldve acted like an adult i shoulve met my expectations i—
im supposed to be good and im just not sirius
James, what did he say to you.
nothing
he didnt say anything
thats the problem
What's set this onslaught of self-dispisal then eh?
i don't know
ive just been thinking
and i mean it's not like I'm wrong
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
You were- Fuck James, a coma?
Re- Black spoke to you? What did he say?
......
I miss them too Prongs.
that's just what the doctor said i don't know
i dunno
he said that i missed remus' birthday and that people were looking for me
i want them back pads
can't we just go back to the way it was before?
Yeah you did miss Re- his birthday. You... You know that doesn't make you a bad person right? You where in a coma, that's not your fault, you can't control how long you were in the coma. And yeah, we were looking for you, but that's ok now because I've found you.
So do I Prongs. But it's a war, and we're supposedly on opposite sides of it. It can't go back to the way that it was, even if we all come out of this alive. We aren't the same, none of us are.
so what? sure missing his birthday doesnt make me bad but doesnt everything else? doesnt all this? no nothings ok pads
i don't want to be in the fight anymore i just want this all to be over
quiero mi corazón de vuelta
No, I don't think it does prongs we're people who are just tryna fuckin survive. What we have to do is to just fucking survive. We aren't bad people for wanting to survive.
Yeah. So do I.
maybe you aren't
Why the fuck would you be any worse then me? I'm a Black James, it's literally in my blood to be bad. But you're James fucking Potter, you are the literal embodiment of goodness.
doesnt that change it though?
you changed peoples expectations of you in a good way i did it in a bad way
i didnt even listen to him i shouldve listened to him i shouldve acted like an adult i shoulve met my expectations i—
im supposed to be good and im just not sirius
James, what did he say to you.
nothing
he didnt say anything
thats the problem
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
You were- Fuck James, a coma?
Re- Black spoke to you? What did he say?
......
I miss them too Prongs.
that's just what the doctor said i don't know
i dunno
he said that i missed remus' birthday and that people were looking for me
i want them back pads
can't we just go back to the way it was before?
Yeah you did miss Re- his birthday. You... You know that doesn't make you a bad person right? You where in a coma, that's not your fault, you can't control how long you were in the coma. And yeah, we were looking for you, but that's ok now because I've found you.
So do I Prongs. But it's a war, and we're supposedly on opposite sides of it. It can't go back to the way that it was, even if we all come out of this alive. We aren't the same, none of us are.
so what? sure missing his birthday doesnt make me bad but doesnt everything else? doesnt all this? no nothings ok pads
i don't want to be in the fight anymore i just want this all to be over
quiero mi corazón de vuelta
No, I don't think it does prongs we're people who are just tryna fuckin survive. What we have to do is to just fucking survive. We aren't bad people for wanting to survive.
Yeah. So do I.
maybe you aren't
Why the fuck would you be any worse then me? I'm a Black James, it's literally in my blood to be bad. But you're James fucking Potter, you are the literal embodiment of goodness.
doesnt that change it though?
you changed peoples expectations of you in a good way i did it in a bad way
i didnt even listen to him i shouldve listened to him i shouldve acted like an adult i shoulve met my expectations i—
im supposed to be good and im just not sirius
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
You were- Fuck James, a coma?
Re- Black spoke to you? What did he say?
......
I miss them too Prongs.
that's just what the doctor said i don't know
i dunno
he said that i missed remus' birthday and that people were looking for me
i want them back pads
can't we just go back to the way it was before?
Yeah you did miss Re- his birthday. You... You know that doesn't make you a bad person right? You where in a coma, that's not your fault, you can't control how long you were in the coma. And yeah, we were looking for you, but that's ok now because I've found you.
So do I Prongs. But it's a war, and we're supposedly on opposite sides of it. It can't go back to the way that it was, even if we all come out of this alive. We aren't the same, none of us are.
so what? sure missing his birthday doesnt make me bad but doesnt everything else? doesnt all this? no nothings ok pads
i don't want to be in the fight anymore i just want this all to be over
quiero mi corazón de vuelta
No, I don't think it does prongs we're people who are just tryna fuckin survive. What we have to do is to just fucking survive. We aren't bad people for wanting to survive.
Yeah. So do I.
maybe you aren't
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
You were- Fuck James, a coma?
Re- Black spoke to you? What did he say?
......
I miss them too Prongs.
that's just what the doctor said i don't know
i dunno
he said that i missed remus' birthday and that people were looking for me
i want them back pads
can't we just go back to the way it was before?
Yeah you did miss Re- his birthday. You... You know that doesn't make you a bad person right? You where in a coma, that's not your fault, you can't control how long you were in the coma. And yeah, we were looking for you, but that's ok now because I've found you.
So do I Prongs. But it's a war, and we're supposedly on opposite sides of it. It can't go back to the way that it was, even if we all come out of this alive. We aren't the same, none of us are.
so what? sure missing his birthday doesnt make me bad but doesnt everything else? doesnt all this? no nothings ok pads
i don't want to be in the fight anymore i just want this all to be over
quiero mi corazón de vuelta
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
You were- Fuck James, a coma?
Re- Black spoke to you? What did he say?
......
I miss them too Prongs.
that's just what the doctor said i don't know
i dunno
he said that i missed remus' birthday and that people were looking for me
i want them back pads
can't we just go back to the way it was before?
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
Prongs, tell me.
...
well i was asleep right?
doctor said that i was in a "coma like state" whatever that means
well when i was asleep i had a dream about him
and then i woke up and reg—black talked to me pads
he talked to me and i realized that ive fucked everything up
i still love him pads and im trying not to but i cant stop i love him
i miss him so much and i miss remus so much and we dont even know where pete is and i just—
Pads?
Hi yeah it's me
Fucking hell
*runs and gives hug*
I was so fucking worried about you
Yeah
I'm sorry Pads
What the fuck are you sorry for? You don't need to be sorry prongs.
...i left you all alone pads
i do have to apologize, i do
maybe not to you
but i do
You don't have to fucking apologise for leaving as long as you're safe prongs.
Prongs? What's up?
yeah I'm safe...
...
you probably don't want to know
i don't want to drop everything on you or whatever
You missed your best friend’s birthday.
You must hate him.
- Black
He's not the one I hate.
You still missed his birthday. It was just him and I.
I know.
I'm sorry.
But I don't hate him.
You sure act like you do.
You of all people should know that the way you act isn't the same as the way you are.
What do you mean?
...
Just forget about it.
Tell me.
It doesn't matter.
Forget I said it.
Can you fucking tell me, Potter?
You don't want me saying that, alright?
I don't even know why you're talking to me now.
Tell me.
Forget about it, Reg Black
What the hell is your issue with me? You could at least have the decency to tell me.
I don't have an issue—
It's just not important, okay? Can't you just let it be?
Are you angry?
As if.
...I'm sorry
You aren’t.
Aren't I?
No. You aren’t.
You don't know that.
You really don't, Reg
Sorry—Black
I used to.
What?
What do you mean by that?
Nothing.
...
Are you sure?
Okay.
Say hello to Mme. Potter for me.
Yeah
Yeah I will.
Thank you.
'Course.
You missed your best friend’s birthday.
You must hate him.
- Black
He's not the one I hate.
You still missed his birthday. It was just him and I.
I know.
I'm sorry.
But I don't hate him.
You sure act like you do.
You of all people should know that the way you act isn't the same as the way you are.
What do you mean?
...
Just forget about it.
Tell me.
It doesn't matter.
Forget I said it.
Can you fucking tell me, Potter?
You don't want me saying that, alright?
I don't even know why you're talking to me now.
Tell me.
Forget about it, Reg Black
What the hell is your issue with me? You could at least have the decency to tell me.
I don't have an issue—
It's just not important, okay? Can't you just let it be?
Are you angry?
As if.
...I'm sorry
You aren’t.
Aren't I?
No. You aren’t.
You don't know that.
You really don't, Reg
Sorry—Black
I used to.
What?
What do you mean by that?
Nothing.
...
Are you sure?
Okay.
Say hello to Mme. Potter for me.
Yeah
Yeah I will.
You missed your best friend’s birthday.
You must hate him.
- Black
He's not the one I hate.
You still missed his birthday. It was just him and I.
I know.
I'm sorry.
But I don't hate him.
You sure act like you do.
You of all people should know that the way you act isn't the same as the way you are.
What do you mean?
...
Just forget about it.
Tell me.
It doesn't matter.
Forget I said it.
Can you fucking tell me, Potter?
You don't want me saying that, alright?
I don't even know why you're talking to me now.
Tell me.
Forget about it, Reg Black
What the hell is your issue with me? You could at least have the decency to tell me.
I don't have an issue—
It's just not important, okay? Can't you just let it be?
Are you angry?
As if.
...I'm sorry
You aren’t.
Aren't I?
No. You aren’t.
You don't know that.
You really don't, Reg
Sorry—Black
I used to.
What?
What do you mean by that?
Nothing.
...
Are you sure?
Okay.
You missed your best friend’s birthday.
You must hate him.
- Black
He's not the one I hate.
You still missed his birthday. It was just him and I.
I know.
I'm sorry.
But I don't hate him.
You sure act like you do.
You of all people should know that the way you act isn't the same as the way you are.
What do you mean?
...
Just forget about it.
Tell me.
It doesn't matter.
Forget I said it.
Can you fucking tell me, Potter?
You don't want me saying that, alright?
I don't even know why you're talking to me now.
Tell me.
Forget about it, Reg Black
What the hell is your issue with me? You could at least have the decency to tell me.
I don't have an issue—
It's just not important, okay? Can't you just let it be?
Are you angry?
As if.
...I'm sorry
You aren’t.
Aren't I?
No. You aren’t.
You don't know that.
You really don't, Reg
Sorry—Black
I used to.
What?
What do you mean by that?