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Clowning for days

@ratjammers

24, nonbinary lesbian feedee kiwi. 18+ blog because my brain cannot be unlinked from feedism and i have given up. prev was somethin relating to werewolves but I have memory issues and couldnt remember exactly what it was to reclaim lmao

I feel like such a clown deleting all my accs relating to feedism only to remake because I have discovered my brain cannot be unlinked from this kink. But here we are.

Hi, rebranding because I cant remember my old username even though it's been like only a week. I'm a nonbinary lesbian, any pronouns, and a feedee into mutual gaining. I am absolutely Not into degradation and humiliation, do not approach me with that. Outside of feedism I'm pretty vanilla and heavily demi. Currently single and open to friends, I'd only consider further with someone local (which is like impossible lmaoo)

I started to try gaining a little in January this year, I am not actively trying atm cause food be spensive. I started at 65kg, I am currently at 72kg. I dont really have solid goals, I'd just like a tummy big enough that I can mess with for the stim(tm). Very much into mutual gaining but I am not at all someone who can take charge in feeding.

Also into other things. Art, games, anime, the usual. Love stuff like FFXIV and slime rancher, will talk about it for ages. Will prob mostly lurk on this site as I have social anxiety and thus am a coward who cant start convos first.

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there's smth so soft about stuffing your s/o without them realising.. offering them their fav snacks whenever they aren't eating, bringing them a large breakfast in bed, taking them out to their favorite cafés, cooking too much for dinner so they eat a few extra helpings, kissing them and gently rubbing their tummy after meals so they feel nice and cosy and a lil rewarded

feeding them plate after plate of snacks and desserts to keep their mouth constantly full while they're absorbed in a movie or game - they don't notice how full they're getting until they pause it and find it difficult to move. they unbutton their pants and cuddle up to u for a nap, shyly guiding your hand to their warm belly, becoming sleepy as you rub deep circles into their soft skin.

Someone come forcefully fatten me up. Convince me to indulge in my every craving, 'help' me when you think I'm not eating enough and shove more fattening food down my throat. Blow me up til I'm bursting out of all my clothes and don't stop. Please, just make me huge...

Fat androgyny is so cool. fat people are told and shown time and time again that they're only considered attractive when their perform binary gender- even within body positive spaces- but like. Have you seen fat butches? fat feminine men? fat trans and nonbinary people who fuck around with their presentation? fat gnc folk in skirts and binders and makeup and mascara moustaches and cool shoes and body hair and weird haircuts and nailpolish? fucking divine. iconic. magical.

I will never not reblog this when it comes up in my dash.

I love a gamer feedee, like. Let me keep bringing you snacks and sugary drinks while you play and mindlessly stuff your face! Oh, you finished that bag of chips, let me bring you another! Out of your soda? I'll be right back! And I'll watch as you get too fat for your gaming chair and your love handles spill out the side. Eventually we'd have to make your gaming setup on the bed so you never have to get up!

I love lighthearted teasing about weight gain

-poking someone’s soft belly and saying “you’ve gotten a bit rounder recently”

-coming up behind someone while they’re eating and squishing their belly and telling them that they look cute with all the weight they’ve put on

-patting their belly after they’re stuffed and full from a meal and saying “you’ve got quite the appetite”

-rubbing their tummy while they’re painfully stuffed and saying “aw, did you accidentally overdo it?” in a teasing tone

-grabbing their plush sides that are too big for their tight waistband and telling them their lovehandles are getting thicker

-telling them how they’ve really let themselves go in the recent months, and that you absolutely love it

-grabbing their thighs and pointing out that their legs have gotten all cute and plump too

-making sure there’s always extra of any meal you make for them because they’ve been eating larger helpings recently

-saying they’ve gotten “more comfortable” and “softer” recently but loving that they’re able to relax

-making sure that all their clothes are straining against their softening form

consent is obviously the most important part of any kink, but the fantasy of being fattened up against my will?? slipping weight gain powder into all of my foods, sneaking butter into every meal. making me pile on dozens of pounds of pure lard without me noticing. making me a mindless fat hog without me knowing about it. watching me swell up further and further without saying a word, my clothes getting tighter, buttons bursting at the seams, rolls of flab hanging out of my shirts. panicking, I try to go on a diet, try to exercise and lose some weight, but I'm helpless, gaining even more with all those calories pumped into me every day 🥵

the feminine urge to keep a girl comfortable and soft, feeding her up until she's fit to burst by the end of the day ;-;

to cook her three large meals a day and make sure she's always a little too full, her tummy always a little more firm and round than necessary. making sure she's eating snacks in between so she never goes hungry, keeping her warm and well-fed (overfed, even)

to convince her to eat my left overs and an extra helping of dinner even if she protests she's been eating too much recently, and what about some dessert? her sweet tooth can't deny herself the pleasures, and she doesn't even notice her portion is much larger than mine <3

to untie her skirt and pat her plumpened tummy, rewarding her for eating up all her meals like the good girl she is. she's a little achey and movement is a bit of a chore with the heavy fullness of her belly, but soon enough she's sated and blissed out from the gentle massage i give her. she falls asleep on my lap while my hands work their way around her poor tummy, stuffed much too full of rich foods and big meals. it's not long until sleepy belly rubs become a nightly routine to soothe her growing habit of overeating~

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