formal apology

i guess its time i made this.

yes, its me, redhotj, the person who has been spewing transphobic bullshit in the drdt fandom the past week and had overall been ridiculous and saying stuff that was weird at best and outright harmful at worst so its time i apologised. and no, i dont want anyone trying to defend my actions (not that you would, ive rightfully been called out)

im sorry to anyone i had sent threats too. i plan to send in a proper apology to the main person who i downright sent rape threats too (i don't know what i was thinking, that was disgusting.) and had overall been a huge asshole too as well.

im really sorry for my offensive tier lists, such as the n word tier list and the "who is transphobic" tier list. i did the former at the time because i thought it was funny but seeing as im not black, i shouldn't have been making that list (and it later came to my attention that charles is latin, not black, so i have no idea why i put him in "can say the word").

im really sorry to all the transphobic bullshit ive been spouting. im still trying to understand trans people now and ive been overreacting and being downright hurtful. especially towards nonbinary people. im not going to defend myself or try to explain myself because why i did it doesn't matter. i hurt people. end of. what i said is inexcusable and i did actual damage to real people who have lives.

im sorry for completely misunderstanding the cast and not putting my biases aside when making posts. i dont know why i thought eden, the nicest character to ever character, would be anywhere close to what i used to be. i guess i just wanted to be spiteful.

like i said before, im not deleting any of the posts i made. not because i dont regret them, but because i dont want to sweep what i did under the rug and pretend it never happened. because it did, and people got hurt because of me.

im sorry for everything. i truly am. i dont expect forgiveness and its okay if you don't forgive me for what i did, but i am willing to learn and change. if there is anything i can do, let me know.

apart from killing myself because... id rather not sorry

yours sincerely, redhotj

no??? that isnt me??? and what the fuck i hate prolifers

i got beaten up for one of my ships today

im still alive i guess, everything feels so... off.

i miss you

need more time off

my wife died yesterday. i dont know what to do anymore

im gonna miss her

you too, things arent looking good for me rn but hopefully itll be better

i have a secret i need to confess to you

i do not care for jarei. seriously what the fuck is appealing besides “haha blue lesbians!”? j clearly doesnt like her from the fte, arei just annoys her and wont leave her alone, what is so appealing??

someone whos better at words than me, help explain to this poor person

yep

they are trans people now :). they kiss too :)

the logic is it’s a joke post based on the worst fucking take i ever saw where someone said “sexualising whit is bad because hes a shota” so i made a joke post saying hu is a pedophile because apparently words dont mean shit

the way hu treats nico and those around her is a sign shes a pedophile and in this essay i will

any new tier list ideas people

Redid the abortion tier list