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He’s so loser bf cutie puppy kitty pls I need him 💔💔💔💔

Enhypen's Lee Heeseung performing Bite Me via Inkigayo (2023.05.28) for @enhypen-x

This heeseung….. oh my god I’m weak today 😩

just kill me

I wake up with the urge to get pregnant ☹️💔

Weight gain is not the enemy.

tw: eating disorder recovery

just a little smth i noticed is that my ed took so much from me to the point it erased all type of personality, uniqueness, style, "quirk", etc that i had about myself.

its almost as if now i have to REdiscover myself. whats my favorite color? my clothing style (esp with a new body type)? my favorite books? no clue.

but to see the bright side of recovery, it can be exciting. its as if im a pre-teen again lol

tw: ed recovery

a hard pill to swallow: your ill body was never yours. you were never suppose to look / feel / act like that. that was not not natural for you.

but this is the beauty of recovery, now you can discover truely what's the body thats truely yours.

tw: ed recovery

sometimes, you need to accept you can not the patient and the doctor at the same time.

sometimes, you need to put your ego (that was inflated and broken down by your ed) aside and seek help.

sometimes, you need to realise that professionals are meant to help you.

sometimes, you need to remind yourself that your ed lied to you for long about how others will hurt you but it will help you.

one day, it will click to you that you deserve better.

tw: eating disorders, ed recovery

this message is for all the people (esp pro @ n@ acc) who are following me for my pro ed recovery posts. first off, im glad youre here and reading pro recovery content to begin with. genuinely i am not triggered by seeing your acc popping up in my inbox / fyp.

HOWEVER! i do have a mini problem with pro @ n@ accs commenting on reblogging my pro recovery blogs. it is solely to protect other ppl who are following me and are still in recovery. they might see your comment / reblog, think youre also a recovery acc... only to stumble upon your pro @ n@ acc.

with that being said, im still glad my pro recovery content reached you and you decided to interact with it positively. its the first step.

note: i am not here to debate wether pro @ n@ accs should exist or not. its a complicated topic (imo who has been in both positions).