to build a home | chapter sixteen

Pairing: Jungkook x reader. ceo!jk + dilf!jk x nanny!oc

Genre: strangers to lovers. angst. fluff. smut.

Word count: 19.7k 

Warnings: don’t wanna spoil too much so i’ll be brief. angst. yes! angst. unprotected sex, oc dom era?, handjobs!!, oral (f), dry humping (bc it’s me lol), loads of riding!, sweet missionary. also… this might not be with, uh, jk. or it might! who knows… keep reading :) 

Author’s note:  i don’t even know what to say to be honest, i’m so nervous for you guys to read this chapter but also so, so excited to hear what you think!! so, like always, do let me know what you thought!! so much to unpack here lol. I LOVE YOU! thank u for waiting for this one, hope you enjoy. xo <3

This is a work of fiction. Please respect the members and their privacy. x

Chapter Sixteen

You wait for a feeling of dread to take over you. For your heart to feel heavy, for a breath to get caught in your throat. You expect your eyes to burn with the promise of tears in a matter of seconds but none of that comes. Instead what you feel as your words come to a halt and all you can hear is the crashing of the waves, is relief. You feel light, like something’s left you. Something you’d assumed you’d weighted correctly based on the assumptions of your heart, but now you realize how wrong you were. You know this because as silence fills the air and you can’t muster up the courage to look at Jungkook, a weightless feeling overcomes you. One that lets you know that you can let go. You can breathe now. You did the right thing – you tried. 

hi my loves <3 i’m sorry for being a bit absent, work was hectic, like it usually is at the end of the year and then!! i embarked on a long travel and i’m with my family, by the sea, just enjoying and feeling so much joy and peace ☺️ i confess i was struggling to feel the christmas spirit this year but the moment i disconnected and spent quality time with my loved ones i felt it instantly!! i really hope you guys are happy too and that you enjoy the holidays, however you celebrate!! there will probably be no more tbah updates until beginning of next year (sounds AWFUL but its not thaaaaaat long if u think about it!). can’t wait to be back tho!! i’ll come and update u here and there but do know I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH 🤍 sending x’s & o’s <3333

JUNGKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK

i love you all so much!! writing away… hopefully posting next week if life doesn’t get hectic 🤞🏼 oh my god. this huge work related thing was causing me so much stress. like for days!! for weeks, actually. and then today… in all but ten minutes. the matter was resolved. lololol. and i feel like i can BREATHE again!! i swear to god this was stripping me off the christmas spirit!!! but now i’m ready to JINGLE MY BELLS!!!!! 🎀 i hope you guys are well and that you’re in the holiday spirit too!! however you celebrate and whatever brings you peace, im sending that your way, my babies 💝 kiss kiss hug hug always 🤍

seokjin is soori’s favorite uncle btw.

I MISS YOU MY BABIES I’LL BE BACK SOON TO CHIT CHAT WITH U GUYS!!!! i’ve started writing chapter 17!!! wanted to log in to tell u all that 🎀 eeeeekkkk i’m excited for what’s to come!! i love u forever & i’ll leave u with my last jinnie pinterest saves in honor of his birthday!! i love him i hope he had the best day ever. best boy. 🧸

grateful for this

i don’t have much to offer just another bts sticky tiktok edit 😕🤲🏼🙇‍♀️

hiiii <3333 I haven't started writing it so I don't have anything to show 😩 but soon!!! it's outlined already hehe. ilu thank u for looking forward to it!!! xoxo

oh my god. I'm dead. I've been having long days of work 😭 and I'll glorify a nap any time!!!!!!!!! but also CONGRATS ON THE BABY OMG!!!!! hope its all going amazing <333333 I love babies I bet yours is so cute. auntie tessa is sending love xoxoxoxo ilusssss

LMAOOO 😩 oh bestie im so sorry it was misguiding but this is so so funny to me lololol.

the team mingyus just want him to suffer 😭 but honestly I might!!! hehe wouldn't that be funny???? like he just sees the walking down the street hand in hand. his smile FALLS. hihihihihi.

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WAKE THE FUCK UP HOBI STICKY CHALLENGE IS UPPPPPPPPPP

this is his song. i need him to get on the silly little clock app and do the little dancey dance like it’s oxygen and i can’t breathe. also he’s so fine? this live changed the trajectory of my life.