sebastian , solace. the real deal.

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sebastian small pupils is so delightful to me. the lights are off and you can see him struggling ti sleep, though when he senses a movement and turns his head towards you. it's the smallest blue dots you've ever seen from him. but once you switch the lights on or he flips his esca, it's back to the biggest brightest blue orbs you've ever seen in your life and he's staring at at clueless because why do you look so weirded out?

🧿🧿 -> 🔵🔵

I did! Completed it almost instantly, big fan of painters doodles. Big fan of animatronic style sebastian.

I could make an in depth analysis about the fact that the eyes are the windows to the soul, and with the factor sebastian has 3 ; commonly known as the number for both wisdom, freedom, and the concepts of the past present and future. But I won't be annoying unless somebody asks. as well as the fact in Chinese it's a representation for living. the definitive of "alive."

✎ File contents - Sebastian solace, Solo work. ( 500 )

⎙ Examination Results - Sebastian has always repeated advice to himself from a very young age, after all, he never thought there'd be a time it didn't stick to him. Unfortunately, time and a sense of yearning doesn't feed a growing hunger.

⌕ Research Gathered - Angst, Mentions of drink spiking, Vague suggestions of unhealthy coping mechanisms, Sebastian has some insecurities ( Not explicitly mentioned ), Claws cause blood, Loss of identity, Eating corpses mention, Probably dissociation.

sebastian had never been popular, familiar eyes had never racked along his own flesh in a mirror of his bedroom mirror and perceived as somebody to be liked. it wasn't that he hadn't done anything deserving of, he could solve a rubix cube in 7.3 minutes approximately, cut time off when his brother asked for help with his homework. he could judge a person's character within a moment of knowing them, if you hadn't counted the group of guys he once trusted too much with his drink.

this is the last post I'm making about this whole situation unless something bigger comes up. I don't wish to think about it, and I have commented most details on the previous post.

.. So .. How are you people holding up?

yes I do think sebastian would watch shows like 'say yes to the dress'. I think he would be so very loud about all of his opinions, and he'd mutter to himself while running the shop front that 'that one looked so good on her.. can't believe her dad would act like that on her special day..'

also I think its objectively funny if he was in some engineering exam, and in his stress of failing drastically mumbled to himself. like.

"fuck.. I'd take anything over this right now.. I'm so doomed... I wish the police would cancel the exam or something.."

only for the raid squad to storm the building and put him in handcuffs due to him being the lead suspect to a serial murder case. to then ship him to urbanshade and becoming a very comedically large fish.

yes I think sebastian would be afraid of heights. what of it.

you mean to tell me you don't take one good look at that man and know it's so deeply rooted inside him even from when he was a child? wired by biology, afraid of falling. how can he look down on such a sight when all he will see is his own amalgamated body looking back?

scratches and scrapes and all the long forgotten blood that fertilised the grass from where a child once fell. to those days to grasp a scrape upon his tail, wishing for a reliable balance back that had caught him so many times before.

he was sure of the daunting view, those legs that shook on his sure balance from the very first time he'd fallen. yet it was so odd now - he wasn't a child. he'd be used to the height. what was he scared of? the fall from so tall up? a fall from a once had greatness, if hinted?

the saboteur could not be afraid of heights. he stood taller - reigned over everything in the blacksite. just don't look down now.

"ohh I hate sitting around doing nothing!" "I hate it when there's nothing to do haha I'm so boreddd" fools you clearly haven't tried thinking about The Character. I've been entertained for hours.