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My Name is Samantha,/49 and I am a HUGE fan of Supernatural. I Love both Jared and Jensen/ Sam and Dean, mainly because I can relate to there characters. I'm trying to write, learn the ins and outs. Have a question send me and ask, I'm an open book. I love meeting new people.  Tag Yourself Here My New MasterList Craving You A Message from Jared Her Surprise

My Masterlist

I am not sure how it happened but my masterlist got deleted, so here's the updated version of each story I have written or am writing, which write now I have about ten stories I am writing on each time. lol I know a lot, but my brain wont shut up. Anyways, as usual please do not copy my writings and place them on other sites as yours, I would greatly appreciate it. This is always FICTIONAL and for ENTERTAINMENT purposes only. Jensen and or Jared will always be single in my stories unless I say so, and even then it wont be with there wives unless they are in the story as friends. I love both Danneel and Genevieve whom I met and she's absolutely the sweetest, now to meet Danneel eventually. But please let me know what type of stories you want to read about. Slow burns, mysterious, angst, fluffy, explicit, (which i am learning) I'll try to post on a regular basis as I do have two full time jobs and sometimes it can get chaotic. but for now here's what we got, I'll try and pin it up to the top. and if you want to be tagged let me know.

Jensen Ackles Stories (One Shots)

Jensen Ackles Stories (Series)

The Surprise (The Original 11 years ago)

Her Surprise(more than a dream) (Revised Edition for 2025)

Dean Winchester Stories (One Shots)

Dean Winchester Stories (Series)

Jared Padalecki Stories (one Series)

Jared Padalecki Stories (One Shots )

Sam Winchester Stories (One Series)

Sam Winchester Stories (One Shots)

Justin Hartley Stories (One Shots) (in The works)

Justin Hartley Stories (Series) (In the works)

Commissioned Stories (The ones I had paid for others to write for me)

Craving You Revised Edition for 2025

Masterlist

I am revising my very first fanfiction I ever done like 11 years ago it seems, i was 46 at the time and now i am 57, i felt it needed to be updated. lol. but then again why not as we all get older and more active with writing we change things, the originals will still be here so you can see the differences. I just figured it was time for a new update. I may have messed up a few chapters I am not sure but this is in complete order, I'm also thinking of just making them into a new set of there own as well.

Chapter 13: "The Breaking Point"

Chapter 14 "The Storm Within."

Keep eye out for a sequel, coming in summer 2025

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Epilogue “Letters from the Edge” — Six Months Later —

The rain fell softly on the streets of Edinburgh, a gentle mist that clung to the stone and wrapped the city in a timeless hush. Y/N stood at the edge of Princes Street Gardens, her long coat tied at the waist, a knitted scarf tucked beneath her collar. The weight of the past six months still clung to her, but here—half a world away from Vancouver—it finally felt like she could breathe again.

A leather-bound notebook was clutched to her chest, worn and creased at the edges. Pages filled with tears, therapy breakthroughs, quiet revelations, and questions she’d never dared to ask anyone but herself. Her hair danced in the wind, and her eyes, though tired, held a steadier kind of light. Healing had taken time—grief had taken more.

She hadn’t spoken to Jo since the day she walked out. Nor to Jensen.

Not until last week.

A package had arrived—unmarked, wrapped in brown paper and sealed with a single black ribbon. Inside was a small flash drive and a note, handwritten in Jensen’s familiar scrawl:

“No begging. No apologies. Just my truth. If you ever want to understand why I lied—why I stayed—I’m here. If not, I’ll disappear. But you deserve to know everything.” Love, always — J.

She hadn’t plugged it in right away. It took her five days. But when she did, it opened to a single video file titled simply: "For You."

In it, Jensen sat in what looked like his Texas cabin. No dramatic lighting, no rehearsed lines—just him. Raw. Honest. His voice cracked as he spoke, tears in his eyes more than once. He told her the full truth—about the case, his orders, the timeline, how he never expected her, and how everything shifted the day she walked into that Starbucks with that camera bag slung across her shoulder and a latte in her hand.

"You saved me before I ever tried to save you," he had whispered at the end.

She watched it twice. Then again. And again.

Y/N wasn’t sure when the tears started—but they didn’t stop for hours. He hadn’t asked for forgiveness. He hadn’t made excuses. He just told the truth.

Now here she stood, six months and four thousand miles away from where it all began, holding the letter she had just finished writing. No address. No name. Just three words on the envelope:

“Come find me.”

Because maybe… just maybe, forgiveness wasn’t about forgetting. Maybe it was about seeing the truth—shattered, scarred, but still beating—and choosing to believe in it anyway.

She turned toward the post box. Her fingers trembled as she slid the letter in. And for the first time in a long time… She smiled.

Epilogue – Alternate Scene (Jensen’s POV): Back in Austin, Jensen sat alone on the front porch of his ranch, guitar in hand, the sun bleeding down behind the hills. A fresh scar lined his ribcage, a reminder of that final takedown. But the wound that still bled… was her.

He checked the mailbox every morning. And today—finally—there it was.

A white envelope with a single line in her handwriting: “Come find me.”

His lips parted. And for the first time in months—he let himself hope.

THE END (or is it?)

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 23: Shattered Truths and Quiet Tomorrows

Jensen’s POV

I sat in the back of the ambulance holding her cold hand, trying to speak through a voice full of fear and guilt. The EMT, Adam, told me to keep talking. He said she needed to hear me, needed to know she wasn’t alone. But nothing I said stopped her vitals from crashing twice. Each time they pulled over to resuscitate her, it felt like my soul was leaving my body. I begged God—out loud, desperate. I’d never begged harder for anything in my life.

When we got to the hospital, they rushed her in. I couldn’t follow. A nurse handed me scrubs to change into because her blood soaked everything I wore. I went through the motions, numb. As I joined the others in the waiting room, Jared met me with a soft pat on the shoulder, trying to hold me together. But I didn’t want comfort. I wanted her awake. Safe. Smiling. Laughing.

When the surgeon came out, his coat splattered with blood, my heart stopped. The bullet had lodged in her shoulder, but she’d lost a lot of blood. He told us the next 48 hours were critical. I volunteered to donate immediately. I didn’t even feel the needle.

Reader’s POV

Waking up felt like rising through molasses. Everything was heavy, muffled. My throat was on fire, my head pounded, and I couldn’t move my arm. When I opened my eyes, the world was blurry until I saw him. Green eyes. Deep with grief and love.

“Hi... do I know you?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.

I watched as his soul cracked in front of me. “You do... I’m your boyfriend. Jensen.”

The name meant nothing at first. But the way he looked at me—like I was his whole universe—planted a seed of familiarity. I couldn’t recall the past, but something in me trusted him.

Then Jo walked in. Overflowing energy, arms full of coffee, tears instantly forming in her eyes. I didn’t remember her either.

When they left to let the doctor run tests, I was left alone. The quiet was suffocating. I didn’t know who I was angry at—them for lying, or myself for not remembering the truth.

Four days later, I was discharged. Slowly, memories flooded back. Flashbacks. The cement floor. Blood. Screams. And betrayal. The day they came to my apartment, I was already boiling inside. The pain had crystallized into white-hot rage.

I made them sit.

I confronted them.

Every word I spoke was edged in pain. “You lied. You played me. Both of you.”

Jo looked away, ashamed. Jensen stared at the floor like it might open up and swallow him whole.

“You let me believe you loved me—when you were just playing a part. And Jo, you knew! You let him walk into my life with a lie and didn’t stop it. You two destroyed the one good thing I thought I had.”

Jensen opened his mouth to speak, to plead, to explain—but I stopped him.

“Save it. Whatever this was... it’s over.”

I told them to leave. I made them promise not to call. Not to text. To disappear. Jo tried to argue. Jensen didn’t. He knew. The look in his eyes was pure heartbreak. But he left.

And I broke.

Curled on my bed, I sobbed harder than I ever had in my life. Because I loved him. God help me, I loved him so much. And maybe I still did. But for now, I needed space. Time. Healing.

The secrets I still carried—the ones no one knew—would stay buried. I wasn’t ready to share them. Not with people who had already broken me.

And yet... somewhere deep in my soul, I wondered: could love survive a lie this big?

I didn’t know.

But one day, I would find out.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 22: Fire in the Veins

Jared's POV

The download from HQ hit Jeff’s phone like a lightning strike. Instantly, we had what we needed: names, faces, floor schematics, and a short voice note from Kali herself—sent before she was taken. Her calm but clipped words described a hidden room behind a false cement wall two floors below the basement level. Exactly the type of place these bastards would use to stash hostages.

Jeff gathered us in a tight circle. “Listen up, no hero moves. This is a precision entry. We’re not losing anyone today. Jared, you’re with me. Gabe, you’re with Hendrickson. Anyone on this list gets cuffed, anyone not on it gets escorted out. We good?”

A chorus of affirmatives met him. We snapped our helmets on, clipped rifles to vests, checked comms. I said a silent prayer for Jensen, and for Y/N—though I didn’t know yet that she was also down there. God help whoever laid hands on either of them.

We entered the building through the back loading dock. It was eerily quiet. Most employees had left, or been ordered to by one of the insiders. We fanned out in small groups, clearing offices, checking IDs. Those who weren’t listed were led out to the transport vans by Rufus and Garth.

Down the stairwell we went, boots echoing in a metallic rhythm of tension. At the bottom, we split up. I took Gabe and moved east while Jeff and Hendrickson went west. Lights flickered overhead, casting long shadows that danced with each movement.

The gunshot was faint, but my instincts kicked in. I raised my fist, motioning for Gabe to halt. We inched forward, hugging the wall. Then we saw her—Cassie. She was coming out of a disguised panel in the wall, her heels clicking lightly as she mumbled to herself.

I sprang forward, clamping a hand over her mouth, gun drawn. Her eyes widened in shock. "Move and I’ll drop you. How many are in there?"

She swallowed hard. "Everyone. Good luck getting your friend back."

Gabe cuffed her and dragged her off silently. I opened the hidden door and radioed Jeff. He met us a minute later. We breached as one.

"FBI! HANDS WHERE WE CAN SEE THEM!"

Jensen’s POV

Blood was everywhere. My arms ached from being held behind my back for so long. My temple throbbed from the earlier hits. But when I saw Mark Pellegrino inch toward Y/N, when I saw him whisper poison into her ear, everything in me snapped.

I slammed my forehead into his nose, feeling the crack of cartilage give. His scream was satisfying. Two goons grabbed me, but adrenaline was surging. I kicked out, forcing one back.

Mark Sheppard lunged at me from behind, his arm snaking around my throat. I gasped as the chokehold cinched in, vision blurring. In desperation, I elbowed back hard, connecting with his ribs. He loosened his grip, and Bobby—God bless him—tossed me a key.

I unclipped one cuff, spun, and drove my elbow into Sheppard’s temple. He dropped like a rock.

Kali was already in motion, trading blows with Cassie, who had drawn a small blade. Y/N, even injured, tripped Cassie mid-run. Kali took the opening to land a solid punch to Cassie’s jaw, knocking her out cold.

The door burst open.

"FBI! EVERYONE DOWN!"

Jared’s voice rang like salvation.

Mark P held up his hands. Kali kicked his legs out and had him cuffed in seconds. I turned—and saw her.

Y/N lay on her back, pale, unmoving, blood seeping from her torso. My heart cracked.

I dropped beside her, hands trembling as I brushed her hair back. Her lips were blue. Her pulse was weak.

“Y/N? Baby, please... I’m here. Hold on.”

Jeff kneeled beside me. “Gunshot wound to the abdomen. No exit wound.”

“Call an ambulance!” I shouted.

Jared confirmed it. I could barely hear him. I couldn’t take my eyes off her.

She whimpered. A faint sound. A spark of hope.

I bent down and kissed her forehead, whispering, “I love you. Don’t you dare give up.”

She blinked. Barely.

That was all I needed.

Jeff and another medic agent started first aid. Pressure to the wound. IV line started. Within minutes, sirens wailed outside. EMTs rushed in.

As they wheeled her away, I followed, gripping her hand the entire time. I’d told her I wasn’t leaving. And I wasn’t.

Not now. Not ever.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 21: Lines Crossed

Jensen’s POV

"There you are. I've been looking for you," Cassie said, her hand casually brushing my shoulder.

"Shit," I muttered under my breath. I was so close to getting out. I schooled my features, turning around with what I hoped was a charming smile. "Cassie," I said smoothly. "Sorry, I’ve got to head out—work calls. It was great catching up, though."

She stepped closer, an unsettling smile curving her lips. "You’re leaving so soon? But you haven’t seen our production floor yet. That’s where Y/N’s been working, you know. I thought you’d like a sneak peek."

Her tone was light, but something about it made the hairs on my neck stand up. I hesitated.

"Tempting," I said slowly, "but I really need to—"

Cassie stepped closer, her perfume cloying. She stood just under my chin, her fingers trailing up my chest flirtatiously. "Are you sure? We could make a little production of our own."

I froze. Her hand slid toward my jaw, fingers brushing my lips.

Then came the cold steel press of a gun barrel into my side.

"You’re not going anywhere, Lieutenant," she whispered.

My pulse surged. "Cassie," I growled, trying to keep calm. "You don’t want to do this."

"But I do," she purred. "Now, walk. Unless you want me to redecorate this hallway with your insides."

I had no choice. She led me into an elevator, her grip firm and her smile chilling.

"Why?" I demanded. "Why do this?"

"For love," she said with a smirk. "My husband—Mark Pellegrino—takes care of me. I return the favor."

"You were supposed to be Y/N’s friend."

"Please. I was never her friend. She’s a means to an end—and you, handsome, are the jackpot."

The elevator descended to the lower levels. No signal. No escape. When the doors opened, she guided me down a dim, concrete corridor to a wall that looked solid.

She pressed something. A concealed door swung open.

I stumbled forward and froze.

Y/N was there.

Tied to a chair. Bruised. Eyes wide with horror.

My blood ran cold.

"Jensen," Pellegrino sneered, stepping out from the shadows. "Welcome to hell."

Cassie kissed his cheek, smug.

"Mark," I hissed. "How the hell are you out of prison?"

He stepped closer, his voice gleeful. "Early release. Good behavior. And now, it’s my turn. You destroyed my life, Ackles. Now I destroy yours."

He crouched beside Y/N. "She didn’t know you were FBI, did she?"

Y/N’s face said it all.

"Stop! Don’t listen to him! Y/N—please!" I fought the guards, but they shoved me back.

He leaned in, whispering poison in her ear. Her face crumpled. Tears welled in her eyes.

"Please, Y/N, he’s lying! I never—"

But she wasn’t hearing me. Her heart had shattered. I could see it in her eyes.

Reader’s POV

They asked about Jensen—who he was to me, what I knew. I refused to talk. Until they threatened to kill him in front of me. I still refused.

Then the door opened, and there he was. In handcuffs. Roughed up. And Cassie was behind him.

Everything clicked. Betrayal crashed into me like a wave.

Mark laid it all out. That Jensen was FBI. That I was a pawn.

My ears rang.

He begged me to look at him. Not to believe it. But how could I not? Everything made sense. The random meetings, his intense interest in me. All of it.

My chest tightened, breath shallow. I didn’t want to believe it. But I couldn’t breathe past the hurt.

Was it all a lie?

Jared’s POV

“Have you heard from Jensen?” I asked Jeff, nerves running wild.

“No. That’s not like him.”

I pulled up GPS. His car pinged outside Y/N’s office. No answer on either of their phones.

“Sir, I think his cover’s blown.”

Jeff’s jaw tightened. “Prep the team. Quiet extraction. Full tactical.”

Ten minutes later, we were loaded, strapped, and flying down the freeway.

My heart pounded. I kept whispering, “We’re coming, Jensen. Hold on.”

We stopped at the loading dock. I led the agents through the rear entrance.

We swept the corridors, silent, methodical. Down into the basement.

The hallway was quiet.

Then—

Pop-pop-pop.

Gunfire.

Cassie stumbled out of a hidden door, weapon raised. She fired wildly.

I tackled her. Her gun skidded across the concrete.

“Clear the room!” I shouted.

Agents stormed through. Inside, chaos.

Jensen broke free of his cuffs and lunged, tackling Pellegrino. The two rolled across the floor, fists flying.

A guard pulled a knife.

Y/N screamed.

I raised my weapon. One shot—clean. The man dropped.

Jensen pummeled Mark until blood poured from his nose.

“ENOUGH!” Jeff shouted. Jensen backed off, chest heaving.

I ran to Y/N, untying her.

She collapsed into me.

Jensen rushed to her side. "Baby, please—look at me. It wasn’t all a lie. I love you. I swear to God, I love you."

She stared at him. Conflicted. Crushed.

But alive.

Later

Pellegrino and Sheppard were in cuffs, screaming as they were dragged out.

Cassie sat silently, head lowered.

Jeff patted my shoulder. “You did good, Jared.”

I looked at Jensen and Y/N.

She hadn’t let go of his hand.

Maybe there was still hope.

Maybe.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 21: Lines Crossed

Jensen’s POV

"There you are. I've been looking for you," Cassie said, her hand casually brushing my shoulder.

"Shit," I muttered under my breath. I was so close to getting out. I schooled my features, turning around with what I hoped was a charming smile. "Cassie," I said smoothly. "Sorry, I’ve got to head out—work calls. It was great catching up, though."

She stepped closer, an unsettling smile curving her lips. "You’re leaving so soon? But you haven’t seen our production floor yet. That’s where Y/N’s been working, you know. I thought you’d like a sneak peek."

Her tone was light, but something about it made the hairs on my neck stand up. I hesitated.

"Tempting," I said slowly, "but I really need to—"

Cassie stepped closer, her perfume cloying. She stood just under my chin, her fingers trailing up my chest flirtatiously. "Are you sure? We could make a little production of our own."

I froze. Her hand slid toward my jaw, fingers brushing my lips.

Then came the cold steel press of a gun barrel into my side.

"You’re not going anywhere, Lieutenant," she whispered.

My pulse surged. "Cassie," I growled, trying to keep calm. "You don’t want to do this."

"But I do," she purred. "Now, walk. Unless you want me to redecorate this hallway with your insides."

I had no choice. She led me into an elevator, her grip firm and her smile chilling.

"Why?" I demanded. "Why do this?"

"For love," she said with a smirk. "My husband—Mark Pellegrino—takes care of me. I return the favor."

"You were supposed to be Y/N’s friend."

"Please. I was never her friend. She’s a means to an end—and you, handsome, are the jackpot."

The elevator descended to the lower levels. No signal. No escape. When the doors opened, she guided me down a dim, concrete corridor to a wall that looked solid.

She pressed something. A concealed door swung open.

I stumbled forward and froze.

Y/N was there.

Tied to a chair. Bruised. Eyes wide with horror.

My blood ran cold.

"Jensen," Pellegrino sneered, stepping out from the shadows. "Welcome to hell."

Cassie kissed his cheek, smug.

"Mark," I hissed. "How the hell are you out of prison?"

He stepped closer, his voice gleeful. "Early release. Good behavior. And now, it’s my turn. You destroyed my life, Ackles. Now I destroy yours."

He crouched beside Y/N. "She didn’t know you were FBI, did she?"

Y/N’s face said it all.

"Stop! Don’t listen to him! Y/N—please!" I fought the guards, but they shoved me back.

He leaned in, whispering poison in her ear. Her face crumpled. Tears welled in her eyes.

"Please, Y/N, he’s lying! I never—"

But she wasn’t hearing me. Her heart had shattered. I could see it in her eyes.

Reader’s POV

They asked about Jensen—who he was to me, what I knew. I refused to talk. Until they threatened to kill him in front of me. I still refused.

Then the door opened, and there he was. In handcuffs. Roughed up. And Cassie was behind him.

Everything clicked. Betrayal crashed into me like a wave.

Mark laid it all out. That Jensen was FBI. That I was a pawn.

My ears rang.

He begged me to look at him. Not to believe it. But how could I not? Everything made sense. The random meetings, his intense interest in me. All of it.

My chest tightened, breath shallow. I didn’t want to believe it. But I couldn’t breathe past the hurt.

Was it all a lie?

Jared’s POV

“Have you heard from Jensen?” I asked Jeff, nerves running wild.

“No. That’s not like him.”

I pulled up GPS. His car pinged outside Y/N’s office. No answer on either of their phones.

“Sir, I think his cover’s blown.”

Jeff’s jaw tightened. “Prep the team. Quiet extraction. Full tactical.”

Ten minutes later, we were loaded, strapped, and flying down the freeway.

My heart pounded. I kept whispering, “We’re coming, Jensen. Hold on.”

We stopped at the loading dock. I led the agents through the rear entrance.

We swept the corridors, silent, methodical. Down into the basement.

The hallway was quiet.

Then—

Pop-pop-pop.

Gunfire.

Cassie stumbled out of a hidden door, weapon raised. She fired wildly.

I tackled her. Her gun skidded across the concrete.

“Clear the room!” I shouted.

Agents stormed through. Inside, chaos.

Jensen broke free of his cuffs and lunged, tackling Pellegrino. The two rolled across the floor, fists flying.

A guard pulled a knife.

Y/N screamed.

I raised my weapon. One shot—clean. The man dropped.

Jensen pummeled Mark until blood poured from his nose.

“ENOUGH!” Jeff shouted. Jensen backed off, chest heaving.

I ran to Y/N, untying her.

She collapsed into me.

Jensen rushed to her side. "Baby, please—look at me. It wasn’t all a lie. I love you. I swear to God, I love you."

She stared at him. Conflicted. Crushed.

But alive.

Later

Pellegrino and Sheppard were in cuffs, screaming as they were dragged out.

Cassie sat silently, head lowered.

Jeff patted my shoulder. “You did good, Jared.”

I looked at Jensen and Y/N.

She hadn’t let go of his hand.

Maybe there was still hope.

Maybe.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 19: Power Plays and Paper Trails

The morning sun had barely begun to warm the streets when Jensen and I arrived at the office just shy of 9 a.m. The towering building, once a symbol of pride and achievement for me, now loomed like a stranger with secrets. I turned to Jensen as we stepped inside.

"Stay in my office, okay? I'll let you know what happens after the meeting. If you have to leave, just let me know. I'll call you as soon as I find anything out."

He nodded without hesitation. "You've got this, babe. I'll be here."

Before heading toward the back offices, I made a pit stop to check in with Cassie. I knocked lightly and peeked my head in.

"Hey," I said softly.

She looked up from her screen and beamed, immediately getting up to pull me into a hug. "Y/N! You have no idea how good it is to see you. I’ve got so much tea to spill."

I chuckled but held up a hand. "Rain check on the gossip. I’ve got to deal with some drama of my own first. Can I ask you a favor?"

Cassie followed my glance to Jensen sitting casually in my office. "Whoa. Who is that tall glass of yes, please?"

"That would be my boyfriend. Can you keep him company while I deal with the storm brewing in Bobby’s office? Maybe show him around, or take him down to the commissary? I just don’t want him sitting alone in case Sheppard or Pellegrino get nosy."

Cassie smirked. "He's hot, Y/N. And you look like you’re glowing. Damn. What’s in Texas water?"

"Good decisions for once," I winked. "And no, he doesn’t have a brother. I checked."

We both laughed. I squeezed her hand. "Thanks, Cass. I owe you."

I watched her walk toward Jensen, already diving into cheerful chatter. Then I took a deep breath and headed for the lion’s den.

Mr. Singer’s office sat at the end of the hallway, usually a place of calm reassurance. But the second I placed my hand on the doorknob, a chill ran down my spine. Something was wrong. I could feel it. My gut twisted in warning.

I opened the door—and froze.

It wasn’t Bobby Singer behind the desk. It was Mark Pellegrino.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I demanded, eyes narrowing.

Mark capped his pen slowly, then raised his head with a smug grin. "Well, if it isn’t Ms. Y/N. Nice to see you too. That’s no way to greet your new boss."

I stepped in cautiously, gaze darting around. "Where is Mr. Singer?"

He stood and walked around the desk with mock ease. "Mr. Singer is no longer with us. He sold us his shares. Said something about Cozumel and a hammock."

"That’s a lie. He would never sell. He built this place from nothing."

Mark’s grin only deepened. "Well, things change. Especially when people take unscheduled sabbaticals to Texas. You left. Kali stepped up. Now here we are."

He moved closer, arms folded, then leaned on the desk directly in front of me. "If you had worked a little harder—or worn a tighter skirt—maybe you’d still have your account."

My spine stiffened. "Excuse me?"

His hand brushed down my arm. "Just saying. You have… assets. Why not use them to your advantage?"

"You touch me again and I’ll see you in court for harassment," I growled.

Before he could respond, the door creaked open and Mr. Sheppard stepped in, casually sipping from a coffee mug.

"Ms. Y/N. Just in time. Sit. We have lots to discuss."

"Not unless you’re giving me my account back."

Sheppard’s expression darkened. "You're not in a position to make demands. You left. We adapted. Sit."

I glanced between the two snakes in suits, my confidence cracking. Still, I sat.

"Here’s the deal," Sheppard began. "You’re on our time now. No more special treatment. No more pet projects from Bobby. You get what we give you, and you work it. Or you don’t work here at all. Got it?"

My mouth felt dry, my voice barely above a whisper. "Yes, sir."

Pellegrino peered out the window and spotted Jensen talking to Cassie. He turned back to me, smirking. "Who’s the guy in your office? Unauthorized guests are against policy."

"He’s with me. We were going to grab lunch."

Sheppard waved a hand dismissively. "Fine. Take your lunch. Enjoy it. Might be your last one here. If you’re not ready to give us one hundred percent, you know where the door is."

I looked back toward the hallway—toward Jensen.

He had risked everything to be here with me. Driven thousands of miles. Sat with me through snow and silence. Nursed me through doubt. I couldn’t give him up.

I stood.

"You know what? Keep the account. Keep your company. But mark my words—without Bobby Singer, this place is nothing. I quit."

I dropped my badge on the desk and turned to leave.

But the room spun. My knees buckled. The world went black.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 18: Buried Truths

Reader's POV

The next morning, I woke up first with the most awful crick in my neck. I tried stretching, but the tightness made me wince. Not surprising, really—sleeping cramped up in the back seat of a truck wasn't exactly luxurious. I turned my head to look at Jensen, his features softened in sleep, peaceful and warm despite the freezing night we endured. Even battered, he was beautiful. I could stay like this forever—well, not exactly here in the back of a snowbound truck, but close enough.

Just as I tried to sit up, he tugged me back against him with a sleepy groan. "Hmm, where do you think you're going?"

I smiled and kissed his lips. "Just checking to see how bad the storm got."

He hummed again and I slid out from under the blankets. The moment I rose, the cold hit like a brick wall. The truck windows were completely frosted over with thick snow. No light had pierced through, and all I saw was white—a dense, heavy blanket hiding the outside world. I scrambled forward and retrieved my phone from between the seats. Miraculously, it still had a decent charge. The time blinked back at me: 7:25 a.m.

"Um, babe," I said quietly, biting my lip, "we're not going anywhere anytime soon."

Jensen sat up, rubbing his eyes, then looked around. "Yeah, I was afraid of this." He shifted to move. "I need to get to the front. Help me out?"

"Maybe get dressed first," I teased, raising a brow. "We’re still half-naked, remember?"

He grinned. "You say that like it’s a bad thing."

We both dressed quickly, the cold a great motivator. I pulled on my leggings and hoodie while Jensen struggled slightly to get his shirt over his sling. I helped him finish dressing and then helped him crawl into the front. He fired up the engine and turned the heater on full blast. The windshield wipers fought against the frozen crust of snow, but it was no use.

"We need to melt this. I have deicer in the back," he said. "Stay here. Don't get out, okay?"

"Jensen, it's dangerous. You're hurt—"

"I’ll be okay. Trust me."

My chest ached with worry. "Please be careful. I love you."

He smiled and kissed me, then disappeared into the white abyss. I held my breath the entire time, my heart skipping every time the truck groaned under his weight or he slammed the tailgate. After a few minutes of scraping and pouring, he climbed back inside, shivering hard.

"Holy hell, it’s cold!" he gasped.

I grabbed a towel warmed by the heater vent and pressed it to his neck. "You're insane, you know that?"

He chuckled, chattering. "Let’s get out of here."

The drive was slow and tense. Every bump and slide made my stomach knot, but Jensen handled it like a pro. His jaw was set, brows drawn in focus, muscles straining to steer us through the snow. At one point, we skidded dangerously close to a snowbank, and I swear my soul left my body for a second. But Jensen pulled us back. Calm. Collected. Fierce. I could hardly breathe watching him.

Hours passed. The snow began to ease, and so did Jensen’s grip on the wheel. He relaxed just enough to take my hand in his, resting it on my thigh. We stopped once so he could stretch, and I took the opportunity to capture a few pictures—one selfie with snow behind us that I already knew would be my lock screen. It was perfect.

By evening, we reached my apartment. I insisted he stay over. He looked exhausted, and frankly, I wasn’t ready to be away from him yet. We ordered sandwiches from the cafe downstairs. As we waited, I massaged his shoulder gently. He let out a sigh of relief and leaned into my touch.

"Thank you," he whispered, wincing as I hit a sore spot.

I leaned in and kissed his cheek. "Just rest, okay?"

We didn’t talk much that night. After eating, Jensen lay down on the couch and, before I could finish cleaning up, he was asleep. I covered him with a blanket and kissed him goodnight before heading to bed.

I woke up the next morning in Jensen's arms. He must’ve crawled into bed during the night. His scent wrapped around me like a warm cocoon.

"Hey, babe. Sleep well?" he murmured in his gravelly morning voice.

I turned to face him and gasped. His eyes were shining like glass in the early morning sun.

"You okay?" he asked, concerned.

"You just... took my breath away."

He chuckled. "I'm not that good."

"Oh, you are," I whispered, brushing his lips with mine. "You're beautiful."

"You’re perfect too. Even the flaws I haven’t found yet."

I raised an eyebrow. "Flaws? Excuse me?"

Laughing, he rolled on top of me, capturing my lips in a kiss that left us both breathless. One thing led to another, and soon we were tangled in each other again—skin to skin, heartbeat to heartbeat.

Later, after we cleaned up and grabbed the leftovers for breakfast, I steeled myself for the moment I’d been dreading: confronting my boss. Jensen walked with me into the office. I felt his presence like armor.

As we passed through the reception, I made my way to Bobby's office—only to stop dead in my tracks.

"Come in," a voice called from inside.

It wasn't Bobby.

My heart dropped into my stomach. Sitting in his chair, legs crossed and smug grin in place, was the last person I ever wanted to see.

Kali.

Where the hell was Bobby?

And what the fuck was going on?

All I knew was this: no way in hell was I going to work under her.

To be continued...

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 17: Blizzard Bound

Somewhere on the outskirts of Texas, we pulled into a gas station to refuel and grab some snacks. I texted Jo to let her know where we were, and she responded immediately with a weather warning—Boise was expecting snow, and she wanted us to be extra careful. I showed Jensen, and he assured me that his truck had snow tires, and if it came down to it, he’d throw on the chains for better traction. Jo had even packed a few thick blankets in the backseat for us, just in case. That woman was always ten steps ahead.

By the time we crossed into Colorado, I couldn’t hold back my emotions. I turned my face to the window, trying to hide the tear that slid down my cheek. I already missed Austin. Missed Jo. Missed the strange comfort of knowing I was still near people who understood me.

Jensen noticed and reached over the bench console to take my hand.

“Babe, you okay?” he asked, his voice soft as he glanced between me and the road.

I gave a weak nod, swallowing the lump in my throat. “Yeah. I’ll be okay.”

His fingers tightened around mine, silently grounding me. As the sun dipped below the horizon, the temperature followed suit. Jensen turned up the heat, creating a warm cocoon inside the cab of the truck. I lifted the bench console so I could slide over next to him. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder, letting me rest my head against him as he continued driving one-handed.

I looked up at him. “You should stop soon. Your arm’s going to start throbbing again.”

“I’m good,” he murmured, but his voice was thick with fatigue.

“How about we find a place for the night? Start fresh in the morning after breakfast?”

He nodded. “Yeah. We’ve been at this for hours. Let’s find something close.”

I found a nearby hotel and booked a room. Once we checked in, Jensen took his pain meds and was out like a light. I sat on the edge of the bed for a while, watching him sleep. He was so peaceful. So real. And I couldn’t stop wondering what I’d done in life to deserve someone like him. He listened, supported me, and never judged. And here he was, driving nearly three thousand miles with me so I wouldn’t have to face my fear of flying.

I climbed in next to him and wrapped my arm around his waist. He instinctively lifted his arm, letting me snuggle closer. I kissed the side of his face.

“I love you,” I whispered, barely audible.

The next morning, Jensen showered while I ordered breakfast. Once he was done, I took my turn. The hot water was heaven—exactly what I needed. Dressed in cozy leggings and a long-sleeved tee, I stepped out of the bathroom to see Jensen fidgeting with his sling.

“Babe?” I asked, placing my hand gently on his back.

“This stupid strap’s too tight,” he muttered.

“Let me help.” I adjusted the straps until his shoulders relaxed.

He leaned down and kissed me. “Thanks, sweetheart.”

That word. Sweetheart. It never failed to send shivers down my spine.

“Did you eat?” I asked as I zipped up my duffel.

“Yeah. It was good. Let’s grab snacks and water before we hit the road. We ran low yesterday.”

Outside, the snow had started. I smiled up at the sky, catching flakes on my tongue like I used to when I was a kid.

“What are you doing, woman?” Jensen chuckled, wrapping me in his arms.

“Being a kid,” I laughed, “I love fresh snow.”

He secretly recorded me while I spun around with my hands raised. For a moment, I was that carefree girl again, remembering snow days with my mom.

We got on the road, but by 4 PM, just outside Boise, things turned. Snow poured heavily, blurring the road ahead. I glanced at Jensen.

“Jensen, this is getting bad. I don’t think even snow chains are gonna help.”

“I was thinking the same thing,” he said, scanning for signs.

He pulled off to the side. No other cars. Just us and the snow.

“Closest hotel is too far,” he muttered, his voice tense. “We might be stuck.”

“Wait—what? We’re staying here?”

“It’s our safest option right now.”

I wanted to panic. The cold was seeping into my bones. But Jensen stayed calm.

“We can move to the back seat and cuddle up with the blankets Jo packed.”

He made sure we were out of traffic’s way, and we climbed into the back. I was freezing, my socks and shoes soaked. My teeth chattered.

“You know,” Jensen said, “the best way to stay warm is skin to skin.”

“Don’t make this weird,” I grumbled, but agreed. We stripped down, climbed under the blankets, and let our bodies warm each other.

“Do you know how hard this is gonna be?” he muttered with a grin.

“Cute choice of words.” I rolled my eyes.

We lay there, tangled in blankets and limbs, when I noticed blood seeping from his shoulder.

“Jay, your arm’s bleeding.”

I fished out the med kit Jo packed. “Drink this,” I handed him whiskey. “This is gonna hurt.”

He took a long drink. I cleaned the wound and poured antiseptic over it.

“AHHH! Shit!”

“I warned you,” I said, biting my lip.

Some stitches had come undone.

“You’re going to have to sew me up.”

“I’m what?!”

“Babe, you can do this. I’ll walk you through it.”

Shaking, I prepped the needle. Hands trembling, I followed every instruction, watching his face twist in pain. He didn’t scream, but it was written all over his body.

When I finished, I covered it with fresh gauze, then threw the used supplies aside and held him.

“Thank you,” he whispered. “I know how hard that was.”

“I’m sorry if I hurt you,” I whispered, my face wet with tears.

“You didn’t,” he said, cupping my cheek. “I love you too.”

My heart froze.

He heard me. Last night.

I held him tighter, pressing my cheek to his chest.

“I love you too, Jensen,” I whispered, finally letting the words settle into the cold night air.

We lay together, wrapped in each other’s arms as the storm howled around us. But inside that truck, it was warm, safe—and filled with something I never expected to find on this trip: love.

Craving you (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 16: The Drive Ahead

Reader's POV

After talking to Jensen, I told him to lay down and rest. It was still early morning and he looked like he needed sleep more than anything. If he was going to be driving for a while tonight, he needed to be well-rested. I told him I could drive alone, that I would be fine, but he wouldn’t hear of it. So I agreed on the condition that he rest and take a hot shower to feel refreshed before the drive. He grumbled but eventually gave in, laying back down. I stayed with him until he drifted off, then kissed his forehead and went to find Jo.

She was in the living room, nose buried in a book. Jo always had a way of disappearing into a novel like it was another world. I sat down beside her.

"Hey, you got a minute?"

She closed the book and looked at me with concern. "You okay? How’s Jensen?"

"He’s resting," I said, pulling my knee to my chest. "I made a decision, and I don’t want you to be upset."

"Why would I be upset? Y/N, that project was yours from the start. You worked your ass off for it. If it were me, I’d have dropped everything and gotten on the next flight."

I smiled. "I know, but you know how I feel about flying. After those two panic attacks, I don’t think I can handle a plane again."

Jo sighed. "So you’re going to drive back? That’s going to be exhausting."

"Yeah. Jensen wants to come too. I told him I’d be fine, but he wouldn’t take no for an answer. I’m just worried about his shoulder."

"You won’t be able to stop him," she said, gently. "Once he’s set on something, there’s no changing his mind."

"I know," I said quietly. "I’m just scared. I could’ve lost him."

She looked at me curiously. "That’s what he told you?"

My eyes narrowed. "What do you mean? Jo, do you know something I don’t?"

"Only what Jeff told me," she replied quickly.

"And what was that?"

"One of the gunmen had him in a chokehold. Jeff got there just in time to knock the guy out. Jensen lost consciousness and spent the night in the hospital."

My stomach turned. "That’s why he has bruises on his neck... he hasn’t really said much."

"He’s lucky," Jo said. "The bullet grazed his arm, but if it had gone even a couple inches the other way..."

I winced. "Thanks for the visual, Jo."

"I’m just saying, be prepared. Don’t let him take anything that makes him drowsy. If he does, you drive."

"You’re right," I sighed. "I’m going to check on him. If he’s up for it, we’ll leave this evening. I love you, and I’m going to miss you."

"Anytime, Smalls," she said, hugging me. "I’ll miss you too."

Back in my room, Jensen was still sleeping, tossing fitfully. I crawled in beside him and gently ran my hand down his face. "It’s okay, babe. I’m here," I whispered. He relaxed at my touch, and I kissed his forehead. Soon, I drifted off too.

Jensen’s POV

I woke before her, pain flaring through my shoulder. I needed to shower, part of my deal for going. But before I moved, I watched her sleep. The sunlight made her glow, every freckle and soft feature lit like a painting. Her lips were slightly parted, hair sprawled across the pillow. I memorized her face, her breath lightly brushing against me. She was stunning, and it killed me to lie to her.

We all were lying to her.

She stirred, and I tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear. She didn’t open her eyes but whispered, "Good afternoon, sweetheart. Did you sleep well?"

"I did. Thanks to you."

She sat up, hand resting under her chin. "You were having a bad dream. I held you, hoping it would help. Does your shoulder hurt?"

"A little," I admitted. "But it’ll heal. Ready to go?"

"Yeah, I’m packed. We just need to shower and dress comfortably. Don’t you need to grab your stuff?"

"It’s at Jared and Gen’s. We can stop there. You up for banana bread?"

She lit up. "Oh hell yes."

Reader's POV

In the bathroom, I helped him with the sling and unbuttoned his shirt, revealing the bruises and his toned chest. My hands slid over his skin and our eyes locked. It was electric. I began to undress him slowly, reverently, and the heat between us built until we were both standing bare and vulnerable.

The shower was warm and soothing. His hands found my skin and explored me, lighting up every nerve ending in my body. When he entered me from behind, my moan echoed through the tiles, our bodies syncing to the rhythm only we knew. It was passionate, raw, and everything I never knew I needed.

He kissed my neck as I held him tight. Even in our intimacy, I could feel the love pouring from him.

Afterward, I toweled him off and gently redressed his wound. "Does it hurt?" I asked.

He touched my chin, lifting my eyes to his. "It’s going to be okay. I’m fine."

Tears welled up in my eyes, but I nodded. "Okay."

Jensen's POV

We said goodbye to Jeff and Jo. Jo pulled me aside.

"You take care of her, Jay. She’s going to be furious when this all comes out. But I trust you."

"I love her," I admitted. "And I’ll do whatever it takes."

She hugged me just as Y/N returned. Her eyes narrowed, sensing something. "The truck’s ready," she said.

We loaded up and headed to Jared and Gen’s, where we grabbed my bag and banana bread before hitting the road.

We were heading home. Together.

Craving You (Revised Edition 2025)

Chapter 11: Storms and Secrets

Warnings: NSFW 18+, Consented Sexual acts, female receiving, floor play.

After my shower, I slipped into a pair of shorts, a soft t-shirt, and riding boots borrowed from Jo. As I stepped out of my room, I nearly ran into Jeff, who threw his hands up in surrender.

"Oh, you better be scared, mister. I’m watching you," I said, narrowing my eyes and pointing from mine to his.

I moved into the living room to find Jensen lounging in an armchair, his head resting on a fisted hand, eyes closed. He looked peaceful, devastatingly handsome, and entirely mine.

"You going to keep staring, or are we going horseback riding?" he asked, not even opening his eyes. His voice, laced in that slow, Southern drawl, sent shivers up my spine.

I stepped between his legs and dropped to my knees, looking up at him. His hand found my hair, fingers curling into the strands as he pulled me in for a kiss.

"Intuition, baby," he murmured against my lips. "Ready to ride?"

I leaned into him, lips brushing his. "I’d rather ride something else." My face flushed as soon as the words left my mouth.

He smirked, tugging me up. The firm pressure of his arousal against my hip told me he didn’t mind my slip at all.

We said goodbye to Jo and Jeff and headed to the stables. I fed Alabaster an apple and patted Sir Lancelot for Jensen. As we saddled up, the flirtation continued. "You do know how to ride, right?"

He gave me a cocky grin. "Oh, sweetheart, I can ride. The question is, can you?"

Challenge accepted.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 14: Healing in Her Arms

Reader's POV

Jo’s voice was gentle as she shook me awake. "Hey {Y/N}, Jensen’s here."

It was 7 a.m. but I shot upright, rubbing my eyes. "Is he okay?"

Jo hesitated, looking down at her hands. “Not really. He’s been beaten up pretty badly, and I’m sending him in here for you to take care of. He needs you right now—just... don’t pressure him, okay?”

I blinked, alarmed. “What do you mean? Jo, tell me what happened to Jensen—”

Before she could speak, he appeared in the doorway. “Hey,” he rasped.

I turned my head and froze. His face was bruised, his arm in a sling. The air in my lungs disappeared. “Oh my God, Jensen.” I sat up, arms outstretched. “Babe, what happened?”

Jo offered a strained smile and quietly left the room, leaving us alone. I scooted over, pulled the covers back, and helped him lie down beside me. His groan of pain made my heart ache. I carefully propped pillows behind him to support his injured arm.

Nestling in beside him, I cupped his forehead with one hand, wrapping my other arm gently around his waist. "What happened, babe?”

He looked at me, trying to speak. I reached for a bottled water on the nightstand and helped him drink. His voice trembled. “Went to get dinner for us. Three masked guys came in. One grabbed me before I could help the others out. We fought. He punched me hard... then shot me in the arm. Cops showed up just in time. It’s a graze, but I blacked out—spent the night in the hospital.”

Tears threatened behind my eyes. “Baby, I should’ve been there. I was so worried.” I slid behind him, carefully curling against his back.

“It’s okay,” he murmured. “With the meds they gave me, I wouldn’t have known anyway. But I’m glad I’m here. With you.”

“You’re staying here tonight,” I whispered. “No arguments.”

Jensen’s POV

It broke me inside, lying to her. Twisting the truth of what happened to protect her. My job was the reason I got hurt, not a random store incident. But if she knew, it would destroy everything. And I couldn’t let that happen. Not now. Not when I was falling for her.

I could still feel her breath on my neck, her warmth calming every storm inside me. Being in her arms made everything else fade. Even the pain.

Reader’s POV

When I woke up a couple hours later, Jensen was still asleep. I tiptoed to the bathroom and came out to find him stirring. He winced, trying to sit up.

“Babe?” I rushed over, rubbing his back. “Shhh, I’m here.”

His voice cracked. “Water?”

I gently cupped his face. “It’s right here, don’t push yourself.” I helped him sit and handed him the water. His flinch from the bathroom light made me turn it off.

“How are you feeling?” I asked.

“Like crap,” he muttered. “My meds are in my jacket.”

I retrieved them and noticed his phone fall from his pocket—dozens of missed texts and calls. “You’ve got messages. Want breakfast while you catch up?”

He smiled, the corners of his mouth twitching. “Yeah. Food sounds good.”

I kissed his lips, gentle enough not to hurt him. He winced anyway.

I left the room and ran straight into Jeff. “Hey!” I grinned, bumping into him. “Careful, I’m a woman on a mission.”

Jeff followed me to the kitchen. “How’s our patient?”

“In pain. Is it okay if he stays another night?”

“Absolutely. As long as he rests.”

I cooked breakfast—omelets and toast. “You want one?” I asked Jeff, flipping eggs like a pro.

“Yes, chef. I shall dine in luxury,” he joked, bowing as Jo entered.

After breakfast, I loaded a tray for Jensen. Jo helped with the juice. “You clean too, right?” Jeff teased.

I tossed a napkin at him. “You’re lucky I’m feeding you.”

Back in my room, Jensen was asleep again. I knelt by the bed. “Jensen? Babe, wake up—breakfast.”

He startled awake. “Just you?”

“Only me,” I soothed. “Hungry?”

He nodded. I placed the tray over his lap. “You cooked all this?”

“Only breakfast,” I teased.

He ate slowly, flinching now and then. I sat beside him, working up the courage to tell him. “I made a decision.”

He glanced at me. “What kind of decision?”

“I’m going back to Vancouver. I can’t reach Bobby. I have a feeling something’s wrong.”

He looked away. “That’s... brave of you. But are you ready? After everything?”

“I’m driving. Not flying.”

“Jo know?” he asked, wincing.

“She understands. She’ll fly back later. I’m renting a truck.”

He paused. “Is this going to change us?”

Tears welled in my eyes. “I don’t want it to, but I understand if—”

“No.” He cupped my face. “I’m in this. I want you. Don’t doubt that.”

“I feel strongly about you,” I whispered.

“I feel the same.” He leaned forward, kissing me despite the tray.

“I’ll go with you,” he added. “Jo has too much going on. I’ll drive with you to Vancouver.”

“Really? But your shoulder?”

“I’ll manage. I’d rather be with you.”

I set the tray down and wrapped my arms around him. “Then it’s settled. We leave tonight.”

And somehow, even through the chaos, everything felt... right.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 13: Under Fire, Undercover

Jensen’s POV

Backing out of the drive, I caught one last glimpse of {Y/N} standing at the window. My heart twisted. After her panic attack, all I wanted to do was stay, hold her, keep her safe. But duty called—loud and brutal. I was on my way to meet Jeff and the rest of the team. Gabe, one of our own, was in trouble. And even though every cell in my body screamed to stay with {Y/N}, I had to be there for my partner.

The drive was a quiet thirty minutes through stretches of countryside, then the outskirts of town. My thoughts flickered to the day Jeff handed us this case—a memory etched in intensity.

It was late August. We’d just cleared over 150 cases in two weeks, running ourselves into the ground. We were exhausted, needing sleep, needing time. But when Jeff called us into the briefing room, there was a new stack waiting.

He passed out sealed manila folders but told us not to open them. “This one’s different,” he warned. “We go through it together.”

He stopped in front of Gabe.

“You have the most dangerous assignment,” Jeff said. “It’s Dick Roman. Kingpin. Pharmaceuticals is just the surface. Underneath? Meth, coke, weapons... the whole nine.”

Gabe’s face twitched. He had a kid on the way. A wife he adored.

“If you walk away,” Jeff continued, “no one will blame you.”

“I’m not walking,” Gabe said, voice steady. “What’s the play?”

“You go under. No wires. No backup unless you trigger it. Jensen’s on a different op. Jared is your out if it all goes to hell.”

I remember watching Gabe toss a lollipop into his mouth, like this was just another Tuesday. But now…

Now he was missing.

When I arrived at the scene, the air was already thick with tension. Police cruisers, black SUVs, a SWAT van parked low and tight behind a dive bar in the bad part of town. I jumped out of my truck and met Jared halfway.

“Any word?” I asked, already slipping into my vest.

“Not good.”

“What do you mean not good?” I stopped, grabbing his arm. “Jared. Where’s Gabe?”

Jared looked away. “Inside. Beaten to hell. They’ve got him and three hostages in the backroom. We lose the element of surprise, they’ll execute him first.”

Jeff stepped forward, map of the bar in hand. “We go quiet. Jared, take your team through the alley. Jensen, you’re with me. We breach the front. No screw-ups. You see anyone not on our side—drop them. Questions?”

None. We knew the drill.

We moved in silence, crouched low through the thick fog of dusk. I could hear my own heartbeat over the muted thuds of boots on asphalt. At the front door, Jeff gave the signal. I pushed it open slowly, gun drawn.

The inside was dim and smelled like stale beer and cigarettes. A jukebox played some forgotten country song, warbling over the hum of old neon lights. A few low-level dealers sat at the bar. They didn’t even see it coming.

“Drop it!” I shouted.

One reached for his weapon. Pop. Pop.

Two shots. Center mass. He dropped like dead weight.

“Move!” Jeff barked.

We stormed through the main room. That’s when all hell broke loose.

From the back hallway, gunfire erupted. Screams. I saw Jared and his team breach from the rear through the kitchen, smoke and splinters flying. The air filled with chaos—bullets pinging off metal, glass shattering, the thump of bodies hitting walls.

I turned the corner into the backroom and saw Gabe—bloodied, tied to a chair, his face a mess of bruises. A man had a gun to his head.

“Put it down!” I roared.

The dealer turned just enough to see me—and fired.

Pain exploded in my shoulder, sharp and burning. I staggered back, firing three rounds in return. One hit the bastard in the neck. He crumpled instantly.

“Jensen!”

Jared’s voice sliced through the noise.

“Man down!”

I dropped to my knees, vision swimming. Another shot rang out. Someone grabbed my vest—Jared.

“Shit, Jensen, stay with me.” He pressed a cloth to my shoulder, eyes wide. “You’re good. You’re going to be good.”

“I’m fine,” I lied through gritted teeth.

“You’re full of shit,” Jared snapped, hauling me against the wall. “Medic!”

I blinked through the haze. Gabe was free. The hostages were being pulled out. We had won.

But I was fading.

{Y/N}’s POV

I couldn’t shake the feeling something was wrong. Deep in my gut, I felt… off. Jensen hadn’t called. It was almost midnight.

Jo was on the phone. I knew that look—the way she paced, chewed her lip.

“What’s going on?” I asked.

“Nothing. Jeff had a rough day.” She wouldn’t look me in the eye.

Then, my phone lit up.

Jensen calling.

Relief washed over me—until I heard his voice.

“Hey sweetheart,” he rasped. “I… I’m not gonna make it tonight.”

I froze. “Baby, are you okay?”

“I’m just tired,” he said, struggling to keep his voice steady. “Don’t worry.”

“Jensen, please talk to me. Something’s wrong. I can hear it in your voice.”

He exhaled a painful breath. “I’ll be fine. Just… get some rest for me, alright?”

I felt tears well. “Okay. If you need me, come to me. Or call. Just… don’t shut me out.”

“I promise,” he whispered. “Night, babe.”

“Goodnight, Jensen.”

I ended the call and turned to Jo. “He’s not okay. Don’t lie to me, Jo.”

She closed her eyes. “He’s in the hospital. There was a shootout… but he’s stable.”

My knees nearly buckled.

“Take me to him.”

“We can’t. They’ve got security on him. No visitors.”

My heart shattered. All I could do was sit in the dark, clutching my phone, praying he’d come home to me.

Jensen’s POV – Hospital Room

The room smelled like antiseptic and metal. Machines beeped. My shoulder felt like it was on fire. But all I could think about was {Y/N}.

I pictured her eyes, her smile, the way she fit perfectly in my arms.

“Hang on a little longer, sweetheart,” I whispered to the ceiling. “I’m coming back to you.”

And I meant it.

Craving you (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 12 Panic Attack Wrong timing part two

{Y/N}'s POV

A soft knock came at the door, but I didn’t respond. When I get overwhelmed like this, I pace. I shut out everything—voices, movement, even my own sense of time. It’s like the walls cave in, and my heart tightens until I can’t tell up from down. Doctors and counselors have told me it’s trauma—from Lisa, from my father, from loss. But knowing the reason doesn’t stop the spiral.

The Millwright account being stripped from me by Kali felt like the final twist of the knife. All the work, the sacrifice, the hope I’d poured into that job—gone in one phone call. How can everything I build keep getting taken from me? First my mom, then my peace, now this. Jensen... would he be next? Am I cursed to lose everything and everyone I care about?

My chest began to tighten as panic took over. I stumbled toward the bed, gasping, clawing at the mattress until I collapsed onto the floor. My world dimmed. The room spun. I couldn’t breathe.

Suddenly, I felt hands on me. Strong, warm, grounding.

“{Y/N}!” Jensen’s voice was tight with panic. “Baby, talk to me. What’s wrong?”

“She’s having a panic attack,” Jo said urgently, dropping to her knees beside us. “She does this when it gets too much.”

Jensen shifted my body gently, cradling me against his chest. His voice dropped into something calm and steady. “Breathe with me, sweetheart. In. Out. In. Out.”

He placed my hand over his chest so I could feel the rise and fall of his breathing. His heartbeat was my anchor. Jo smoothed my hair and whispered, “You’re safe. He’s here. I’m here.”

My vision blurred. My throat burned. I couldn’t speak, couldn’t move. But I listened. I followed Jensen’s rhythm.

Eventually, the darkness started to lift. The air returned in slow, trembling sips. My body relaxed, and my head rested against Jensen’s shoulder. He tilted my chin, wiping the tears from my cheeks.

“Thank you,” I whispered hoarsely.

“Shh. Don’t talk yet.” He guided me onto the bed and tucked a blanket around me.

Jo returned with water, handing it over carefully. “Drink this. You’ll feel better.”

Jensen helped unscrew the cap, steadying my hands. I sipped until the burn in my throat subsided.

Jo sat beside me. “What happened, hon? Was it about the phone call?”

I nodded. “It was work. Kali took over the Millwright account.”

Jo blinked. “What? That was your account. You fought tooth and nail for that one!” Her fists clenched, and she began pacing.

Jensen rubbed my knee. “Are you sure Kali was given the job? Is it possible there’s more going on?”

I narrowed my eyes at him. “Why would you ask that? Are you defending her?”

“What? No.” He shook his head. “I don’t know her. I just think we should talk to Singer first before you do something you might regret.”

“That’s the thing,” I whispered. “Mark said Singer was away on a family emergency. That’s why Kali was handed my account.”

Jo sat down beside me again. “I’m so sorry, {Y/N}. I can’t believe this is happening. But Jensen’s right. Talk to Bobby when he’s back. Get the whole story.”

Jensen’s phone buzzed. He looked at the screen and frowned. “I’m sorry, babe. I have to take this.” He kissed my forehead. “I’ll be right outside.”

He slipped out quietly. I turned to Jo.

“Am I overreacting?” I asked softly.

“No,” she said. “You’re hurt. And you’re human. But you’re not alone. You have us. You have Jensen.”

I nodded slowly. “He really does care, doesn’t he?”

“With everything he has.”

When Jensen returned, I could tell the call had shifted his energy. But he still came straight to me, wrapping me in his arms.

“I have to go into work,” he said quietly.

I buried my face in his chest. “Will I see you tonight?”

“I’ll try my best. I’ll call first. Promise.”

Jo gave us space. He cupped my face and kissed me deeply. “Get some rest, okay? Don’t overthink.”

“Be careful out there,” I whispered.

He smiled. “Always.”

I walked him out to his truck. He climbed in, giving me one last look through the rearview mirror—a wink, a wave, and he was gone.

My chest ached, but for the first time, I knew someone was fighting beside me. And maybe, just maybe, I wouldn’t have to keep fighting alone.

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter Twelve (Morning Mischief & Sweet Anticipation)

After Jensen’s sweet text the night before, I plugged in my phone—battery on its last breath. I knew I’d need it charged for our horseback ride today. I wasn’t sure if he was any good with horses, but with that body on a saddle? Yeah… sweet dreams were definitely had.

The smell of bacon and pancakes wafted into my room around 9 a.m., pulling me out of bed like a cartoon character floating on scent waves. I slipped on my slippers and padded toward the kitchen, following the delicious trail like a bloodhound on a mission.

There, flipping pancakes with the seriousness of a man diffusing a bomb, was Jeff. He wore sweatpants and a black T-shirt, his hair sticking up like he lost a fight with a leaf blower. I giggled at the sight.

He turned, spatula in hand, and pointed to the barstool. “Sit. Food’s almost ready.”

I obeyed, still chuckling. His voice was scratchy with sleep, his grumpy morning look somehow endearing. “Where’s Jo? Still sleeping it off?”

Jeff plated the bacon and pancakes with precision. “Hmm. She had a big night after we left you two…” He gave me a cheeky wink as he slid the plate in front of me.

I nearly choked on my juice. “Oh really? Don’t tell me you caught her under all that?” I waved my bacon strip toward him, gesturing to his very much filled-out T-shirt.

Before Jeff could retaliate, a sharp thwack hit the back of my head.

Jo, smug as ever, strolled in. “That ‘all that’ is a fine piece of man and he’s mine.” She leaned down and kissed him on the cheek.

“Ew. Get a room,” I teased, covering my eyes.

Jeff shot back, “Hey, we’re not the ones who needed a room last night. Someone got pretty cozy in the hot tub.”

My cheeks flamed as I ducked my head. “Well, it was amazing. I’ll just say Jensen knows exactly what to do with his hands.”

Craving You (Revised Edition for 2025)

Chapter 11 part two

Jensen’s POV

“What the hell happened?” Hendrickson asked, kneeling beside his wife, holding her up gently.

“I don’t know, sir,” I said, catching my breath. “I was with {Y/N} when we heard a splash. I jumped over the wall and pulled her out.”

We both scanned the area, looking for any signs of a scuffle or someone fleeing.

“Thank you, Jensen. I appreciate it,” he said. “I just hope she and our baby are okay.”

My eyes flicked back to him. “She’s pregnant?”

He arched a brow. “Why do you look so surprised, Lieutenant Ackles? Pregnancies happen.”

Shit. I prayed to God {Y/N} hadn’t heard that. I dared a glance at her across the patio—she looked relaxed, blissful, unaware.

“I’m just surprised, sir. She was drinking earlier. Most women avoid that when they’re expecting.”

He nodded, voice low. “We haven’t made it public yet. I’d appreciate you keeping it that way.” Then his tone shifted. “How’s the case going?”

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