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Nicolle/Nicki | 40's | Dean girl | Sam curious | Guppy | 18+ some NSFW | Master List

Castmates -CH 4

Summary: Cora is very affectionate with Jared and it makes Jensen upset but when he figures out why the whole thing surprises him. Follow their journey of discovery and love as they navigate the new family Jensen, Danneel, and Cora create. 

Characters: Jensen Ackles, Danneel Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Gen Padalecki, Richard Speight Jr, Cora (OFC), Jade (OFC)

Warnings: This is an RPF fic (the children's names have been changed as follows JJ = Talia Jane/ TJ, Arrow = Scarlett, Zeppelin = Riley, Odette = Olive), angst, loss, discussion of plane crash and death, poly relationship, mentions of cheating, accusations of cheating, misunderstandings. Sex including: oral, p in v, (m/f/f). Janeel x Cora... additional warnings for each chapter will be noted. Mulitple POVs (will be designated clearly)

Chapter Warnings: more flashbacks... idk that there's any new warnings from the last chapter?

Chapter word count: 2,338

Cover and Dividers created by me in Canva. Cover photos came from Instagram and Canva

As he expected Danneel’s eyes went wide and she sucked in a breath – what shocked both him and Rich was her next words, “this is beautiful.”

“Huh?” both men stared at her.

“Where is she?”

“Trying to get warm in the trailer until she has to come back out,” Jensen answered.

I'm lovin it ❤️❤️❤️

New Life - Ch 3

Summary: You've known Dean for years, had very little contact for most of it but when your marriage takes a turn and he's the only person you can think of for help will he let you into his world? 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Jody Mills, Nick (OMC),  and you

Warnings: mentions of religiously zealous parents, religiously oppressive parenting, verbally abusive spouse, separation, death of spouse, show level violence, angst, love, barn scene but with a happy ending

A/N: No beta all mistakes are mine. 

Word Count: 2,286  Cover image by me using my own images in Canva

My entire body tingled – I’d grown accustomed to not getting affection. Nick hated holding hands and kissing – once we’d gotten married those activities had ceased unless he wanted sex. I told myself that Dean just wanted to comfort me and I shoved down any other thoughts and moved to finish dinner and prepping plates for us to share our meal. 

Sam and Dean spent lots of moments crouched together sharing quiet conversations and making plans of some sort. It bothered me a little that they weren’t including me on whatever plans they were making for my life and future, but it also just felt like par for the course.

"Oh, no!" I gasped as I read the last couple paragraphs. 💔

New Life -CH 2

Summary: You've known Dean for years, had very little contact for most of it but when your marriage takes a turn and he's the only person you can think of for help will he let you into his world? 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Jody Mills, Nick (OMC),  and you

Warnings: mentions of religiously zealous parents, religiously oppressive parenting, verbally abusive spouse, separation, death of spouse, show level violence, angst, love, barn scene but with a happy ending

A/N: No beta all mistakes are mine. 

Word Count: 2,591  Cover image by me using my own images in Canva

“You, ok?” Dean squeezed me tightly.

“I’m better now. Listen I know this isn’t your kind of thing but,” I didn’t get the chance to continue. 

“Tell me what happened,” he cut me off while running his hand up and down my back. 

“I left him. I don’t – I know it’s not your kind of thing but I don’t know where else to go.”

Eep! He kissed her 💋

Head's up... I've done a lot of challenges and bingos this fall so I have a pretty good backlog of work to schedule.

That being said I do post it to my Kofi page about four weeks (sometimes more) before it gets seen here. So if you want to support me and see things before everyone else you can check out my page here.

If you're reading on tumblr here is some news to keep you in the loop.

I'm intrigued. 💚❤️💚❤️

The New Family Business - CH 6

Summary: Dean had been injured a couple years back but survived. With the decision to retire set firm in his mind he decides to set out and try living in a few  different towns. After a few weeks he ends up in Florida where he runs into someone he saved 20 years ago. He begins working as a mechanic for her golf car repair shop and learns there were consequences of his prior time with her. 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Marisol/ Mari (OFC), Ray (OMC), Reader/ Y/N, Jody Mills

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, smut, slow burn, dad!Dean, mentions of teen pregnancy, single mom reader, 

Chapter Warning: Sam basically plays matchmaker, the family from the other shop starts things with Mari, Mari calls Dean, "Dad"

Cover created by me using mostly my own photos, the image of Jensen and baby came from the spn wiki (i believe it's been on my phone for a long time)

 Word count: 2,158   |   Divider created in Canva  by me

“Well, he never knew about Marisol so don’t feel too left out.”

“Why didn’t you tell him?”

“Uh, for one he was long gone by the time I figured it out. John told me to never contact him and I didn’t want to make life harder on him than it already was so I literally threw the note with his phone number away.”

“I’m sorry that happened.”

“Me too, but things worked out,” she paused and looked out the doorway, “do you think he might still like me?”

Someone picked the wrong family to mess with, especially when Mari inherited Dean's stubbornness and anger.❤️💚❤️💚

The New Family Business - CH 5

Summary: Dean had been injured a couple years back but survived. With the decision to retire set firm in his mind he decides to set out and try living in a few  different towns. After a few weeks he ends up in Florida where he runs into someone he saved 20 years ago. He begins working as a mechanic for her golf car repair shop and learns there were consequences of his prior time with her. 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Marisol/ Mari (OFC), Ray (OMC), Reader/ Y/N, Jody Mills

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, smut, slow burn, dad!Dean, mentions of teen pregnancy, single mom reader, 

Chapter Warning: Dean suggests Sam and Eileen come on to help at the shop, drama starts with another shop owner

Cover created by me using mostly my own photos, the image of Jensen and baby came from the spn wiki (i believe it's been on my phone for a long time)

 Word count: 2,158   |   Divider created in Canva  by me

Over the next few weeks they discussed Pala, the name Marisol gave Dean’s golf car, and how they could work more customs into their plans. Marisol was worried that Ray wouldn’t really be able to handle that type of work.

“The man can do magic with an engine but he can’t paint a straight line for shit,” she laughed.

“Ironically, he told me that himself a while back,” Dean shook his head. “We need to focus on just getting the word out though, right?”

“Yeah, but how?”

Ooh, battling with the competition. Sounds exciting! 💚❤️💚❤️💚

The New Family Business - Ch 3

Summary: Dean had been injured a couple years back but survived. With the decision to retire set firm in his mind he decides to set out and try living in a few  different towns. After a few weeks he ends up in Florida where he runs into someone he saved 20 years ago. He begins working as a mechanic for her golf car repair shop and learns there were consequences of his prior time with her. 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Marisol/ Mari (OFC), Ray (OMC), Reader/ Y/N, Jody Mills

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, smut, slow burn, dad!Dean, mentions of teen pregnancy, single mom reader, 

Chapter Warnings: Mari and Dean learn the truth about her father, 

Cover created by me using mostly my own photos, the image of Jensen and baby came from the spn wiki (i believe it's been on my phone for a long time)

 Word count: 1,736   |   Divider created in Canva  by me

A couple days into their stay Dean had taken Sam and Eileen by the garage so he could show them where he worked and pick up his latest paycheck. They had made small talk with Ray, and Y/N for a bit. After stopping to cash his check and pick up some sunscreen and snacks they’d gone to the beach.

“Dean, I need to ask you something.”

“What’s that Sammy?” Dean smiled at his brother.

“Well, I guess I have two questions now,” he chuckled, “first off did you think we’d ever be doing this?” he gestured to imply them sitting on the beach.

Oops, that could have gone better.💚💚💚💚

The New Family Business - Ch 2

Summary: Dean had been injured a couple years back but survived. With the decision to retire set firm in his mind he decides to set out and try living in a few  different towns. After a few weeks he ends up in Florida where he runs into someone he saved 20 years ago. He begins working as a mechanic for her golf car repair shop and learns there were consequences of his prior time with her. 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Marisol/ Mari (OFC), Ray (OMC), Reader/ Y/N, Jody Mills

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, smut, slow burn, dad!Dean, mentions of teen pregnancy, single mom reader, 

Chapter Warnings: Dean starts to wonder about Marisol being his kid, smutty flashback, 

Cover created by me using mostly my own photos, the image of Jensen and baby came from the spn wiki (I believe -it's been on my phone for a long time)

 Word count: 1,736   |   Divider created in Canva  by me

Y/N had given him a paper application and he was so thankful for not being told to go get on some website to apply for the job.  Dean hadn’t pointed out that he knew her – he wasn’t sure if she’d ever want to see him again if she recognized him so he’d just thanked her for the application and gone back to the motel.

He promptly returned the paperwork; the next morning and they’d taken a copy of his ID with the promise to call after they’d looked it over. What shocked Dean the most was the phone call from Y/N, by lunch time.

Ooh, I'm looking forward to the confrontation between them. 🧡💛🧡💛

The New Family Business - CH 1

Summary: Dean had been injured a couple years back but survived. With the decision to retire set firm in his mind he decides to set out and try living in a few  different towns. After a few weeks he ends up in Florida where he runs into someone he saved 20 years ago. He begins working as a mechanic for her golf car repair shop and learns there were consequences of his prior time with her. 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Marisol/ Mari (OFC), Ray (OMC), Reader/ Y/N, Jody Mills

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, smut, slow burn, dad!Dean, mentions of teen pregnancy, single mom reader, 

Cover created by me using mostly my own photos, the image of Jensen and baby came from the spn wiki (i believe it's been on my phone for a long time)

 Word count: 1,119

Dean had been gone from the bunker for seven weeks, when he arrived in Florida; he was both exhilarated and exhausted at that thought.

For some reason once the pain had subsided enough and he was cleared from physical therapy; something he’d only finished in order to get Sammy off his back – Dean knew he had to leave.

I'm intrigued 💛🧡💛🧡

Behind Closed Doors (Part 1)

Pairing : Boss!Dean Winchester X Assistant!Reader
Word count: 1.3k
Warnings: fluff, not proofread, and tbh I don’t even know where this is going.
A/n: new series (hopefully) First time writing an AU. Don’t let this flop please🙏🏻
I DO NOT GIVE PERMISSION TO COPY MY WORK, TRANSLATE IT OR POST IT TO ANY OTHER PLATFORM. REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED.

For later reading

Missing Pieces - Part 13

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Warnings: Head Injury, Angst, Anxiety, Smut, Mentions of Miscarriage, Fluff

Word Count: 4,158

A/N: This is Part 13 of Missing Pieces. Please let me know what you think!

“You alright?” Dean asks softly as you toss and turn in bed.

“Yeah,” you sigh. “I’m sorry that I’m keeping you awake, baby. I’ll go to the couch if you want…”

I know Sam means well, but I just want to kick his ass. 💚💚💚

Mama - CH 5

Summary: Dean recently learned about Mama - a foster mom to those affected by the supernatural. She's so secretive and mysterious she's considered to be a myth amongst hunters. When they meet and make a connection it opens Dean's eyes to a whole new world. 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, "Mama" Y/N, Eileen Leahy, multiple child OCs, Jody Mills

Warnings: show level mentions of death, single "foster" parent, angst, fluff. As usual more warnings will be added with new chapters. 

Chapter Warning: the brothers make their retirement official, Sam shares big news, mentions of pregnancy, time hop, mentions of pregnancy loss, 

A/N: I need to give a big shout out to @spn-fanfic-reblog-writes for helping me out with this fic! It wouldn't have seen the light of day without your assistance!

Word Count: 927

Cover Image created by me in Canva with images from Instagram and Canva

“You get what?”

“How, you could be so sure with her; she’s your Jess.”

“What?!”

“When I got with Jess, it was simple. I knew I was in love. Not gonna lie, I’ve been worried – I wanted to know if she was good to you – as good as you deserve.”

“She’s better than I deserve Sammy.”

This is the ending that many Dean fans hoped he would get. 💚💚💚

Whiskey, Neat

Summary: Y/N is sweet and awkward, how will that work out for her when she meets the world's hottest rockstar.

Pairing: Rockstar!Jensen x Reader (Y/N)

Warnings/18+: Smut. Unprotected PinV sex. Oral (m&f receiving). Vaginal fingering. Bit of dirty talk. Shy/Awkward reader. Jensen being an absolute rock god. Jensen being irresistible. Jensen being the hottest mofo on the planet.

Word Count: 5,154

A/N: So I got a couple of requests (here and here) for a rockstar!jensen fic after the shows in Austin that murdered us all. I already had every intention of writing something to try and slake our thirst, so I hope this satisfies what you were looking for my friends! Got it out a day earlier than I thought I would! Yay! 😁

I also took some inspiration from this unbelievably hot TikTok. 🥵🥵

As always, of course, this is a single, multiverse version of Jensen. This is a complete and utter work of fiction. ❤️

Jensen Ackles was a fucking, rock god; Y/N wasn't denying that. 

Her friend, Angela, was shaking her head at her and throwing her arms wide. 

“He's fucking amazing! Girl! Why wouldn't you go? They're backstage passes and he is the sexiest fucking man on earth! How can you pass this up?”

Y/N's face became pleading, willing her friend to understand her trepidation. “Because he's the sexiest fucking man on earth, Angela! And what am I supposed to say when I meet him? ‘Hi my name is Y/N. I have four cats, and an inability to speak without horribly embarrassing myself. Please don't look directly at me or I might burst into flames.’”

How did I miss reading this one? Hot damn 🔥🥵🔥🥵🔥🥵🔥

Behind Closed Doors (Part 5)

Pairing : Boss! Dean Winchester X Assistant! Reader
Word count: 1.4k
Warnings: angst, slight violence (a well deserved punch), language, John and Mary Winchester, not proofread.
I DO NOT GIVE PERMISSION TO COPY MY WORK, TRANSLATE IT OR POST IT TO ANY OTHER PLATFORM. REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED.

Damn...I hope Dean does the right thing 💚💚💚

all yours (pt 2) ☽。⋆ - j.a

summary: jensen rails y/n…again. (part one)

word count: 6.7k (sorry)

warnings: smut (obvi), swearing, dirty talk, submission jensen (🤭) sexual harassment (if you squint) bullying (but in a hot way) jensen having some lowkey manipulative behaviour, cream pie, oral (m receiving) ass play, cheating, spelling & grammar mistakes (probably more)

a/n: GUYS TYSM FOR THE LOVE ON THE FIRST PT ILY 🫶🏻 you guys were asking for a pt so here ya go. again, i do not condone cheating at all (except in this context😛) n also no hate to danneel, i literally have a crush on her she’s my wife

enjoy! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

𓆩♱♡🎸♡♱𓆪

it’s been one month since jensen fucked your brains out and you’ve been a nervous wreck, despite not seeing him since.

all yours ☽。⋆ - j.a

summary: after seeing that one edit of your husbands best friend, you can’t seem to control yourself. (part 2)

word count: 7.5k words 🥱

warnings: smut (18+ mdi) swearing, dirty talk, fingering, oral (m & f receiving), bullying (kinda) cheating, forced cream pie, grammar & spelling mistakes (prolly more idk)

a/n: omgg this took so long to write >.< but first post yay! (finally lmao) pls lmk how it is! i feel maybe it’s kinda long and it feel’s boring at times idk i was high writing this lmaosjs. fr tho lmk what i can do better. ALSO I DO NOT CONDONE CHEATING BUT IN THIS CONTEXT ITS KINDA HOT NGL

enjoy! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

𓆩♱♡🎸♡♱𓆪

  1. Damn, I don't condone cheating, but that is hot 🔥 🥵🔥🥵🔥
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