Eat, smoke, sleep, repeat… is it that obvious that’s become my everyday 😅
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to turn back 😅☺️
Since this tumblr is picking up again. Here’s a few of me and @fatoverfedhog back when we first met. Hopefully more to come ☺️
Reblogging because of more pics
Things will feel so much better when you give in. I can see you're already dipping into the idea. Do you like how much the seam of your pants are digging into your flesh? Are you happy that even multiple serving sizes don't seem to satisfy you anymore? Are you happy or does it scare you? Your belly is a little round, but you can still suck it in and hide it when you go out, at least for now. How long is that going to last if you keep eating the way you have been? How long until you outgrow your pants? How long until it's so round that sucking in won't matter? Maybe you should cut back before it's too late.
Oh, but you like eating like that, don't you? You like every moment of how stuffing makes you feel, but even so, you never fully stuff yourself. You always just graze; Eating little by little, and only occasionally eating enough to put on any weight.
Let's try this: take a deep breath for me. I want you to relax. Let your belly spread out.
It's okay for your belly to hang out.
It's okay if people see it.
It's okay if you get bigger.
People will notice, and people will judge, but what's important is how you feel about it. Do you like how it feels. Do you like eating, and stuffing? Do you like how big you've gotten?
Do you want to keep getting bigger?
Then stop resisting and go eat.
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i can't get over the fact of how much weight i'm gaining!
a few changes i've noticed:
my double chin is so huuuge. it's all i notice in pictures now. 😏
my belly hangs so low, i bought a 4xl shirt and my belly is still peeking out.
i was grocery shopping the other day and had to sit down on a bench twice to catch my breath while shopping. my back was hurting from carrying around my huge belly, i've even noticed my knees hurting with the more i gain 😩
i've been drinking almost a 2l of water and pepsi every single day 😵💫 i've ordered food almost everyday for a month (shoutout to a few lovely sponsors for helping out!)
yesterday i had hibachi for lunch and went to a bakery and ate 4 cupcakes after... it's so embarrassing how i've become soo unhealthy and i literally can't stop even if i tried 😵💫😵💫😵💫
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Tbh I really need to continue this heavy cream usage, if not to where it was before then at least like two quarts a week or something (food continues to astonish and alarm consumers by rapidly increasing in price) bc I think I'm gaining weight again? I can't find my scale so who's to say, but I like what I'm looking at and excited for more!
Lol sometimes I wonder, back when I first got on here, who actually expected me to stick around and actively participate? Who'd have thought I'd continue to have no regrets about going from a chubby 175 to almost 300 lbs in under a year and a half (I will get back to that high weight gdi)? There's a lot of folks who come and go for whatever reason, which is valid, so is leaving then coming back. I can tell it's a complicated thing, most ppl's relationship with feedism, and sometimes i am amazed, and so pleased, that I took to this kink so well and that I love where it's taken me ( ꈍᴗꈍ) thank heavens for belly
Sorry I'm a lil zoned out and rambling lol