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@deancaspinefest posting day is upon us! Do you ever wish that a timeloop that ended in the death of your beloved could be... worse? What if it was an infinite series of timeloops? It's not Dean's first rodeo, but to get Cas back, he's gonna have to lose him over, and over, and over,
and over....
If that sounds like fun, this just might be the story for you! Huge thanks to Altiria for being an awesome cheerleader while I waffled over concepts and for writing up an absolutely painful (pineful?) story full of very drawable suffering!
the art: