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CW: 119.8 lb/ 54kg :(
LW/GW: 100lb/ 45kg
UGW: <100lb/ <45kg, depends on how i feel the lower i go.
H: 5’5 ft./ 165.1 cm
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Umm i just discovered new inspo/motivation??? I was just b0dy ch3ck1ng in the mirror lol and when i stretched you could clearly see my r1b fl4r3 from the front, but then i noticed lines on my side and couldn’t tell if it was just hoodie rolls and when i touched it was my r1b c4g3??? Like i’m nowhere near my ugw or even that close to my gw, and it was only slightly, when i sucked in it was way more visible, but now imagine being with people and you stretch and they can clearly see your r1b$ through a HOODIE, naturally no sucking in or anything. Omg.
This is so real :( i should’ve graduated last year but since my 3d got BAD bad two years ago, i haven’t been able to do school well, i finally got one out of four ged tests done in February, but the term is almost over and i’m still trying to do at least a second one before it ends. Like people don’t understand how much it actually gets you, and i can’t exactly explain that the reason for me failing and being so far behind is my 3d, i also have really bad adhd that only started getting treated two years ago so that works but i know people will still think i’m lazy and a bum. Having an 3d actually put my whole life on hold, and i don’t see an end🙂☹️
Guys please help!! Does anyone have any tips or advice for 🌟ving when you’re sleeping over at a friends house, especially for multiple days?? Like how do i not 34t when i’m with them the whole day for more than one?? I can’t really p1_1rg3 especially bc it’s so audible, idk what to do please help guys
normalise putting Ur age (or at least if you're a minor / adult) on your profile / intro post 😢😭
I'm an adult, it's weird to be interacting with vulnerable unwell kids (though full support to you all, I was in this space as a teen too!!) and if any adult is trying to interact with you here I'd be extremely wary!!!!
If you're a minor please block my account and know I wish you all well 💖
Literally 🙂
Not to flex but my thigh gap is GAPPINGGGG 😝😛love when this happens and lowkey i’ve been eating a lot of sugar lately mostly bc i had no other choice bc i wasn’t home idek how it’s still there??? Finally got home the other day tho so no more sugar for me and i can finally continue working out yayyy 😄
i swear as soon as I live alone, the weight is just going to fall off
No literally i’m just waiting for the day i can move out so i can only have water and diet coke in my fridge and rot i know it’ll be so much easier but i’m just scared bc if i start l0s1ng a lot of w8 that i won’t want anyone to stop me and stop seeing my family :( I know that’s a possibility and it breaks my heart bc i love them so much vice versa but i really don’t want them to worry or try to stop me this disorder sucks sometimes 🙂
Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.
People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.
These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.
These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.
So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.
If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.
So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.
I’ve never ever been able to talk about it the way i do on here it’s actually so relieving and freeing. It’s been bottled up for so long and all i wanted was to fully express what i’m feeling without being judged, and i’ve met some pretty cool people too! Tbh this community has actually helped me so much it really is a lonely world when you have an ed. Please read this!
Got told i look healthy now vs my lw. Lol. Gonna sob and throw my head on the wall 😃
Ever since i started working out again (since last week lol) it’s made me think why the actual FUCK have i let myself live looking this way. I actually feel horrible and disgusting and hideous this needs to change.
Me when working out actually works:
I’ve literally only done ab workouts 3 times since a week ago (i went out so couldn’t even finish all my workouts) and i already see such a big difference my stomach is actually so flat and i think the bellyfat is going down??? Likeeee not even doing cardio bc everytime i walk i get a massive headache and body aches, i’m gonna get better sleep first and then start off slower. But guys omg even simple at home workouts make a big difference!!! But most importantly nutrients and diet are key!
Just a little psa for my moots because I love y’all.
For the love of all things good please either STOP or DONT START taking laxat!ves
This is not pro-recovery proganda this is just a warning .
If you continue to abuse laxat!ves you will lose function of your stomach and the amount of pain laxat!ves cause even if it’s once will never be worth it . Lax doesnt make you skinny and it doesn’t make you feel better about yourself. It doesn’t get rid of the food you ate just the leftover waste .
I abused them for two and a half years and I’ve had a stomach ache for the past two years constantly. It’s so bad sometimes i need to go to the ER especially after an OD because of how bad the pain is .
DO NOT take laxat!ves. Take care of yourselves angels. I know it’s hard but you can do it ❤️
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Something that motivates me a LOT is recording myself working out. Trust me…
Bc when your muslces flex it seems like it’s pushing the fat out and um… it really gives you a BIG reality check😭
i’m getting snap memories from when i was at my lw and it’s TWO years ago now i miss that time so much i’m actually gonna crash out i’m gonna crash out i’m gonna crash out 🙂
I was so confident and happy with myself and I felt so pretty and after i started gaining w8 you can literally see the life fading away in my eyes and it never came back 🫤
Guys pls share how you get motivation to workout i need to start but i don’t even have motivation to even get out of bed💔
When you actually start counting it hits you… sometimes i don’t write all of the cals when i binge bc i get embarrassed but i’ve been using an app to count them easier, i just binged and i hit 2k for the day… why did i do that... 🙂 There’s no way bro and i can’t even purg3 bc i have to take my med tmr to do schoolwork. I feel so disgusting and gross and f4t i’m gonna cry😀😅
it’s anon from before!! fasts ruined my metabolism for me mainly cause i’d do such long fasts (4 days at a time) and then idk how to refeed properly so my w8 would instantly shoot back up to before the second i ate like a cracker or something 😓
but yea 10k steps for me is actually like my usual daily, i think it’s cause im always on my feet anyway so i hit 10k+ without realising it. going to college for me (as i walk there) i could see 15k+ so im rlly excited!! ty for the tips and advice and i’ll be sure to stay safe, and with this new plan im definitely confident things will work out for me 🤍
That’s so interesting, i’m not too informed on how to refeed myself either but whenever i fast i feel like whenever i do e4t again my stomach stays flat if i don’t start overeating for consecutive days/ weeks, but sometimes as soon as i eat i’ll get so bloated too so idk what that’s about?? I’m gonna update in another post soon bc i’m lowkey fasting if you minus alc😭 but if you don’t already i recommend using a step tracking app!! I just use the health app the iphones come with, but just to make sure you’re getting them in! Yess i believe it’ll work or help you got this!!