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lacey ⋆

@theodditylacey / theodditylacey.tumblr.com

beware the bottled thoughts of angry young men !

lacey ! 15 years old . autistic + adhd . a dreamer of sorts .

external page links !

on the bookshelf ! the bell jar , the picture of dorian gray , 1984 , before the coffee gets cold , the metamorphosis , in defence of witches , crime and punishment , lolita .

on the record player ! jeff buckley , the smiths , the cure , mazzy star , faye webster , talking heads , radiohead , elliot smith , david bowie , depeche mode , fiona apple , hole , nirvana , tears for fears , the doors , pearl jam , pixies .

“ I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart . I am , I am , I am .” - sylvia plath !

poem transcript

He knows that when you look at him

You feel your head ring

You’re nothing compared to he

Who is king

You’re nothing drawn up to a

Man

Like him

He laughs and he jeers at the contents of your soul

Your heart rips into an even bigger hole

He says that he’ll love you for the rest of time

That clock on the wall begins to chime

Deep blues and purples is how you feel

He knows that your devotion is something to steal

You’ll never leave him and that’s okay

He’s won at his mission of making you stay

hope y’all enjoyed ❤️ I’m not very good but it just comes to me and I write it down

things I did today to take care of myself after a big disappointment and a mental health drop ❤️

went for an early morning walk

bought myself a coffee and listened to pearl jam

wrote a to do list of things I needed to focus on today

made my bed and took a rest for my lunchbreak

studied for philosophy

made tea

and that’s it ! I have theatre tonight so I will probably be pretty quiet during that as it’s hard at the moment ❤️

spend an average, non aesthetic day with me ୨ৎ

i got ready for my day, and left to go to therpay. i had an iced coffee, and a great therapy session.

i then returned home, and began studying.

i then had lunch and made myself a peppermint tea

i cleaned up my room during my lunch break and listened to asmr cause its calminggg

got this book yesterday too!!

got ready to leave and went to personal training for an hour

and that was my day ❤️

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